Genesis

NPD awareness, 22 y/o man, white-passing boriqueño, HaT spoonie socialist, cane user, faggot dyke, minors can interact but I'll only be talking about Tumblr related stuff and nothing personal for obv reasons. I don't post nsft!

[narcpocalypse]

TBH the best way to flesh out a character (which works for me) is to put them in two interview settings. One where they have to tell the truth no matter what and one where they can say whatever they're comfortable with. One will show their depth and the other will show how they want to be perceived

EDIT: OMG YALL TY FOR BLOWING THIS UP???? Here's a template for this idea with 3 interview settings!

Character Interview Template (OC Meme)

Before anything else, select “file” and then select “make a copy!” This is so you can freely interact with and edit the document. The purpo

[npdame]

Really struggling suddenly & needing supply VS Not wanting to guilt your friends you've worked very hard to keep a kind image around (Texas Deathmatch Edition)

[i-am-a-lazy-mess]

hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

[proudmistaketattoo]

i am a victim of autistic abuse.

autistic abuse was very prevalent in my household as a child. my autistic brother had meltdowns in which he hit me and violently threw stuff at me. i recently had an horribly toxic autistic friend who couldn't communicate their emotions even though i told them several times that my mental illness symptoms are triggered and worsened when people don't communicate, and they avoided doing so on purpose -- these two are examples of what we call autistic abuse, and it is valid as a form of abuse and much more common than you believe.

these are signs to look for in order to know if a person is an autistic. if you know any person who has these patterns of behavior, it is likely that they are autistic: you must watch out for them and, if possible, completely cut them off from your life:

- seems cold and unfeeling

- can't communicate their emotions

- has poor emotional regulation skills

- is unintelligent

and didn't that make me sound like an ableist asshole?

isn't it obvious that while being autistic doesn't mean u get to throw shit at people, equating one autistic person throwing shit at me to autistic people having any direct correlation with abuse is only leading to bigotry and prejudice?

weren't those "signs to know if someone you know is autistic (so that you can prevent being abused by them)" not only invasive, but extremely stereotypical, bigoted, hurtful, straight up not neccessarily true?

isn't it clear that if i had meant a word of that, i would've been very fucking stupid?

then why is narcissistic abuse an acceptable term?

[narcpocalypse]

Just tested positive for Hereditary Alpha Tryptasemia so now I can officially say I put the Alpha in Hereditary Alpha Tryptasemia

[narcpocalypse]

Everybody that I deeply care about does not mask in public and I hate that I have to pretend that I'm okay with it. It's one of the easiest things to do if you do not have breathing issues. I had an old friend who started masking again, me being the main reason why and apologized for not doing so sooner. That's what I wish everyone in my life would do. I JUST got diagnosed with MCAS and I feel like I'm burdening everyone. I hate confrontation bc it makes me a scared lil baby but maybe eventually I'll say something when I'm not PASSING OUT from GETTING SICK SO MANY FUCKING TIMES

[loveridden1999]

[rainsandrainsand]

Especially if you're also one or any number of marginalized identities.

This is also about the pressure to "heal"

[narcpocalypse]

I think my narcissism was created when Peter Steele's cousins and sister told me I look like I'm related to them. Storytime?

[ceruleanheaven]

how to become good at everything no practice no effort no motivation no passion no talent fast free

[autistobrat]

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

[narcpocalypse]

Finally got the drugz after an entire life of knowing something was wrong with me

[creekfiend]

Oh do you know what being sick bc you have too many alpha tryptase genes is called. Hereditary Alpha Tryptasemia Syndrome

HATS

[wolfkinsanya]

i am a trans man.

i am also an outspoken transfeminist. this has garnered me a lot of ire. i've been harassed online since i was 14, of course, but the intensity and vitriol straight up doubled once i started truly speaking up for trans women. i've been mistaken for a trans woman myself quite a few amount of times, and been treated accordingly until the mistake was corrected. i undoubtedly am treated worse than a lot of other tme people as a direct result of the way i center transfems in my politics.

a lot of transandrophobia believers would like you to believe that this and similar experiences are proof that the tme/tma binary is broken. that i'm affected by transmisogyny despite being a trans man, and so i'm essentially no different from a trans woman.

i am begging for you to understand that that is bullshit.

because i am not a trans woman. even when people think i am, every time the assumption is corrected, you can see in real time as the hatred towards the evil trans woman turns into pity for the misguided self-hating little girl trans man. even with the worst i've experienced, it hasn't compared to what i've watched the average transfem on here go through. i've been on tumblr for 5 or 6 years and never once has my blog been terminated by staff. i've never had a blog dedicated to collecting evidence on me. i've never had mass campaigns calling me a pedophile. to my knowledge, i've never been put on kiwifarms.

if you are a member of an oppressor class, you have privilege. if you become a class traitor, your privilege will be docked — this is what many people wrongfully observe as them being oppressed as a member of another class. however, even when this privilege is docked, it is never gone. i can easily exempt myself from transmisogyny because i am not a trans woman. i am not the target, i am collateral.

obviously, this is a very simple and surface-level explanation of a fact most transfeminists already know, but i hoped that putting my own specific experiences into words — and, indeed, leveraging my privilege as a trans man to be more respected in this discussion — would maybe help some people get it.

[if you're a trans man reading this who believes in transandrophobia, chances are you listened to me more than you would have otherwise simply from me stating "i am a trans man" at the top of the post. please continue to listen to me as i say this: you are killing your sisters. fix your heart. i beg of you.]

[wolfertinger666]

Im sorry but I need white allies to stop doing the dance the fascism away wearing shein anti ice shirts and calling it "activism" I need my white allies to be like John mother fucking BROWN who was fed the fuck up with slavery and AND JUST MURDERED PRO SLAVERS

#1 white boy ever.

[narcpocalypse]

This is all I have to say

[narcpocalypse]

Drawing prompt for artists:

Yuri where cinnamon raisin bagel and plain cream cheese are making out and yaoi where onion bagel and chive cream cheese are also making out

[narcpocalypse]

Reblogging this again in hopes to find someone who would like to do this