The fucked up Dude @neurospicydude - Tumblr Blog

These sentences Like "Su!c!de is a permant solution for a temporary Problem" are bullshit. My "temporary Problem" goes on for almost 20 years now and it doesn't get better. I don't Care about my Life, I Wish I was dead every fricking Day. I tried to unalive myself so many Times and failed so I don't try it anymore but I'm hoping and wishing for Something Bad about to Happen to me that Kills me, every single Day. So fuck your "It gets better" or "Life can be beautiful" These are empty Words with No meaning..

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inspiredtrans

The worst part of being suicidal is people trying to talk you out of it

miahranaway

It’s like I’ve died already, I’m just here

worthless-piece-of-shit666

I would like to cancel my subscription to being alive, please

ufocomegetmeplease

I‘m just so tired of all this shit

shoelace4-48

i feel like im getting worse, more worthless, more useless

worthless-misery

I guess I had fooled myself into thinking a regular adult life was possible for me at all. It never was.

depressedcryptographer

“Just sleep more when you’re tired!” If I slept every time I was tired you’d think I was in a coma.

asexual-amanita

“I never let my chronic illness stop me from doing things!”

That’s nice, I do. Not listening to my body is part of what got me this bad. Sometimes you have to balance taking care of yourself and achieving your ultimate goals.