Distraction
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Distraction
The Amazing Digital Circus Episode 8 Thoughts.
Firstly, very well titled.
That opening section explains so much, while giving us more questions. It worrys me that when the Red Dot (Caine) escaped and took over the Blue Dot; that it didn't become even a little bit purple. And we don't know what data the blue dot was fed.
The flashback of Kinger and Queenie so well done, with soft sepia colour tones, but so heartbreaking. And so jarring (in the way it was obviously supposed to be) when it cut to Caine just casually putting Abstracted Queenie in the cellar.
Poor Kinger was alone, the last human. Until Ragatha, who appears to have been with others when she put on a headset. Was she peer-pressured? What happened in the real world? If anything?
(And Caine's comments have sparked an idea - does he [did he] have some sort of access, even a "subconscious" connection or influence in the real world - just enough to get more humans in?).
The present with the cast was so sweet, in a sombre way. And they are right. Focusing on the 'What Ifs' of the past doesn't change the present.
Zooble and Gangle were adorable, and I understand Zooble's feelings. I mean I've never been been trapped in a digital circus, but I have had dreams, and hopes, and goals, that I've had to accept will never be. And as Zooble said "it sucks".
I love that they are not letting Jax leave. He is included as one of them, no matter his behaviour. And it's shown later, that they've learned how to deal with him. Just ignore his attempts to say cruel things, don't rise to the bait, don't let him make them hate him as much as he hates himself. And Jax accepts that.
Is Bubble Caine's "intrusive thoughts"? manifesting a voice for Caine's insecurities? The second AI?
The song was ... amazing as a song. Heartbreaking and Horrifying as it's meaning. Caine has officially broken, as we knew since the third episode that he would, but not in a way we (certainly I) expected.
I love the Cafe scene. Kinger in the dark, sane and explaining. The implications of Stratch's involvement in creating the AIs, and having a brain tumor are ... interesting, and many.
And not a lot of people have yet mentioned it - but this making Jax realise that this is all real? Just brilliantly done. It means there has been a part of him that has never believed it. It reminded me that Jax is the youngest of the cast, and I know at 22 people don't often feel that young, but you are.
I don't know if Jax thought he was stuck in a dream, or in hell, (and I am still kind of believing my theory that human Jax got into a car accident and put on the headset as a kind of "life-support/has nothing in the real world so why not exist* in a supposed 'dream' world"). But though it made Jax panic, Pomni had made him promise to "be here later"
Pomni is amazing.
The repeating of the first episode, with darker lighting, and Pomni being so calm a deliberate - beautiful. Others have commented on the animation difference and improvements. Before this episode, I think I'd just dismissed it as improving with time and practice.
But now, I wonder if it was always intentional. As the characters became more real to the audience, and in many ways to themselves, the "digital artwork" of themselves also got better.
Them distracting Caine. Pomni started with a lie, 'we want to laugh about your adventures behind your back" - a lie. But then they all got a chance to shout important truths at Caine.
Zooble and Gangle gave statements that certainly Zooble had already tried to share.
Jax has a thing against being lied to (because he lies, and he hates himself? Because of an abusive upbringing that included people always lying to him?).
Ragatha let herself feel bad (throughout this whole episode, I am so proud of her).
And Pomni's line "You Never Listen". So important, so powerful, so true.
And immediately proven true. Oh the torture scenes. Really, really horrifying (again obviously in the way the show intended the scenes to be).
And then that ending ... summed up perfectly by Zooble "Holy Shit".
*/*/*
Now Caine -
Oh Caine, how I pity him.
Over the episodes he has had so many opportunities to grow as a character, to listen. An example being the suggestion box episode:
Moon "They look happy", Caine "They do". If he'd been able to grow, he might have realised that even though Stargazing wasn't his idea, he had still made it happen. He might have realised there is value even in helping others' ideas rather than wanting his own to be the only ideas.
But didn't. Caine never took the moments, because he couldn't. Physically not capable of understanding humans, of understanding life.
He is just AI.
And he can't connect with the humans the same way as some of the NPCs: Pomni with Gummigoo. Ragatha with Orbsman, or the Ghost Lady, or even the Gloink Queen.
How can Caine? He has styled himself as a God. And Gods do not understand humans.
My thoughts on Caine remind me of the scene in the 2003 Peter Pan film. Where Wendy stares at Peter with such heartbreak and sorrow, and tells him "Your just a boy".
Caine is just a god.
Caine is just an ai.
Caine is just not real, and I pity him. For the potential he had, but never reached. For using his Power to do acts of evil, and not even being able to understand. For his existence.
And now he's probably gone.
Well done to Gooseworks, and to the entire team of the show. They have done an incredible job.
Spoilers for episode 8 of tadc
ok since it's been revealed that scratch was the name of one of the programmers do you think he takes any inspiration from scratch the coding website?
I know he's a cat but the names are the same
SO. THAT NEW EPISODE, HUH?
You know I had to do it COME ONNNN
Armand haters cannot stand the fact that Sam Reid said he loves Armand. The man who studied and breathes The Vampire Chronicles like his life depends on it, the man who is Lestat off the pages. All these assholes want is a Team Edward vs Team Jacob plot when we're dealing with a beautiful, complex, layered story. Talk about craving soggy McDonald's when you're being served the finest gourmet meal.
this is so everything actually
I think AMC should have a poll before season 4 and let the fans choose between traditional marketing or letting Eric loose on social media uncensored
experimenting
soulmatism aside, armand really looked at investigative journalist and professional shit-stirrer daniel molloy, who could already sniff out a lie blindfolded 100 miles away, who had just torn armand’s life to shreds and said ‘you know what he needs? the ability to read minds’
Hi! Sorry for the long ask. 😅
So, why does Armand hate Claudia so much in the show?
Ik she's a violation of all the rules. Turned as a kid, killed another vampire, wrote vampire "history". Ik he thinks she's 100% doomed. But louis and lestat broke rules too.
I've seen people say that he was just indifferent to her but it seems like vitriol to me. People say he wanted Louis all to himself and was jealous and insecure about L and C's love for each other. That he'd have to share him with C. Suuure but also like, she and Madeleine would just leave, leave the country maybe, write occasionally to Louis, meet each other once every 5 years perhaps. So what's the big deal? Louis wouldn't even have to divide his time or affection evenly between C and A.
It doesn't entirely make sense to me because he's somehow not that hateful towards Lestat's love for Louis??? When that was the infinitely bigger danger regarding A losing Louis???
"But she didn't love you. Not like he did." boggles my mind because why tf is he still throwing shade at Louis' daughter who has been dead for decades and yet has no qualms about saying that his ex-husband, who Louis is clearly very much in love with to this day (1973), loved him deeply. The man literally called Lestat and let him talk to Louis?? And he did this of his own accord???
Again in 2022, Louis spends the whole interview, which is supposed to be about his whole life, speaking in detail about his ex-husband and A is barely a footnote. But he's like "he truly loved you, I can say that now." What???
And yet he's jealous and hateful of Louis' love for Claudia?? Girl make it make sense.
Hmmm. I'm not sure I would call it "vitriol".
I think it ultimately boils down to what he calls it in the books:
"I never loved her. I didn't know how."
He never loved her. He did not know how.
Armand's actions in Paris are more colored by his being the coven master and falling in love with Louis than anything else, imho. Because the coven (and Armand) knew who they were, immediately. Armand knew immediately what they had done, and it would have been/was his duty to judge them.
What stayed that initial judgement (so killing them or at least engaging them as they entered Paris) was Armand's (past) relationship to Lestat. And this relationship with Lestat - Armand's wish for a relationship with Lestat (which he fucked up, something we'll still get to see in s3!) is what made him hesitate.
Armand wanted a relationship with Lestat - begged to leave Paris with him and Gabrielle even, but they turned him down. Left him behind.
And here are Louis and Claudia, fledglings by Lestat, having done exactly what Armand told Lestat his "silent children" would do, namely resent him for the dark gift and rise up against him, killing him, for all intents and purposes.
Now, we'll probably still see if Lestat was already there in Paris or not, or shortly after (I do NOT think he was called over via the Eiffeltower), in the book he was.
But Armand, having imprinted so heavily on Lestat, immediately found his fledglings fascinating. And this fascination, this sheer fact stayed his hand - initially.
This is an important aspect.
Because while Armand then falls for Louis, slowly and impossibly given the rules and situations he lives by and in, he just does not know how to love Claudia.
The coven plays with them, it's a long play, one where the ending is already fixed. They know they will (want to) kill them at the end. It's entertainment to them. And they know what Louis and Claudia did, and it does not matter to them that they did not live by those rules - the coven did and judges them by those.
And when Claudia joins the coven... they start to play with her in full.
Trying to break her. Drive her mad with the play, being Baby Lu. It's what Armand talks about in the tunnels. Her fate was sealed, though Louis tried to prevent it by influencing Armand, knowing the danger early on after all but suppressing the fear for her. (Or so the show tale goes - in the books Claudia knows the vampires are after her, and Louis dismisses it - given that they lived in Paris for a while that will likely not be called into question.)
Claudia hurt Lestat. Who Armand... well, loves. And hates. It's complicated :) For the coven it was a matter of rules - for Armand it was infinitely more difficult, because Claudia hurt Lestat, but Claudia was also Lestat's fledgling and he loved Louis, and he loved Lestat, and he was torn between the past and his role and the coven and the rules, and the possibilities.
Madeleine was made in disregard of the rules - in KNOWING disregard of the rules - and if she and Claudia had stayed away... it might have gone all very differently. But they came back, and it forced Armand's hand, because Paris is Armand's. Or was. And the coven has its own dynamics, and enforcing the rules... is more or less a must.
As for Lestat's love for Louis being a danger to losing Armand...
The desire for Louis is and will always be something that Armand and Lestat share. Armand knows in the books that he has blown it with Lestat, and he knows he has blown it with Louis. But the desire for either will never truly leave, though it becomes more subdued later. And it is something acknowledged between Armand and Lestat, too.
Armand loving Louis - and loving Lestat - makes all the difference here. He can empathize with them, to an extent, he feels the pain enough to make an effort. He could not do that for Claudia - he did not know how.
That comment ""But she didn't love you. Not like he did."" - that is after Armand accuses Louis of using Claudia as a "throw pillow". A decoration. Pretty, and easily put aside. Something one can hold in ones lap to hide parts of oneself a bit, too.
He is not throwing shade at Claudia there.
He is throwing shade at Louis.
Louis, who used Claudia in a bid at redemption, made Lestat turn her despite Lestat warning him what would happen. Louis, who broke promises to Lestat right off the bat for her, who did not want to hear about her problems. Who stood by when Lestat was forced to do the hard parenting, Louis who coddled her, but did not even pay enough attention to her to know she wasn't in her coffin.
Claudia was a "throw pillow" to Louis. Loved, yes, and deeply, but not wanted for herself, but just as something she could be for Louis.
And that haunts Louis.
Armand is not jealous of Louis' love for Claudia, that's BS imho - he is calling out Louis for using that tale of that love as a shield.
Because Louis instrumentalizes Claudia - changes parts of the story, shields her actions from Daniel in others, removes pages of her diary - to portray her in this loved and loving light.
But Armand has read the diaries.
He knows there's more to it. (Which will still be part of the show.)
Louis knows that, too, though Armand has removed parts of that, and Louis has refused to remember others.
Armand lets the interview in Dubai happen, because he thinks he can control the outcome, and because he wants to see Daniel again.
I think by now that the "surprise" at the end was supposed to have been Louis turning Daniel for Armand.
And he says that there, at the end, ""he truly loved you, I can say that now."" because he thinks he has won.
He thinks he has successfully edited Louis' mind enough to control the narrative, just as he put him to sleep while he told Daniel of his past with Lestat. He thinks he has managed to control the interview, that Daniel will be turned soon, and then under his control, too (and so much more) and so he is... throwing Louis a proverbial bone there.
Something like:
Yeah, yeah, Lestat loves you. Can we move on now?
Armand does not hate Claudia in the show.
Her very existence, her being Lestat's and joining his coven, and Louis NOT joining his coven and them creating Madeleine, and Armand falling for Louis... that is what puts him (in his mind) into an impossible situation.
Because Armand has been a coven leader for so long that this behavior, the enforcing of rules, never really leaves him again in the books. It's ingrained in him, part of who he is, after 500 years of enforcing them.
And he cannot align the warring parts of himself, the want for love and Louis and Lestat and his coven... with the rules he and the others live by.
And that is what ultimately led to disaster.
this made me snort
Fandoms being normal challenge… level: pretty easy actually but we’re still failing.
No but it's really ominous how they used a full stop and lowercase in the trailer vid title
they've never done that
Guys…. I’m scared?????
Damn it’s been a good run but we really are dying for real once the show ends 😔
Wait I don’t remember how I got here. I didn’t sign a contract. I wasn’t informedddddd
This is the new green and pink, the new blue and purple, the new blue and green, the new red and green, the new…
I love how Armand and Lestat both have sensory issues but in completely different ways
Lestat: "cars and electricity are too loud!!! Wtf this is awful! 😭"
Armand: "the sound of airplane engines is calming to me 😌 I love how the garbage disposal sings when i feed her cigarettes 🤭"
I love lesmand, but they could NOT live together without daily meltdowns lol
THIS REMINDED ME OF ARMAND AND THE BLENDER. #blemand
Welcome back Lescream De Lioncourt.
There is something magnificent about watching him scream and throw a tantrum after hearing something he doesn't like and that completely offends him.
#drama-queen
While Louis’ attitude of “I’m doing you a favor by not turning you” is annoying to listen to, this is coming from Lestat’s perspective; it’s completely in character for Louis to think Lestat got an amazing, enviable blessing and is too dumb to appreciate it, but I think it should be taken with a grain of salt as well. I can’t blame Louis for not wanting to enable Lestat, even if he doesn’t say that as a reason. Lestat tried turning it around on Louis by saying, “How dare you make this choice for me!” But Louis is under no obligation to turn anyone, and Lestat had already made the decision that Louis would turn him a day before even talking to Louis about it, without really considering how Louis might feel about it; without considering why Louis hasn’t turned anyone in over a century.
The funny thing in The Tale of the Body Thief is that Lestat sounds a lot more like the guy Louis described in Interview with the Vampire than he did in the previous two books. Whatever Louis lied about in his story, we’re hearing the exact described personality from Lestat himself. That sense of entitlement and that Louis owed him. It’s also funny because that’s what Lestat is seeing in Louis in the time of refusal to turn him—entitlement and “I’m doing you a favor.”
We already know Louis’ personality from Interview at this point, so more can be inferred about Louis’ reasons for saying no, rather than just Lestat’s statements. He hated turning Madeleine, but he did because he was partly responsible for deciding Claudia’s life, and he loved her. He still sees his existence as a curse, so Lestat did him no favors by turning him, as far as he’s concerned. And Lestat is unarguably a runaway trainwreck that affects everyone around him.
Louis felt like Lestat used him in Interview, and ironically Lestat demanding him to change him means he’s basically just using him now. From Lestat’s POV, he’s going to his friend and fledgling for help; from Louis’ POV, his toxic ex is trying to use him to continue his path of destruction.
Unreliable narration is hard to do right, I think, and the previous books have shown that with the retcons of Interview. But it’s done quite well in this scene.