My Mind Files Go Here

Hiya! You can call me Aenocyon, Aeno, or Cyon! :) I go by He/They primarily, and I'm a part-time author, full-time game dev writer, and a huge space nerd. I also love anything about worldbulding and creature design, talk to me about Monster Hunter / BG3 or D&D / Na'vi Avatar / any Zelda game and you won't be able to get rid of me lol Wolves/Dragons are my thing too, and I love the Jurassic World movies and shows! I mainly use tumblr to store good ideas and other cool stuff, but I'm not very chatty and don't like being tagged on posts without my permission (replies are fine obviously) Side blog for my only public story: www.tumblr.com/a-wonder-in-the-madness

[malenkahudenka]

My mood swings are so bad lately because of the instability we're living in. I feel depressed and like I'm wasting my time constantly. But then I'm too paralyzed by stress to do anything about it. I keep tracking my moods and waiting for it to go away but I'm just getting on everyone's nerves

[novaenocyon]

I'm trying so hard to stay around the people who make me happy and distract me but as soon as they're not around I just get triggered into the worst fucking lows, I feel like nothing matters and I'm using them but then in an hour I'm fine again, but then I'm back home and its expectations and anxiety and just a whirlpool I'm constantly trying to pull myself out of where every once in a while I think I've gotten out only to fall back in... I fear its starting to cause physical pain too from all the pent up stress and emotions 💔

[neurocritter]

The shame I feel about my sleep schedule is not mine. It is from the people who make fun of me for sleeping from 4am-1pm. I work better when people are asleep! That’s just my neurotype! And I one day may change that around, but that will be my choice, and not because people shame me into it. Rar.

[mala-velka-kralovna]

The worst part of being depressed is, when you want to cry but you can’t. You can’t cry everything out. You just sit numb on your bed and look at the wall.

[mala-velka-kralovna]

What is wrong with me?

I don’t know what is wrong with me anymore. All day I was smiling, dancing, singing songs,.. but now, it’s evening and I start to have black thoughts again, I want to be alone, I want to sleep, I want to disappear..

[jackdafunk]

when you experiencing the Symptoms of the Thing You Have but don't understand why you are feeling those things and then you are like oh yes... those are the Symptoms of the Thing I Have

[gun-fishen-deactivated20241222]

Really good looking broken laptop screen I saw at the store

[gun-fishen-deactivated20241222]

Some more because I really liked it

[woman-becomer]

tumblr users love reading. you literally stopped for this post just because it has words in it

[interpolationz]

this is one of my favorite bits about tumblr

the users seem to actually prefer text posts to anything else, and treat it as a chore to play a video especially with sound

[lazzarella]

[ladykvetchingradish]

I don’t kick my feet when I’m reading a good fanfiction. I kick my whole body. like a worm

[unrealunearths]

merry crisis

[mummer]

“not unkindly” has to be one of the ultimate adverbs ever. Implies so much

[queenofghost]

Incorrect K-pop demon hunters quotes part 64: AO3 tags

More incorrect quotes

[girlcaligula]

god I just. love ruthlessness as a character trait so much. sexy sexy sexy

[girlcaligula]

this one. absolutely in love with this definition. give me a character who thinks like this and I’ll love them to pieces

[logiies]

what in the zoerumi is going on in here

[systemdeez]

Throwing rocks at twinks; it's fun, it's easy, and it's free.

[feral-hermit-cat-deactivated202]

[kittykatninja321]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but if you’re celebrating Christmas you do not have pleny time. You do not have pleny time at all. We are in the 12 days till Christmas danger zone

[novaenocyon]

This was ominously accurate, thank you I think

[pnglove]

[descendantofthesparrow]

Does anyone have any questions about Descendants; Rise of Red? i wanna answer stuff about it to get into writing headspace