cursed or not

athena. 23. lesbian.

[khayriya-deactivated20250830]

Good morning, you have to be the thing that saves you

[divorcedzukka]

characters whose philosophy is “if i cannot be wanted, i will be needed and if i cannot be needed, let me be used until there’s nothing left of me.” thank you for everyone’s attention. falls off stage and dies

[bittergourdsoup-deactivated2024]

I APOLOGISE FOR NOT REPLYING TO YOUR EMAIL SOONER. ONE DAY ALL OF US WILL HAVE TO CONVINCE OURSELVES THAT WE SPENT THE GIFT OF TIME ON EARTH WELL.

[not-supernatural]

"you are gay. goodbye"

[deanwinchesterapologist]

"college is the best years of your life" "college is for meeting new people and expanding your mind" wrong. college is for repeatedly learning that your foremost grievances with the world are ronald reagan's fault

[1percentcharge]

i know a lot of people mock when certain songs are overused on character playlists but I will never judge someone for putting bubblegum bitch on one. If you decided that your little tv guy is miss sugar pink liquor liquor lips who am I to say he’s not

[communistkenobi]

in the discourse landscape of gay shipping I think a crucial element is the underdog effect. official approval of your ship from showrunners (ie ship going canon) compromises your marginal status as a fandom shipper on tumblr, and in the long run produces a sore winner subjectivity where you must constantly insist that your ship is still good and subversive. destiel is a good edge case as it went canon in the most homophobic way possible, thus maintaining something of an underdog status despite it being explicitly addressed in the text of supernatural, while still ultimately losing its fandom dominance as evidenced by it constantly losing in shipping polls. ofmd shippers in this respect occupy a conflict of class interests in which their gay canonicity confers a level of comfort and stability that gay shippers who have to work in the posting mines doing web weaves will never experience. therefore, we can consider ofmd shippers to be the petit bourgeoisie of the fandom ecosystem, caught between the big bourgeoisie (tv writers) and the proletariat (stuckys), predictably choosing to engage in downwards class conflict to maintain their narrowly privileged status

[onethousandfrogs]

Giovanni’s room is so visceral bc there is something incredibly relatable about David’s endless denial and self loathing. He’s so afraid of who he might be, so terrified of not fitting into his designated societal role as a straight American man that he is paralyzed, and he ends up stuck in the middle - unable to truly conform OR truly digress. He is terrified to be known and loved, bc he doesn’t understand himself, and someone loving him would mean someone understanding him. And he can’t have that. He grows to resent Giovanni bc Giovanni is so willing and able to love, and that is directly at odds with David’s repression. He shuts down. He’d rather shoot himself in the foot and push away the man he knows truly loves him, than ever be truly vulnerable. So many books/movies try to write that same kind of emotional conflict and fall flat somehow. The tragedy of Giovanni’s Room is David’s inability to change. It ruins his life. The tragedy in most real life relationships is also the inability to change. It’s a tragedy through and through, and it’s so immensely satisfying to read, bc it lets you feel all of your own fear and grief in full force. The book is genius.

[willgrahamscock]

kills me every single day I remember that my favorite quote is "freedom is a length of rope, god wants you to hang yourself with it" and it's said by that doomed news announcement fag

[daalcuntynatural]

remember when he lied and said he only started playing cas in love with dean in s15

[hudbannon-archive-deactivated20]

wanting to rewatch the first five seasons of supernatural is literally normal like it's just good tv. wanting to rewatch a late seasons episode is when you know you're cuckoo bananas crazy.

[exitwound]

deancas + richard siken parallels

[sheepstiel]

finally. new material for destiel gay sex manips

[queerstudiesnatural]

IT'S HERE

The Supernatural poetry collection is finally available!!!

Our beloved poetry collection (1 whole year in the making!!!) is finally done and ready to share with the world.

*None of the writers are profiting financially from this book*

The links below will take you to two separate pdfs, one for the body of text, and one for the cover.

You can keep your book in pdf format and read it on your device of choice, OR (and personally I recommend option 2) you can get it printed on Lulu, and get the book pictured above delivered to your doorstop. The layout was designed according to Lulu's standards, I cannot guarantee that the book will turn out as intended if you go through a different printing site.

The book is fairly affordable, I personally paid €20,65 for it including shipping. That's for a hardcover, white paper book, but you can choose the paperback option/different paper options.

BOOK PDF | COVER PDF

all participants are credited in the book. a huge thank you to all of them for making this insane little dream of mine a reality <333333

[queerstudiesnatural]

Special shout-out to @sonorousangels for designing the cover!!!! It looks gorgeous <3

The poem on the back cover is by @croatstiel <3

[queerstudiesnatural]

btw whoever is planning on going to a meet and greet soon y'all HAVE to get this book to misha

[mikheevanora-deactivated2025062]

whenever you feel like the ugliest girl on earth just wash your hair

[dakrapatops]

everyone in the conan gray tag on tumblr being like 'OMG CONAN WRITES FOR BYLERS!!!!! HES SO BYLERS!!!!' well guess what. im bending things to my fandom. dean heard summer child once against his will and it's stuck with him. sam listens to family line. cas in season 4 is Big people watching Vibes. cas every other season is Big disaster/footnote Vibes. jack is idle town. just try to stop me. bitch.

[pansyfemme]

the world is built on mundane ppl with extremly passionate and niche intrests BTW