suffering from spn brainrot

debeaux | 26 | he/she | virgo clairecoded crowleygirl (gn) thee orpheus and eurydice scholar main

[samdyke]

[noknowshame]

resurrected dead wife watching her own montage: wow I looked so hot in that

[lockedintheimpala]

raising the son of satan with your gay angel who's in love with you because you're an ally

[wulfhalls]

looking at this now is like. straight emotional terrorism. THEY HAD SUCH A CHANCE

[wulfhalls]

me when I pick up on VIBES between my GAY brother and some fuck ass GUY who i immediately HATE for reasons we dont have to get into just now so I have to shift into my COCK OUT power stance to establish DOMINANCE. just BECAUSE.

[eysnirn]

Photo study from past two weeks.

[sailorsally]

What if one evening Dean found 'queering the map' while getting drunk to numb his pain of missing Cas and read some of the stories on there and then the next time missing Cas got unbearable he went back and one by one started adding his own lil snippets to the map, as if he was talking to Cas.

📍"This is the barn where we met for the first time (on this plane anyways). I stabbed you. You smiled at me. I knew nothing back then"

📍"I took you to this Den of Equity. In reality it was an excuse to spend the last night on earth with you."

📍"This is where I came up from purgatory, without you. Did you know I kept seeing you everywhere? Did you know I was thinking about coming back to find you?"

📍"We had some mean burgers here. Or rather I did. You ordered your usual - coffee, not to seem too suspicious. I don't know if you realized but you drank a sip or two that time. Little human things. It made me smile into my own cup. It made me hopeful"

📍"Once again you touched me to heal me and I thought to myself I could take any pain, even hell, if it meant I could feel your tender touch again"

📍"I buried your ashes here. There was a brook with a windmill nearby, a field full of forget-me-nots. As if I could ever forget you"

📍"There is a haunted house here. Or rather was (me and Sam took care of that) I killed myself here today. Briefly. But maybe I wanted it to stick this time."

📍"This phone booth is my favourite place in the whole wide world now. I still see you in its faint glow. So real, so solid, alive."

📍"You died here. After you told me I was the one thing you wanted and couldn't have. But you had me, sweetheart, you did, you do."

📍"Tomorrow we'll open a portal here. All the ingredients are gathered. The spells are ready. Tomorrow I'll get to kiss you for the first time."

[angelkissesdean]

Fun collection part 10

(Master list here)

Posting this now because hashtag we’re not crazy

Like I said before… the mere existence of this collection of 100+ posts disproves the assertion that nobody would’ve believed it if Dean reciprocated in 15x18 🤷🏻‍♀️

[ambiguousdisorderken]

cool it gayboy

[sheepstiel]

he stood there in his heeled boots and prayed and punched a wall

[sheepstiel]

he said PLEASE

[worrynoodle]

If you queerbait for 15 years its not bait anymore its just queer and its your fault so dont get mad at me for biting that hook

[spaghettinatural]

like bro why u mad. u think im trying to steal ur fishing rod?? no YOU cast the line

[queerstudiesnatural]

this is so fucking funny

[whyisitakinkything]

DEAN WINCHESTER in SUPERNATURAL - 3.09

[rema-art]

he wants it so badly 🙏 hollanov reference omg

[tiktaalic]

Jensen ackles was supposed to be coaching girls high school soccer in flower mound Texas. But instead he’s an actor. So people get confused understandable

[steveyockey]

guy who’s seen 20 episodes of supernatural: you’ve gotta watch lazarus rising

guy who’s seen 200 episodes of supernatural: you’ve gotta read sheila o’malley’s blog post about dean as an odalisque femininely rubbing his eyes with the backs of his hands

guy who’s seen supernatural multiple times: you’ve gotta watch the crossover episode with scooby-doo. And lazarus rising

[tiktaalic]

Sam hasn’t even given it a glance. It’s interesting to me that Sam is less concerned with presentation, in terms of gender. This is made most explicit in the Western episode, when poor Dean is so eager to appear manly and old-fashioned and Western that every single person clocks him as a faker on his journey through that episode. It is the most vulnerable Dean has ever been in the entirety of the series, and that includes his big cry-face closeups. It’s almost unbearable to watch him in that episode. You just want to tell him to relax. But Sam fits right in, without worrying about it, without having to “show” anything. He doesn’t need the costume. He “fits in” with the stereotypical male world, far easier than Dean ever has. BUT, and this is an important but, when they are clocked as gay, or when Sam is forced to pretend he is gay, even for a second, he queens it up a bit. He can’t seem to help it. Dean never does. Dean often sets Sam up as the butt of the “this guy is so gay” jokes, which he does in this episode when he gives Sam a fictional doll collection at home. But it happens in the Christmas episode, too, when he sets Sam up as a Christmas-wreath-obsessive. It’s all part of the teasing of brothers, sure, but it is Sam’s reactions that I find so interesting. Dean somehow is NOT as susceptible as Sam is, and I’m still not sure how that works, but I do like thinking about it. When Sam has to pretend he’s gay, there is an alteration in his behavior, a sort of “commenting on” the gay-ness that is not present at all in Dean in the same circumstance.

-Sheila O’Malley