12. throw yourself
A boy
Lost deep beneath the covers of his own mental health
Afraid to own up to his failuresÂ
Riding a crashing wave of success
Eating dust and sand.Â
"Have you no shame?You've been blessed!Â
Each day with the gift of life but you waste it away in smoky rooms with people you don't know.
Drinking substances that you only regretÂ
Making memories that blur into oneÂ
And hurting yourself over and over again with ideas of love built on a look from drunken strangerâ
The bags beneath my soul weigh me down
I have nothing to look forward to anymore.
The future is too far and tomorrow is almost here throwing itself at me; like a dart towards a board.Â
Remember how you used to cry in your high school bathroom stalls, and look at you now
Tears watering your cheeksÂ
Armpits unpleasantly stickyÂ
Breath of cigarettes and drinkÂ
You're almost a lost causeÂ
Throw yourself to the wolfs boy, God will not save you, you abandoned him 5 years back when you closed the bible and hid it in the back of your closet with your old buttons.Â
Throw yourselfÂ
Nobody's watchingÂ
It'll feel like you're flyingÂ
And thenÂ










