Peter The theater geek

Heyo! i'm bi. Pronouns: they/he. If you ever wanna talk or if you feel down I'm here. You can reach me on my Twitter page faster (@deecaszepptraxx) I need a dog

[yugiohz]

at one point y’all gotta accept that the Middle East, too, has lgbt people, progressive people, KIND people, and people who deserve to live even if they’re not revolutionary activists 😐

[eltehdork]

[outofcontextdiscord]

[butch-himbo-king-deactivated202]

made too many jokes abt being sexy and cool and accidentally developed an ego

[butch-himbo-king-deactivated202]

to the people reblogging this saying “couldn’t be me” shut the fuck up!!! it literally can be!!!!! you think i didn’t struggle? you think i didn’t hate myself and constantly neg myself and tear myself down????

your self hating humor isn’t funny it’s not even humor it’s just bullying yourself!!! and you can stop!!! so quit reblogging my post and adding on your little self hating tags i don’t want to see that bullshit. quit telling yourself you can’t do it because you can!!!! and you Should!!!!!

[evilkitten3]

can confirm! i have serious self-esteem issues and spending years talking about how awesome and great and sexy i am actually really helped!

yes, it took a very long time. but frankly the fact that i’ve moved from the “i genuinely hate myself” zone to the “eh i’m ok actually” zone is pretty fucking big for me.

i know how fun self-deprecating humor can be but to be quite honest, a lot of you aren’t doing it to be funny, you’re doing it to deflect from the fact that you genuinely don’t value yourselves as people and are hoping making a joke out of it will keep people from noticing

[vividenergy]

Literally in the beginning I would just actively compliment myself (out loud) on the things I already liked about myself, like a little thing my hair colour for example. And as time went on I tried my best not to be self deprecating -still happens sometimes am working on it. But my confidence skyrocketed. I can think about myself and stuff I used to hate about myself, and be like them or proud of the progress I've made so far.

[peter-from-the-sound-booth]

Same. I was seriously depressed and had self esteem issues (although it wasn’t really physically more like I just didn’t like myself). Being confident and basically adapting Tony Stark’s egotistical personality became a mask for me. After a while I started saying how awesome I was and started looking at shit that made me happy (like making other people laugh because that made me feel useful instead of useless). Years later I actually feel really good about myself. I stopped a lot of bad habits and have positive coping mechanisms. I mean I was a dick for a good while because I had a practiced and fake air of self importance, but now I can feel good about myself and make other people feel good about themselves.

[peter-from-the-sound-booth]

When I think about DeanCas I don’t really think about soft moments like Cas in Dean’s Lled Zeppelin shirts or them living together in a cottage with bee hives that Cas tends to. Ok, ok. Sometimes I think about it. Sometimes I wrote about it too *cries in DeanCas Spanish conffession*. Seriously. I mean I’ve been Dean. The guy too afraid to let his soft side show.

So when I think about DeanCas I think about Dean driving the Impala to Jody’s and Cas is sitting shotgun (because Sam got there earlier with Eileen and their rascal kid). I’m thinking about how Dean goes to holds Cas’ hand without looking and man spreads just a little bit more so he doesn’t feel exposed and vulnerable. I think about how maybe Cas turns to Dean with a soft smile and squeezes his hand. Then Dean glances over and smirks with a blush, but he doesn’t want to show it so he shoves Cas softly and chuckles before grabbing his hand again. I think about how Cas sometimes kisses Dean’s knuckles while he’s driving and Dean coughs, looking out the window to hide his blush. I think about how Cas knows that blush is there and he tries to make him blush as often as possible without making him feel uncomfortable.

I also think about Dean trying to do the same, but he uses compliments and winks and cheesy pick up lines because he wants to make Cas feel wanted. I think about Dean picking shit up for Cas from shops he stops by on a case because “I don’t know I saw this bee keychain and thought about how you like bees. It made sense. I couldn’t not get it.” Or how Dean shoves a small piece of pie towards Cas because “come on. I’m not going to eat this whole thing by myself,” but they know he can (but he doesn’t want to).

When I think about DeanCas I think about Dean occasionally saying “hey, angel.” I think about how he looks at Cas softly when he’s not looking and glances quickly away when he notices because he’s afraid to look vulnerable, but in the early hours of the morning and the late hours of the night when Cas is laying right next to him he gives himself permission to love him freely with no consequences. He’ll hug Cas tight before eventually knocking out because that case did a number on his aging body. I think about Cas loving every minute of Dean’s pretense to be this man with no soft side when he knows how much Dean loves him because (even if it’s a bit hard to admit it at times) it’s the little bee keychains, cheesy pick up lines, shared pies, and noticed caring looks that matter.

Mainly, when I think about destiel? I think about the ending we never got, but completely deserved. The end where Dean drives off to Jody’s place with Cas riding shotgun (holding hands). And Sam is with Eileen already there because he is such a nerd, which in no way correlates to why he’s there early but the relation makes sense to Dean.

Inspired by this tumblr post I found on insta:

[starei]

idk about soulmates but those people who eat parts of the food or candy that you don't like and you do the same for them.....we've lived a hundred lifetimes together probably

[starei]

[starei]

[peter-from-the-sound-booth]

I eat my little sister’s pizza crust and she eats the frosting to my cake slices.

[absolutelymadness]

[lowbrowcomicinterludes]

[bedlund]

male nude - gustav klimt (1880) // 9x01 // the dying gladiator - pierre julian (1799) // patroclus - jacques-louis david (1780) // 9x03 // male back with flag - michelangelo (1504)

[lousysharkbutt]

true professionals

[muffinshark]

a sam study✨

[kropotkindersurprise]

May 13, 2021 - Immigration cops tried to arrest two men in Glasgow, Scotland, on the day of Eid. A huge crowd of locals in the area of Pollokshields, chanting “these are our neighbours, let them go!”, turned up and boxed the police van in for seven hours, withstanding attempts by police to break through the crowd, until the cops were forced to let the two men go. [video]/[article]

[upsettingandunfortunateclasshate]

WHAT A FUCKING RESULT!!!

[coffeeandufos]

This isn’t even the whole story - it gets so much better.

This was not a pre-planned event. The home office just showed up in the morning to take them. A neighbour tweeted asking for help and people mobilised and united entirely on their own. None of these people woke up today knowing this is what they were going to do.

That man who was under the van? He layed there for EIGHT HOURS so it couldn’t move.

The local mosque opened up and started handing out refreshments to the people protesting:

And when the men were finally released (after 9 hours of being the the back of the van) the whole crowd walked them to the mosque so they would be safe:

This was the ultimate “fuck you” to the British government. It was an absolutely incredible show of solidarity and what happens when people mobilise.

The power of the people is stronger than the people in power.

[becausegoodheroesdeservekidneys]

The dude under the van was literally cycling past, saw it, and promptly threw himself and his bike beneath it. It was just him and two OAPs at that point. He just saw an immigration van and fucken hurled himself under like “Guess this is my day now.”

[ineffablechocolatecheesecake]

Well, that’s how yin and yang work))) Just a back bodyswap)))

[gayforgoodomens]

a study of teen aziraphale in the fanfiction "The False and the Fair" by Princip1914 because he makes me so sad

[extratragic]

i stole this from twitter

[dankmemeuniversity]

[amerlcanapparel-deactivated2020]

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

[straighthater]

when guys objectify women and expect them to send nudes

[timelordpillbug]

when someone asks you about your nuclear plans for russia

[hikingnerd]

When Russia sends you nudes

[dr-thackery]

[dismantlerepaired]

[ilovepretzelrods]

[thegingerbalrog]

[onwardwall]

[miss-jaxon-flaxon-waxon]

#what the fuck happened here

[her-eyes-dared-me-with-danger]

This is my favorite post in all of tumblr

[kyloschuyler]

reminder that this post is now illegal in Russia

[tree-of-blue-squirrel]

reblog it, because Russia can´t

[maradaisykat]

Thanks Obama 

[my-sisters-eyeball]

Wtf

[roomba-with-knives-taped-to-it]

When Russia makes this post illegal

[earthnicity]

I HAVE ONLY SEEN THIS IN SCREENSHOTS

[dovahdez]

I will reblog this every goddamn time I find it on my dash

[tatwaffel]

This is f*cking hilarious!

[nervoustrashfanfictionreader]

It’s Back!

[thecryptkeeper]

when i say “i want to study them” about anyone just know i’m mentally placing them into one of those little bug catcher things you give to kids

[thecryptkeeper]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

I wish vampires were real but for very specific reasons.

for instance the earliest recorded use of the word "Hello" is 1826. 1826. we've been saying hello for less than 2 measley centuries! see I want a vampire who complains about that shit

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

the 'same' word with different spelling goes back farther, but hello is derived from the 16th cent french holà aka ‘ho there’ meaning 'stop! cease!'  

so the next time you tell someone hello, just know that in another era you would mean it as a threat :)