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s | mid 20s | they/them | SWANA back again with a vengeance <3 after tumblr killed me twice. selling prints for palestine on my ko-fi physicist by day & comic artist by night. except also physicist by night sometimes. i work rotating shifts. ask me about moby dick read my moby dick webcomic! zionists, terfs/"tirfs," exclus, fuck off.

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

hello friends 💖🇵🇸 i have been managing this campaign for a dear friend of mine @nader2022 and his family in Ghazzah. I've been speaking with him for several months and trying to assist him, and the situation has only gotten more dire. You can find more info here.

Nader and his entire family, including his wife and three young children, have been displaced several times.

Nader has lost his uncle and his wife, his cousin and his wife and their two young children. His father was injured in an attack that destroyed their entire home.

Just when we all thought there might be a sliver of hope for aid and food to get into Ghazzah, and for Nader and his family to escape, Israel shattered the ceasefire (after already breaking it nearly every day since it started) and resumed the mass carpet bombing and slaughtering of innocents. My friends have nowhere to go.

Please help me help them. Donate if you can and please share/reblog.

I am also selling art prints in support of Nader and his family. You can check out my Ko-Fi shop link in my blog description.

Thank you so much.

[wizardjellyfish]

labyrinth

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

had a vent post in my drafts for literally 3 weeks, that i finally posted and then deleted within like two hours bc the ✨paranoia✨ (which isn’t actually paranoia bc all the shit i’m paranoid about actually happennnnnned multiple tiiiiiiimes)

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

i’ve deleted two separate reblogs to this post out of paranoia lmao. one which was an even More placating version of the original drafts post i’d made & deleted, and one just a follow up just like this one, saying i’d deleted the first reblog. god i fucking hate it here lmfao

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

bro i can’t even reblog normal kind of venty or negative posts that i would’ve reblogged even before this / under completely normal circumstances without being paranoid it’s gonna get twisted some way lmfao

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

said smthn More specific talking abt the racism i experienced as one(1) part of this and immediately got scared and deleted it. lol. why am i even here.

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

rly would just be easier and better if i killed myself wouldn’t it lmfao. world isn’t getting any better and neither am i. they keep bombing my people and nobody fucking cares. they resumed all out war with iran and nobody fucking cares. they keep genociding my sister ppl and nobody fucking cares. nothing fucking matters.

can’t believe white people made me feel like i was being fucking inconsiderate and Hurtful for saying i felt hopeless / felt like things didn’t matter in these conditions. or said that i was being hostile for going quiet in conversation (very normal and not racist things to say /s) the fucking Week this war on iran started this year lmfao. for having normal grief responses to fucking war on my people and not knowing if my fucking family was fucking safe. lmfao.

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

they’re out here bombing children’s cancer hospitals in Ahvaz and port cities and bridges and water desalination plants

remind me why the fuck i should stay alive actually? what the actual fucking point is of any of this shit? every fucking part of this world and universe clearly just wants me dead why shouldn’t i just let it have what it wants at this point lmfao.

[bleed1ngbabyb0y]

[nickyandstuff]

Chat was this worth the 8 hours I spent on it

(30 second Timelapse below the cut)

[beautiful-songbird]

How the new Odyssey movie sounds to me based off of what I’ve seen on tumblr

[dramatic-dolphin]

and if i said nolan's odyssey starring no greek actors and with no recognizable aspects of greek culture or involvement by greeks, is the direct legacy of white supremacist colonialism that treated ancient greece as not just the pinnacle of ancient culture, but of an artificially created "european" culture, which white western europeans and their settler descendants, as the new pinnacle of culture, were the sole spiritual inheritors of.

[to-find-out-what-happens]

I would agree and so would Fariya Faraji in this good youtube video

[saturnisfilledwithbees]

“Put him on his knees give him something to believe in” has the exact same energy and depth of meaning as anything Hozier puts out on the regular but since it’s sung by Megan Thee Stallion no one takes it seriously. In this essay I will-

[saturnisfilledwithbees]

To flesh this out a little bit more: both Megan Thee Stallion and Hozier write and sing really sexual songs, but they’re different in that Hozier’s music is typically “let me worship you” while Megan’s is usually “I’m worshipping myself,” which makes all the difference because it’s an acceptance of power rather than the giving of it. He’s the sinner, she’s the saint. However, taking their difference in genres out of it, people don’t usually seem to take Megan Thee Stallion’s music seriously in comparison to Hozier because a) her lyrics are more overtly and blatantly sexual and b)she’s claiming her sexuality for herself, and that scares a lot of people. The secret, no-one-wants-to-talk-about reason is that she’s a confident black woman, which terrifies people way than sex does. In conclusion, Hozier and Megan Thee Stallion are two sides of the same poetic, sexual coin, but people just don’t want to admit it. Which is WHY a collaboration between Hozier and Megan would be so powerful that it would change the timeline as we know it yes I will elaborate 

[guideaus]

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

rly would just be easier and better if i killed myself wouldn’t it lmfao. world isn’t getting any better and neither am i. they keep bombing my people and nobody fucking cares. they resumed all out war with iran and nobody fucking cares. they keep genociding my sister ppl and nobody fucking cares. nothing fucking matters.

can’t believe white people made me feel like i was being fucking inconsiderate and Hurtful for saying i felt hopeless / felt like things didn’t matter in these conditions. or said that i was being hostile for going quiet in conversation (very normal and not racist things to say /s) the fucking Week this war on iran started this year lmfao. for having normal grief responses to fucking war on my people and not knowing if my fucking family was fucking safe. lmfao.

[dramatic-dolphin]

and if i said nolan's odyssey starring no greek actors and with no recognizable aspects of greek culture or involvement by greeks, is the direct legacy of white supremacist colonialism that treated ancient greece as not just the pinnacle of ancient culture, but of an artificially created "european" culture, which white western europeans and their settler descendants, as the new pinnacle of culture, were the sole spiritual inheritors of.

[martindykewood]

category 12 thinking about season four martin event please keep me in your prayers

[martindykewood]

when jon asks about his poetry and hes like i havent exactly had a lot of time recently and its like. that may be true but its obviously more than that. like theres always talk (and this idea has become less en vogue in circles adjacent to me over the last decade but it is by no means gone) of creative geniuses throughout history being so good bc they were mentally ill but in reality its actually unbelievable how difficult it is to make art when youre deeply depressed. its one thing to write a poem when youre sad bc youre, For Example, pining after your boss who hates you, but its another thing entirely to write a poem when youre actively, deliberately cutting yourself off from the world and your own emotions. where does the poetry come from if you cant dig your hands in and pull it out of the world or your emotions. and why would you even care about poetry if its not for and from the world and your emotions. and how do you begin to heal if you cant access the world and your emotions. and and and

[martindykewood]

no literally like the fact that 1. jon felt such a strong need to connect that he 2. dug up the memory of something he knows martin likes and 3. asked about it in That Voice and then 4. martin didnt even react. he didnt even get all breathless and excited that jon cared enough to ask. he didnt even like. smile. remember how happy he sounded when daisy told him that people said he and jon were close. thats how he wouldve responded if jon asked him about his poetry in season three. but hes too far gone for that! lol!

[hotdrinks]

Yyyyyyup basically it'a gonna haunt me until I die

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

it’s the charles w. morgan’s 185th birthday today 💖💖💖💖💖 lots of good photos from their ig post about it

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

had a vent post in my drafts for literally 3 weeks, that i finally posted and then deleted within like two hours bc the ✨paranoia✨ (which isn’t actually paranoia bc all the shit i’m paranoid about actually happennnnnned multiple tiiiiiiimes)

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

i’ve deleted two separate reblogs to this post out of paranoia lmao. one which was an even More placating version of the original drafts post i’d made & deleted, and one just a follow up just like this one, saying i’d deleted the first reblog. god i fucking hate it here lmfao

[pocketsizedquasar-3]

bro i can’t even reblog normal kind of venty or negative posts that i would’ve reblogged even before this / under completely normal circumstances without being paranoid it’s gonna get twisted some way lmfao

[feluka]

July is disability pride month. Please don't forget about disabled Gazans.

Noor's little boy, Muhammed, is physically disabled. His condition is worsening as he is unable to get the regular physical therapy he requires while his family is barely able to keep shelter. He is regularly missing his medication which is scarcely available at too high a price.

This July, can we please give their fundraiser the push it desperately needs?

Vetted at #421

[socialistexan]

Not getting a ton of reporting in US news, but the Trump administration is going after donors to Palestine, including going as far as international extradition under the guide of "counterterrorism"