Welcome to the multiverse of chaos that is my blog.
Crossovers are going to be a common thing here but mostly between the MCU and Transformers fandoms.
On that note, I write stories mainly for Marvel, Twilight, Transformers, The Sonic Fandom, Naruto, Bleach, That time I got reincarnated as a Slime and Inuyasha.
Stories will either be X reader or with a few of my OCs.
I also (try) to draw from time to time.
Posts will not be consistent, due to health, schedule and ADHD.
This pin will act as my Masterlist to keep things organized.
Story Summary: Loki is sent back to Midgard (Earth) as punishment by Odin to atone for his sins. The Trickster God isn't the only one unhappy about the arrangements with the exception of Thor. Despite the reluctance, he learns that loneliness can only get you so far and forms an unexpected bond with one of the Tower's residences.
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
More Coming Soon...
X Reader stories: Platonic, romantic, angst, and the list goes on. Reader will be written GN mostly.
You would follow him around like a duckling, a silent observer at times, a chatter box the next.
Both your mothers were friends, so being playmates was a normal thing. He was always your role model, even at a young age. He pushed you to be better.
You thought he would be your best friend forever and ever. Then you woke up one morning and he wasn't anymore.
The aftermath of the massacre, the whispers of the monster that was Itachi. You didn't want to believe it, refused to. Even when the evidence was there, the lone survivor, Sasuke.
It tore your heart into pieces. Left you hallow. The Itachi you knew, the affectionate big brother to Sasuke, the one you studied on a regular, the one you thought you knew everything about, your best friend couldn't have killed them all.
Yet, everyone said he did, and you were never the same again. Never trusting anyone. Closing yourself off. Losing faith in the village and the very place you once called home felt like a prison.
This pushed you to leave, to just pack your bags and escape the loneliness. Moving from village to village until you settled in a forest somewhere in the middle of the Land of Fire. It was one of the best decisions you've made for yourself in a long time.
One night, when the sky was as black as Uchiha eyes, he entered your dreams. He stood on a body of water, studying you with blank, calculating eyes.
"You've grown, and you've left the one place that could have protected you for what's coming."
Why was he here? You haven't dreamt of him in years.
Waking from sleep wasn't peaceful, not with your heart racing, sweat on your brow. It felt so real.
The flapping of wings jump-scared you, and as you turned in the direction of the noise, a pair of red eyes stared back at you.
Your brain shortcircuited, scream caught in your throat, unconsciousness gripping your mind. The last thing you heard before going under was the whisper of your name.
Chapter summary: Doing a nice deed should not have come with you nearly losing your life. Hedgehogs are assholes.
Warnings: Reader curses when under stress.
Who knew acting like a Samaritan would result in you having a busted lip, aching ribs, and singed hair.
Stupid, fucking, anthropomorphic hedgehog and dam you're bleeding heart. When you brought him into your home last night, he was out cold. You managed to carefully take the debris out his quills and set him up in the guest room.
Throughout the night you made sure to check in, yet he never moved from where he was placed.
The shock of your life came the following morning, whilst brewing a cup of coffee; a beam of red light hit the window in front of you. This caused the singed hair, the glass to shatter, and your kitchen blinds to catch on fire.
You quickly ripped them down. There is no way you'll allow your house to go up in flames.
The morning was turning into a clusterfuck of events that you were not ready for.
You, like any rational person, thought to be under attack, grabbed the first thing to protect yourself - a frying pan.
Another beam shot at you as you turned. Again, like a miracle or just good reflexes, dodged and dived for cover.
"Stop attacking me!"
Off goes another beam, more shattered glass. The busted lip came as a foot connected to your face when you turned the corner of your island.
"MOTHERFUCKER!"
Having enough of being attacked, you started throwing every pot, pan, utensil you could get your hands on and at the same time trying to find a way outside.
The opportunity presented itself after the hedgehog who could teleport appeared behind you, sending you flying towards the backdoor, after a hard kick.
You have never exited a door so fast in your life, the frying pan clutched tightly in hand. Every curse word known to man left your lips, annoyed about everything.
"I SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOUR UNCONCIOUS ASS OUTSIDE! I WAS ONLY TRYING TO HELP. IS THIS HOW YOU REPAY A GOOD DEED!? YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE!"
The dive off the back porch would have made any athlete swimmer jealous as you dodge another beam.
You painfully landed on your stomach, wind knocked out of you.
Sadly, the chase came to an end when a foot pressed down on your back, pinning you to the ground. How can he be so blasted heavy? Your lungs hurt... it was hard to breathe.
"Who are you?"
The deep, cold voice above you caused your brain to glitch a bit before you remembered this was the enemy.
"Get off me!"
the foot pressed down further "You're not in a position to make demands."
You whimpered out your name.
"Where am I and how did I get here?"
"You're on the planet Mars and you so happened to crash land in my backyard."
"This is not Mars and continue to piss me off and I'll paint the grass red with your blood."
Well fuck and he meant it too.
"Look, all I know is that you fell from the sky last night, crash landed in my yard, and I took you inside and cleaned you up. You're in London, on Earth, and I seriously mean you no harm."
Silence passed "yet you've armed yourself with a weapon."
You groaned at the sheer stupidity of it all "buddy! you attacked me first and if you must know this is a frying pan, a cooking tool. It is not a weapon."
It felt like forever, but the foot finally came off your back. Rolling over, you took in a gulp of air, praying that he would go away and leave you alone.
A shadow hahaha appeared over your face. Oh great!
Opening your eyes, red orbs looked into yours. He looked kind of adorable if it wasn't for the scowl on his face nor the attack on your life.
Before you could say anything else, he teleported away. It left you dumbfounded. Was it safe for you to move? Will he return? Well, now what?
It took some time for you to move but when you did and the adrenaline leaving your system, all the aches and pains appeared.
Standing to your feet left you wheezing, head and side throbbing and vision spotted. The walk inside slow and painstaking.
The frying pan was left abandoned in the sand. You didn't see the pair of eyes that observed your sorry state.
"Time to check on the damage to my kitchen and cancel that project. There is no way in hell I'm getting that done in time. Stupid fucking hedgehog."
No one should be allowed to sound like that. A voice so deep needs to be illegal.
How were you supposed to function? No one better not complain about your lack of focus... not when your brain gets scrambled by a voice like THAT!
Optimus Prime. Leader of the Autobots. King of motivational speeches and a hunk of a Cybertronian should not be allowed to sound the way he does.
It doesn't help that your job requires you to be in frequent contact with the alien robot and his team.
"Agent..."
It takes every ouch of willpower not to shiver whenever you hear your name leave his mouth.
Unbelievable that it took a fucking alien robot to unlock a kink you didn't know you had.
The messed-up thing about it all was that he doesn't have a clue what he's doing to you.
Maybe switching departments would be best. Yeah, that sounds like a plan because the way things are going, you'll be counterproductive, and rent needs to be paid monthly. You had priorities, sadly no matter how much you wished you could climb him like a tree.
When you woke up that morning, the end of the world was the furthest thing from your mind... you also didn't expect a living being to crashland in your backyard.
"I should have stayed my ass in bed... sleeping through five alarms should have been a sign to stay my ass at home."
Is what you grumbled as you exited your car on the way to do some grocery shopping.
The traffic was crazy and cars were not moving. Why?
Your answer came as you stood on the chaotic streets of London, watching the ascension of the Eclipse Canon from G.U.N headquarters.
This was not something you expected to happen today. The music from the car radio abruptly switched to an emergency news broadcast.
The announcement about the end of the world came moments later... it had you sipping your coffee, calm as a cucumber while folks around you ran around frantically.
To you, if it's meant to be, them so be it. No use losing your mind over what you clearly can't control.
Call after call came to your phone but you ignored each one. There was no urge to speak to anyone.
Climbing on top of the hood of your car was the best decision to watch the sky. The bright beam from the canon was both beautiful and haunting. At least dying would be instantaneous. Hopefully.
You counted down the inevitable, humming that tune from when the titanic was sinking. Your mind made up to die... it was a good life (as short as it was) despite the ups and downs.
The beam got brighter, closer, this was it... that was until Dr. Robotnik addressed the world with his speech about 'if I can't have world domination, I might as well save it...''
The death beam passed over where you sat, which then vanished seconds after the explosion.
Everyone around were cheering, but you couldn't help but roll your eyes, "what a good day wasted. Let me get my groceries and head home."
Things were uneventful after that. You did your shopping (making sure to keep out the way of exuberant patrons), got home in one piece, made a quick dinner, and was now having a cold beverage as you sat on a lawn chair in your back yard.
Living out of the busy city had its perks, and the main one was the quietness. Not a neighbor for miles.
Unfortunately, the quiet was interrupted by something fast approaching. Looking up, a ball of fire was hurling directly at you.
"Well, fuck."
Call it luck, a miracle, or just good reflexes, but the speed at which you moved saved you from getting hit.
The poor lawn chair couldn't say the same. The collision rackled the ground, the sound making your ears ring.
Today was just cursed, wasn't it?
It took a few minutes to get your breathing and heart rate to calm down; another few to stand upright with wobbly knees.
There was a fucking crater when your lawn chair was.
The areas decorated with broken gravel, blotches of fire, and your poor flowers.
You should have turned tail and sprinted out of there, maybe call the police but common sense must have taken a vacation because you decided to investigate.
Colored you shocked when an unconscious body appeared as the smoke cleared. Why was there a life-sized hedgehog unconsciousness in your back yard?
"I know I'm not drunk... nah, I'm not seeing things."
You couldn't help but stare, noting that they were alive somehow (by the rise and fall of their chest) after crashing from the sky.
Sighing, you quickly but carefully moved the body, slowly taking it inside.
"I must be out of my mind. Let's hope I don't come to regret this later on."
If you had only known the headache it would bring later on, you would have left him there.
You have been living in the Hidden Leaf Village for the past three years and tend to travel from village to village when you got the time.
Now that you were back home, food was the top priority above anything else at that moment. The weather was cold at such a late hour and only one place could warm both your body and stomach.
One thing the other villages couldn't hold a candle to is the Ichiraku Ramen the Leaf village had. So here you are now, content with such a devine meal. It was made by blessed hands.
Not long after you were seated, the rain began to fall. You were on your second bowl when someone entered the Ramen shop letting in the cold air.
Turning slightly, your eyes took in the drenched child with cerulean blue eyes.
You knew of him from whispers and seeing the horrid way the villagers treated a small child and you could never understand why.
Naruto. The little boy who made your heart clench. No child should be left alone the way that he was.
Setting down your bowl, you slowly turned, trying to keep a smile on your face to ease the fright on the child's face.
"Hello. Why are you out here so late?"
The boy was about to turn away. "No, no, wait. Do you want some ramen?"
This seemed to get his attention. "I'm not going to hurt you. I can buy all the ramen you want. My treat."
He slowly made his way into the shop and came up next to you, keeping a respectable distance. His hands twisted the end of his shirt nervously.
"Can I really have ramen? You don't mind?"
You almost didn't hear what he said because of how quietly he spoke.
"Sure, have a seat. Now, tell me which one you'd like to have."
His sunshine smile was the sweetest reward you had ever received. The people of this village were idiots.
Meeting Copy cat ninja Kakashi Hatake was not on your to-do list of things for the week.
You were just running errands, thinking it would be easier to get through the crowd by running on the roofs.
What a fucking mistake that was. Here's why. You were no ninja. No, you a normal civilian took it upon yourself to try parkouring, which resulted in you slipping on roof tiles and falling to your imminent doom.
Luckily for you, a certain silver haired ninja saved the day. Sorry, he saved you from hurting yourself, but sadly, the parcels you carried couldn't feel the same way.
The sound of defeat left your lips as you dramatically flung yourself from his arms and sank to the floor, grumbling about the amount of trouble you'll be in with your employer.
You were in your own little world, failing to give a small word of thanks and not noticing how you were being studied.
The ninja in question looked at you from head to toe, thinking about how 'weird' you were acting before disappearing. He couldn't stick around, duty calls.
It's not until the sound of wind and falling leaves caught your attention that you finally realized your lack of manners.
Que the face plam. You could be such an idiot at times. Today was going to be one of those days.
Summary: When the infamous God of Mischief escapes his cell in the basement of the Avengers Tower, he accidentally comes across you while looking for revenge.
Status: Part 1 (Complete)
Chapters: 54
Word Count: 230,114 +
18+ ONLY - Please only read if you are 18+. Minors Do Not Interact. Thank you.
Heads up, this is a slow-burn fic đĽ
: ĚĚâ Part 1 đď¸
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
: ĚĚâ Part 2
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Get to know the life of the members of Bring On The Night! The pop/rock band of the moment that has a whole generation addicted to their music, lyrics and performers.
| Kim Seokjin: The Bassist
You were Jin's childhood friend, the one who always went to all his bass practices, the one who went to all his mini concerts, the one who tested the songs before he played them live, you were even the first person he ran to tell the news that his band had been dominated to his first award.
The problem with this? You were always just that to Jin, the typical childhood friend he wouldn't give up for anything in the world, but would never see as anything more.
A few months ago Jin started dating yet another girl, a certain Yeji, whom he had met in college.
You were starting to feel how awful it was to be just another friend, and you wanted to give it your last try before giving up forever with Jin and moving on with your life.
| Min Yoongi: The Producer
You had been in a fully sexual relationship with Yoongi for over 5 years. Yes, you went out on the occasional date in secret, but nothing out of the ordinary, nothing that would make the public think you were a couple, or sex partners.
You had never had a problem with this, until little by little you noticed how you started to feel things for him that definitely had nothing to do with your fully sexual relationship, so you did what you did best.
You ran away.
| Jung Hoseok: The Composer
You met Hoseok in a dance class you had during your last years in college. The two of you hit it off perfectly and decided to stay in touch.
You talked to him when he won his first award, he talked to you when he heard you got a permanent contract at your current company. You called him when you found out he had landed a fairly well known girlfriend in the middle, he congratulated you on finding your fiancĂŠ.
Now, 2 years after that, you had no idea how to tell him that your husband and his fiancĂŠe were fucking in your bed.
| Kim Namjoon: The Drummer
You were Bring On The Night's manager since their debut. You had taken good care of them, always tried to give them a reasonable schedule, always talked to interviewers before interviews, always tried to keep them safe without asking for anything in return. That's exactly what made Namjoon fall at your feet.
From the beginning he always had eyes for you, he always drowned in his feelings thinking about how annoying it might be for you to stay on the job knowing that he had feelings for you.
However, this same attitude not only attracted to him, but to other guys who worked in the same industry. It was this very thing that made Namjoon decide to fight for you, even if it would destroy your working relationship and friendship.
| Park Jimin: The Keyboardist
You were Jimin's girlfriend during his pre-debut era. You would go to support him at practice, bring him food, water, sometimes even a change of clothes. You loved the way he loved his job, but love wasn't always enough to overcome the adversities that made life as a star. That was made clear to you by the Ceo of Bring on the night's discography.
You broke up with him shortly after his debut, you didn't give him any explanation, you simply told him that you didn't want to be with him anymore and you left.
Years later, in the present day, Jimin had become a world star, famous for his talent on the keyboard, and you, for your part, had achieved your goal of becoming a critically acclaimed actress.
What you never thought was that, as you were both on the same level, you would inevitably meet at events such as awards shows, and, to be honest, you didn't think you could ever say no to Jimin again.
| Kim Taehyung: The Guitarist
For the first time in your entire career as an artist you had gotten into a scandal, and one of the worst scandals there could have been. A rapper whose name you didn't even know had told hundreds of gossip channels that the two of you were in a solely sexual relationship.
Now, with no excuse to give because no one would believe you without proof, you and your manager decided to make a completely risky bet; talk to Kim Taehyung, the guitarist of BOTN and ask him to pretend to be your boyfriend. To your surprise, he didn't hesitate to accept.
The deal was clear: neither would have feelings for the other, neither would meddle in the other's relationships, and neither owed the other any explanations.
At first you thought it would be simple, just another performance, just like you did for your music videos.
How wrong you were.
| Jeon Jungkook: The Vocalist
Jungkook considered himself a very tolerant person. He tolerated Jin with his horrible jokes, he tolerated Namjoon breaking his stuff by accident from time to time, he even tolerated Jimin stealing his stuff, but there was one specific point where he would never tolerate any bullshit.
That point was you.
The day he found out the idiot you were dating, he almost broke his phone from how hard he smashed it against the wall. He believed you deserved better, no, he knew you deserved better, no doubt about it, and he was more than willing to show you what would be the minimum point you should accept in a man.
I wanted to give him armor reminiscent of his outfit in IW, but note his gold aesthetic has returned. This takes place in an AU where he has embraced his identity as an Odinson, and fights beside Thor to bring down Thanos
âĽ!!warnings!!: very descriptive virgin talk, reader is a âpureâ virgin [hymen], âvirginityâ, âv-cardâ, being scared about sex, eventual slight yandere jungkook, allusions to unsafe decisions and past toxic relationships [PLEASE ADHEREâŁď¸]
âĽother warnings: oral fem receiving, fingering, heavy petting, exhibitionism, sex sex sex on readerâs mind 24/7, plotting, princess nickname, fuckboy AND badboy jungkookâď¸, stoner jungkook, weed, alcohol, jungkookâs an undercover munch okay, and some shit he says and thinks is very vulgar, light choking, brown coochie desc [cause yeah tee hee], âstrawberryâ used a lot, first time experiences, grunge/2000s vibe for their appearances and setting, grunge hottie with a y2k babeđ
âĽword count: 10.8k
-inspo: gif from btsjkgifs on tweet
-jungkookâs weed playlist: so high- dc | party girls- jeremih ft ludacris remix | into it, swim- chase atlantic | in for it remix
-authorâs note: I finally got an actual virgin fic started cause I feel like phony virgins or determined virgins donât get much show time in fics. Usually theyâre shy and innocent, but I wanted insert to be that AND very set on what she wanted. I think itâs more realistic this way with how I wanted Jungkookâs character to compliment hers. Plus, I already did a corruption style type for Angel.
I hope you enjoy this and look forward to the next part! I canât wait to finish đ
In just a few months, you skipped more classes than you ever had in your academic life, started going to parties, dabbled in a harmless drug, and got stuck with a needle and ink for your first tattoo that signified this phase.
The stick-n-poke Jungkook did on your thigh wasnât going to last foreverâjust as you suspected the friendship. It was lined perfectly though, as he was secretly artistic and a perfectionist.
It felt intimate, since youâd done one on him as well. A spider with a jagged abdomen and seven legs was hidden amongst his growing tattoo sleeve... He didnât get it. Why you chose a sneaky arachnid as the symbol you saw fit for him, you mean. But he laughed and taunted you about your childish drawing skills, admiring your focused face as you carefully poked across his skin that night by the lake.
In your mind, Jungkook was the spider in your tame and boring life when the friendship started. Dangerous and cunning. You, the curious butterflyâlike the ink on your thighâthat got too close to his web. All the hang outs and late nights were him spinning you in silk, around and around until he finally had you stuck and unmoving. He wouldnât strike unless you moved first to get away.
The sexual tension between you and Jeon Jungkook was too high to ignore it.
But what did anyone expect to come from a blossoming friendship between a ran-through fuckboy with an attitude problem and a phony virgin.
There were lots of lingering touches and kisses and heavy petting to the point that was all you could think about instead of college work. You were more worried about having Jungkook balls-deep inside you rather than your next exam, experimenting on smoking weed or hitting his vape pen with him until morning.
Despite how fucked up he is, heâd been hooked on your mind since the day you met him. He was the one in all black with the tattoo sleeve, the piercings on his face, and a dark gaze that told you he wanted to do really bad shit to you.
Yeah. That guy.
Notorious badboy who lives faithfully by an âI donât eat pussyâ motto that doesnât deter him from fucking anyone because heâs just that damn delicious to look at. He likes to get his dick wet with no strings attached and no promised special treatment in return.
Maybe itâs a bit misogynistic that heâll gladly receive head and wonât give it, but he started lining up too specifically with your sexual desires, so you stayed around.
See, Jungkook keeps to himself. Heâs a hit-it-and-quit-it, but his hookups are only known because they brag about how big and good of a fuck he is. Surely, heâd just give you the dick and leave. He wouldnât boast about gaining another body nor would he name drop. Your not-so-innocent deed would remain a secret.
Youâve kissed quite a few guys up until junior year, some nerds that werenât too shy to stick their tongue down your throat in the back of the campus library, but no oneâs gotten far. Hell, Jungkook hasnât gotten that far himself. Fondling you through your bra is nothing compared to the many girls heâs banged into oblivion.
Nonetheless, the asshole respects your boundaries. He can get real sex whenever he wants. Youâre just a fun filler in-between his other hookups, a girl playing hard to get. He enjoys kissing on the cute, shy babe he sits next to in a math class he barely attends. Gets a thrill out of calling you princess to tease you, because he doesnât know your real name.
What Jungkook also didnât know was that you were undeniably on the same wavelength as him. Just in a sugarcoated format. You liked to play. You liked to kiss and touch and feel up on another body⌠But you were still the doe-like glint in your eyes that your makeup couldnât shield, the timidness in your step that the cuff of your ass in your mini skirts and your cleavage couldnât distract.
A virgin. With a very real v-card.
And okay, you get it. Jungkook has got to be the worst option to take it. Even now as you gaze at him heâs wickedly attractive, sporting a vintage band tee and a studded belt because his waist is too slutty to hold up his cargo jeans. His hair has grown into a mullet that fits his wild lifestyle and his sculpted face, curling around his neck where faded hickeys someone else has done stain his honey skin.
Heâs a walking red flag.
But you can make your own rash decisions.
Jungkook gets to be so fucking easy and the epitome of a typical fuckboy. Why couldnât you let this one thing happen for once and for all?
Heâd do this quickly, too. Take you hard and fast when you tell him you want it. Youâve heard he fucks like a rabbit, so itâd go smoothly. No questions. Only two bodies bumping against each other to get their fill. Well, you wouldnât know what the fuck you were doing, but he should be too selfishly horny to notice...
âPrincess.â
His voice alone brings a plethora of goosebumps to your skin. You blink out of your dangerous state of mind as he blurs back into view.
âHm?â You respond.
Jungkook smugly grins, dimples popping in his cheeks as his tongue teases the hoop in his bottom lip. Heâd been fixated on you as you spaced out. You hadnât answered his question for a full minute.
So he repeats himself. âI asked why you were soaking wet when I havenât done anything to youâŚ?â
âO-Oh.â You realize his hand is indeed up your skirt, the other pressing your hips to the door of your dorm room. You canât remember the walk here or all the flirting done at the frat party to lead up to this. Clearly, you arenât as calm as you told yourself you would be when Jungkook brought you to your demise.
It doesnât help how odd and out of place he looks inside your hyper feminine dorm room eitherâpink decor, Sanrio plushies, and your strawberry perfume permeating the air in a thick cloud. Heâs the only dark theme in your room, intruding the soft-core space with his mysterious aura and the smell of smokey cologne and weed.
There isnât much talk about your girly decoration though, as Jungkook is eager to have you around his dick and invade your bedsheets with the scent of him. Youâd been bold enough to finally take him to the womenâs dorms you stayed in, sneaking him through the back door he knew all too well. Per university code, he was down to get fucked. You figured heâd understand what this meant you wanted from himâŚ
Jungkook is rough as he presses his body closer, the passionate wetness of his tongue on your neck and the grip on your hips is nothing youâve experienced before. You like that heâs not going slow, but the raw, carnal desire is terrifying.
Especially when you feel what heâs working with in his cargos. It grows heavier as his hands travel around your waist to underneath your skirt, grabbing handfuls of your ass and teasing the little thong you decided to slip on earlier. He goes as far as rubbing you right where his experienced fingers know your entrance would be, and, fuck, it feels so much different with having someone else in control of your pleasure.
You feel your panties getting stickier than ever at the mere fact that heâs warming you up for the inevitable. How quickly drenched heâs made you and the noise that escapes when he finds a sensitive spot on your skin. You moan his name, gripping his hand to get a sense of reality.
The fuckboy groans back, stopping to look at you. You canât believe youâve chosen death himself over the sweet, kind guy whoâs been trying to get with you all month. Brandon would have been all lovey about this⌠but Jungkook is going to murder you. Specifically, your insides.
He knows it, too, with how he smirks at your flustered expression and panting lips. It makes you nervous that youâve gotten this far, and youâre back to your shy, timid self when you think about whatâs to come next. Youâre so close to flaking and leaving him with a hard on once again, but you want this.
So you take it upon yourself to kiss him. Itâs barely a peck, and you end up brushing his silver hoop piercing more than his rosey lips. His tongue flicks out to lick the residue of strawberry gloss you left on the corner of his mouth, and Jungkook becomes lost in the flavor of you.
He tilts your chin up and kisses you back.
Itâs not gentle or polite like the one you gave him. His tongue demands dominance as soon as your lips touch, his muscle smoothing over the flesh of yours which has you thinking of badder things than tongue kissing. Itâs sloppy and urges your hands all over each other, your hips flush together, Jungkookâs legs hitting the edge of your bed, and you nearly falling on top of him.
The way your hips begin grinding on him is so alluring... Youâre such an enigma to him right nowâas if you werenât alreadyâthat heâs determined to use this opportunity to finally have whatâs between your legs.
You become a bit more aggressive since youâre trying to keep up with Jungkookâs tempo and not get him bored, but you canât help but feel anxious when he cups your chest, breaking the kiss to ogle the cleavage of your lace bra underneath your top. You go to move away, but he yanks you back down on his lap.
âAre you getting all shy on me again?â He whispers. âItâs nothing Iâve never seen before, princess.â
True⌠but youâve never been naked in front of anyone else. Your fairy lights arenât dim enough, and you didnât think itâd be taking this long to get pounded. This is too intimate.
However, Jungkook is quick to divert your attention by rolling over on top of you. Your skirt rides up with the movement, and he gets a glimpse of delicate, pink panties decorated with a tiny bow. That hug your pussy like a present ready to be unwrapped. They correlate with your bra, too, and Jungkook heavily believes in matching sets gracing him with the best pussy heâs ever had. Youâre so done for.
Jungkook admiring how the baby pink contrasts beautifully against your brown skin forces your legs shut in fear. You had worn the lingerie for him, but you didnât expect staring. Where is his urgency to put his dick in you?
Apparently, nowhere to be found as he follows you further back on your bed, eyes curious and enticing, sizing you up. He hovers over you when your pillows and plushies make it impossible to go further, the skull pendant on the silver chain around his neck dangling in your face.
You clearly want this, otherwise you wouldnât have said what you said at the party or sent those texts all last night. Youâre just too shy to go for what you want, and Jungkook finds it adorable. He chuckles at how skittish and scared youâre being, trying to calm your nerves with some humor.
âWhat are you, a virgin?â He asks.
Itâs a joke. At first. Until you bite down on your tongue and avoid his eyes for a second, unable to maintain your faux confidence any longer.
Jungkook freezes.
Shit.
âNo wayâŚâ he mumbles, looking at how sexy you are laid out underneath him. It seemed he was contemplating on dipping or not giving an ounce of a fuck that you had never done this before.
Heâs suddenly conflicted on how youâve gotten this far undetected. It makes sense when he reminisces about your bashful antics and you pushing him away before things get too far, but he thought of it as simply respecting that you have boundaries no matter the reason. He just never thought it was because you were⌠untouched.
Jungkook doesnât do virgins as much as oral. Itâs laughable to find out heâs been played along by a phony virgin the whole time.
âWere you trying to hide it from me?â He tsks, tilting his head down at you. âCute.â
Your lips are shut together, as you donât know how to answer, because, yes, you have been hiding your virginity from him. Itâs not wrong⌠but maybe it isnât so right to have him obliviously deflower you.
He doesnât make a big deal out of it though, instead waiting on you to speak. So you donât want to make a big deal out of it either, trying to brush it off.
âA-Are you still gonnaâŚ?â
âNo, Iâm not gonna fuck you,â Jungkook says as he leans in. Your chest hitches when his palm rests on your thigh.
âIâd rip you open, princessâŚâ He mumbles softly, round nose nudging with yours. âYouâd probably bleed all over my cock, fuckâŚâ
Weirdly, you were not put off by that. He could tell by how your eyes practically sparkled that you were into it⌠His jeans feel tighter.
âUnless you want me to?â
You swallow. Unable to say it, but begging to be split in half in your head.
âSuch a freak,â Jungkook murmurs. Heâs heard quiet girls were the freakiest, but, damn, you were taking the cake.
The room grows quiet, and Jungkook moves as if heâs about to free you from his grasp, leave you high and dry like youâd done to him plenty before, but youâve gotten too close to spend another night fantasizing about what heâd do to you if given the chance.
You grip his bulging forearm. âC-Can you kiss me?â
Making out has got to be so lackluster to him now, but he doesnât hesitate to do as you ask. Fitting his mouth to yours is like second nature, the sweet oil of your gloss something heâd never say no to and how your bottom lip pricks between his teeth because he canât help but to bite.
You mewl right into his lungs, hands roaming up tattooed skin to cradle his neck. His erection bumps against your thigh as he shifts to kiss down your throat again, and you realize that this isnât actually going to stop when Jungkook starts sucking the tops of your breasts. When his lips meet your belly button, wavering over the sliver of skin between your skirt and cropped shirt.
Jungkook has been waiting as long as you to fuck each other. Is he really going to let your virginity be a deal breaker?
You smell like strawberries again tonight, followed by a hint of cocoa and marshmallow that has Jungkook wanting to stick his nose to every inch of your body and just breathe. You smell so fucking edible to the point that he wants his tongue running all over your melanated skin, too. He doesnât notice that heâs kissing down your inner thigh until you gasp.
âWhat are you doing?â You ask nervously, blinking down at him.
Heâs quiet for the moment he takes to stare up your skirt, at how your pretty, pink panties is nothing but a string of ruined fabric covering your swollen pussy now. You drip right through the lace and onto his fingers when he rubs you.
âReally wanna taste you,â Jungkook says, barely loud enough for you to hear over the thumping in your chest.
Your throat is too dry to say anything when his eyes flick to yours. He grips your knee to push your legs further apart, getting on his to sit up and lean over you again.
You donât expect his hand to fall to your neck, thumb brushing your lips as his other palm squeezes your breast. You grab his wrist when he applies some pressure, thinking heâs going to choke you to death, but he just smirks at your doe-eyed expression.
âPrincess⌠I trust that youâll keep this pretty mouth shut.â
Oh. Right. He didnât go down on his hookups. Or maybe he tells other girls this same thing, to keep hush about it.
At least all of your efforts wouldnât be wasted. So you nod with his thumb on your tongue. âO-Okay.â
Jungkook hums at your compliance before reaching for your skirt and telling you to âlift upâ. You do as he says and allow him to begin undressing you, your body shivering in anxiety when he throws your skirt on the floor and grips the band of your underwear next. You inhale a deep breath and lift up again, Jungkookâs eyes glazing over at the thick strings of wetness that have pooled in your panties as he drags them down your legs.
The fuckboy isnât a stranger to getting his partners excited. He knows he has a face that can get anyone soaked. But this? He wouldnât last for shit.
Jungkook likes it super wet and super tight. From all the women heâs fucked, not every girl feels the same. Virgins have been a big no-no in his sex life, but now heâs rethinking everything heâs ever stood for at a mere glimpse of how wet you are and how your hole looks like it canât even take his fingers.
Heâs about to put his mouth on you for fuckâs sake. This is exactly why heâs avoided your kind.
And you, in particular, are extremely dangerous. Playing as if youâve had experience the whole time this has been going on, plotting this whole night out from suggesting meeting up at the party and coming back to your dorm. It doesnât take much to notice that youâre completely hairless and smooth everywhere, too. Skin glowing like you took all morning prepping for a proper dick appointment.
Jungkook isnât complaining. Itâs hot that you dolled yourself all up for him in hopes of getting your v-card taken. Wanted to look like the princess he calls you when he takes you. Which you do.
Fuck, you look like the prettiest pillow princess ever as Jungkook lays on his stomach and yanks your hips closer to his face. You shyly glance up at your fairy lights, becoming embarrassed when he spreads your thighs wider and you can feel your pussy lay out for him. You donât think you can muster eye contact during this, but you notice Jungkookâs eyes taking in your face and your princess parts without a care in the world.
Thereâs browns and flushed, dark pink hues that has him biting at his lip piercing in sweltering anticipation, and heâs so damn eager to put his mouth there that he doesnât think twice about what heâs doing and goes with his instinct to lick. You squirm in response, catching a squeal in your throat at the foreign sensation. Jungkook, on the other hand, is already following up with another lick between your folds and then anotherâŚ
You taste so sugary, and the way your juices are sticking to his tongue in webs makes him wish heâd eaten you out sooner. His blunt nails dig deeper into your thighs as he pushes his face closer so that his nose bumps with your clit. You begin whimpering, and itâs the perfect motivation to get you further.
Your cunt feels uncomfortably slick, but the tingling and tightening in your core that Jungkook is gracing onto you feels too good. You doubt that heâs never done this before; Heâs eating you like itâs his craft. All while looking likeâthe devil.
His face is perfect for pussy eating, hell, face riding even. Thereâs no way no one else hasnât witnessed his cheeks flushing, his furrowed eyebrows and rough tongue as if heâs angry as hell⌠The fluffy mess upon his head tickling your thighs.
You canât bring yourself to touch it. You canât believe someoneâs pleasuring you and enjoying it. To keep yourself sane, you bury your face into your pillows and promise to not look down. Your moans are already as humiliating as you thought they would be, you canât imagine your facial expressions.
But Jungkook finds your noises sweetly airy and sensual, desperate, but sexy. Your shaking legs and how youâre gripping the sheets, too, indicates that heâs treating you right. Gliding his tongue at a rhythmic pace, changing it up for a few seconds to nibble and swirl here and there. He doesnât think heâs doing it correctly although youâre clenching like crazy.
Licking on pussy he hasnât been in is so out of his character, but âyou taste so fucking goodâ is all that passes through his swollen lips when he pulls away to catch his breath. Youâre adorably hiding behind a Hello Kitty plushie, equally out of breath but able to hum at Jungkookâs compliment.
He doesnât mind your shyness, which heâd expect from a virgin in the first place, but now he wants to see you lose it. Lose all your composure, rut against his face to get off. Cum. Youâve probably never had an orgasm before.
He proves himself right when he touches your slit with his fingers. You jump as if itâs foreign, too, and your cunt slicks up even more when he brushes your entrance. Jungkookâs rubbed you over your underwear a couple of times before, more so to tease, but itâs clear you havenât had your own fingers down here to do real work.
So he wraps his lips around your puffy clit, sucking as he sticks his middle finger in your pussy to give you more pleasure⌠but then realizing he canât go far or even curl his fingers how he wants because you tense up andâ
âYou still have a fucking hymen?â
Jungkook was partially kidding about popping your strawberry. He thought that was a traditional myth, or that nowadays many virgin women didnât always have hymens for natural reasons. He figured you would just be a tight fit. Not that heâd have to actually break you in⌠To his luck, you keep surprising him.
âI-Iâve never done this before,â you mumble, pulling the Hello Kitty plushie down far enough for him to see your eyes. âI told you I was aâŚâ
âYeah, as in you havenât had sex before,â Jungkook responds, tone nearing annoyed as he retracts his finger, careful to not tear you. âNot as in youâre some type of pure virgin bullshit.â
You sit up as he moves from in between your legs, your ears burning at how his lips are glistening from your mess. You hug your knees to your chest and use the plushie to cover yourself as he gets up from the bed.
Thereâs no way heâs leaving you.
âJungkookââ
But heâs already made it out the door of your dorm, slamming it shut.
Not that he contacted you much before, but Jungkook doesnât message you for the next week. Not even to get high with him or go to the lake.
Itâs a different type of silence between you both with knowing what happened, and you kind of expected it to go down like this after he got a piece of you anyways, to completely ignore you after getting what he could. It sucks that you didnât get fucked how you imagined, or got to experience a first orgasm, though another experience to jot down in your diary was still a win.
Itâs strangely made you confident that youâve been half naked in front of another man, especially a seasoned fuckboy like Jungkook. If you can have him on your bed like that, then imagine how down bad youâd have your other optionâBrandon.
Jungkookâs easy, but you know Brandonâs been trying to hit at you for a while. You could get him to fold with the snap of your fingers. Heâs already so flirty and preoccupied with you as the umpteenth party of the semester goes on, him sticking to your side like a lovesick puppy and paying for your fruity cocktails with his daddyâs money.
You canât be too stuck up on Jungkook when plenty of men have a dick, and, after all, your v-card canât be much harder to get rid of. You wouldnât give up a good time with Brandon.
Heâs a popular senior with brown skin, dark hair, a bright smile, and gorgeous, hazel eyes. Very cute and lean since he plays varsity soccer. Heâs not in a lot of mess with girls, but everyone knows he gets heavy play outside of the field.
Plus, Brandon is the son of some wealthy businessman. He doesnât need to do much to pull any thirsty bitch, but youâve been making him work for it. Other girls want to date and marry into his rich family; You just want his dick and maybe that roll of money he keeps unbundling for you.
Brandon canât possibly suspect youâre a virgin with how youâre feeding into his teasing and teasing right back, knocking out drink after drink and giggling at everything he says. This is the longest youâve engaged with him outside of class, so you hope youâre giving off that youâre interested in sleeping together, despite the shy and introverted persona you have.
The soccer player seems to understand your reciprocated desire though as he gets touchier and leans in to whisper how good you smell and how sexy you lookâbecause, when has a mini skirt ever failed? But you catch the big, brown eyes of someone across the floor.
Staring.
Jungkook.
You look away first, as he has no shame in letting you know heâs watching you. While sitting between two girls that were practically on top of him.
Urgh. The nerve to glare at you when heâs been walking past you on campus without a word all week⌠Asshole.
âDid you want another drink?â Brandon asks, rubbing your arm at the sudden change in your facial expression. You like that he doesnât meddle in who you mightâve seen and offers more poison.
âYeah, sure,â you tell him. The alcohol has loosened you up quite a lot, but you can still remember the shit that has you pressing yourself to Brandon, so you down another, thankful that your mind gets fuzzier.
It only lasts for a few minutes before youâre reminiscing the other night, Jungkookâs hand on your throat, his tongue in your pussy, and what couldâve been if you werenât a virgin. You want to say âfuck himâ out loud and forget about it and him in general. But you glance back over to where youâd noticed him to see heâs leaving the party. Alone.
Making quick eye contact with you through the crowd. It speaks for itself.
Fine⌠Letâs talk then.
You step back from the kitchen counter as you set your cup down. âI-I gotta go.â
Brandon chuckles, although heâs not happy about losing his piece of ass. âWant me to drive you back?â
âI drove,â you say, wielding your Sanrio charm decorated keys from your wrist wallet. âBut thanks.â
âYou canât drink and drive,â he claims, and within the second of him pulling you back into him, he snatches your keychain. âI can get you back to your dorm, ________.â
âI can drive fine, not drunk,â you mumble. Heâs right, you shouldnât drink and drive, but youâre going to see someone who you trust more to be inebriated around. âCan you give me my keys?â
Brandon pockets them and shrugs. His nonchalant attitude shift is different than how he approaches you in class. âHow about we go upstairs to chill before you go? Youâre not sober enough to drive.â
âThen I can walk,â you exclaim. Heâs pissing you off. Sure, you had a good amount of alcohol, but youâre highly functional, speaking without slurring. Tipsy, maybe, but not drunk. You canât tell if heâs trying to protect you or be a jackass about you leaving so soon.
âIâll give you your keys if you give me something in return.â
Okay. Jackass about you leaving so soon it is.
âWhat?â
âA goodbye kiss,â Brandon frowns, thick eyebrows furrowed. âYouâve been such a tease to me all night, thinking Iâve finally gotten through to you. I didnât think youâd still be such a prissy good girl around me outside of Chemistry.â
You suck in a nervous breath, understanding how this might look to him. But still⌠doesnât mean you owe him anything, and it sounds like heâs alluding to it. You wanted to have sex at first, but you can change your mind whenever you want, right? Heâs acting as if youâve ruined everything by not putting out.
âOr not want me to take you back,â he continues, wrapping his bulging arm around your shoulder as he takes a swig of alcohol. âYouâre not as drunk, are you? Like you said? Let me drive you to your dorm.â
You canât fathom the words coming out of his mouth so casually, and, suddenly, his sharp cologne is stinging your nose, his varsity jacket is heavy on your neck. Heâs turned you all the way off, and youâd be pushing it to let him drop you at campus. What would he ask for then?
You wrench his arm away from you. Fuck the keys. A goodbye kiss because he spent his money on you? And canât handle the idea of sexing up anyone else in here but you? What makes him so entitled.
Brandon calls out to you as you leave your keys behind and push through the crowd, wanting to explode on yourself for what happened and being blinded by something as unserious as your desire to lose your virginity. Brandon was sweet until he wasnât, but you donât know if youâre looking at green flags or red ones.
Maybe he was joking about the kiss and playing around? What if he was worried about your safety for real? Ack⌠Your mind didnât feel right, but you know how you love to overthink.
Once outside the frat, a sigh visibly escapes your lips and fades into the cool, night air. Thereâs as many people here as in, but everyone is lit off their alcohol or whatever drugs being passed around to notice your frazzled state as you step down the porch stairs. You figure to head to your car and wait until Brandon eventually gives you your keys back, scared your little baby may get stolen. However, low and behold, parked right next to it in the makeshift parking lot of grass other college students have dumped their cars across, is none other than an iconic blue and white mustang.
Actually⌠you donât mind waiting for your keys. Jungkook leaning there against the hood of his old school gem smoking is going to keep you occupied for a while.
You come to a stop in front of him, anxious, but heâd been the reason for you to leave in the first place. Itâs not like youâre unwanted in his presence.
Jungkook doesnât say anything at first, glances at you up and down in your revealing outfit while you check him out the same. Heâs in a fitted black top and baggy, dark wash jeans held up by a belt that accentuates his lean yet muscular figure. A chain decorates his neck, and his fingers are shiny with steel rings as he removes the blunt from his mouth to blow the smoke.
Heâs so menacing looking like the bad boy he is, curled hair styled to perfection. Youâre too entranced by his handsomeness to notice his hand pulling you closer by the back of your thigh to pass you the blunt to hit.
You puff it for a second and exhale the weed in a sigh. Itâs something about you being all dolled up in cute makeup, pink clothing, and your leg warmers that makes Jungkookâs lip quirk up at you engaging in illegal behavior with him. He takes another hit when you give it back, your strawberry flavored gloss sweet on his tongue as he lets the smoke fade into the darkness above before finally speaking.
âWhatâs with you talking to that guy?â He confronts. âActing like I donât give you enough attentionâŚâ
He wasnât about to beat around the bush. No wonder he was death staring you.
âIs that what you brought me out here for?â You ask. âI didnât say anything when those girls were all over you.â
Jungkook clicks his tongue, sharp jaw tightening. âI have girls all over me all the time, princess. Doesnât mean I want their attention.â
As if on cue, he looks over at a group of girls clearly giggling and gushing about him a few cars over, despite you standing right there. You scowl as you turn back to him to see a smirk on his face.
âOr need it.â
âI didnât need his attention either,â you feign innocence. What the hell is he trying to get at? So what if you were on Brandon.
âDidnât look like it.â He sizes you up before catching your eyes again. âYou dress like an attention whore, had your tits pressed against his arm the whole time⌠You wanted him to fuck you, yeah?â
âIf I did?â
A beat of silence before Jungkook chuckles, yanking you between his legs by your hips this time to get nose to nose. âHe canât give you what you want.â
âY-You donât know what I want.â
âYou want me.â He smiles with bunny teeth, and, god, heâs so fucking fine even though heâs so full of himself. âRight, princess? Donât give me that pout.â
You step back and immediately fix your face before he reaches up to fix it for you. âIs this all you had to talk about?â
Itâs his turn to pout at your pissy mood, but it doesnât stop him from pushing on.
âI didnât bring you over here for nothing, princess,â he says.
âThen what do you want?â
âTo taste your pussy. I thought that part was obviousâŚâ Jungkook nods back at his car, and your breath runs rapid.
No way he had enough room in there to have his head between your legs. Comfortably anyways.
Heâs gotta be fucking with you? Eating you out, walking out on you, and ignoring you for a week to then come finish the job? What a joke.
âYouâre insane.â
âA little.â Before you can walk too far away, he grips you by the wrist to pull you back. âWanna hot box?â
âThatâs an even dumber idea, JungkookâŚâ
âNot like itâs stopped you before.â
Whatâs his fucking issue? Heâs acting like the night in your dorm room never happened and that he didnât ghost you for days after finding out you were a virgin. As if this whole friendship or situationship wasnât as unhinged already. Now he wants to âchillâ after seeing you cozied up with Brandon. Typical fuckboy!
Your choices in men werenât great, but Jungkook has this special charm to him that bends you to his each and every will. If he wanted to smoke you high, your body was going to find a way to make it possible. Or his raven eyes are just that majestic to have you whispering âFineâŚâ in agreement, without weighing the consequences.
Next thing you know, Jungkookâs propped the passenger seat forward to let you and him slide into the back of his old school mustang. The back seat isnât ideal for his height or yours since the roof is lower and a bit cramped, however, you donât mind having to lie back and being pressed next to Jungkookâs warm body. Hot boxing with him was a cheat on therapy.
The tinted windows fog up ten-fold due to the chilly weather outside and the fumes filling up the vehicle. Thereâs music playing from the radio that hugs your skin just right, and you loll onto Jungkookâs shoulder as you allow yourself to buzz after the bluntâs gone. How he knew you could use this moment was beyond your comprehension, but motherfuckers like him always knew when to show up and keep bruising their marks before they disappear.
Itâs much easier, in his case, when the butterfly on your thigh has yet to fade. He draws circles on the stick-n-poke heâd done on your skin months ago, thumb as soft as a feather. Fingertips lightly grazing the expanse of your smooth, brown legs over and over.
You suspect heâll kiss you, make out, go as far as sucking on your throat to feed the oral fixation he gets when heâs faded and to fuel the stickiness you get in your panties at his touch. You can smell his cologne on his neck mixing in with the loud as he leans in closer.
âIt pisses me off,â he starts, and the huskiness in his voice has your hairs standing on edge. âWhen you play in my face, princess.â
Your hooded eyes can barely push up a confused eyebrow. âWhat⌠What did I do?â
âMake stupid decisions,â Jungkook tsks. âYour little boyfriend doesnât know?â
He was still stuck on that shit with Brandon? Men were so damn dramatic, hell.
âHeâs not my boyfriend, neither are you,â you explain, annoyed. âYou didnât want to take it... What does it matter if I wanted him to?â
âAre you that stupid to have someone elseâs tongue up your cunt?â Jungkook utters, finger coming up to coil a curl around it before making eye contact. âI licked it, so itâs mine.â
You giggle. The weed makes your laugh last longer, but itâs funny, genuinely. Staking claim over your coochie because he ate you out? Mr. I Donât Eat Pussy pressing you about it is crazy. He has to be high out of his mind, but you entertain him back, feeling a little too bold from the kush and alcohol.
âYours? When you didnât even do much before running out?â
The car goes quiet except for the audio lowly bumping the speakers. You canât believe you said what youâd been so pissed about. He surprisingly doesnât get mad at you coming for his ego, instead, he laughs it off, tonguing his cheek hotly, dangerously.
âDid you wanna be a brat tonight?â Jungkook responds, hand tightening on your thigh. You didnât know exactly what he meant by it, but you were not up to find out.
You bite your tongue and shake your head, scared out of your mind at what youâre positive crossed both of your consciences in that moment. Jungkookâs veiny hands adorned in those silver rings leaving your ass welted. You, a whimpering mess and regretful about opening your mouth.
âYou sure?â
You nod. âY-Yes...â
Jungkook finds you fucking adorable as you trail off and blank out. He isnât used to girls thinking around him, so he canât help but to stare, move a little closer to see if he can read your mind. Your pupils are big, filled with anticipation. Expecting more.
âIs that why you havenât texted me?â He breaks the silence. âCause I didnât get you off?â
From your perspective, you hadnât thought of it in that way. He didnât text you, but neither did you text him. The lack of communication is on both parts, but he always hit you up first to hang. He canât all of a sudden act as if itâs the other way around, like youâre the one dragging him along for the fun of it.
âItâs because you ran out on me in the middle of⌠doing it, what am I supposed to think?â You ask.
âPrincess,â Jungkook makes a noise and throws his head back against the seat. âYouâre so hard to understand.â
âW-What do you mean?â What was so hard to understand about wanting to get fucked into your mattress?
âI mean,â he begins, red eyes flicking to yours past his nose. âHave you even touched yourself? Came?â
You blink. âCameâŚ?â
âOrgasmed,â the fuckboy smirks, cheek dimple popping. âWhen it feels too good and you just let go.â
The flesh of your cheeks warm as you imagine it, the stuff youâve seen in porn and those times youâve tried to get yourself there but embarrassingly failed.
âNo⌠but I touchâI touch myself sometimes. I just⌠rub it. It hurts ifâŚâ You avoid his gaze, unable to say it aloud.
âCause you donât know what youâre doing,â Jungkook concludes. âYouâre jumping ten steps ahead when you havenât seen a real cock in person, princess. You donât know what you like.â
Your dolly lashes blink up at him in guilt yet admiration. You have a serious lack of experience with sex, heavy petting being the furthest youâve gone with Jungkook, and you come to realize that it isnât smart or safe to be so willing to give up your virginity. Youâre clueless enough for the universityâs biggest fuckboy and the policeâs worst nightmare to hang morality over your head. Jeon Jungkook. Trying to communicate about your nonexistent sex life instead of getting a quick nut.
Oh, god, why does he care? It makes you want to fuck him more instead.
âI get what youâre saying,â you tell him. âBut⌠does it matter? To you, that IâmâŚâ
âYeah.â Heâs back to playing in your hair again, body facing yours, head tilted to the side as he hums. Heâs high, but still in control of his actions and words and⌠agh.
âW-Why?â You ask.
You feel like any other guy would be dying to be a girlâs first time. Jungkookâs restraint and adulation in this situation is so sexy, despite how disposable youâve heard he treats women.
âWell, I just wanna fuck you,â he honestly admits. âYou might not want that from me.â
Your chest pounds faster as he traces the curve of your neck, thumb grazing the tops of your chest and cleavage. No shocker there that he only desires sex from you, canât keep his eyes off your body. But thatâs what you want, too. A good time.
You boldly grab his hand to place it on your chest, and he immediately squeezes. Jungkookâs surprised by your action, and the peek of the lace bra underneath your top isnât allowing him to think rationally.
You whisper, âWhat else do you think I want?â
His eyes roam over your body again, before he blinks back into reality and says, âA boyfriend. Commitment.â
âBecause Iâm a virginâŚ?â
He nods and reaches up to touch your face.
âYes. I think girls like you get attached, princess.â He thumbs your bottom lip. âAnd crazy.â
He has to be wrong. You donât think you will turn out like that. Not over sex. You care little about your virginity, and you arenât the type to take it as extremely and give it to someone you vow your life to in marriage. You could have sex and move on like everyone else.
âI was your first, wasnât I? When you tasted me..?Why canât you be mine?â
The fuckboy finds your logic flawed. Oral versus intercourse wasnât anywhere near the same. âThatâs not how it works, princess.â
âThen show me how it works, Jungkook.â
Your determination has Jungkookâs dick hardening in his jeans. His sweet and soft princess is so set on what she wants that he doesnât want to tell you no. Of course, finding out you were a virgin didnât make you any less desirable to him. If anything, he wants to break you in half and take you for himself.
But, itâs not right. Heâs an asshole and commits crimes here and there, but heâs not a bad person. And he doesnât want to hurt you, whether thatâs emotionally or physically. Virgins are stop signs to him for a number of reasons, some shit heâs dealt with as one himself. He justâdoesnât want to take advantage of you. Heâs selfish and unavailable in too many ways he needs to be. You donât deserve that.
Itâs a good thing heâs as good as he is when it comes to women. He can give you what you want, all while still not giving you what you really want.
âOpen your legs,â he demands, calmly and assertively. As expected, you freeze.
âB-Butââ you stutter, looking around at the tinted windows of the car. Jungkook knows his windows are pitch black, but he likes how nervous you get about possibly being seen exposed.
âYour legs, pretty,â he repeats, tugging on your thighs. âSpread them.â
You let out a breath and lessen your resistance as Jungkook maneuvers your legs over his thighs and coerces you to spread one, enough to let his palm flatten between them, a thumb pressing up against your cute underwear. The crotch is unsurprisingly damp.
âYouâre so fucking easy, princess,â he taunts. âAre you sure youâre a virgin?â
âI-I am.â You donât know if youâre stuttering because of him or how aroused youâre getting. Jungkook and weed is a terrible combination.
Jungkook greedily pushes his fingers down your panties when your mouths connect to feel all of it skin on skin, clit sticky and fuck, yeah, you are a virgin based on how tiny your hole still feels as he circles it.
Itâs insane how internally possessive he grows to be reminded. Sex and pleasuring another leaves him satiated but not wanting more than just a quick fuck. With you, he canât hit it and done. He canât push your face into the backseat and cram his cock into you. He has to take his time, wants to give it to you right in every way he can.
Virgins arenât his thing. Eating pussy isnât his thing. Not when heâs only done it once⌠Heâs just⌠experimenting. All while developing new, sick fantasies youâve ingrained into him.
âCan I touch you?â He breaks the kiss to ask, like his digits arenât already slipping through your folds.
Your ears burn at the faded yet needy look in his pupils. You think he wants to go further, and here you are again, ready to lose your virginity to the fuckiest fuckboy, despite the attitude heâs given the past week. What was wrong with you? And him?
Who knows⌠You gladly nod your head.
You slightly lift your hips to let him pull your pink panties down your knees, over your leg warmers and platform shoes. Theyâre discarded somewhere in the car, and you shriek as Jungkook repositions so that youâre more on top of him and your lower half is over his, pelvis angled to better expose your core. You thought P-in-V was next, but youâre not realizing how serious this is until he moves his fingers back down there. The pretty ones with the rings that look like theyâll break you.
âY-You canât, IâmâŚâ Too tight. You were too embarrassed to finish your own sentence. However, Jungkook is already ahead. Stupid you to think you could take cock when one finger is about to make you a wreck.
âTheyâll fit, princess,â he coos. âRelax.â
You try to do just that by letting your body mold into his, taking slow breaths, vibing with the music you can hear, trying not to be too in your head about what youâre doing. Itâs weird at first when he brushes your clit again and starts rubbing it, but the sensation quickly brightens into pleasure. The little nub grows hotter with every circle, and your pussy aches for more.
You whimper a cuss word at your legs jerking and grip his tatted hand when a figure walks by the tinted windows. The party mustâve began dying down and people were leaving. And youâre here in the backseat of Jungkookâs mustang getting your clit beat, wishing heâd stuff you, because you can feel how badly the inside of your walls want to be full.
âThink you can take it?â He rasps in your ear. You nod and moan as he picks up the speed on your hood, using his other hand to fondle your breasts over your shirt.
Like any other woman, you wet yourself easily at Jungkookâs ministrations. By your heavy breathing and squirming, he can tell youâre dying to get a taste, that you want to cum on his fingers so hard. He kisses you more, rubbing and rubbing along your slit until your pussy is drenched on his fingers, and then does he take the opportunity to prod at your hole.
Your body freezes once you ingulf an influx of air, the foreign feeling uncomfortable yet tempting. You want it, despite the sting you have to endure before your core naturally submits and accommodates his ringed finger.
Your breath falters out of your chest as he pushes, and you dig your nails into Jungkookâs wrist. You feel hot, everythingâs so hot, and your walls are clenching nonstop.
âI know, I know,â he comforts you, pierced lips whispering against the side of your neck when you throw your head back in ecstasy. âLet me in, pretty.â
âNgh, fuck, oh my god,â you moan out, wrapping your arm around his neck to hold onto something. No way it feels this good, and youâve been missing out all this time.
Itâs Jungkookâs middle finger youâre clenching around and babbling over, close to ripping the curly tresses out of his scalp with how hard youâre tugging. A delicious sheen of sweat coats your neck as Jungkook drags his digit in and out slowly for you to experience the motion, and you look so sexy spread out on his lap taking it.
Another shadow flits by the car window, and your pussy immediately tightens in excitement. You start trying to rock against his hand to get him deeper, anxiously watching for outside but still enjoying yourself.
âJungkook, f-faster,â you beg, reaching for his hand and pressing it more against you if possible.
He listens, adding more movement in his wrist, allowing his finger to slip further and quicker into your silky warmth. Heâs as breathless as you when you whine out at the feel of his thumb stimulating your clit.
âPretty little pussy suckin me in so good,â He mumbles against your skin, strawberry scent blessing his nostrils. âFuck.â
Now heâs imagining you wrapped around his dick sucking him in just like this. Stretching you out until youâre full of him and crying about how it feels too much. So he uses his other hand to spread your pussy, ring finger sliding in next, obsessed with getting your sex to open up for him. He barely has to try. Youâre so slick and relaxed and willing that you take the two fingers with little struggle.
âYouâre so tight, princess,â Jungkook moans, barely able to move his fingers despite getting them inside. He figures heâll hurt you if he tries to force further because of your hymen, so heâll deal with what he can.
âIâm sorry,â you apologize in embarrassment, a bit uncomfortable too now with another finger since it feels bigger.
He guides you back into bliss, though, not allowing you to slip into that insecurity, and bends his head down to aim and spit on your folds like a professional. âBreathe for me, okay?â
âM-Mmkay,â you sob, because he was mental for having the nerve to spit like a freak and then talk to you as if he really cares about your pleasure and well-being.
He doesnât press you to go any further, accepting that this may be as far as he can get you. Which is fine. Youâre a virgin after all. He doesnât expect you to hop on his dick, hot and ready. Heâs much bigger than the two fingers your pussy canât handle, not to brag. But itâs okay. Vagina was still vagina, and he knows exactly how to satisfyingly end this.
âDonât think about it,â He whispers, his voice soothing you to unwind and let him take back control.
âThink⌠Think about what?â You breathe, voice hitching when Jungkook goes to rub your clit, keeping the other two fingers lodged in your tight wetness. He doesnât answer you and instead slides his fingers deeper. Not thrusting. All of the motion is focusing on your swollen little button.
You donât expect the buildup to hit you fast and so quickly. Lashes wet with tears, lip bitten raw from trying to keep noises down. But it rips through you without any remorse that you cry out loud.
Jungkook steadily abuses the nerves to get you there, holding you down to his body so you canât run away from the climax. Thereâs fingernail indents reddening on his wrist when he slows down, and you gasp as you continue to cling onto him throughout your orgasm.
That was⌠crazier than you expected. You feel like youâre floating for a few seconds and have lost your mind. Itâs as pleasant as people say.
âGood, princess.â
Jungkook is delighted that he pulled it off. Gave you your first orgasm awakening. He couldâve done better and so much more, but with how your chest is heaving, he would have made your heart explode. Heâs happy with this for now.
âAak!â You suddenly scream when you look down, but cover your mouth to not alert outsiders.
Jungkook leans up at attention. âWhat?â
âS-Sorry. I felt something⌠Inside. And it scared me,â you mumble. âCan youâŚ?â
Your fingers gently touch the two still lodged inside your entrance. Oh.
âYeah.â He slowly pulls them out, careful to not hurt you. And then does the final result of Jungkookâs finger fucking show.
A cloudy stream of cum flows from your pussy and forms a small pool on the crotch of Jungkookâs dark jeans near the zipper. He takes it upon himself to spread your lips for the full view, tiny cunt clenching around air.
âOf course youâre a creamer,â he notes, eyes fixated on the juices on his hand.
You pout. âIs that a bad thingâŚ?â
âNo.â
Although he enjoys when women squirt, it fits your entire persona and being that you cream. Some cheesy, aesthetic shit like chocolate covered strawberries and whipped cream is very fitting to the way you smell, dress, and look⌠Even during sex.
Shamelessly, he brings his fingers to his mouth to lick them.
You taste sweeter than last week. Or maybe itâs been too long to remember the exact way you did, so his tastebuds have forgotten. Either way, he wants your cunt in his mouth. Now.
The tension between you and him grows and grows as he leans in like heâs going to kiss you, and with those pillows wet from your essence, youâre begging him to âkiss me more, kiss me moreâ in your head.
You can smell your scent on his breath when your lips brush, but your excitement is cut short.
Ruined by a beating on the window glass.
âJEON!â
You freeze.
Jungkook lets out an airy chuckle and hangs his head.
âFucking hellâŚâ
âJEON!â It sounds like a girl. And a mad one, since she bangs some more, her fist shadowing on the fogged window. âI KNOW YOUâRE IN THERE, YOU ASS!â
You frown. âWho is that?â
âDonât say anything to her,â Jungkook responds, and slides you off his lap. âI donât know where I threw your panties.â
The banging and yelling continues, and the doorknob is also yanked on. Your blood pressure rushes into defense mode when a nasty thought invades your brain, but you canât ponder on it for too long. Youâre clearly being rushed out of the car, and youâre half naked.
Jungkook looks down on the carpet for your missing undergarment, but something pink catches the corner of your eye. Itâs your underwear. Up there on the dashboard.
More banging.
You donât think youâll get it on in time, this was already taking too long.
âForget it,â you tell him, pulling your skirt down. âYou want me to stay in the car, or what?â
âNo, fuck,â he groans. He easily pushes the passenger seat forward and unlocks the door so he can get out.
The door flings open. All hell breaks loose.
âOh? Now you open the door?!â The girl yells.
âGiselle,â you hear Jungkook say, and what sounds like scuffling. âStop.â
âYou got a bitch in there?!â
A bitch�
Oh, god. You roll your eyes, nervousness catching in your throat. Was this his girlfriend? A hookup? Youâd forgotten he was a fucking fuckboy. You shouldâve expected this if you were going to be around him in public and in general.
What were you thinking? How much of a piece of ass do you look getting fingered in the back of his car at a party. And then to have some chick yelling at him about his endeavors.
You didnât have time for this. You got your nut. Itâs time to make like a man and bounce.
So you slip out of the car after obtaining your wrist wallet from the pocket behind the seat, expecting to make a quick getaway. However, Jungkook was guarding the passenger door and thereâs a girl standing in front of him, fuming.
Sheâs a popular senior that youâve passed by a few times on campus, two years above you and Jungkook. You never cared to know her real name, but you did know that she was too old to be red in the face over someone like your acquaintance. Unless⌠this was her man. But Jeon Jungkook didnât date.
âIs this whoâs getting your dick wet now?â She, Gigi, or Giselle, looks you up and down, flips her dark hair, and crosses her arms. âWhat a downgrade.â
You blink, honestly not fast enough and too confused to respond because you didnât expect the insult.
âCut it,â Jungkook firmly states.
âHow about you cut your penis off and stop fucking everything you see?â Giselle steps in his face, and it kinda pisses you off that he lets her and just turns his head to tongue his cheek in annoyance. âWhatâs on your lips? Gloss? And that cum stain and your boner tells me all I need to know, did I interrupt?â
Ew. What a fucking bitch.
Your face scrunches up at her attitude and the way sheâs talking to him. Itâs degrading and weird. This canât be his partner. Jungkook is never one to not voice what he has to say or be talked to any kind of way, so you assume her and him have history. But whatever history it is⌠It damn sure wasnât healthy.
âJ-Jungkook..?â You mumble, grabbing on his arm thatâs blocking you to get him to move. Giselleâs eyes snap towards you, and Jungkook presses you back as she steps closer.
âAnd whoever you are,â Gigi points a French tipped fingernail at you. âDonât let me catch you again, bitch.â
Was that a threat?
You know that she expects you to be quiet, too, to not retaliate. Probably because you are docile and sweet looking. And she thinks she can run anyone simply because sheâs gorgeous and wears nice clothes and has a reputation to uphold. But you donât do disrespect. Not over dick and balls.
So you step up to that fucking fingernail in your face, holding her eyes.
âOr what?â
Sheâs stunned. Eyes freezing at the fact that you opened your mouth to talk back.
You were shy, okay. But you werenât a spineless bitch. Putting your pussy in Jungkookâs face was number one proof.
Itâs quiet between the three of you for a second, just the sound of the breeze and university students laughing and talking as they exit the party. Inside Giselleâs head is loud with anger though.
âPrincess, in the car.â Jungkook breaks the silence, coercing you to sit down in the passenger seat.
âYouâre gonna let her talk to me like that? Really?â Giselle questions behind him. âJeon. Iâm talking to you.â
âThereâs nothing to talk about,â you hear him say before he shuts the door. You listen in on their conversation as you let out a breath. âWeâre not together. She has nothing to do with what we have going on anyways.â
âFuck you, Jeon! Seriously!â You hear Giselle yell and watch as Jungkookâs figure crosses in front of the mustang. âYou should know that I donât take disrespect lightly. Not with any of the whores you talk to! Everyone knows that!â
Jungkook simply reacts by shaking his head and opens the driver side door, getting in and revving the car up. He glances over at you. âIâll take you back to the dorms, okay?â
You take a little while to respond as he pulls off of the grass and through other cars. You were too shocked about whatever that was, upset about how she talked to him and her disgusting first impression on you. Sure, Jungkook wasnât a saint, but she damn sure wasnât one either. She was awful, and to be a popular figure at the university⌠You were glad you kept to yourself.
In other thoughts, Giselle had to have been Jungkookâs ex. Maybe they were on a break, and she was being celibate while he still fucked around. It made the most sense for her to be mad over. Then, he said they werenât dating, so maybe not.
Sigh. You didnât know. You didnât want to know.
âUhmâŚâ you quietly speak up as he nears your dorm building. âBrandon has my car keys.â
âWhy?â Jungkook asks.
âI donât know, I think he was just playing,â you answer. âSorry⌠I shouldâve said something before you zoomed out of there.â
âNo, itâs fine,â he says. âGet inside. Iâll get your keys and car for you by morning.â
âJungkookââ
âIâll get them.â
You close your mouth at his sharp tone, eyes fixating on his tattooed hand gripping the wheel. You hope he will get them smoothly. Too much chaotic shit already happened, and you didnât want to be at fault for anything else.
âT-Thanks⌠Be nice about it, please?â
He chuckles, and you light up a little at his mood lightening, despite that altercation a few minutes ago. âYou can talk your shit, but I canât talk mine?â
Please. You were not going to go head-to-head with Giselle over dick. Only if it came down to her hitting you first... However, Jungkookâs a fighter, whether heâs hit first or not, so Brandon should think twice about playing with him.
âStill⌠be nice. Thanks.â
He nods. âYeah.â
You awkwardly open the door and get out, grabbing a hold of your wrist wallet. Before you can close it, Jungkook stops you.
âForgetting something, princess.â
You bend down to see him holding your pink panties out to you.
âJungkook!â You snatch them, balling them up in your hand and looking around to make sure no one saw. Like you both were doing a drug deal.
âI can keep them up here as a souvenir, if you want.â
âN-No, bye.â You embarrassingly shake your head and close the door, biting your lip as you turn and enter the building. Jungkookâs mustang doesnât noisily speed off until you swipe your identification card and the door clicks behind you.
You palm you warm cheeks as you ascend up the stairs to your floor.
Your residential assistant brings you your car keys in the morning, saying that they were left on the office desk without a word but your name. You thank her, going to look out your window to see your car parked across the lot in reverse.
How nice of him.
You wonder how Brandon acted when Jungkook approached him for them. Tsk. Probably tucked his tail and gave them up right away. It secretly annoys you that you couldnât get them back yourself, but hey, sometimes guys wonât listen until another one makes them. Sad to say.
You jump back into bed after doing your morning routine and pull up your chat with Jungkook. You should thank him. For getting your car keys and bringing your car. Not⌠for fingering you and giving you your first orgasm. Thatâs weird. And you shouldnât pry into his situation with Giselle. That would be weird to ask about, too, when you and him are just acquaintances having fun.
Okay. Letâs forget anything else happened. Be normal.
you: hi. thx for dropping my car off
Send.
Except, it doesnât. The message is green, and youâve seen Jungkookâs iPhone that he rarely loses sight of.
What?
No way.
You huff, pretty loudly. Chin plopping down on My Melodyâs plush head.
You send another message, a period. To act like you forgot to put it at the end. Itâs green. And youâre not getting the option to send it as a text message.
You call, too, the call not going past the first ring.
Youâre⌠blocked?
âWowâŚâ you mumble, not knowing how to describe your confused emotionsâŚ