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Guy I need to answer questions I have a whole head full of head cannons and theories about all my fandoms. Ask me any question and I will try to answer them all fandoms I am in are.

Mdzs, Tgcf, husky and his white cat, svsss,gravity falls, Hannibal, amphibia, marvel and DC, animes such as (sephra of the end, Naruto, Yuri on ice, etc), The owl house, Voltron, Merlin, Miraculous ladybug, Sonic, she ra, Supernatural, and a couple more but those are the main ones.

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I know we talk about Akielos and its slavery a lot but can we talk about Vere and it's pedophilic nature plus how it's only kinda better than Akielos. Like slavery is bad but also Vere is very predatory not only to the young but also to the poor. You could argue "well they're adults" but it is still a form of coercion. Like just because they're getting stuff out of it doesn't make it any better. My main example of this is when Damen was first propositioned and he said he'd rather have anything else happen to him then sleep with a child. When the proposition happened nobody blinked an eye the Lord was just like 'he savage' not a you're a child or you're too young. We talk about Laurent's trauma but don't really talk about Vere and how they cultivated an environment where the regent felt comfortable taking advantage of young boys.

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This is basically me kinda analyzing and going over the books of mdzs while explaining how the romance genre is integral to the plot. If you have anything you wanna add i'd love to read it!

Romance drives the characters and plot in “The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation” (Mdzs) By Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. Mdzs has many different themes and messages. The one that stands out the most is empathy and kindness matter even when they seem insignificant. There are many examples of this in Mdzs. The protagonist shows love and kindness throughout the book.

Romance is a very popular genre; it can be a main or side focus. There are many types of romances and ways to write it. In society love is something everyone strives for, be it platonic, romantic, or familiar, which is why the romance genre is overflowing with novels, shows, movies, art, etc. Tragedies are also very common in this genre, Mdzs dips into many different types of romance styles but tragedy is very prominent in more ways than one in the books.

Romance started in the mid 12th century while it didn’t become popular until the 18th to 19th century. With low spirits romance started to sprout in the late 1700s giving us the genre we know and love today. Fun fact: The romance genre was popularized by women; it gave them the hope to have the same life as their favorite fictional characters. Inspired them to write and stand up to the men they married. Romance being a woman dominated genre gave them and now us the courage and confidence to strive for equality in the home and now in everything.

Speaking of romances written by woman Mdzs is also one, to explain the setting. The cultivation world as it is called in the book is set in Ancient China. There are five major sects and a few smaller ones as well. Sects are the ones who study Cultivation. There are many different systems to Cultivation but in Mdzs it mainly focuses on golden cores. Golden cores are what give Cultivators their enhanced speed, agility, strength, and stamina. The stronger the core the more enhanced you can get. Your golden core is pretty much an extension of one's soul when Cultivating. While it is physical like an organ it is a Cultivator’s everything.

The five major sects are Wen, Lan, Jin, Jiang, and Nie. They hold the most power in the Cultivation world politically. They distribute resources to their land, trade with each other, and send disciples to help cities and villages in their and other sects’ land. While the smaller sects also get a say in things, the five are like the parents in a way.

We start in the protagonist’s adolescence. Gradually, the Wens are trying to take control of the Cultivation world. They are the oldest and biggest sect in the Cultivation world followed by the Jins, Lan, Nies, and Jiangs. The grab for power causes a war where the four other sects come together to take the Wens down. The Jins are neutral until the end of the war.

This also ties into the theme of Man vs Society, as Wei Wuxian always goes against societal norms. He is loud about his opinions, righteous, and pushes the boundaries of social heredity in the sects. He is what Cultivators claim to be: protectors of the innocent. His unshakable morals are what draw Lan Wangji to him. They later call each other Zhiji, which means soulmate in Chinese. After the Wens fall, Wei Wuxian, in an effort to help the Wens who were never a part of the war survive, goes against the Cultivation world who want all the Wens dead.

Coming back to the tragedy of Mdzs. The wen remnants are like a family to Wei Wuxian. He swears to protect them and in their own way they protect him too. They are killed before Wei Wuxian is and in his grief he tries to take out the Sects who killed them. Ultimately killing himself as his undead army turns on him.

This also circles around to his self-sacrificing tendencies seeing that the cultivation world needs a villain he makes himself one. While not at first he quickly realizes that being one is the only way to help the people he cares about, cutting all ties to the cultivation world and becoming the “Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation”.

Wei Wuxian is from the Jiang sect as a head disciple. His father—who was the servant of the Jiang sect leader—left before he was born to join his wife by becoming a wandering Cultivator. When Wei Wuxian was eight, he was taken in by the sect leader as his parents had died a few years prior. With him being taken in by the Jiangs starts his self-sacrificing mindset. Madame Yu, the wife of the sect leader, hates him for he is the child of the woman her husband loved.

His life there is full of abuse often whipping him over small errors and pitting him and her son against each other for Wei Wuxian showed strong martial powers over her son, the heir to the Jiang clan. The sect leader never interfering and the constant comparison pushes Wei wuxian away from the Jiang family, his only saving grace Jiang Yanli the oldest of the three and only daughter. Being raised close to the family like a servant more than a family member. In spite of that Wei Wuxian is shown to be charismatic, kind, smart, and very mischievous in his teens.

Lan Wangji is described as a cold, studious peerless jade. He follows the rules to a tee, has a blank face that rarely shows emotion and is the second heir to the Gusu Lan sect. He and His older brother lost their mother when they were young and Lan Wangji who already had a hard time making connections outside of family took it very hard and became even more closed off. His older brother is the opposite of his cold outer appearance. Together they are the twin jades of Lan; perfect reputation and awe inspiring. Cultivators in the world try to steer clear of Lan Wangji because of all of this. The only person who doesn’t is our protagonist . He tries to befriend Lan Wangji every time they meet, often seeking him out.

Opposites attract is a popular cliche and Mdzs does a good twist on it. While reading you slowly start to realize Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji aren’t that different. Same person, different font. While their outward appearances are much like yin and yang; Lan Wangji in all white, Wei Wuxian in all black. They strive for the same things, The same soul split in two. To them nobody understands them as much as they do each other.

This is the first time we get clues on how they both feel about each other. Lan Wangji in his confusion with anger and Wei wuxian with obliviousness to said feelings. For Lan Wangji our protagonist goes against every rule carved on the wall, while simultaneously being the embodiment of what everyone says a cultivator should be. While for Wei Wuxian his conformity to heterosexuality even though he doesn’t realize he’s doing it keeps them from getting together till trauma and thirteen years sneak up on them.

The story is written in third person; limited. We only know things to an extent because of our Protagonist . We get his thoughts and feelings. Discovering mystery after mystery with him as he gains information. While our protagonist is one of the smartest in the books, sometimes we can’t take what he says at face value. He is very aware of what’s going on around him, be it a tense atmosphere or someone’s feelings. Even his own feelings are easily recognizable to him most of the time. With this though comes his willingness to put himself in the crossfire to bring people's morales up.

Self-sacrificing is a common characteristic in the romance genre. Specifically dieing for those you love. Putting oneself in harm's way for the people they care about. Wei Wuxian does this for multiple people in varying ways which ultimately leads to his death. The author shows how Wei Wuxian’s willingness to put others before himself further isolates him. Not willing to ask for help he slowly loses himself to his cultivation as it twists his mind to a person even he can barely recognize after he comes back.

Loyalty and protectiveness is another common characteristic of the romance genre. Lan Wangji’s love changes with him throughout the years and so do his priorities. He is a protector to everyone, his title hanguang-jun or light baring lord comes from always showing up where the chaos is to help people. A trait that grows stronger after not being able to protect and save Wei Wuxian. His want to protect Wei Wuxian outweighs his duties to his sect. After Wei Wuxian comes back from the dead he makes it his priority to never let him believe he’s alone.

Friends to lovers is their romance troupe. Though only knowing each other for a couple months before the war starts their bond is strong but with everything against them it never gets a chance to fully develop until later. To some readers their friendship seems one sided in the beginning with Lan Wangji being cold and annoyed by Wei Wuxian. When in fact he welcomes it even though he is sometimes annoyed. He values Wei Wuxian as a friend and his cold and annoyed exterior is just because he is conflicted by how Wei Wuxian makes him feel. Being sheltered and told how to live makes it hard for him to understand what he feels is okay and does not make him a less righteous person even if he goes against the rules he was raised by.

In the books we jump back and forth from the past to the present. Things the protaganist made us believe start to get muddled as time goes on. At first we're led to believe Wei wuxian is a terrible person doing things such as stealing maidens, killing innocents, and sending curses upon the land. Anything and everything bad that could befall a person was the Yiling Patriarch’s fault. Our protagonist never disputes these claims leading us to believe they hold some truth.

Wei wuxian loses everything from his home to his golden core, he loses himself and dies thinking no one cared or loved him as everyone who did in his mind was already dead.

On the other side Lan Wangji lives with the regret of not doing more for protag, for not being by his side and showing he cares,which he fixes thirteen years later when Wei Wuxian comes back from the dead. Watching the person he cares for go down a dark path and change in only a few months. Taking in the last person of the people Wei Wuxian tried to protect.

Their love for each other and others solves and is the conflict. We see them grow as people. Grief their tool as they realize communication and community help rather than harm. They realize not every cultivator is as ‘pure’ as they claim/want to be because they are still human. They never run from their mistakes, they reflect and grow. The love they hold for the living and dead pushes them forward to create a peaceful world where the next generation won't have to fight as hard as they did.

Mxtx has two other books Tgcf and Svsss that also are in the romance genre. They expand on the different concepts of love and twist cliches in said genre. Like the protagonist of Mdzs the others also go through a lot to learn to love oneself as well as others.

Mxtx does a good job of making the characters feel real. Having the plot and romance intertwine and not feel forced. There is no inherently evil or good, just complex characters in stressful and hard situations. In my opinion writers should be able to make characters feel like real people. Complexity of characters and plot are really important in writing. Bringing in romance cliches with a twist is also something interesting in my opinion. All and all love itself is the plot of “The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation”. It is almost everyone's motive in the end and ultimately is the plot.

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Just finished reading all for the game.

Wow.

That's it that's the post I have to recuperate....

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Guys give me something to talk about before I write a 20 page essay on shadow the hedgehog 😅

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Completely forgot Wei Wuxian already knew he wanted to marry Lan Wangji by book 4. Going back and rereading Wei Wuxian realized he wanted Lan Wangji way before the confession. I don't know why people believe Lan Xichen's speech is when he realizes he loves Lan Zhan it's very obvious he already knows.

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Jiang Cheng actually low-key hated Wei Wuxian but y'all aren't ready for that conversation 👀

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Ao3 is down so imma post a sneak peek of the fanfic I'm writing.

Xie Lian and Hua Cheng walk down the palace halls, the sun hitting the crystal torches, the hallway full of dancing rainbows. Xie Lian leads them to a door at the left of the hallway. Hua Cheng notes the cherry blossoms carved on the door before they open. Inside is a hot spring, flowers and vines grow on white pillars surrounding the pool. To the right is a changing room; towels and thin robes sit beside it. He sees Xie Lian walk over to it, grabbing two robes and towels as he walks back, Hua Cheng can’t help but think of him as elegant. He gives one of each to Hua Cheng, then walks to the pool and places his own down on the side where the pool stairs begin.

Xie Lian starts to take his robes off, Hua Cheng startles, then quickly turns, giving Xie Lian privacy as he waits for the sound of water moving, then a minute more for it to stop before turning around again. Xie Lian is in the pool, staring back, a small smile on his face. Hua Cheng clears his throat, flustered by the man, before walking to the changing room. Hua Cheng thinks of joining him naked; Thinking against it, he walks out in the thin robe, moving to the pool. He looks at Xie Lian and thinks he sees disappointment in the gods' eyes. He quickly thinks not as what would his god be disappointed about.

Hua Cheng enters the pool and feels like a weight has been lifted off his shoulders. Less tense, he follows his god deeper into the pool. Xie Lian smiles before ducking under the water. Hua Cheng raises an eyebrow and looks around, amused.

He feels water hit his back, and he turns to see Xie Lian duck back under the water. He huffs a laugh, then really starts looking; their game started. They continue like this: Xie Lian splashing Hua Cheng with water, and Hua Cheng trying to catch Xie Lian. Like this, they no longer feel like a god and his worshiper, no longer two leaders, just two people enjoying each other's company.

Xie Lian sneaks up and wraps his arms around Hua Cheng's back. He leans his head against said back. They stand there just basking in each other's presence. Hua Cheng, for the first time in a long time, feels at peace. He turns in Xie Lian’s arms and wraps his arms around him. Xie Lian sighs, now leaning his head against Hua Cheng’s chest. They continue to stand in each other's arms, and no words are said. Xie Lian starts to let go, and Hua Cheng reluctantly lets him. His god pulls him over to the edge of the pool before lifting himself to sit on the edge. Hua Cheng, in his contentment, completely forgot Xie Lian was, in fact, as naked as the day he was born.

Hua Cheng turns flushing red and hears his god laugh. Hua Cheng looks over his shoulder, and Xie Lian beckons him over with a smile. Gaining his nerves, Hua Cheng walks towards him. Xie Lian grabs his shoulders and turns him around. Pushing him to sit in the water, Hua Cheng does; never one to deny his god’s simple request. His back presses against Xie Lian’s, and he feels Xie Lian start to massage his shoulders.

Relaxing onto the man behind him, Hua Cheng closes his eyes and starts to think. He thinks about a childhood he’s tried to forget, being an outcast not only in his family but in society as well. The eye he hides being a symbol of his demonic nature in everyone’s eyes. He thinks about the two people in his childhood to show him kindness. His mother, nothing but a faded memory now, and his savior. His god, whom he never thought he would see again. The man with whom he now sits with in comfortable silence.

Hua Cheng opens his eyes and leans his head back to look up at Xie Lian. His god is already looking back. His brown eyes are bright and observing, his nose turning pink from the steam of the pool. His lips curved in a contented smile, hair sticking to his face and neck as water drops from silk locs.

Hua Cheng believes he could stay like this forever, staring at his god's face. He thinks he could sustain himself on Xie Lian’s looks and touch. He basks in his god's shadow as they stare at each other.

Hua Cheng sees Xie Lian’s eyes change, and for a second, he hopes. He hopes for a future by this man’s side. A future where he can lay offerings at his feet and take his burdens. A selfish part of him hopes Xie Lian would love him back. Hopes Xie Lian would look at him with the same adoration he looks at his god.

Xie Lian, as if reading his thoughts, leans forward, and their lips meet. He lightly holds Hua Cheng's chin, giving him an out as if Hua Cheng hasn’t dreamed of this. It’s a short kiss as Xie Lian pulls back his face flushed and looks away. He looks ashamed, and Hua Cheng quickly turns to face him. He pulls Xie Lian’s face towards his and leans his forehead against the gods, asking permission. A short nod and they’re kissing again. It tastes sweet like jasmine tea. Hua Cheng is overwhelmed by Xie Lian, and he thinks ‘No, I could stay like this forever’.

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My favorite character to analyze is Lan Wangji. Especially his teen and adult self. When reading WWX comments on how teen/20 year old Lan Wangji is a different person from 30 year old Lan Wangji. We see how they are still similar but Wei Wuxian also makes a point. To me the difference he sees is that Lan Wangji is more secure not only in himself but also his character.

He's less inclined to follow his clans rules because he's seen the harm they can also bring. He speaks up more because his silence harmed the people he cares about.

Lan Wangji as a teen is just that a teen. He's learning his place in the world. He seems cold and confident but we see and learn he is anything but. He feels conflicted and helpless like any teen would be. He doesn't have that life experience to be sure of his decisions. His peers and elders also putting him up on a pedestal doesn't help. He's isolated and expected to be perfect and that drags on any kid.

As an adult Lan Wangji has more of that experience. He knows nothing can be perfect but it can be close enough. He sees the flaws of his clan and doesn't follow them blindly.

He has more of a voice because he is secure in himself. His love for the people close to him and his morals. He's loved and lost and gained.

He is a great character to analyze on growth and how teens and adults differ but are the same. He never loses himself as an adult and he doesn't really change. He's just okay with being himself.

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Every time someone draws luo binghe with his curly hair an angel gains it's wings

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I have a love hate relationship with arcane frfr. If you play league add me I need friends 🥲.

Anyway imma rant about how I would prefer a jink and vi reunion/good ending then a cativi relationship.

Don't get me wrong I love cativi my fav lesbians fr but I want jink and vi to reconcile more.

VI deserves her last family member back and so does jink. A major point of arcane is community and how people are stronger together be it blood or found. In the new episodes jink and VI's dynamic is that of bickering siblings and not enemies. While there is tension you can tell they still care for each other.

The trust is still there as shown in episode 2. I'm trying not to say too much as the eps came out yesterday. I will write a full fledged rant after the last episodes come out but you can tell in small moments the love is still there.

Even their fights feel more like siblings fighting for the remote than enemies who want each other dead.

Bring back ekko, fuck jayce(for rn my opinion might change), Mel my queen, and dw guys Victor will be back on the third day(I'm delulu), never believe someone is dead until you see the body(still delusional)

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I need someone to be gay with but in an aroace way. Like I would literally give my everything and it would only be platonic. Best friends but more. Not lovers nobody would be able to describe what we are.

Are they lovers? Worse. Type of love

We could cuddle and go on dates but not dates.

Adopt animals together. Grow old just us two. People will be confused. Hell we could even get married if you want.

Devotion without the romance. Unconditional love by platonically. You're my number one and I'm yours and everybody understands that.

The hardships of being aroace 😔

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I've been seeing people shame mxtx for writing sex scenes in her own books. They say things like "it's so unnecessary" or "she's fetishizing them" but I don't think so. In fact if you analyze her books you understand it actually helps develop/expand more on their relationships and the characters themselves.

I'll go down the line starting with svsss

This was her first book published. The first time luo binghe and Shen qingqiu get.... Intimate it's because Shen qingqiu wants to help binghe. We already know Shen qingqiu holds him in high regard though some doubt he actually is in love with binghe. To me the scene shows his devotion and love for binghe. Luo binghe when the scene first begins isn't himself. Shen yuan knows this as well. Throughout the whole story he had been in some sort of denial. Saying things like he himself is straight or luo binghe is destined for a harem. Leading up to the scene we read Shen yuan kinda realizing/acknowledging he has feelings for binghe. While it's not spelled out plain as day it is there.

Svsss has the most backlash when read. From people saying the main couple has no chemistry to the papapa scenes. This scene and another (🍾 if ya know ya know🫡) get the MOST criticism. Now I'm not gonna lie and say I got why she wrote these scenes right as I read them. I'm also not saying people aren't allowed to have opinions. I am just tired of mxtx being painted as a weird person for writing these scenes cause some people don't like to analyze things.....

Anyway sorry I got off track😅 the scene between binghe and Shen yuan develops Shen yuans relationships and character. It's the final interaction between them that makes it click to Shen yuan that binghe is a real person who struggles and not just the character in his favorite(most hated) novel. He sees binghe as a person and wants to help. People say the scene was very non-consensual but Shen yuan is the one to initiate. He starts kissing binghe to distract him and when it starts becoming more than kissing he's okay with it. When binghe snaps out of his trance-like state he's HORRIFIED by what he did. Luo binghe would never harm Shen yuan. He asks why Shen yuan didn't push him away or kill him(🙁) and they have a heartfelt scene where Shen yuan tells luo binghe he matters and is loved.

Svsss is a tragedy written as a comedy. Most scenes are overlooked because Shen yuan's way of coping is humor. We only see things from his pov and he also likes to overlook or push past things when they get serious. This scene gets the most criticism because even he can't joke his way through it. He can't be light hearted because it's like a flip is switched and he realizes this is real, these people are real, and I care for them. Not to say he didn't know there were times he was like "oh, this is my life now" but subconsciously he's not taking things seriously. This scene cements this for him. Which is why the scene is so heartbreaking. It's not just "oh we had sex and saved the world" it's him seeing things as not a game clearly. Even if he jokes about it later you can see the change in his mindset. He loves and cares for these people and now they don't just feel like NPCs to him. They are not just a means to an end. They are REAL and that scene helps it finally click for him.

I was gonna do all of them but I'm actually starting to get mad soooo the next two will be later 😅

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HOT TAKE but madame Yu WAS an abuser mentally and physically. And not just to WW but also her own kids JC and JY. I've seen people say she was in the right because "How would you feel if your husband brought home the child of the woman he loved?" Like I would take it out on my HUSBAND not the innocent child! WW was like 5(?) when he was brought to lotus pier and ever since she was angry he was just there. Then not only does she ridicule JC because he's not "working hard enough and letting a servant's son pass him" but JY is also afraid of her. Of Course it's not just madame Yu's fault her husband is also a bad parent he was just negligent and let madame Yu get away with things she shouldn't have been able to but I'll rant about him later. In fact everyone was afraid of her in lotus pier. I'm not saying she didn't have scenes where it showed she cared about her family but over all she was a bad parent and abusive person. I don't wanna see any WW blame either because he was a CHILD. If anything Jiang Fengmain should be blamed he was an adult and he knew what was happening and WHY it was happening. Again I'm not saying she didn't care about her children. She did but that doesn't matter when she's one of the main reasons they had problems in that family.

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WE SURVIVED!! IS THIS HOW ADDICTED PEOPLE FEEL WHEN THEY GO COLD TURKEY

Me when I saw my fic again