Trust the Universe

Hello, lovelies! My name is Chenoa, and I just graduated Allegheny College! This is my blog, where I share things that make me happy, and where I post when I feel sad. When I am in the mood for kinky fuckery, I post on mistress-loves-you, and when I feel some type of way about my health, I post on ahealthyme7777. Go check them out and tell me what you think! <3 <3 

[rainbowoxytocin]

On my mind tonight- what I would do if I could go back in my life and relive or change moments. There's so much. I am overwhelmed and alone and I'm so sorry for everything I've done.

[perrfectly]

“You can’t change what has already happened, so don’t waste your time thinking about it, move on, let go and get over it.”

— Unknown (via neckkiss)

[rainbowoxytocin]

I've never been good at this

[lovenotesuggestions]

Concept: I wake up in the middle of the night to get a glass of water and have to disentangle myself from your sleepy embrace. When I return, I smile because you’re just so cute when you’re dreaming. I slip back under the covers with you and, in your sleep, you unconsciously reach for me, winding your arms around me and pulling me in close to rest my head on your shoulder. I’m lulled back to sleep by the warmth of your embrace and the sound of your heart beat.

[cirvela]

Virginity is a construct, Jesus wasn’t white, homosexuality was normal/accepted in muslim-arab culture for centuries, cow milk is damaging to human health, racism against white people or sexism against men isn’t possible, slavery in the US still exists, hypermasculinity is toxic, ‘earning’ millions/billions is the result of strategic exploitation, women do not earn less because they are more likely to work in fields that are paid less but because jobs in sectors that primarily women work in are structurally paid worse/the average income of a job field decreases when more women start to work in it, women and people of color are proven to be more likely to get a false diagnosis by medical professionals because they do not take their pain/sympthoms as seriously, the race pay gap exists,

[intergalactic-ashkenazi-deactiv]

yall hear about fucking hb2796

[intergalactic-ashkenazi-deactiv]

NO I’M FUCKING SERIOUS HAVE Y’ALL HEARD ABOUT FUCKING HB2796 WHICH LITERALLY FUCKING EXCLUDES TRANS PEOPLE FROM CIVIL RIGHTS LEGISLATION

[intergalactic-ashkenazi-deactiv]

I’m going to keep fucking reblogging this

[punchanazi-eattherich]

“ No Federal civil rights law shall be interpreted to treat gender identity or transgender status as a protected class, unless such law expressly designates “gender identity” or “transgender status” as a protected class. “

[grimthetransman]

@yall I see ignoring this please dont. I get it its upseting, but this is IMPORTANT information that could SAVE our lives and our rights.

Also this boils down to stripping rights away from intersex and trans ppl from what I understand, meaning that we would no longer be protected under federal law. This is scary. Call your reps and get this shut down as soon as you can. We can beat this together. We need each other right now. Share this, spread this information.

[vijara]

how you can help:

call your local senator and representatives! websites like 5calls tell you your national representatives based on your location and if you use their mobile site, you can call those representatives through their site. they don’t yet have hb2796 on their site, but you can use their system regardless!

here is an example of something you can say: “My name is (your name) and I am a constituent in (your town/city/district).  I strongly oppose house bill 2796, which aims to remove gender identity protections from civil rights legislation by forcibly clarifying “gender” or “sex” to indicate only a person’s assigned gender at birth. Transgender people require civil rights protections as a vulnerable part of our population, and it is extremely important to me that they receive those protections. Thank you for your time and attention.”

IF YOU LEAVE A VOICEMAIL: leave your street address to ensure your call is tallied!

when you call, they will not argue with you, and basically just tally how many people contact them on a certain issue. also, if you want to support other issues on the 5calls site, don’t be afraid to make multiple separate calls! call volume matters and if you call more separate times it will be better.

[skyeshelpfullcloud]

Dammit I hate to use this blog for this but- from one trans guy to yall- this is important!

[jheselbraum]

It looks like this bill isn’t getting fast tracked and is actually going through the entire legislative process so keep at it!

[unauthorized-magic-deactivated2]

This is important. Calling all witches! contact your representatives and then get out those spell ingredients!

[whiteassenby]

Today is August 25th, 2018.

HB 2796 is still in this stage:

It has not passed the House. Keep it up, folks. Eliminate this monstrosity.

[vegetarianwater]

@rainbowplaidvirgil “calling all witches”

[cargoshortsenjoyer]

I’m just gonna tag a bunch of people to be safe. (I don’t know all of these people that well; just want to spread it as much as I can in hopes of helping others and literally saving lives). @mexicantransguy @billie–hoe @softestvirgil @menacefh @heyyyimgayyy @transgenderteensurvivalguide @trans-mom @trans-i-am @kristycatz

[vote-deadpool4president-deactiv]

This bill should have a fucking expiration date. Y’know, like the gender equality bill did.

[pocket-poly]

😂teamwork

[thisbibliomaniac]

Me on Fourth of July like

[depesoon]

Anyway, stop spreading white nationalist rhetoric and toxic nationalism thanks

[that-deist-dude-deactivated2022]

Nobody said anything about race. Stop that.

It’s nationalist to state facts now?

How is this toxic?

Show me countries better than the USA.

[baehraini]

economically

x

human freedom

x

quality of life

x

social progress 

x

income equality (america was among the worst)

x

healthcare

x x

gender equality

x

what exactly makes america the “best country” here? america doesn’t excel in anything.

[pop-titty-epic-deactivated20180]

I was gonna say aren’t we like #1 in a bunch of bad stats? Like aren’t we the top for rape and abuse?

[kvltovcoyote]

we are superior in waging wars, exporting and using firearms, and incarcerating the population among a lot of other terrible things. how depressing is patriotism and nationalism?

[dua-yinepu]

thank fuck someone went through the trouble to give stats.

[sexedplus]

[hanzadoodles-deactivated2019010]

Be kind 🧡

[pokinghope]

Got to do this custom honey comb wrist cuff for a lovely new client recently

🐝❤️🐝

Thank you for your trust and for choosing me to do this project for you, I am always stoked to do ultra wrappy pieces like this, they are quite satisfying 😊

💌 Now booking for April/May ☔🌷🌤️ I still have a few spots left the last week of March, get at me via DM or email [email protected] if you’d like to fill any of my spaces on the 26th, 27th, 29th, or 30th - your idea or mine 💌

[fadedheartbreq-blog]

“I don’t know where to start with what I feel, I guess love just seems like one of those things that only few get to truly experience. I don’t know.. I guess what I’ve been learning is that things aren’t always as black and white as they seem. Just because someone doesn’t love you in the same way that you love them doesn’t mean that its not there. When I think back to us, i feel my heart break all over again.. So I stopped thinking about you all together. Its not that I want to forget you, its just that it hurts too much to be back there again, to feel all that love that you claimed was never there. I swear I drove myself crazy trying to figure out how things were from your perspective.. because it just never made any damn sense to me. I looked for clarity in every one of our memories but I could never see anything without love attached, I knew I would never be able to. I never told you this but I think you were the first person to ever truly hurt me. Because I think you were the first person I gave all my self too. The insecuritites, the faults, the imperfections.. You saw it all and you stayed. You stayed even though it wasn’t in the way I wanted. I think staying only broke my heart more, because hearing you talk about everything you were capable of, seeing that you were CLEARLY capable of love broke me in more ways than I could ever write about. And it took me a long time to be able to look at you and not feel all that rejection and hurt.”

— you taught me a lot, mostly that I need to stop believing I deserve less than what I give.. 

[babyanimalgifs]

for anyone that’s having a bad day, here are pictures of animals sniffing flowers

[heroes-get-made-deactivated2022]

A few more:

[missblack22]

It fucking sucks to find out you’re not as important to someone like you thought you were

[cutsandtears]

[rainbowoxytocin]

Both of the two nights I've ever been drunk have been this week and when I go to bed I just lay there wondering why I didn't matter enough to you

[meme-theft]

[2spleenz]

oh myGOD i wasn’t ready

[philopoemen-blog]

@homura-chu

[rainbowoxytocin]

I'm drunk

First time drunk and I'm still thinking about you. I'm a floaty sad bean. Bedtime bean. Lonely bean. Why did you leave me.