Rest in violence

The tidal waves are burning

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Flower princess

Your rotten arms around me Consuming me, so shamelessly Feeding on my nutrients Until there's nothing left

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Loneliness paradise

Waiting for the last train, I can't help but notice the fog Around the station lamps Shrouding the light in a dreary haze Illuminating the night sky With a certain sense of gloom, Casting a shadow on the barely Visible railroad tracks

As the light flickers I flicker back And fade

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My december

I am wide awake, far beyond the midnight Alarm clocks creeping closer while I grab my heart tight Staring at an empty bottle and a full screen Filled with quotes from angsty teenagers high on amphetamines I don't want this night to end because tomorrow is too real I don't want to keep on fighting when I don't know what I feel I am wide awake, but deep inside, my light is flickering My alarm clock's creeping closer as I cut and bleed and sting I am staring at myself without even knowing what I am I don't want to read these quotes, but I'm trying to give a damn I don't want to be real anymore

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The knife called passion

And out of love, this faithful night With passion in my hands I tried so hard, yet lost the fight Let flesh turn into sand

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Glass heart shattering

When I look into my eyes, I see a glass heart shattering The teardrops falling down my face don't look all that flattering How can I ever be myself when I do not know who I am The person I see in the mirror is but the shell of a broken man

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Another red line in the pale skin

What do we know of life And all its troubles Why do we seem so distant When there is nothing left to say Why do we always want The things that we can never have

What do we think of love And all its troubles Why do we seem so dead When we're kissing in the rain Why do we always want The things that we can never have

Why do I always want The one that I can never have

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Fragmented

In time, my life will be forgotten Fragments of a shattered mind Never thought of, never seen Only ever left behind

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An issue to be addressed

Though it may seem like I'm obsessed I'm really just doing my best I've messed up far too many times I guess I'm stressed out, dispossessed By everyone fucking with my head Not built to last, who would've guessed My heart and soul would be enmeshed Bereft and underdressed from the moment I confessed the oppressed unrest I hid beneath My chest while you just keep wanting less

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We are different

Warming your hands by my fire Draining all my life's desires Taking what you want with no regrets

Making up another reason Getting ready for the seasons Winter's scorn will burn my words unsaid

A sense of self Nothing else Who can tell

Freezing to death In my head Douse the flames and let go

Breathing into me All my hopes and dreams The world inside my mind Might not be what it seems

Show me passionate Hearts dancing in fire The temperature keeps rising Till it burns the wire

One small step Through the flames This might be our last chance

From the ice where you came from Where there may not be anything At all

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The sharpest friends

The razor blade has found its way to my veins Quietly I’m listening to the sound of rain What if I’m not strong enough to break these chains The razor blade is my best friend and you’re to blame You’re to blame You’re to blame You’re to blame Thank you for this pain

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Drunkorexia

A suicidal notion Devouring oceans The salt in my wounds Rubs me the wrong way

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The cheapest beer

Why do you drown your thoughts away How many shots did you just take Can you remember yesterday Or has your mind gone numb This is not okay

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Riverside

Who are we to pretend To be what we've never known Existing in a vacuum Where no river has ever flown

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Lucky again

Don't you feel fucking lucky Doesn't everything feel the same Don't you feel lucky fucking Me over again and again and again

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In your eyes I can see the future

If you would let me in I'd give you all I have I promise I would never let you down

If there is one thing that I could never forget It's that look in your eyes that makes we want to drown

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Pretty little liar

You hide your heart Away from me Too far apart For me to see The truth

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Hope is in the air

The sky isn't empty It's filled with hopes and dreams I've always wondered If there is something there for me A starry night Where wishes fall down and erase their lights Will my life Just pass me by