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alv? ig: @alvzorr

[kilncreatures]

this one is called goose horse

[atinybitofhopepunk]

I draw the goose horse

[kilncreatures]

you've given it such gravitas. such majesty. i feel as if it is three storeys tall while i am standing there in awe being just normal size

[redditfront]

[thememedaddy]

[bobdylanyaoi]

tell me, frodo, Do you belive in life... ...after love?

[rockcoaches]

two years two countries

four lovers depending on how you count

many months of walking between trees under a light breeze

many more that i have chosen to forget

life does feel better when you’re not pulling off limbs because someone told you they wish they could have your hand

people say no one likes a martyr but ive yet to see that confirmed

[rockcoaches]

i have a million thoughts in my head but none of them feel concrete enough to be worthy to put on paper. or words. or text?

kind of like a big tangled ball of yarn that you start pulling at getting excited that you finally found the beginning of the thread only to get disappointed that it’s knotted all the way in

i don’t like when things that are supposed to be exciting become a reason for upset

big ball of yarn big ball of yarn 🧶🧶🧶🧶🧶🧶🧶

[targetedknowledge]

[cutecipher]

basketball players fight over the basketball because they are hypnotized before each game to believe it is their egg

[collectivenothingness]

the only grind I respect is girls grinding against each other or something. like whatever the mortar and pestle get up to

[xanaxfarts]

Masa-San: ‘Green Love Letter’ (1989) Location: Fujino, Kanagawa, Japan

[dykerightsmp3]

favorite plot points from the first couple seasons of vanderpump rules

scheana, who has no spine, is desperate to have a singing career and her main track is called “can you freak bitch”

stassi (mean hot blonde) decides scheana (no spine) is her mortal enemy for no reason but then changes her mind when she sees her sing “can you freak bitch” and proceeds to make out with her. She then changes her mind again between seasons and twice in the following season aswell

stassi in the first episode informs us that she’s going to marry her evil boyfriend, jax, and then it’s promptly revealed he’s a 37-year-old unemployed male model (she’s 24) and he constantly sleeps in places that are not her bed

Jax spends all season denying he went to Vegas and got a girl pregnant to the point of tearing apart all of stassi’s friendships and then he ultimately reveals, in the finale, that he did in fact go to Vegas and get a girl pregnant

sandoval (like the guy from scandoval) is somehow easily one of the least dislikable people on season 1

kristen girlfriend of Sandoval meets someone he slept with five full years ago, before they met, who she only knows he slept with because he apparently told her his entire sexual history, and she absolutely flips out about it and starts sobbing at a modeling shoot

also tries to get ariana (yeah her) fired from her job because she’s convinced sandoval slept with her (in her defense she was right)

it’s then later revealed that before any of this happened, Kristen cheated on scandoval guy with Jax, who is both her bf’s best friend AND her best friend’s ex. she has absolutely no explanation for why she did this

when Jax reveals this happened he also reveals they didn’t use condoms and Sandoval visibly realizes he probably has an std. it’s extremely haunting

“I don’t want to say I did Tom a favor, but. I did him a favor” -Jax about fucking his girlfriend

ariana and sandoval’s first hookup was in the hot tub of a hotel called “the golden nugget” stassi hears about this and says “that’s an all time low” and sandoval replies “are you kidding me I love that place”

ariana has the fucking stupidest braid I’ve ever seen in my entire life

there’s this entire episode where they’re all serving a bunch of rich people and mocking them in the kitchen because again they’re all dirt poor waitstaff

people get into a fight over who can post cuter Instagram pictures

Scheana has to go to the hospital on her birthday because Sandoval and/or Kristen’s DJ boyfriend who sucks accidentally pushed her into broken glass?

this guy named Schwartz keeps trying to get hired but every single time he gets close he starts a bar fight and gets his hiring rescinded

[lisa-barlow]

real

[garysinises]

I wish I could watch Vanderpump rules for the first time again. It is modern myth. It is lynchian. It is absurd in the existentialist sense. David foster Wallace would cower at the sight of it because he could not have come up with anything so engaging and incisive about post modern American culture. It should not have been made, ethically, but thank God it was because I don’t think we’ll see another tv show like it again. I am being so deeply serious when I say I consider it part of television’s canon along with Mad Men and the Sopranos. It captures something deep and raw and dark and funny at the heart of it that can simply never be replicated. It proudly declares that we are the same beasts who waged war against the gods, and we are also nothing like them: we are domesticated chihuahuas descended from great but vicious wolves, and the show does not deign to moralize about which is better. God.

[rockcoaches]

its 2026 and trauma dumping on tumblr is still cool actually. this is my blog and my whole teen life is documented here i wont stop fuck u

the title is so aggressive

there are many posts here about A*. the person who changed the trajectory of my life fundamentally. it's so weird to be able to go back and read my own thoughts from when i was directly and currently dealing with a 2 year long trauma. i know what i was thinking. it is documented.

i had a realization in a car yesterday full of my friends, that i dont wish death upon any of the people that hurt me. that they will have to live with the pain they caused and that should be enough guilt and hurt. but im not sure if thats the case. im not sure if they actually feel guilt and hurt

i remember being so insanely jealous of A* when it was applicable. i almost dropped out, lost all my friends, entered abusive after abusive relationship, and they got to go to NYU. at that point i think i wanted violence. but when my friend asked me if i wanted her guys she knew to jump them? i said no. so maybe i never wanted violence.

and maybe, it doesnt matter either way because tbh, my life is fucking awesome. and it's not a competition.... but despite the pain, i have won

[rockcoaches]

sometimes you take an edible and its fun, sometimes you take an edible and it does nothing... and in very rare cases you take an edible and you think about how your mother came to be the way she is.

learning how to be high again is a skill. to not succumb to the thought patterns of tracing back your family tree of seeing where it really went wrong

i went to the town my mother grew up in. i think. there are a lot of different answers to that question. the town was, a gas station, a pizzeria, houses, and a recreation center. 400 people MAX.

i think if anyone grows up like that they must simply become weird.

i say i have lived a million lives but she has lived more.

[treehoppers]

2006

[rockcoaches]

my tumblr feed has turned into yuri, dollhouses and dan and phil and that means life is so fucking awesome