Forgetting is always easier than forgiving

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Forgetting is always easier than forgiving
foe, I feel that's how you punish me yeah, I know how to satisfy you
though, I don't want to give you cause neither do you
kneel, apology that's an only way you forgive Yeah, I feel sorry what I did
that I trust you that so much cause nothing but my harm
yeah, I'm sorry what I did I'm sorry what I did that I'm always so naive that I trust you. Never doubt never doubt you would love me no matter how
Yeah, I gotta admit that that's all my fault holding hope holding hope even now!
question myself for a long time wonder, how awful am I and why and why I never thought This is not my fault
surrounded by this tyranny tread my self-esteem your ugly face just under the smiley mask
and why and whyĀ I never thought this is not my fault
tortured by your denying doubt my whole choices your cruel word Hiding in "for your good"
I'm sick of that !! this is not my fault !! it's all your blackmail !! fear to lose control it's all your fault !!! I won't take it anymore
just because I don't say it doesn't mean that I don't care If you don't see my tear doesn't mean that I'm not sad
swallow all my feeling when every time you really hurt me always try to fix something only to make you happy
you assume youāre my benefactor never know the pressure you give you deem me as theĀ sinner never know the wounds you giveĀ
I won't bear your hurt anymore today, Iāll break this cage and don't fear if losing you or not cause I know you only love your own
just because you don't notice I won't give you a damn anymore doesn't mean that you aren't toxic I'll detach you from me more and more!
saying you are hurt by me
I tell you the same thingĀ
and there's no meaning
comparing who is much harder
concluding, we aren't meant together
so just end everything here
saying youāre the victim
I tell youāre just selfish
and there's no meaning
fighting who is the hurter
concluding, we are not meant together
so just end it now and here
Ā Ā you're just crueler than me
you're just crueler than meĀ
you're just crueler than me
I think
vow become the ash love become the past I see through you now
You only love me when I fit your mind you only love me when I follow your line you only love me when I let you like you only love me when I not my mine!
curse is coming love is replaced and I hate you now
You only love me when I fit your mind you only love me when I follow your line you only love me when I let you like you only love me when I not my mine!
and you ignore me now
I think true Liberalists respect anyone's choice, act and thought
āNo human is illegalā
If one wants to be completely free, then he/she must be completely fearless, but it seems impossible for anyone because it's against human nature. What one can do is to bear the fear and that means always preparing to lose something.
Fatal love
killing both of us
fatal love twists the word
can you take this more?
cause I canāt anymore
fading in your eyes
sorrow in my mind
can you take it more?
maybe it's time to let go
I'm afraid this fatal love
destroying every love
in the endĀ
what will we get?
only the broken heart
You give me what I don't need Deem it as your mercy Think these are enough money To buy my life
I tell you now Take it back Take it all back Or you shut up your mouth You shut the fuck up Never think Even billions can't trade my life
I tell you now just Get out! Get out of my sight! You listen clearly It's not my duty To make you happy
please do not comment on my appearance.
Even though you think itās a compliment, itās killing me.
you try to make me believe who I am try to convince how bad I am all of this is forĀ making me self-blamed and then turning me turning me into the pet the pet without the name
you try to make me believe who I am try to convince how bad I am all of this is for making me self-doubted and then turning me turning me into your slave the slave forget my own name
I know I should leave it takes the toll on me but I can't I am stuck in this fucking frame
So my friend told me just now that my āface has gotten rounderā and I had a panic attack. I know Iāve been gaining weight since Iāve been lowkey trying to recover or at least take a break from all the ed bullshit and itās been going well⦠until now. I know she meant it in a good way since Iād told her about my ed issues and she probably thought it was a compliment, as if saying āitās good that youāre taking care of yourself now even though itās hardā but personally Iād like to hear that instead of implying bluntly that I got fat.. triggered af. Never eating again.
this fucking speak about my mind
It's all illusion the myth of demon try to take control of my life
it's escapism I am the demon that's why I hate myself
I want to destroy the demon and I understand, I finally understand that means killing myself
how much should I hurt? to end up this pain? the wound deep enough? to let you know my pain?
it's far over my head Though the body intact does it count? a human life? a human life does it look like?
how much should I take? it's all in my head to find me the serene dynamite is on what broken should I be? let you see myĀ distress?
prepare to die I gonna explode this fucking life!!!!!!!!!!!! prepare to die I gonna explode, explode, explode!!!!!!!!!!!! destroying this all !!!!!!!!!!!!
In the end, back to the start nothing is right everything gets worst
is there a demon? living inside?
Deep in Ā brain stuck in the mind grabbing my heart tearing me apart
is there a demon? living inside? against my will destroy my life
no!!!!!!!!!!! I find the demon is me the demon is me for killing it time to end my life