RozyDuskion

"Do I really want to make another Tumblr and get sucked in again?" .... Apparently so. = Writing/Fanfiction Blog -@rozyfandomwritingsandheadcannons

[rozyduskion]

All right everyone.

This is goodbye.

I'm abandoning this account so I can officially move on with my life.

No, I'm not saying where I'm going, mainly because I just want to move on from a bunch of shit.

I've learned from my mistakes, and in this age of canceling I'd rather not have the entire internet tell me what I did wrong, because I already know what I did wrong. (Also, my trust issues have been reinforced for the last time. I'm not letting them get worse.)

Perhaps one day I'll talk about this blog, it's username, and my username before it. But until then... I'm only telling a select few people who I'm going to be known as and have been known as in the future.

I wish everyone good luck in their futures.

If you hurt me in the past, I want you to learn from it. Don't make excuses for why you did it. See what went wrong on my side AND your side. Don't ignore it, grow from it, and move forward. I don't owe you forgiveness, but you owe yourself a chance to become better.

I'm turning 24 soon, the last six months of 2020 were hell for me. I nearly went ahead with a plan to kill myself, I felt so alone and misunderstood. I felt hopeless and it felt that I had reached the end of my life.

And then I found lostallhope.com

It's blunt yet caring nature and pure facts successfully convinced me away from the thought, and after a trip to the Pysche Ward and adjustments in my medicine, I feel... Free.

I still have worries and thoughts, yes, but I am... Better. My depression isn't as bad, my view of myself is more positive...

I feel hopeful again.

And now it's time for me to leave things behind.

This username served me well, but like username before it, I feel it represents a period of my life that while it had its fun moments, it also has a history of hurt and sorrow. Mistakes that I'd rather not haunt me. And I'm sure that life ahead will be full of mistakes and sorrow as well...

But I'd rather face them with a fresh face.

I'll tell one or two people what my new blog is. But as for everyone else.

Thank you for everything.

Maybe you'll hear me again, if you do and you recognize me, I ask you to keep this username to yourself.

I may never be truly free of the past, but I'd like to at least keep it personal on my own terms.

Thank you for everything.

[ryuucha]

*SCREECHES* A HOOZUKI NO REITETSU FAN *SOBS AND GLOMPS* I'M NEVER LETTING YOU GO

MY FELLOW HOOZUKI FAN *GLOMPS YOU BACK*

But also—

EXCUSE ME?!

[thevastnessof]

i love when ppl who constantly use self deprecating humor interact with me, theyre never sure how to react. theyre like "lol well we all hate ourselves anyways" and im like "no, im sexy as hell actually" like oil and water everytime

[mockingmolly]

Self-appreciating humor even when u 100% don’t believe what you’re saying is legitimately such an esteem-booster & i’d recommend everyone to try and replace deprecating jokes with exaggeratedly-positive & validating ones whenever u can

And tbh, it’s funnier/more comfortable for everyone involved anyway. Like, failing spectacularly at something but going “lol y’all WISH you had my talents” instead? Hilarious. Its funny, alleviates the pressure on other ppl to validate your negativity, AND even when what you’re saying “isn’t true” your brain still responds to hearing positive input & your attitude towards yourself & your situation becomes so much healthier after a while. This kind of thing has been proven to improve mental health & curb self-harming tendencies, as well as contribute to healthier social environments ;0;

[mockingmolly]

Yes I do, actually 

[citizen-zero]

we all just need to emulate the raw confidence of the kid who has the power of god AND anime on his side

[myadhdlife]

Doing this has genuinely saved me. Pls be kind to yourself even when you don't believe it

[kimarisgundam]

Got into a mini argument with my bf cos he told me that pineapples should be vegetables cos they have leaves...

I told him I don't think that's how the classification of vegetables works...

He's kinda upset now cos he said only vegetables have leaves... and if pineapple isn't a veg then why do we put it on pizzas?

I don't think pineapples are vegetables ;_;

[transvampirerights]

[thecooler]

[whaleinwhite]

[beeefy]

[biggerthan-thewholesky]

Pink’s speech after receiving the Video Vanguard Award at the 2017 VMAs x

[parliamentaryinquiry]

This is how to parent: when your daughter says people call her a boy, tell her there’s many ways of being a girl.

[appropriately-inappropriate]

We take the gravel in the shell and make a pearl.

[themindbunker]

♡

[a-longer-love]

I’m sure everyone is sick of seeing political posts, this isn’t political, it’s a humanitarian crisis! And it’s not only happening “somewhere else” anymore!

Armenians are being attacked in the streets of my country!!Why is there not national outrage, or a movement rising up?? Where is anyone outside of the Armenian population screaming for equality? A genocide is literally taking place RIGHT NOW but you all would rather get upset and put your energy into candidates who are literally doing nothing of substance to help this situation while schools, hospitals and civilian homes are destroyed.

In 1915 no one cared about Armenia either, they watched as these same instigators marched women, children and elderly out into the desert with the sole intention of none of them making it back home, this is after murdering the men and those strong enough to fight back in front of their families. The term genocide was coined solely because of this tragedy! An entire culture almost wiped from the planet, and people still say we are overreacting!

Don’t allow this to happen again, don’t be someone who sits back as an entire country and culture are facing the threat of a SECOND GENOCIDE!!!! Please, wake up, do something, spread the news, because it could be me or my family being targeted tomorrow.

[steveandbucky]

the term genocide was coined after the mass ethnic cleansing of armenians by the ottoman empire in 1915. think about that for a second.

[jewblog]

i say this as the descendant of two holocaust survivors: it is vital to remember now that hitler rationalized the holocaust because no one cared about the armenian genocide, either. for once in history, pay collective attention before a mass tragedy occurs. (again. and again and again.)

[hapalopus]

Pros of having ADHD:

Can track prey for hours without losing focus

Special interest: basket weaving

Always fidgeting - banging rocks together and discovers flint-knabbing

Distracted by berries

Stimming by making noises, discovers the sksksk that lures out squirrels

Can't sleep at night, great at guarding the cave while family sleeps

Sensitive senses means discovering and refusing to eat rotten/poisonous food

Sees bird eat nut - impulsively tries it too and discovers that nuts taste good

Cons of having ADHD:

Can't do homework

Impulse buys

Can't use a calendar

Can't sit still in classroom

[smute]

born in the wrong generation

[specificfuckery]

[lyrapuppy]

Well fuck

[politicalsci]

[ruffboi-mags]

Hey just a heads-up for anyone who, like me, woke to the news of Biden’s win and promptly burst into tears and is spiraling or feeling depressed instead of ecstatic, even though you wanted this result?

You’re okay. We have been through 4 years of hell, and this year in particular has been awful. Your emotions are all over the place because there’s part of you that has relaxed with relief that 45′s out, and that’s okay.

We’re okay. Take this weekend to give yourself some aftercare. Soft clothes, warm baths, comfort food. Hydrate and get plenty of rest. Get a hug if you can. Be kind to yourself.

The work’s not done, but that doesn’t mean it’s wrong to take a weekend to rest.

[krakenartificer]

There’s a post somewhere, which I am too tired to find rn, about how long-term trauma gets buried inside like a fire burning down to embers in a room with no air. When a good thing happens, it’s like firefighters opening a door into that room: all that heat flares up suddenly, from a place you thought was safe. You’re not crazy, and this will pass, but you have to take time to put out the fire

[ruffboi-mags]

^THIS!!!!!!!

[ministarfruit]

knife cat prosecutors… I got a bit carried away

[rozyduskion]

What Defense Attorneys See: This

What Prosecutors See:

[tracebit]

lime does the wires and dies

[rozyduskion]

Why does this radiate the energy I have been feeling from the world since I woke up 6 hours ago?

[hotvampireadjacent]

Jerma985 took off streaming a few days bc he’s the one counting all of Nevada’s votes

[godoforeos]

[aguineapig]

These are all gold

[rozyduskion]

Wait I just looked this guy up and all I'm finding is chaos transformed into words

Is this serious or fake I am very confused and while I'm leaning towards it being fake I... also don't know because anything is possible....

[ruinedchildhood]

[l0vegl0wsinthedark]

[smell-your-sweat--wizard-penis]

In love with the concept that men still wear hats like that

[thebarestflame]

Why is the first time I hear from adventure time in 5 years it’s a comic about giving Finn a catboy boyfriend

[sabertoothwalrus]

it started out as a joke and now the catboy has a dedicated fanblog I’m surprised by it too

[rozyduskion]

Adrichat also started out as joke.

Then the entire Miraculous Ladyybug Fandom somehow got it #1 on Tumblr Trending within 7 hours.

Nothing surprises me anymore after that. XD

[trustherkindheart-old]

Don’t be surprised if the republicans start playing nice, presenting COVID stimulus, and being slightly less racist in the next two months. They’re DESPERATE to hold on to the senate. They’ll do absolutely whatever it takes to please the Georgia voters. Stimulus and economic concerns are especially prevalent there. Don’t fall for it. They’re not turning a corner. They’re not shifting their position due to the election outcomes. As soon as the run offs are over they’re going right back to being miserable dicks who only care about themselves. 

[i-gobymanynames-deactivated2020]

No one had a “Memes for if Putin resigns during Supernatural having canon gays during the Dabi is Touya Todoroki reveal during the US presidential election” folder prepped ahead of time.