Look I've spent the whole day sobbing and throwing up, I can't handle it anymore. Fuck pride, fuck follower counts. I'm sorry, I don't know what else to do. I've been rejected by every scammy loan service on Google. I've been rejected for a hug from my dad who's 6 houses down from me. I'm too broke to even throw myself a small birthday teaparty, cause yeah I was throwing my own part cause nobody had thrown me one in 30 years and I'm pathetic as all hell. Had to cancel cause I can't afford to pay my bills, I wouldn't be able to eat if it weren't for people donating. I'm the lowest form of life rn.
Here is my PayPal if you can spare a even a dollar, quid, whatever. Please. Just, please.
And uh, you know where my inbox is if you spare a metaphorical huh ig. Idk I'm just really lost and broken and scared.
Reblogs help too I think. Sorry.
Its my birthday tomorrow and I'm so done. I'm so so done trying to find happiness on my birthday. It's just so cursed. Fuck September 1st.
I'm sorry. I've managed to pay some bills, get a little food, but I'm still very much in the red and drowning.
This is my las plea, then I'll drop it and just suffer the consequences.
Please, if you can, just help me. I need help I can't do it alone anymore I'm falling apart. I don't know what to do.


























