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- Sam/Moh, lvl 22, He/It - *C-PTSD, Severe anxiety, Bipolar 1 with psychosis, BPD, DID, Autism level 2 * Im essentially using this blog as a MH journal now, expect some vaguely religious witchy stuff, age regression, fandom hyperfixations, some serious topics, positivity + reminders etc ! im a witch, age regressor, Im emo and punk, very fuckin queer, im a dog therian which might make its way on this blog, I write and draw sometimes, I like crafts a lot, I have 1 dog and 5 cats !

[sams--journal]

hey havent touched this blog in a long ass time huh?

a lots changed, and despite what my dumbass said at 17 when i first made this blog, i think im actually at a place in my life where im ready to genuinely heal some of my shit and start working on myself. and that's still what i want to use this blog for, mh reminders and general positivity

so, yea this blog is active again and look out for just the same type of content that makes me feel happy and positive about my mh ! [aesthetics, stimboards, some witchcraft but i have a witchcraft blog now, reminders, selfcare, resources etc]

[sams--journal]

im also gonna be changing the look and layout of this blog

[sirens-scribbles]

[ Comms Open !! ]

Trying to save up for repairing my old wheelchair as I was unable to receive a new one (despite paying for it), and of course for my general survival as a severely disabled person. (Food, pain meds, and other necessary items!)

Anything at all helps, I have donations and memberships available alongside two commission options (one option being significantly cheaper than my typical comms, which are still fairly cheap without any additions!)

And of course, here are some examples 🩵

Commissions are my full-time job, I am unable to work a proper job. If you're able to help, please stop by and give me a chance!! 🩵

Photos of my current donation goal, my memberships, and my commission prices as well !!

Please reblog and share if you're unable to help out 🩵🩵

Thank you !!

[siren--squid]

I have received absolutely nothing so far, please share if you'd like 🩵

[sams--journal]

I am so tired of being unhappy except for when im unstable and manic

Im tired of the depression and my life going absolutely nowhere and never doing anything

Im so fucking tired

And yes part of it is the chronic pain, but so much of it is just me never having the motivation to do anything, and yeah part of that is also chronic fatigue, but not all of it

And unlike everytime I've said something like this this isnt me giving up

I WANT to do things with my life I WANT to go places and have new experiences and be happy, my brain just fights me on it So I need to fight my brain back, say "no fuck you, im going out into the fucking sunshine and cooking breakfast for my family and going to the library, im taking my stupid fucking walks and nice hot fucking showers. If you want me to rot in bed all day im getting up and doing ANYTHING else"

idk if it'll work, but its part of something me and my therapist have been working on called behavior activation

Im just tired of doing nothing with my life, I want to do something and im done doing nothing

Idk how long it'll last, but I want to try

[artbylittlebug]

[samthegreenwitch]

Paid pendulum, tarot and oracle readings are still open!

Dm or send an ask if interested

[samthegreenwitch]

Tarot and pendulum readings open

Me and my boyfriend are struggling with money right now, so im trying to raise what I can, any bit helps!

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Payment:

Cashapp: $sammysmon

Paypal: @sammysmon

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/sammymoh

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Card readings:

1 card pull - $2

3 or more card pull - $5

Can be for any questions or a general reading

I use The Urban Tarot deck and Animal Voices oracle deck, you can choose for the reading to be tarot only, oracle only or a mix of both

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Pendulum readings:

1 - 3 questions: $1

Unlimited questions: $5

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Disclaimers:

I do not have the right skills to speak to spirits, but I can ask about certain spirits if youd like

I do not claim to be an expert

My deadname will show up on my cashapp and PayPal for legal reasons. DO NOT MENTION IT. I will block if anyone tries to use my deadname

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Dm me or send me an ask if you're interested!

[sleeveace22]

My friend is taking emergency c0ms to get funds for housing! Please read, share, and c0m her if you can!

Those interested can dm her on discord (@8_8it)

also taking direct donations on C ($vriskatism)

more info under the cut!

Pricing

Full TOS

[samthegreenwitch]

Tarot and pendulum readings open

Me and my boyfriend are struggling with money right now, so im trying to raise what I can, any bit helps!

-------

Payment:

Cashapp: $sammysmon

Paypal: @sammysmon

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/sammymoh

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Card readings:

1 card pull - $2

3 or more card pull - $5

Can be for any questions or a general reading

I use The Urban Tarot deck and Animal Voices oracle deck, you can choose for the reading to be tarot only, oracle only or a mix of both

-------

Pendulum readings:

1 - 3 questions: $1

Unlimited questions: $5

-------

Disclaimers:

I do not have the right skills to speak to spirits, but I can ask about certain spirits if youd like

I do not claim to be an expert

My deadname will show up on my cashapp and PayPal for legal reasons. DO NOT MENTION IT. I will block if anyone tries to use my deadname

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Dm me or send me an ask if you're interested!

[siren--squid]

Commissions and donations are finally up and running!! 🩵

As I reach a more and more difficult living situation and it becomes harder and harder for me to comfortably exist as a disabled person in my environment, the more important things like this have become for me.

Therefore, I have opened up two types of art commissions on Ko-Fi !! With a slot limit of fifteen overall, as to not overwhelm me.

[ Link ]

For the sake of engagement, here are some of my most recent drawings.

Any bases used are created by the very lovely Mellon_Soup, who has indeed given permission for folks to use their bases in commissions. As I have severe arthritis, bases are a very important accommodation for me.

[siren--squid]

Reblogs and boosting this would be very much appreciated 🩵🩵

[siren--squid]

Please, I need to afford my upcoming cardiovascular appointments and physical therapy sessions.

My next appointment is very very soon, I’ve already had to reschedule due to issues with getting transportation and, ofc, money.

I cannot reschedule again.

[siren--squid]

I have received absolutely nothing yet, please boost this if you can do nothing more.

I appreciate every bit of help, even if you can only reblog this post. 🩵

[siren--squid]

Commissions and donations are finally up and running!! 🩵

As I reach a more and more difficult living situation and it becomes harder and harder for me to comfortably exist as a disabled person in my environment, the more important things like this have become for me.

Therefore, I have opened up two types of art commissions on Ko-Fi !! With a slot limit of fifteen overall, as to not overwhelm me.

[ Link ]

For the sake of engagement, here are some of my most recent drawings.

Any bases used are created by the very lovely Mellon_Soup, who has indeed given permission for folks to use their bases in commissions. As I have severe arthritis, bases are a very important accommodation for me.

[siren--squid]

Reblogs and boosting this would be very much appreciated 🩵🩵

[siren--squid]

Please, I need to afford my upcoming cardiovascular appointments and physical therapy sessions.

My next appointment is very very soon, I’ve already had to reschedule due to issues with getting transportation and, ofc, money.

I cannot reschedule again.

[siren--squid]

I have received absolutely nothing yet, please boost this if you can do nothing more.

I appreciate every bit of help, even if you can only reblog this post. 🩵

[saintfelina]

[hexenmond]

Image description: a tweet by divinelydaria.

saw an inspiring video that said you need to have 4 hobbies.

create, consume, cavort, commune

create: bring something to life consume: appreciate the art of another cavort: move your body daily commune: have a community to socialize with

end image description.

[lierdumoa]

I think you need hobbies that do all four things but the number of hobbies needed to cover all these needs may vary. Some hobbies pull double/triple duty. Some hobbies can cause repetitive stress injuries so it's good to have a few different ones that fulfill the same need so you can rotate to get the fulfillment without the carpal tunnel.

[leebrontide]

Tumblr really is aging.

This is true tho.

[inthefallofasparrow]

Misread this as 'you need to have 4 hobbits'

[tanoraqui]

also true! there’s a really famous three-volume self-help guide about that!

unless all you’re doing is liberating a single mountain from a dragon, in which case you can probably get by with just one, so long as you also have a lot of dwarves.

[maudiemoods]

If life is a never ending loop of dirty dishes and laundry then that means life is a never ending loop of home cooked meals and comfy clean clothes

[sams--journal]

Oh BTW in good news , I figured out whats been causing my lifelong struggles with Psychosis, paranoia and delusions

I was officially diagnosed with Bipolar type 1 after being put on lamictal, definitely an uphill battle but I'm glad I have a word for it now and I'm not trying to recover blindly anymore,

the Thing that's been wrong has a name, and meds that have been proven to work. My support team can make an actual Plan for that

It's a scary diagnosis, but I'm happy I at least know what it is now

[madpunks]

i don't know what psychotic person needs to hear this, but it is in fact okay for you to be psychotic. it's not your fault. you're not asking for it. it's something that's occurring to you. trying to force it to stop happening ALL the time is going to drain you way too much. some days you just have symptoms and it's alright. sometimes you just have to go with the flow. you're not a fuck up if you have episodes, days, weeks, months of not being able to hold it together and mask your paranoia, intrusive thoughts, delusions, hallucinations, catatonia, confusion, etc. it's alright to just be mentally ill for a bit. i love you

[a-sip-of-milo]

Hey, you are not an embarrassment for not knowing how to do certain household chores/basic self-care. They do not come naturally to us. A lot of it takes practice! Maybe you had a neglectful guardian. Maybe you had one that was very coddling and never thought to teach you. Maybe you haven't lived in a place where these things were available to you or needed. Doesn't matter. It's okay to not know and far more common than you might realise.

That said, this website provides very simple instructions on how to do everyday tasks such as making your bed, using a washing machine, cooking different foods, washing dishes, taking a shower, etc. All you have to do is use the search bar to find the task you're struggling with, and it'll come up with what you need + other related how-to's:)

If you're having trouble navigating it, let me provide you with some examples:

How to clean dishes by hand

How to make your bed (with visual demonstrations of each step!)

How to fold clothes (with visual demonstrations of each step!)

How to take a shower & dry yourself off (also provides ways to shave beards, armpits, legs and genitals)

How to shave legs, armpits, beards, pubic areas, etc. (a more in-depth guide)

How to mop the floor

How to sweep the floor

How to swallow pills

How to make small talk

How to make eye contact in different situations (or how to avoid it while still looking natural)

It's also perfectly okay if these don't help or aren't appealing to you. Unfortunately, nothing helps everyone.

[chompercroncher-deactivated2024]

Also if the reason you don't know is developmental , intelectual or learning disabilities making you struggle even if you've been taught a bunch of times , you are so cool and awesome too :^) [smiley face ]

[scientia-rex]

Me: Exercise does not cause weight loss. This is a fact that has been demonstrated so robustly in research that even doctors, who hate and fear evidence, are grudgingly starting to admit this.

Someone reading that post: Cool, but have you considered that exercise leads to weight loss?

Me: I am going to eat you

[scientia-rex]

lololol "does too"

does it? not for women after childbirth

does it? not if you want to see an effect size of greater than 1 kilo (2.2lbs)

does it? not if you'd like to see a maintained loss greater than 3.3% of your body weight

does it? not for people with type 2 diabetes

does it? not for people exercising for their non-alcoholic fatty liver disease

Interactive computer-based reminders to diet and exercise are useless.

I mean, I literally went to Cochrane Reviews, one of the best-respected sources for massive meta-analyses, and I just input the keywords "weight loss" and "exercise," and I'm tooling through the results. Every one of the damn things shows that we do not have high-quality research indicating that exercise leads to weight loss. So no. I'm right, and you need to adjust your worldview--ask yourself, if not for weight loss, then why? Re-read those sources: exercise improved muscle density, insulin sensitivity, and cholesterol. It's good for your blood vessels, it's good for your strength, it's good for your brain.

But it won't make you thin. Maybe two pounds, maybe five, but that's about it. If you're looking at short-term, like a year, sure, you can lose weight--but the effort will almost always result in your body going "oh shit, we're living in a famine" and you will regain it, and now, with your body at a new set-point, losing it will be harder. Regaining will be easier. Welcome to the life-destroying yo-yo.

[scientia-rex]

#then what the fuck are we supposed to do?

Exercise and eat lots of fruits and vegetables and whole grains because those things will keep you healthier longer, regardless of how much you weigh, and pick up your pick-axe in the ongoing horribly slow and frustrating fight of chipping away at the idea that being fat is a bad thing that means you’re a bad person. I recommend the book Fat Talk for a good place to start.

[freyjaskona-deactivated20240918]

Hey you! Yes you ;)

Sometimes that “negative energy” you may feel can be solved and removed by a simple mundane clean-up!

~Do a little sweep-up. You could sprinkle some salt on the floor to purify, soak up any negativity, and then sweep it all up.

~Open a window for fresh air. Light some incense or burn cleansing herbs (rosemary, basil, peppermint...) if you'd like to do something extra!

~Wipe down counters/tables. You could use Florida Water or Rue Water!

It's wise to redo a few protection wards after cleaning. Some easy and quick ways to protect:

~Salt can be sprinkled on doorways and windowsills to keep negative energy out.

~Write a protection rune on a piece of paper and put it underneath your doormat.

~Do a spoken spell/incantation/prayer/chant for protection over your home. Words are extremely powerful!

✨Get creative and don't overthink it!! You are special and loved❤️ 🍃Smoke a doobie for me hehe💨