Utter Chaos

Hi! I’m a nut case- I been doing crp and date everything shit recently so….. yeah…. Sharpie • 21 • He/they Pfp by yasmimkiller

[sharp-silver4795]

Utter Chaotic Abyss

Hi there, you can call me Silver or Sharpie. It’s nice to meet ya! I go by He/They!

Happily taken by @nxctisaurxra

Divider Creds: Sister-Lucifer

If you wanna see what I’m working on, it’s lower down on this post!

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AO3: Silver_JusticeWriting

What I Write

I mainly write for Creepypasta and my original story based on EJ. I tend to take CRP characters and run off with em lol

When it comes to the Creepypastas, I tend to write mundane, random ass, everyday day Headcannons.

In Progress: “My Heaven and My Hell 🔞”

If you want something specific and not random as shit like what I write lmao, shoot me a request! I'm 100% down (if they're open)

DNI if you are…

Transphobic/TERF, Homophobic, etc.

Racist, antisemitist/Nazi, religiously prejudiced, etc.

Endo, Endo neutral, or Endo supporting

Under 16

Not because of NSFW stuff, I just tend to talk about more aggressive and traumatic themes here. Listen, I’m 21, but still a little silly. But I want there to be people with at least some amount of maturity to be looking at my blog.

Looking for a political fight

This is how I lost my previous account (I am not telling which one it was, I never posted on it anyway)

If you wanna scream about American politics, do it with a fucking American.

Don’t come to me about it! What am I even going to do?!? 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Looking for any kind of fight

If you have an issue with anything ⬆️

Don’t run to me, my dms, or my asks!

Just live and let live, we all die in the end anyway.

Asks and Requests are OPEN!

[sharp-silver4795]

Hii in the empathetic post you mentioned "han"

Is that Liu?

Yes! Liu and Han are somewhat the same person.

Liu is just Liu.

Han is Sully, just in the Dungeon because Liu had to make a deal to get his life back.

Sully doesn’t like Jeff and wants him dead in retaliation for killing their mom. But… he doesn’t want Liu to get in trouble in the Mansion.

So, he takes on their Chinese (technically last) name so that no one connects the dots that Sully and Liu share a body.

However, he will get caught eventually.

[sharp-silver4795]

so liu did "cheat" while recovering?

(its so good to see someone who went through the same as me! good to know u also got better <3 sending love 💕)

Absolutely. I’m still working on Recovery Is Ass, but he definitely was like: “I’m just taking my meds” but he doesn’t take Adderall…

Jack started monitoring him.

When the withdrawals got too much he’d take something “just to help a bit”.

He especially would cheat with alcohol.

“It’s just this once.”

“One bottle.” That becomes 6.

[sharp-silver4795]

Ehh Idk if u still talk about crp and stuff but ill ask anyway lol •u•

Could u talk more about that Jessie oc of yours? Or write idk

I think his dynamic with Liu is really different from anything I've even seen in the crp fandom and the way you write is so good

Ofc! I still write for creepypasta!

I’ve just been rrreaaaallllyyy busy!! A mildly depressed!

So… Jessie! I can write a thingy, but I’m just now getting my motivation back and have 13 drafts soooo

He was Liu’s father figure when Peter failed to do so.

He fought for Liu to get out of prison

When he died, Liu inherited his cats

Jessie has bragged about his kid to friends. He doesn’t have any but seriously considers Liu his child.

Jessie was the first person Liu came out to.

Jessie met EJ and Xiu.

Jessie’s very morally grey.

He told Liu he was proud of him when he cut off Keith’s leg.

He killed people in prison who touched kids.

He comforted Liu after he killed someone for the first time instead of calling the cops.

He took care of stray cats, donated to food banks, and domestic violence prevention and aid services.

[sharp-silver4795]

Do you have hcs about who's the best and worst in sex?

I'm not sure if your asks are open sorry if not lmao

Depends on how you define that!

Experience Wise? Liu and Jane are the best, Helen and Judge are the worst.

EJ and Ann are the best in bed regarding how well they can make you fall apart due to their extensive knowledge of the human body, while Neon Spike and Zechariah are the worst in that regard.

Ani is the best when it comes to soft sex while Jason is best when it comes to rough and painful sex.

Tim and Brian are best when it comes to sub drops and making sure rough sex is done safely. Jason and Toby… not so much.

Everyone is big on consent and everyone does their best when it comes to aftercare. However, Vine and Cody can be bad at aftercare.

[sharp-silver4795]

Drabble/One Shot thing of sully jerking off. Idk why but my brain has been infected with the idea.

(Mail Mishap by @cryingintheclubdhmu is where it came from)

It wasn’t often you came into their room unannounced, but the moment you opened the door you wish you hadn’t.

Liu- or rather Sully- had told you about the sleeve he used to let off some steam. He told you to make you feel better about him finding one of your toys in the mail. You’d never imagined what it looked like when he used it. But what a sight it was…

His back was arched off the bed, panting and groaning as he moved the cylinder up and down his dick while thrusting into it.

A bit of drool clung to the corner of his mouth and his eyes rolled back. A drawled out curse falling from swollen lips from biting them.

It felt wrong to stare, but you couldn’t help it! Not when he looks like this.

He’s naked with all his scars on display. It all just makes him more beautiful, though. He’s sweating and it’s obvious he’d already cum a few times before you came in.

“Fuck- fuck- fuck- FUCK!” He pulls the toy as far down on as he can while he cums.

His shoulders are shaking, his body wracked from the force of it. A tear falls down his cheek and his teeth grind together with how tight his jaw is.

He groans and falls back before pulling the sleeve off of him, “shit.” He closes his eyes and, to your surprise, he starts again.

How long is he gonna go?

You can feel heat start to simmer between your legs. It feels so wrong to watch him, but he’s just so beautiful. He looks so blissed out.

You bring your hand to your own sex as he starts to play with one of his nipples.

Watching him like this makes you wonder though…

Liu and Sully are fairly different from one another… but do they both share the same stamina? The same drive? Because obviously Sully has been at it for a while.

Do they behave the same way during sex? Or completely different?

You know that they kill differently. They have different motives, too. Even down to their habits, body language, and hobbies.

Everything about them is different. Does that carry over to the bedroom?

The thought makes you work your hand faster. You cover your mouth with your clean hand and you blush furiously when he whines.

He’s moved his cleaner hand to the headboard for support, he’s downright desperate now.

“Fuck fuck, yes yes yes- ngh-”

This time he pulls out, spilling on his own stomach with screwed shut eyes. You can’t help but cum with him. His chest is heaving and his body goes limp.

Your hand is bleeding from biting it. He laughs breathlessly, “did you enjoy the show?”

Dividers by Sisterlucifergraphics

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

Me when the art for the au I chose to make is egregiously complicated because I chose to make it that way.

I also have way too many projects to choose from and now I’m UGHHHHAHZHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[sharp-silver4795]

Btw, yes, I am still taking asks. I’ve just been busy. Am working on an SMAU rn

[pinknaijia]

pheromone perfume with ej.

Update: im nutting

[sharp-silver4795]

#Oh and he's rambling drunkenly in ur neck in his demon language #All three tongues all over ur neck #Apologizing but still ripping ur clothes off #hnggggg

REAL!! EJ’s falling in love with you all over again.

Bonus points if he’s already in a rut

[hydrachea]

> turns on my computer

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> opens my email

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> launches a software

> disables a new AI fea

[sluttygrandpa]

Honestly, at this point, if you're still bitching about AI but not moving to open-source and nonprofit software/tech/services, you deserve it. Shut up or stop using it. Those of us who've put in the effort to switch to non-evil tech are sick of the purposeless whining.

[hydrachea]

I've been nicely letting everyone suggest open source on this post because it might genuinely be useful to someone but because you've decided to be a condescending little bastard- this might be a hard concept to grasp, but some of us actually have jobs. Some of those jobs also provide us with computers equipped with an OS we have zero say over, to use software we also have zero say over. Kindly get off your high horse and suck my dick.

[sage-nebula]

As someone who has worked in IT for the past 17 years, I'd also like to say that there is often a higher barrier of entry for open-source software / operating systems when it comes to technical knowledge and ability, and those who can't jump that barrier still deserve to not have AI programs installed on their devices without their knowledge or consent. Someone who struggles with Windows is not going to be able to just hop into Linux, especially when they probably have other things going on in their lives and don't have the time to sit down and learn a brand new operating system. Someone who doesn't even recognize that there are different browsers, much less open-source ones that aren't Chromium forks, isn't going to be able to seek out one they can both a.) safely download, b.) install, and c.) use instead of the shortcut they know as The Internet.

And sure, you can dismiss these people as lazy, as stupid, as being elderly and so who cares. But from my 17 years of experience, I can tell you that technical instinct and ability varies widely across the entire adult spectrum. And I can also tell you that people have different strengths, and that just because someone isn't good with computers doesn't mean they aren't smart as hell.

And I can also say, again, that it really doesn't matter.

Companies like Microsoft and Google sneaking AI software into devices and software without the consent of those using the software or devices is wrong. It's invasive and raises major security concerns. People should not have to learn entirely new operating systems to escape this nonsense. It's an unreasonable expectation, and it fails to hold companies like Microsoft and Google accountable for their malicious behavior.

[vero-lynn]

This might never get touched again because I already spend longer than two days away from it so idk if I'll come back to it but I might so here's a wip for now

CW: light flashing

[sharp-silver4795]

Sully: Why do you look like The Joker got lost in the mall, grabbed grease instead of shampoo, and then tossed himself into a Hot Topic?

Jeff: … ow, okay-

[m1lesupshurirl]

Liu redraw where r my 3 trans liu truthers at

[sharp-silver4795]

Snippets of a coming fic:

—-

Snippet #1

“Please… please, Brian, I’m scared. I’m scared, Brian.” Cody sobs into his hoodie, to which he only runs his fingers through the blond hair.

He opens his mouth, trying to say something- anything! All that comes out is air. Silent tears roll down his right cheek slowly.

Cody raises his head and his eyes widen slightly at Brian’s left eye- or lack thereof.

Hoodie pushes his face to his present eye, to ignore it. To ignore the consequences he faced for a similar action.

—-

Snippet #2

“Yes! yes, oh my god, yes.” Tim pulls Brian closer, “oh my god, sugar. Fuck, do it again!”

Brian tries his best again, “hmmmm”

Tim laughs, genuinely laughs, “oh my- I’m so proud of you, baby. I’m so happy. So proud. Oh my god.”

He returns his lover’s grin, the small gap between his teeth becoming visible as his eye waters slightly.

[sharp-silver4795]

would liu """accidentally""" end up "cheating" on ej n toby w/ andrew bc of like moral issues or thinking "its not a big deal" or a relapse? no offense to the hot dude but bro seems like the type lmao

No, actually! He really does seem like it, but he always asks for permission before fucking someone’s brains out.

When it was just him and EJ, they made an agreement that, if they wanna let off some steam or something and the other is too far away, it’s fine. Because, in the end, they’re coming back to each other.

EJ and Liu’s relationship was formed on trauma and trust. EJ knows Liu will never leave him and EJ mates for life.

The main rule was that EJ gets told afterwards. It usually ended up in Liu getting his back blown out so that EJ could prove that he’s his.

Once Toby came into the picture, that changed. Liu has to ask every time.

Now, ever since Toby joined the relationship, Liu really only sleeps around for missions.

[sharp-silver4795]

Relapse is a different story.

The title “Recovery is Ass” comes from something I said before:

Recovery is ass, so I’m gonna kick it.

It meant that I didn’t give a shit about my own recovery because it was hard. I then proceeded to relapse.

If relapse is part of the process, then I’m technically still recovering, bitch.

Liu makes a lot of excuses every time it happens like I did. He also makes similar comments because it’s a lot of projection, ngl.

Liu Quotes while he was recovering.

Cw! Sort of suicidal ideation and obviously drugs

I don’t give a shit! If I die, I die! I’ll come back anyway… (sigh)… I always do.

I die when I feel like it. If the electric chair couldn’t do it, maybe the drugs will.

You don’t understand the fact that I DONT care! If it drowns out the noise, then I’ll do it.

Cocaine is overrated.

If you don’t give me my fucking whiskey, I’m gonna kill you right now. It’s not just a warning, it’s a promise.

[kitakunn03]

YEAH

[sharp-silver4795]

Very neat design!! I like it!!

[literally-liu-woods]

If it's not fixed don't broke it