When I Saw You There

mimi. she/her. you can also find me on bluesky @lilaclanterns if you’re so inclined. haven’t updated my theme since like 2013 so if you’re here on desktop— no you aren’t.

[fairycosmos]

cradling the em dash in my hands what the fuck have they done to you

[f1veh0le]

whistle-stop - 9/12

sid/geno, hockey rpf - rated E

“It was nothing. I overreacted.” Tanger shook his head and made a show of reaching for an avocado roll. “I’m your friend of twenty years and I know you guys would never keep something from me. Especially not when it’s my birthday tomorrow.”

[emziess]

SPIRITED AWAY 2001 | dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[tofutomato]

you gotta read, you gotta write, you gotta draw, you gotta watch films and shows. there is literally NO time to be employed

[odin-arrow]

look upon my work, ye mighty, and this pear 🍐

[scunthotter]

Like don't get me wrong, Ilya is uncomfortably aware of the consequences if his whole bisexual thing gets out. But you can't tell me that sometimes he's just dying to tell Marleau about the fact that he pulled Shane Hollander, that he's actively pulling Hollander every time they play Montreal. He got hockey's 11/10 and he can't even tell anyone.

[mcknotanniegrey]

he wants to swap sex stories with marly soooo bad.

marly: "pulled this baddie at the club last night and she did this thing with her tongue..."

ilya: "rookie move. you know hollander's power play? oke, now imagine those hands doing (the freakiest sex act marly has never even heard of). actually don't imagine. stop imagining. i will kick your ass, marly. mine only. and way better tongue."

[aroace-ryland-grace]

the sewing machine is like if a horse and an inkjet printer had a child

[nicolodigenovas]

The ability to have nice conversations with strangers and especially store employees will save your everyday life from greyness

[prokopetz]

I think it's actually essential to children's moral development to be exposed to short stories moderately beyond their reading level where a bunch of fucked up shit happens and then instead of offering a moral lesson or any sort of emotional or narrative resolution it just ends.

[ticklefightgeno]

I think its crazy to think of Nate talking to Sid in a controlling way. For one Nate would have to stop making heart eyes at him and extract the fondness that constantly drips from his voice whenever he talks to or about Sid

I think nate could very competently dom sid if the occasion called for it but like you’re right it would theeee most worshipful, attentive domming ever. like wow man putting you on your knees makes me wanna be a better person

[hudconvent]

also thinking about dildo purchasing timeline. In my mind he must have gotten it sometime between CCM shoot and all star game / 1221. thinking about shane replaying the night at the ccm shoot in his head over and over then realizing if hes gonna let ilya fuck he doesnt want to be completely clueless. cut to him watching solo porn pants on sitting at the kitchen counter for scientific research reasons. cut to him scrolling wirecutter 5 Best Dildos for Men and comparing the specs. cut to him seriously considering opening a PO box to get it shipped to instead of having to look his doorman in the eye while he picks it up. finally getting the package and unwrapping it and just letting it sit on his end table and staring at the thing for weeks. finally being like ok fuck it whatever. ill just use it and get it out of my system then be done with this whole thing. then after he fucks himself hes like oh. yeah this is going to be a real problem for me.

[mina-logan]

“Shane, how does it feel to be back on Montreal ice?”

[haarute]

[importantpics]

[kittybroker]

Delicious home grown mushroom now only $7.58!

[bipolar4autistic]

Ilya: I submit to you as an empty vessel

Shane: I don't want that.

Ilya: No. You must honor my sacrifice by filling the vessel. Let's try again.

Ilya: I submit to you as an empty vessel.

Shane: I don't want that.

[pathetic-gamer]

giant redwood trees really are so cool, they just have something incredibly special going on. it's hard to describe if you haven't seen them

[pathetic-gamer]

a certain je ne sequoia, if you will

[pathetic-gamer]

if this post has taught me anything, it's that a great number of people very proudly do not know there's a distinction between "giant redwood" and other redwoods

[swearphil]

heated rivalry week day 2: favourite outfit/look | ilya in this tank top