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Hey

So i haven't really been on here in forever, I think I might delete all my writing and start over or at least delete hamsters bc I know I'm not finishing that lovely love triangle piece ever. I started that forever ago. I might revamp everything honestly. New blog here I come

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I have so many ideas floating in my head and idk what to do with them right now because idk which i want to write about.

there is a social media au one where it's either going to be jihoon based or Doyoung based. A girl can't decide.

then I have a bts inspired one where girlie get's thrown back into time. we love a good historical au

then I have my cute hybrid au which is yoongi and jungkook. and idk if I want to add anyone else yet but up in air.

I also really want to write something for txt or enhypen but my enhypen idea was scrapped once Heeseung left so I have to rethink that. and I can't decide anything for the txt one lol

let me know thoughts on if anyone has a preference

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Did Top say he wasn’t coming back to big bang in his song, yes

Was I delusional and thinking he’d pop up at anytime during big bang’s Coachella performance? Yes yes I was lol

But still a phenomenal performance by big bang 💛🖤👑and happy they kept his voice in for still life! Almost gave me a heart attack lol

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the urge to write something is strong in me but like imma have to plan just a little before I do that. We'll see if anything happens lol

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I hope Mark Lee is having the best day of his life and continues that for the rest of his life whether he is an idol or not

[nctaezen]

taro: taeyong-hyung🥺 taeyong: must protec 👐

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someone tell me how my jay b Drabble has gotten like zero anything ?????? It’s like my favorite thing I’ve wrote lol

[femaleidols]

cherry bullet: love in space

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Loved this comeback soooooo much

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Surprise

a/n so sorry this kind of sucks but I do have some wild prequels in mind and sequels with cute bonding between each member and a really cute relationship with Minho in mind if anyone wants them! If there are any mistakes pls let me know nicely! I kind of wrote this super fast today lol

Warnings: mentions abandonment and a miscarriage.

Words: 1156

If looks could kill Minho would be 6ft under by now with Everyone but you glaring at him. You just had tears that had started to well up. It had been two years of nothing from him. Absolutely nothing. He left everyone up and hanging. He left you in tears in your shared apartment without any warning. Just up and gone one day with a note saying he needed time and he took the cats. That should have been the first red flag. The second being after a few days the group chat blew up if anyone had seen Minho in the past few days. But you brushed it off hoping that someone was lying and Minho was with them.

You were okay at first thinking time meant a few weeks and you could get updates from yout friend group on how he was doing and vis versa. What you were not expecting was two years with no contact whatsoever from him to anyone. He left and took the small family you guys had been building together for three years.

You felt a hand on the small of your back that knocked you out of the painful thoughts, it would always be painful. Minho was just staring at you from across the bar with a small sad smile on his face. You quickly looked away leaning into Seungmin who was on one side of you.

“You okay?” Changbin asked from across the table.

Then you realized everyone was waiting for your answer. Even though it was the first time you had seen him and feelings of being betrayed were brought up you realized you were truly okay.

“Just surprised is all” you answered not lying at all even if the look that Chan gave you said he did not believe you at all.

You were okay really. You wanted to tell them, scream to the world you were fine. You just never expected to see him ever again.

Minho kept his eyes on you the whole night. You could feel his piercing gaze you used to feel safe under but now it felt weird. Making you shrink into the boys more throughout the night. Changbin wanted to go tell him to stop staring but you stopped him. You did not want to start something in public.

“You want to leave?” Jeongin whispered in your ear trying to be a little discreet.

You loved him with everything in you but he was not too good at whispering.

“Do not let him ruin the night” Jisung piped up.

You knew Jisung hurt the most after you or maybe even more because Minho was supposed to be his best friend. Minho was Jisung’s comfort person and during the rough time both of you leaned on each other. He even moved in with Hyunjin to distract you and help with what Minho deemed the ‘problem’.

You reached across the table squeezing Jisung’s hand, “We are not letting him ruin our fun tonight” you replied stubbornly.

Jisung gave your hand a little squeeze, smiling at you, “Let’s go dance?”

“Please” You replied as Seungmin let you up whispering that if you needed him to just make eye contact and you both would leave.

Jisung took your hand dragging you to the dance floor along with Hyunjin. Maybe this a distraction for the both of you as memories were being dragged up but you knew you both would get plastered. It was okay though after today you Minho would go back to being no one in your life.

The Next Morning

You woke up to knocking on the door to your apartment. You sighed, sliding out of the bed trying not to wake up Jisung and Hyunjin who ended up in your bed instead of their own. You had a horrible headache and whoever was at the door better have a good reason for waking you up.

As you grumbled that you were coming you ran your fingers through your hair before opening the door fully expecting Felix to be on the other side with coffee and his brownies. What you were not expecting was Minho standing there looking nervous.

You start to close the door again but Minho stops the door from closing.

“Go away, Minho”

“I just want to talk.”

“Well I don’t.”

“I missed you please”

You sighed before slipping out of the door quietly into the hallway. “We’re not talking in there. You have a minute.” You said crossing your arms refusing to make eye contact with him.

“I made a mistake and I am ready to take full responsibility for you. I want to be in both of your lives. I’m ready to be a dad now. I just want to hold both of you, especially you. God I missed you.” Minho pleaded trying to get you to look at him.

“No. Did you think that after you left I would just wait for you forever. You were gone for two years. I have moved on. Plus you don’t have to worry about being a dad at all. In fact I want you to have nothing to do with my life.”

“You can not keep my child from me.”

“I had a miscarriage. There is no baby anymore.” You whispered tears forming in your eyes just thinking about it.

“Oh Y/nie, I am so sorry. I wish I was there for you.” He replied, starting to come closer to pull you into his arms.

You pushed his arms away, “You weren’t and you can not change that. Just leave Minho and do not look back like you did two years ago.”

You did not have to wait for an answer because suddenly the door opened and Seungmin slid out glaring at Minho pulling you into his embrace.

“It was nice to see you Minho” You replied sadly as Seungmin kissed your cheek.

“What’s happening here?” Minho asked glaring at the picture you both created in front of him.

“None of your business” Seungmin answered coldly ready to get you out of the situation.

“Seungmin picked up the pieces you left” You replied while Seungmin pulled you in closer

It was not a lie. Seungmin did pick up the pieces but what was implied was not happening. You have not been with anyone since him and your miscarriage though you would not lie you had the smallest crush one your friends.

You watched as Minho scoffed and walked away. Seungmin pulled you into the apartment smiling.

“I made coffee for you and the two dead asleep in your bed. They refused to leave you so I ended up in their bed.” He explained as you both made your way to the kitchen.

You are happy with your life now. It took you a long time to get there and sometimes you let your mind wonder about what could've been but those were few and far between nowadays.

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HAPPY WINWIN WEDNESDAY! [6/∞]

[softbabyeveryday]

also in the mood to read txt aus but like not finding any really and that’s kinda sad would like some if it didn’t take me ages to write my first au bc of my depression maybe I’d start a txt one but like simply just can’t juggle that rn lol

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have the next chapter ready for hamster I just gotta actually screenshot them and get them in order lol

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Chapter 4.5

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I know it’s been a bit and technically chapter 5 is out already but this needed to be here before chapter 5 so I hope you can understand! Should be back to posting for hamsters regularly after my finals in a few weeks so until then it’ll be when I have free time to get it together! thank you so much for the wait!! also added Sungchan and Shotaro to the story as when I started this they weren't in nct at all but I have some interesting storylines for them so watch out for it!

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I’d like to thank @dont-hyuck for liking all my post for my hamster au 🥺🥺🥺 it means a lot that someone is reading it. I’ve actually had the next part in my drafts for what seems like forever and 🥺🥺 I’m just so happy you liked them 👉👈

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Stop please the way this actually melted my whole heart 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰 I’ve been really searching for some new smau’s and hamster is just so cute~~~!!! I’d love to read more of it, but just remember that if for whatever reason you can’t/don’t want to finish it, that is completely fine and I won’t be upset 💝 Of course I would rather if I could continue reading it, but your mental and physical well-being will ALWAYS come first~ So don’t feel forced to update it or anything, okay?? I’ll love it most if I know you are actually enjoying the whole process 🥰💖💕

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🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 my whole heart this was so sweet 🥰🥰 I’m really glad you like it and actually wanna read it!! I actually took like a super long break for my mental health that’s why there hasn’t been an update for awhile!! after rereading what I have I might redo or push chapter 5 to be chapter 6 if that makes sense. I just missed like a part that’s actually kinda crucial to the story so like gotta change that lol but I should be continuing it which is why it means so much to me that someone is actually reading it 🥺💕💕💕💕

[softbabyeveryday]

I’d like to thank @dont-hyuck for liking all my post for my hamster au 🥺🥺🥺 it means a lot that someone is reading it. I’ve actually had the next part in my drafts for what seems like forever and 🥺🥺 I’m just so happy you liked them 👉👈

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Have a great day ! If I offended you with this unsolicited message or made you uncomfortable. I apologise in advance. I'm only here to spread positive vibes to counter the hate on Tumblr.

Thank you!!! 🥺🥺🥺 no need to apologize what so ever this was cute 😊 10/10 appreciate it as I needed it today lol

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take my quiz where i make you pick a choice from a bunch of exo related questions and ill assign you an exo title track based on my opinions :)