hollanov

side blog so i don't drown my main in hr

[spaghetti-shimmy]

[hollandery]

HUDSON WILLIAMS APPRECIATION WEEK | Day 7: Free choice

"Accidental" Smoker

[toneelspeelster]

i have ruined you. no one else will do.

[sublunagh]

Ilya + sitting down and having a conversation about this relationship.

[my-2nd-account]

It's so important to me that everyone who meets Ilya feels safe around him. Shane at age 19 trusting him with his body and his sexuality and his reputation therefore his whole career. Svetlana who left home and could've gone anywhere but chose to move to Boston because guess who also lives there. Every person he's ever hooked up with because that's 100+ of people trusting him and saying yes. Yuna and David who spent less than an hour around him (Ilyushka not Rozanov) and accepted him as Shane's boyfriend even though they've spent the last decade hating him on Shane's behalf. Jackie trusting him with her kids after only meeting him once. Harris's family inviting him over so many times. His neighbors' kids making it a habit to wish him good luck before games. Troy coming out to him when it's his first time saying it out loud. Luca asking him for advice because he's finding it hard to "meet people". Coach Wiebe coming out to him and telling him about the guy he was in love with.

He's the safe space he needed growing up. He's the comfort person he wished for when he felt like he had no one. He's the familiar warm presence who has so much love to give to make up for all the love that was taken away from him.

[jesterlesbian]

#MYHAZY

[bipolar4autistic]

shane cries like he doesnt want anyone to notice hes crying and ilya cries like he knows no one is coming to comfort him and ilya always notices and shane always comforts and the cycle is fucking broken

[themoonandmyman]

Ilya: I’m slowly boiling in this pot…. It’s burning my flesh… it’s hollowing me out… why won’t Shane get me out of the pot…

Galina: that’s very difficult. have you told him about the pot?

Ilya: OF COURSE I HAVEN’T TOLD HIM ABOUT THE FUCKING POT

[swagsmeister]

rookie and his captain

[crossnecklace]

ilya voice don’t be fucking ridiculous we did not fuck on the team bus ……….. we were making love

[resounding chorus of groans of which shane’s is the loudest]

[lucylehane]

love-drunk ilya at the cottage

[shanehollanderilyarozanov]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.01 / 1.02 / 1.04 / 1.05

[shillanov]

more armpit in season two. like are they gay or what. show us the pits

[librarygf]

and what if i said that the rooftop fight in episode 1 lays the groundwork for the dynamics that we'll see in the boxing day fight. ilya going through something hard and serious with his family/depression and not saying it to shane, so that shane thinks the fight is about the immediate problem (him winning rookie of the year/them going to bood's party). and ilya getting getting mad at shane for not understanding, but only saying a tiny sliver of the truth (not everything is about you, hollander/i have no one). shane trying to ask about it, but getting agitated (so what is it then?/could you please explain what the fuck is happening?). and shane saying something pissy bc he feels so upset (all you do is beat me. i win one fucking thing, and you can’t even show your face/uh, fuck you. sorry i still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses). hashtag the troubles have always been there and that's the good shit to me. so much to learn but they still love each other <3

[thisfeebleheart]

#Ilya's happy place

[toneelspeelster]

fuck you!

[scartafacci]