Str4ykings

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[str4ykings]

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welcome to my little library of feels, chaos & bl brainrot.

last updated: November 2025

index: fluff (f), angst (a), smut (s)

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[✦] multi-chapter / series

> long fics for long brainrot

- **Anatomy of Us** — Lee Jeno x Na Jaemin | *status: teaser only for now* part 1 ( a )

tags: angst / emotional tension / slow burn / complicated dynamics / friends to ???

→ [read the teaser here]

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[♡] one-shots

> short bursts of emotion. no commitment, just vibes.

> *(empty for now – stay tuned)*

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[☆] fake texts

> Nct dream fake texts

• FAKE TEXTS — NCT DREAM x Y/N (Besties edition)

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[☁️] drabbles & blurbs

> soft thoughts i couldn't get out of my head

> *(empty for now – chaos loading…)*

> pitbabe season 2 (i)

> The next prince (I) (II) (III)

> Revenged love

> SKZ Changbin / SKZ WIN !!!

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- [#nct fic]

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- [#xdh fic]

*(these tags will update as i write for them)*

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[huiracha]

(charging)

[strayklds]

HAN throughout 2025 (insp) 🥂

[yangjeongin]

AND THE WINNER OF VISA ALBUM OF THE YEAR IS...STRAY KIDS!

[str4ykings]

Stray Kids winning Best Album of the Year yesterday… I’m still emotional just thinking about it. Watching them cry on stage, seeing how much it meant to them — it hit so much harder knowing everything they’ve been through this year.

Lee Know was injured and still gave everything he had. He pushed through the pain just to stand with his members and celebrate this moment together. Hyunjin winning after spending this year doubting himself, even thinking about leaving the group… if that doesn’t show resilience, I don’t know what does.

And they won this award with an album that people absolutely tore apart when it came out. An album that so many hated on for no reason. To see that album rise, to see them rise, to see the industry recognise what the haters refused to…

As someone who’s been a Stay since the beginning, this moment was overwhelmingly emotional. I know how much they’ve suffered, how hard they’ve worked, how many sleepless nights, how many cruel comments, how many trolls they’ve endured. Watching them stand on that stage, crying, smiling, holding each other… it felt like watching a long fight finally pay off.

I’m so proud of them. So proud to be a Stay. And now I really hope we, as a fandom, step up ! that we become a fandom worthy of them. That we honour them, uplift them, protect them, and stop giving people reasons to use our behaviour against them. They deserve nothing but love and pride from us.

Stray Kids deserved this win. And they’ll deserve every win after this.

[cherryghostgeneral]

People apparently have a issue with a canon ship like this one.

Because Namping looks too feminine.

But people have a fit about this pairing.

Because Pavel is too muscular.

Not the ships themselves but who's the receiver in said ships- who they're being played by- Khem and Babe aren't the problem it's apparently Namping and Pavel who are.

Basically any ship where the characters are played by Kengnamping people have a fit because Namping looks too feminine and soft.

But any pairing played by PoohPavel are seen as bad because Pavel is too masculine looking and muscular.

He's too feminine to play a character who receives.

And he's too muscular to play a character who receives.

People complain about DMD having too many fictional pairings where the receiver is played by a guy who's feminine, doll eyed and cute and then in the Change drama world you have people who are mad because Babe's actor is too masculine and muscular looking for the role-if Babe was the ones giving they wouldn't complain.

So what is it.

Btw I don't ship rpf anymore- I just wanted to make this post because of one I saw.

[str4ykings]

I agree so much with this. What pisses me off even more is that with PoohPavel, people keep pushing PavelPooh at every event even when you can literally see Pooh is annoyed. Like you say you want couples that break stereotypes, but then you push the same tired agenda anyway, lmaooo.

[wolfchans]

You have to hold tightly, Changbin⁓

[str4ykings]

Changbin showing his man boobs and abs? Here for it. Totally here for it.

But I’ve noticed some Stays who weren’t even biasing him suddenly buying his album just because of that picture. Like… if you start stanning him for his body, you’re weird.

What if he gains the “weight” back? What if this was just a one-time thing? Are y’all gonna unstan him then? Be serious.

Stan him for the right reasons — because he’s funny, because he’s baby girl, because he’s full of principles and aegyo. Not because he’s showing skin.

That being said, I’m really glad he did it on his timeline, not because he was pressured to. And the confidence he radiated? Absolutely magnetic. Straight up powerful.

[chanrizard]

🐺🖤.

[str4ykings]

This series wasn’t just a show — it was a journey. A breath of fresh air that somehow turned into an emotional hurricane. I lived it day by day, clinging to every week, counting the hours until the next episode dropped, never knowing if censorship would take it away from us. The wait, the tension, the uncertainty — it made every moment even more precious.

I laughed until my stomach hurt, I got angry enough to throw my pillow, and I cried like my heart had been ripped out. These characters… they’re not just fictional to me anymore. They’re friends I’ve shared my Mondays and Tuesdays with, and now they’re gone, leaving this weird, aching silence behind.

I never thought I’d say this when I started, but it’s made it into my top 3, right next to I Told Sunset About You / I Told the Moon About You. The kind of top 3 where you don’t just “like” the series — it takes root in your chest and stays there forever.

I’m not ready to let go. I don’t know what to do with my Mondays and Tuesdays now. And honestly? I don’t think I want to move on just yet.

[str4ykings]

AAAAAAAARGHHHHH MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER CHAKRI!!

WHYYYYYYY THIS IS SO CRUEL AND UNNECESSARY!

[str4ykings]

Not Alan being hailed as a hero when he literally betrayed every single one of them. Anywayyyyyy

[keepmetogether]

anyone else actively forget lee know is second oldest??? like my brain KNOWS he's second oldest but there's just something about him where the cute aggression is so strong it makes me forget his age my age my name and everything on earth... not to be dramatic or anything

[absentlywanderingcitadel]

If they ever make a Thai remake of My Beautiful Man, I nominate Pooh as Hira and Pavel as Kiyoi. They both have that aesthetic that fits the characters, especially Pooh and the emotion he shows with his eyes.

[trilliastra]

you know what pisses me the fuck off? ramil's dad never thought ramil could win, he entered this tournament already thinking ramil was gonna fumble it, but ramil's answer was good, great even, and yet his dad didn't even wait to see if it resonates with the people

an abuser never thinks what he's doing is abuse, he never thought ramil's answer was good because he never thinks the abuse is real

ramil could have won it fair and square and now he's gonna be labeled as a cheater because of his dad

pls can someone just end this man

[str4ykings]

I agree so much. The fact that it probably took Ramil so much courage to speak up about it. And then when he won, he was so proud of himself — and his father just ruined everything. I really hope Khanin and Ava find out about the abuse Ramil and Patay are going through. Like, please, let them save them. And let them finally understand that Ramil is a little shit, yes, but he’s a little shit for very specific, very heartbreaking reasons.

[duskofthemind]

What really piss me off is people downgrading the Papa/Mama as mere kink when it had been made clear that its more than that.

It's not just a part of Babe and Charlie s€x life, it became an integral part of who they are, as themselves and to each other, in their relationship. And that what make it such a beautiful thing. (And why they use it outside of just sexy time and in front of other people)

When Babe use them in episode 11, in such a terrible situation, it's because he need to make sure that Charlie still remembers them, who they are. And when Charlie doesn't respond to it, when there is not a flicker of recognition, this is when Babe fully realize that he lost Charlie.

And then he use it to not only try to make Charlie remember but also to reassure himself that it's still who he is, who they are, even if Charlie forgot. Because it's Charlie who made them, who gave Babe the possibility to be someone else than juste Babe, to live outside the Pit Babe persona.

And Babe need to make sure that this defining part of them is still here because losing one means that the other may also disappear.... because Mama only exist with Papa.

[str4ykings]

Saw this on TikTok and … I have thoughts.

I’ve seen a comment about Alan’s betrayal in the last episode of Pit Babe season 2, and it really made me stop and think. I agree with it , even though it hurts to admit. The truth is, Alan doesn’t see Charlie or value him the way he does the other boys. And the decision he made in this episode proves it.

No matter how upset I am , and I know I’m not the only one feeling this way , I just can’t bring myself to hate him. Because for two whole seasons, P’Alan has been nothing but selfless. He’s always been the one holding everyone together, putting the team first, sacrificing again and again without asking for anything in return.

Which is probably why this hurts even more.

He didn’t just betray Charlie. He betrayed another selfless soul, someone who trusted him completely, who stood by him quietly and loyally. And not just Charlie, but Babe too. His first son. The one who’s always looked up to him like a father figure. That’s what makes it sting: Alan hurt the people who would’ve done anything for him.

Trusting Tony was, objectively, a terrible choice. Probably the dumbest decision he’s made — and he had to know that. But what’s wild is that it’s also the only truly selfish decision he’s made across both seasons. And I think that’s what’s left me feeling so conflicted. I love his character — I really do. But it’s because we know who he is, because we’ve seen his heart, that this betrayal feels so personal. So disappointing.

I’m not ready to hate him. But I’m definitely grieving who I thought he was.