zhong chenle x fem!reader | love island au
genre: angst, sexual content , wc: 2.1k
author's note: based on love island usa s6 ep 20-22 and the iconic edit bc i keep going back it since this new season sucks :/
you wake up feeling lighter than before. for the first time throughout your whole time at the villa, there was no bright light to forcibly wake you, instead, you got to sleep in. one of the many beautiful things of the hideaway. you turn over, expecting to see your partner, only to be greeted with a cold, empty spot.
a puzzled expression graces your face. you instantly get out of bed, comforter still covering your naked body, wary of the cameras that watch you every second of every day. walking past the game dice with raunchy positions, lingerie, and handcuffs scattered along the floor. you reach the chair that was supposed to have both of your morning clothes, only to find yours.
as you change, you hear a knock on the door. instantly thinking itâs your partner, you respond "chenle?". only for the door to be open by one of your cast mates and closest friends in the villa: giselle. ây/n, you need to come outsideâ she said in a rushed tone. âoh, okay!â you respond, even more confused than when you woke up. you put your mic on and head outside, following giselle closely.
you walk out, expecting cheers, only to hear silence. you follow her towards the firepit only to see your lovely host, ariana madix. âfuckâ you internally curse. âhi y/n, thank you giselleâ ariana said. âhi arianaâ you responded shyly.
âwell ladies, how are you feelingâ she asks trying to lighten the tense mood. âscaredâ you instantly answer, and the other girls nod and agree. âwe never know what to expect when you come here!â daisy, a short blonde-haired walking ball of sunshine, stated. ariana lightly smiled at these remarks. âwell you might not like what I have to say, girlsâ, the smile now slowly turned upside down. âladies, as you can see, the boys are missing from the villa. the reason they are not here is because the boys have gone on a mini breakâŠ.to casa amorâ she said. âno!!!â a few of the girls exclaimed, groans from all sides of the firepit, including yours.
âbut, the boys were given a choice. they could either stay in the villa with their current couple or go to casa amor.â, your hopes raised up a little. he wouldnât leave you after last night, would he?
as she went down the firepit, she told each girl what their counterpart decided. once she reached down to y/n who was all the way at the right end side, your hope of seeing chenle had diminished. ây/nâ ariana called, âyesâ you responded with a small smile. âchenle has decided to go to casa amorâ she said with a small amount of pity on her voice. everyone looks over in sadness. âof course he didâ, that was all you could say.
âbut, donât worry, the boys are not going to be the only ones having funâ 6 new boys are headed to the villa as we speak!!â our beautiful host said, instantly changing the mood from gloom to excitement. a sentence that caused an uproar from the girls, and you also clapped. but, in your heart, you knew there was no one else.
the girls were in the glam room, preparing themselves for the new boys to come. as theyâre doing their make up, they couldnât help but discuss the situation at hand; all of your couples decided to leave and test their connection. you listen in, putting your two cents when needed, until ningning asked ây/n, how about you?â
âi am feeling insane tooâ you said with a heavy sigh. âlike for us to do that intimate shit, for him to make me wake up by myself the next morning, and if he were to come in with another girl in three days, god i couldnât bear itâ, you continued. âyou donât know if heâs going to come back with someone, y/nâ somi says reassuringly. âyeah you guys are literally one of the strongest couples in the villaâ daisy said. the other girls noise in agreement. "i donât know, guys, iâm just so scaredâ.
at that exact moment, a manly voice yells from outside âhelllooooâ. all of the girls' eyes widen as they head to the balcony, only to find 6 handsome boys looking up at us. some of the girls scream, others jump up and down, you just smile.
the girls go downstairs and introduce themselves. âhi iâm y/nâ you say to all, hugging some, handshaking the others. you went in for a handshake for the last man, only for him to take your hand and give it a soft kiss. âi know who you are, my name is george,â he says. the girls saw this and began cheering.
the day went on, conversations prolonged, everyone was getting to know each other a little better. until a text notification was heard, and the whole villa froze in silence. âi got a text!!â daisy screamed excitedly. âgirls, you will be going head to head with casa amor in raunchy races. #getdownanddirty #dontholdbackâ she read. the boys cheered as the girls went straight to the fire pit in a good mood as well. one of the boys, juyeon, walked to the front and gave a pep talk, âi want yall to get freaky, i want yall to get nasty, we are not about to lose this challengeâ hyping everyone up and letting his competitive side show.
texts such as âkiss the islander your interested in, kiss the islander you think is the most attractive, from the same area, etcâ were asked. the girls followed their sentiment and gave it their all. however, casa was still in the lead. âkiss the shortest islanderâ george read, he scrambled to find the shortest until you stood up and said âme!â. he smirked immediately pinned you down to the floor and hungrily started kissing you. you didnât expect such a reaction but canât do anything except reciprocate. george took your legs and hooked them above his shoulders to thrust on you, which caused even more cheers and sounds of surprise from the other islanders in the villa.
you were finally able to pull away. you smiled at george and looked at the other girls in surprise. you looked over to giselle and ningning and mouthed âwhat the fuck just happened?â. they both shrugged and giggled in response. ningning got the text this time, stating casa amor got the point. âwhat the hell?â âno way.â âwhat are they doing over there to beat that?â âwho even is the shortest boy over there?â somebody asked, you answered âchenleâ.
ningning took your hand in hers and rubbed her thumb up and down. the challenge continued, a few more make out sessions were shared, a lot of laughter and cheers. at the end of the night, the girls went back to the glam room to take their makeup off. you and giselle took your pillows and blankets from the air conditioned room to the bed in soul ties. they didn't pay much mind to the mosquitoes as the itch they give does not compare to how wrong it would feel to share a bed with another man.
y/n confessional
"i miss chenle so much oh my god.â your eyes start tearing, âthis is so embarassing, i'm not a girl who cries over guys all the time, i swear i'm not. but god, i just can't help it." you start sniffling, "i haven't felt this way in so long, someone that makes me feel comfortable and loved. it's such a foreign feeling for me, but he made it feel normal....if he comes back with another girl, i might go batshit crazy"
within the past few days, you realized how nice and caring the six new boys are. but none of them were chenle. they would make you breakfast and a coffee every morning. but chenle knew that you didn't drink coffee and would always make you a smoothie instead. the boys would wait for you downstairs and shower you with compliments. but chenle would wait for me while staring in awe. once I came down the steps, every night he would take my hand, twirl me around just to see the full outfit.
you shared your drinks, still a bit tired from the challenge earlier today, which the villa did win! giselle, ninging and y/n were casually conversing with one another mainly talking about the new connection between ningning and one of the casa guys named wonbin. the conversation got interrupted once they heard dani scream, "I got a text!!!". all three looked at each other shocked and with excitement before heading to where dani was.
"girls, congratulations for being the winner's of today's challenge, here's your prize!" dani exclaimed, as three more text notifications went off. three videos. all the girls huddled around the phone and clicked on the first video. water hitting the tiles of the shower floor and there was somi's partner, mingyu showering with another girl. he goes in for a peck as they continue to shower together. somi couldnât help but laugh humorlessly, âthereâs no way..â she said with a dead tone.
dani clicked on the second video, but this time it was about yangyang, the guy giselle was coupled up with. he was sitting on a bench with a girl on his lap lying on his chest. he continues to touch her shoulders, as he begins speaking in german. she responds back and the camera begins to pan off somewhere. the only thing being heard is the smacking of lips and heavy breathing. you looked over to giselle and you could tell she was seething in anger. "this bitch, that motherfuckin bitch," she said as she walks off. you were about to follow her until you hear dani say, "wait, y/n" giving you an unreadable look. you look at her with furrowed brows until you understand, there's one more video left.
she presses play and you see the face you have been longing for the past few days sitting on a beanbag with a girl right next to him. ânah i canât do that to y/nâ he started, âitâs casa amor.. how will you know what you have is strong if you donât test it outâ the girl said seductively, tilting her head while biting her lip a little bit. chenle couldnât help but have a smug smirk on his face, âyouâre a dangerous one you know that,â he said. âdo you like them dangerousâ she asked slightly swinging to bring attention to her breasts, âmaybeâ chenle responded, âdo you want to kiss meâ she asked straightforwardly. âmaybeâ he said before leaning towards her bean bag. she lean towards him as well until their lips meet in a battle of dominance.
after ten seconds, the girl decides to straddle chenles lap and continue kissing him, biting his lip, and shoving her tongue down chenles throat(which he gladly accepts), all while slightly grinding on him. you can hear cheers from the other boys and girls in the background. their lips parted away, however their bodies stayed in that position. chenles hands were at her hips, playing with the string of her bikini bottom. âfuckâ he said looking at the string, âwhatâ she responded while giggling. âthat was good, like really good, like i want to do more really good,â chenle said in a daze, only looking at the fiddling string. she couldnât help but smirk at this answer and respond âwell letâs share a bed tonight and do even moreâ. the screen paused, the video ended.
complete utter silence. no one had anything to say. not even y/n. she was too sick to her stomach to bare any type of words. "y/n, oh my god" dani said looking over in pity. you looked at dani for a split second before you walked away going straight to giselle and ningning. giselle's cursing could be heard from the other side of the island, while ningning was sitting down looking at her friend pace back and forth. they both looked towards the clacking heels that were walking towards them and saw you approaching with red teary eyes. "what happened??" ningning asked. you started to sob, barely being able to breathe and talk properly. "baby, what happened" giselle said calmy. you started take deep and slow breaths which helped articulate your words. "the third video was chenle" you croaked before going back to crying. y/n's friends look towards each other in shock. the three girls hug each other, two of them seeking comfort for their bruised heart.
y/n confessional
"what is wrong with me? it's like the moment i have sex with a guy, they get tired of me. like i hate it. it feels like that's all im good for." you say using your hand to wipe your nose, "and chenle knows this too, i told him! i told him everything, all of my insecurities, and he still decided to do this."
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