☆ star ☆

multifandom writer https://ko-fi.com/stxrbxster

[stxrbxster]

･:*:･ﾟ★ intro and masterlist

･:*:･ﾟ★ greetings and salutations !

hello, i'm star!! my requests are always open and i'll write for any character in any of the fandoms that i've listed under "fandoms i write for" ! feel free to shoot me a request in an ask any time ! also, just as a heads up, i do not condone potentially problematic or abusive relationships, all of my works are created simply for the pleasure of reading them and you should not take any of them as suggestions or advice.

･:*:･ﾟ★ fandoms i write for !

mouthwashing the walking dead supernatural repo! the genetic opera creepypasta letterkenny the magnus archives homestuck be more chill house m.d "it" by stephen king (2017 and 1990)

･:*:･ﾟ★ masterlist !

♥︎ - smut / mature

✿ - fluff

★ - angst

mouthwashing -

jimmy - sfw & nsfw headcanons! ♥︎✿ baby, can you see through the tears? ♥︎★

curly - so close, yet so very far ★

repo! the genetic opera -

pavi largo - sfw & nsfw headcanons! ♥︎✿

supernatural -

dean winchester - fragile ✿★

sam winchester - pinch me i must be dreaming. ♥︎ (coming soon) spirit. ✿ (coming soon) baby i’m sorry. ★✿ (coming soon)

letterkenny -

wayne - there's not a spot on me that's soft. ♥︎✿ (coming soon)

it (2017) -

richie tozier - words can hurt, trashmouth. ✿♥︎ (coming soon)

[wendichester]

Smuttttttt <3333

Virgin!Reader wants to lose her v-card, but doesn’t want it to be to a complete stranger. Not being in a place long enough to actually get to know someone she "man up" and asks her best friend (one of the Winchester brothers) to take her virginity — while hoping he doesn't find it weird or ruins their friendship.

(I don't mind it, but I would really like it if he wasn't secretly in love with her already... idk, sometimes it just makes it feel like then it's for him and not her)

⋆｡ ˚ just once

summary ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋ when you finally work up the courage to ask your best friend to take your virginity, he agrees—not because he wants you, but because he cares enough to make your first time safe and good pairing ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋ dean winchester x reader ( f ) wordcount ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋ 922 genre ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋ soft smut !! warnings ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋ explicit sexual content, loss of virginity, soft and gentle sex, use of condom, emotional vulnerability, best friends having sex with no romantic feelings involved, mild anxiety

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you’re both sitting on the edge of the motel bed, the neon sign outside flickering through the thin curtains. your hands are shaking in your lap. you’ve rehearsed this conversation at least twenty times in your head, but now that dean is actually looking at you, patient and a little confused, the words feel too heavy.

“dean… i need to ask you something weird.”

he raises an eyebrow, beer bottle halfway to his lips. “weirder than the usual crap we deal with?”

you let out a nervous laugh that dies quickly. “yeah. probably.”

you stare at the ugly carpet for a second, then force yourself to meet his eyes. “i’m still a virgin.”

the words hang in the air. dean doesn’t laugh. he doesn’t look disgusted. he just nods slowly, waiting for you to keep going. he probably already knew.

“we never stay anywhere long enough for me to… you know, actually trust someone. and i don’t want my first time to be with some random guy in a bar who doesn’t give a shit.” you swallow hard. “so i was thinking… maybe we could do it. just once. help me get it over with.”

dean is quiet for a long moment. his green eyes search your face carefully. “you sure about this?” he asks, voice low and serious. “you want me to be the one?”

“i trust you,” you say simply. “and i know you don’t… feel that way about me. i’m not asking for anything more. i just want it to be safe. and kind. i don’t want it to suck.”

dean rubs a hand over his jaw, thinking. then he nods once. “alright,” he says. “if you’re sure. we do this your way though. slow. you tell me to stop at any point and we stop. no questions.”

relief floods through you so fast your eyes sting. “thank you,” you whisper.

he stands up and pulls you gently to your feet. his hands are warm when they cup your face. “no need to thank me, sweetheart. just breathe.”

he kisses you first—soft, unhurried, nothing rushed or hungry. it’s strange at first, kissing your best friend, but his mouth is gentle and patient. he waits until you relax into it before deepening the kiss, tongue brushing yours carefully.

clothes come off slowly. dean talks you through every step, murmuring quiet reassurances when your hands start shaking again. when you’re both naked he lays you down on the bed, covering your body with his own. his weight feels grounding instead of scary.

he spends a long time touching you, fingers sliding between your legs, stroking until you’re wet and breathing heavier. every time you tense up he pauses, checks your face, waits for your nod before continuing.

when he reaches for the condom you almost cry from how careful he’s being. “you still good?” he asks, rolling it on.

“yeah,” you breathe. “just… nervous.”

“that’s okay. we can stop anytime.”

he settles between your thighs, one hand holding himself up, the other brushing hair from your forehead. the head of his cock nudges against your entrance and you tense. “easy,” dean murmurs. “relax for me. breathe out.”

you do. he pushes in slowly, inch by inch, stopping every time your breath hitches. the stretch burns, but it’s not unbearable. dean’s jaw is tight, clearly holding himself back, but his voice stays soft. “you’re doing so good,” he whispers when he’s halfway in. “taking me so well. almost there.”

when he bottoms out you both stay still for a moment. you feel so full it’s overwhelming. a tiny whimper slips out of you.

dean presses his forehead to yours. “you okay?”

you nod, arms wrapping around his back. “move… please.”

he starts slow, gentle rolls of his hips instead of thrusting. every stroke is careful, measured. the pain gradually fades into something warmer, deeper. your legs wrap around his waist without thinking. “that’s it,” he murmurs against your neck. “just feel it.”

the longer it goes on, the better it feels. soft moans start falling from your lips. dean keeps his pace steady, never rough, never rushing. his hand slips between you to rub gentle circles over your clit and your back arches.

“dean—”

“i’ve got you,” he says quietly. “let go if you can.”

you come with a surprised cry, thighs trembling around him. dean follows a few thrusts later, groaning low into your shoulder as he spills into the condom.

afterward he stays inside you for a minute, breathing hard, before carefully pulling out. he disposes of the condom and comes back with a warm washcloth, cleaning you up without a word. then he pulls the covers over both of you and tugs you against his chest.

“you alright?” he asks, voice rough but gentle.

you nod against his skin, tears suddenly pricking at your eyes. not from sadness—just from how safe you felt the whole time. “thank you,” you whisper. “really.”

dean presses a kiss to the top of your head, his hand rubbing slow circles on your back. “anytime you need me, i’m here,” he says simply. “friendship doesn’t change. not over this.”

you close your eyes, listening to his steady heartbeat under your ear.

for the first time, losing your virginity didn’t feel like something you had to survive. it just felt like being taken care of by someone who truly mattered. and even though there was no romance, no spark, no “i’m in love with you”, it was still perfect in its own quiet, honest way.

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Johnny you would HATE the current culture of filming random people to mock them online

[stxrbxster]

hey guys sorry for the long hiatus i got a public intoxication charge and my mom got out of jail again. on the bright side u did get accepted to my dream college and am going in august. the lady who writes your dean winchester goon material is gonna be a nurse. sit with that

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[usernameichoseonawhim]

I love how tumblr users play with Jorge I mean jpegs not Jorge who the fuck is Jorge

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[stxrbxster]

the lack of jay merrick fanfiction on this site is down right criminal. i love that goofy goober

[timsutton]

marble hornets has taken over Tuscaloosa on wplace

hey so i do have a question about that

[stxrbxster]

“why do you post for that? it’s such a dead fandom” god forbid a hoe play for the love of the game. god damn.

[mrshargreeves]

yall ever read a fic so bad you block the author

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THERE ARE SHIPS MEANT FOR FLUFFY NIGHTS IN FRONT OF THE TV WITH POPCORNS AND CUTE KISSES AND CUDDLES AND THEN THERE ARE SHIPS MEANT FOR HARDCORE ANGRY SEX

[shitsprinkle]

so be careful when youre planning your next cruise

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puppy want a treat?

puppy want a fucking break from it all

[stxrbxster]

watching marble hornets and saying “i have NOTHING appropriate to say about this” any time tim,jessica,brian,alex OR jay do ANYYYYYTHING

[stxrbxster]

hello friends, post coming later tonight, i gat to go get my drivers permit 😓😓 IM TAKING MARBLE HORNETS REQUESTS NOW ALSO! SO PLEASE. I WILL KISS YOU ON YOUR MOUTH. PLEASE REQUEST SOME TIM

[acexsmhking]

Mmmm werewolf Tim or Brian… OH GOD TIM ALL BIG AND HAIRY. I’m shaking my booty for it

[just1cefor4ll]

MOOD BOARD;

TIM WRIGHT/MASKY 📹

[minnieloveforone]

‼️NOT THAT BIG OF A SPOILER FOR THE NEW SUPERMAN MOVIE BUT STILL‼️

The funniest thing about the new Superman movie was that the civilians of Metropolis fled to Gotham out of all places to not be in danger 😭