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alive but zero motivation

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essentials! —

m.lists

stormterror - mondstadt

rex lapis - liyue harbor

eternity - inazuma

power - fatui harbingers

— extras!

interwoven fates

about the blog

taglist.

— rules!

blog rules

sideblog —

@vyntoria (tears of themis.)

[sucrosia]

— LANGUAGE OF.. LOVE?

what are their love languages? (mondstadt ver.)

adults of mondstadt, gn!reader

before notes.. hi el oh el, im back!! i had a really long burnout, as you may have seen. sorry i left unannounced without any warning, but i assure you guys that im back on the GRIND!! also, note that all ages are found from sources including implications from lore and varying websites. if i forgot anyone, shoot me a message and i’ll add them!

AMBER thoroughly enjoys spending time with you. whether it be a mere second or hours at a time, no matter the length, she will always cherish the time she has with you. after her job is done, and her duties as the knights of favonius outrider and finished for the day, she wanders back into your touch.

it’s no secret that DILUC desperately craves your attention. to the naked eye, it may not be as obvious, but you can tell. he seeks your assurance that you do love him, that you do cherish him for all he is. and also, it feels good to hear. alongside your recognition, he wants to make you happy. it makes him just as happy to know that you’re happy, so he does what he can to achieve your happiness.

more utc!!

KAEYA enjoys both getting and giving you gifts. it never fails to make him smile when watching your reaction as you see the gift he had gotten you or when you bring him a little trinket that happened to remind you of him. alongside those gifts, he also appreciates sharing cuddles or hugs with you. even holding hands, he likes to know and feel that you are right beside him.

because barbara tends to hold ROSARIA up at the cathedral, she often doesn’t get a chance to spend time with you. to make up for it, she gets you quite odd gifts, but nonetheless, you love her. although, she may think otherwise. ROSARIA is a cold woman, she doubts herself at times as well, so maybe, sometimes, she’ll need some encouraging and supporting words.

JEAN is undoubtedly a busy woman as the acting grand master of mondstadt, as much as she appreciates her title of the dandelion knight, she can’t help but feel guilty for the time lost with you. so, to make up for it, she gets you treasures that she obtains from travels and such.

after all work is done, LISA likes to hold you in her arms and tell you how much she adores her little cutie. if work has not yet passed, she invites you over to the library to hang out and chill. you make good company during a boring, tedious shift.

as the chief alchemist of the knights of favonius, ALBEDO is always off in dragonspine experimenting. but when he comes back to mondstadt, he always comes bearing a gift of some sorts. when it comes to ALBEDO, he is never short of words. especially not when it comes to you. he always finds the right words to tell and describe you.

SUCROSE is a shy lady, even more so when it comes to you. she can’t speak any words to you without stuttering and furiously blushing, so instead, she gives you little things. she also enjoys spending her free times with you.

its apparent that MONA is not the richest of them all, but she still shows you her love in her own ways. one of which being just hanging out with you. she finds it much more enjoyable than giving gifts, as she has no money to buy such. if she could though, she most definitely would. she knows she can’t buy you luxurious items, she can’t even pay the rent damn it, so sometimes you have to encourage her with words. in return, she’ll do the same.

VENTI is a god whom had seen loved ones pass, now that he has found another to love, he refuses to let this opportunity go. not only that, he is a bard who sings you songs with his charismatic words, compliments dropping left to right, up and down. besides his words, he also likes physical touch. especially pda, it comforts him to know that you’re still here and not just a figment of imagination.

after notes… and thats a wrap! i’ll make liyue and inazuma ones for sure in the near future! eula is not included in this solely because i don’t like her character and can’t bring myself to write for her.

requests: open! | feel free to send an ask to be in a taglist or to chat!

[sucrosia]

LANGUAGE OF… LOVE?

love languages (liyue ver.)

adults of liyue, gn!reader

before notes.. ages were decided by using multiple sources such as implications from lore and varying websites, along with common sense. if i forgot anyone, shoot me a message and i’ll add them!

YUN JIN is a talented lady. an opera singer whom knows many words, but yet, she cannot find a perfect word to describe you. her mind goes blank at the sight of you, flushed cheeks as she holds your hand as a sorry for not saying much.

tianqian of liyue, NINGGUANG, is a prosperous woman, to which, she uses to spoil you. there is nothing she loves more than seeing you get flustered after greeting you with expensive, luxurious gifts during every date. no matter how little the event, NINGGUANG, always has something to give you.

more utc!!

ZHONGLI is a god who’s seen people come and go, and has made the mistake of once dating a mortal in the past. and now, he’s fallen head over heels for you, a mortal. to make sure he cherishes the time he has left with you, he tells you all the incredulous stories he can remember. as well as keeping you close to his side, whether it be interlocking pinkies or your arm linked to his.

captain BEIDOU of the crux ship is willing to do everything and anything you ask of her. need a water bottle? she’s on it. want some food? BEIDOU’s your girl. need some comfort, BEIDOU welcomes you into her open arms.

KAZUHA is a man of few words, he is respectful and witty with the words he choses. countless times has he written you poems describing how you are, or maybe how your personality is brighter than the sun. KAZUHA leaves often for travels, but he never comes back home empty handed without a gift for his one and only beloved.

the owner of bubu pharmacy, BAIZHU, despite how taunting he is, is a very loving man. albeit his condition, that does not stop him from holding your hand nor does that stop him from dotting your face with soft kisses.

when HU TAO isn’t pulling playfully mischevious pranks on you, she’s right by your side. talking or not, she treasures the time she has with you. as a director of a funeral, she knows everyone’s time will come eventually and does not fear it, so she makes it last while she can.

XIAO is a stranger to love, going through years and years of having no one to teach how to love nor having someone to love. that is, until he met you. he’s fairly new to relationships so conveying his love is difficult. but, if you were to call his name, he’d be by your side in a seconds moment willing to do whatever you ask of him.

the ever so shy GANYU has trouble speaking her love to you, but, so long as she is by your side, she’s comforted. it makes GANYU feel loved, and she hopes you feel the same, when the two of you are together with fingers intertwined walking the streets of liyue harbor.

after notes… woooo! i finished, inazuma and the harbingers (introduced via lore) are next so keep an eye for that if you liked this one <3 mondstadt ver. here

reqs? always open! taglist? shoot me a dm and i’ll add you!

[sucrosia]

LANGUAGE OF.. LOVE?

love languages (inazuma ver.)

adults of inazuma, gn!reader

before notes.. slightly late due to the fact i couldn’t think of anything for sara </3 if you’ve been keeping up with the rest of this ‘series’, then you’d know that all ages are determined using websites, implications from lore as well as common sense.

when the RAIDEN SHOGUN is not busy, the two of you are wandering the streets of inazuma hand in hand or with linked arms as you lead her towards street vendors. its a nice way to hang out with each other, which she thoroughly enjoys, plus you liked holding her hand. the RAIDEN SHOGUN would be lying if she said she hadn’t flushed a little when holding your hand.

although KUJOU SARA is a busy lady, she’ll have some spare time here and there that is guranteed quality time between the two of you. there is no better way to bond with someone than spending time with them. walks in inazuma city or picnics at secluded places are her favorite.

more utc!!

general GOROU is, obvious from his title, a war general. unfortunately meaning that stuff happens and he can’t spend as much time as he’d like with you. if its necessary he stay on the frontlines, letters would be sent back and forth. his letters describe his longing for you, even after only a few hours or days he’s been without you. they would also include how much he missed having you right next to him conversing about archons knows what topic.

SANGONOMIYA KOKOMI, divine priestess of watatsumi island, is proud to call you her significant other, and she often makes it clear. from hand holding to touching shoulders, and what not, everyone on watatsumi island knows of your guys’ relationship.

ARATAKI ITTO is a boisterous, lively man. a loud one, at that. like kokomi, ITTO is loud and proud to declare you as his soulmate. the two of you are basically attached at the hip. he never wants to let go of you, your fingers intertwined with his has never made him such a confident man.

the shrine maiden, YAE MIKO, enjoys creating gifts handcrafted specifically for you; whether they be embroidered jewelry boxes that came with a matching pair of bracelets or a bouquet laced with the scent of eucalyptus. nothing gives her more of an ego boost than watching you graciously accept her gifts with a blushing face.

YOIMIYA does everything and anything you ask of her, even if she’s occupied with customers. she believes that relationships are sacred, and should not be taken for granted so she does everything for you. oh you yawned? suddenly you’re on her back whilst she carries you to bed. want some water? be right back!

as we all know, THOMA is a sweetheart. he can get busy at times because of his job but he makes up for it with many cuddles and whispering sweet nothings into your ears as the two of you rest in each others’ arms cherishing the moment (albeit having done this many times).

AYATO is undoubtedly a busy man as the head of yashiro commission, meaning, he is (much to his displeasure) unable to spend precious time with you. to make up for it however, he sends little trinkets ever so often to show his gratitude and thank for you sticking right by him.

AYAKA loves you with all her heart. because you are her first love, she cannot vividly express her endearments for you clearly. but, what she can do with her riches as the lady of the yashiro commission is buy you anything that you want. if you want this fancy kimino from Ogura Textiles, she’ll pay for it in full. no matter the price, rest assured that if something has caught your eye, she’ll get her hands on it.

after notes.. i hope ur doing well hehe <3

requests? always open! to join my taglist, just shoot me a message and i’ll add you!

[sucrosia]

writers block is a hoe tbh..

[sucrosia]

LANGUAGE OF.. LOVE?

love languages (inazuma ver.)

adults of inazuma, gn!reader

before notes.. slightly late due to the fact i couldn’t think of anything for sara </3 if you’ve been keeping up with the rest of this ‘series’, then you’d know that all ages are determined using websites, implications from lore as well as common sense.

when the RAIDEN SHOGUN is not busy, the two of you are wandering the streets of inazuma hand in hand or with linked arms as you lead her towards street vendors. its a nice way to hang out with each other, which she thoroughly enjoys, plus you liked holding her hand. the RAIDEN SHOGUN would be lying if she said she hadn’t flushed a little when holding your hand.

although KUJOU SARA is a busy lady, she’ll have some spare time here and there that is guranteed quality time between the two of you. there is no better way to bond with someone than spending time with them. walks in inazuma city or picnics at secluded places are her favorite.

more utc!!

general GOROU is, obvious from his title, a war general. unfortunately meaning that stuff happens and he can’t spend as much time as he’d like with you. if its necessary he stay on the frontlines, letters would be sent back and forth. his letters describe his longing for you, even after only a few hours or days he’s been without you. they would also include how much he missed having you right next to him conversing about archons knows what topic.

SANGONOMIYA KOKOMI, divine priestess of watatsumi island, is proud to call you her significant other, and she often makes it clear. from hand holding to touching shoulders, and what not, everyone on watatsumi island knows of your guys’ relationship.

ARATAKI ITTO is a boisterous, lively man. a loud one, at that. like kokomi, ITTO is loud and proud to declare you as his soulmate. the two of you are basically attached at the hip. he never wants to let go of you, your fingers intertwined with his has never made him such a confident man.

the shrine maiden, YAE MIKO, enjoys creating gifts handcrafted specifically for you; whether they be embroidered jewelry boxes that came with a matching pair of bracelets or a bouquet laced with the scent of eucalyptus. nothing gives her more of an ego boost than watching you graciously accept her gifts with a blushing face.

YOIMIYA does everything and anything you ask of her, even if she’s occupied with customers. she believes that relationships are sacred, and should not be taken for granted so she does everything for you. oh you yawned? suddenly you’re on her back whilst she carries you to bed. want some water? be right back!

as we all know, THOMA is a sweetheart. he can get busy at times because of his job but he makes up for it with many cuddles and whispering sweet nothings into your ears as the two of you rest in each others’ arms cherishing the moment (albeit having done this many times).

AYATO is undoubtedly a busy man as the head of yashiro commission, meaning, he is (much to his displeasure) unable to spend precious time with you. to make up for it however, he sends little trinkets ever so often to show his gratitude and thank for you sticking right by him.

AYAKA loves you with all her heart. because you are her first love, she cannot vividly express her endearments for you clearly. but, what she can do with her riches as the lady of the yashiro commission is buy you anything that you want. if you want this fancy kimino from Ogura Textiles, she’ll pay for it in full. no matter the price, rest assured that if something has caught your eye, she’ll get her hands on it.

after notes.. i hope ur doing well hehe <3

requests? always open! to join my taglist, just shoot me a message and i’ll add you!

[sucrosia]

LANGUAGE OF… LOVE?

love languages (liyue ver.)

adults of liyue, gn!reader

before notes.. ages were decided by using multiple sources such as implications from lore and varying websites, along with common sense. if i forgot anyone, shoot me a message and i’ll add them!

YUN JIN is a talented lady. an opera singer whom knows many words, but yet, she cannot find a perfect word to describe you. her mind goes blank at the sight of you, flushed cheeks as she holds your hand as a sorry for not saying much.

tianqian of liyue, NINGGUANG, is a prosperous woman, to which, she uses to spoil you. there is nothing she loves more than seeing you get flustered after greeting you with expensive, luxurious gifts during every date. no matter how little the event, NINGGUANG, always has something to give you.

more utc!!

ZHONGLI is a god who’s seen people come and go, and has made the mistake of once dating a mortal in the past. and now, he’s fallen head over heels for you, a mortal. to make sure he cherishes the time he has left with you, he tells you all the incredulous stories he can remember. as well as keeping you close to his side, whether it be interlocking pinkies or your arm linked to his.

captain BEIDOU of the crux ship is willing to do everything and anything you ask of her. need a water bottle? she’s on it. want some food? BEIDOU’s your girl. need some comfort, BEIDOU welcomes you into her open arms.

KAZUHA is a man of few words, he is respectful and witty with the words he choses. countless times has he written you poems describing how you are, or maybe how your personality is brighter than the sun. KAZUHA leaves often for travels, but he never comes back home empty handed without a gift for his one and only beloved.

the owner of bubu pharmacy, BAIZHU, despite how taunting he is, is a very loving man. albeit his condition, that does not stop him from holding your hand nor does that stop him from dotting your face with soft kisses.

when HU TAO isn’t pulling playfully mischevious pranks on you, she’s right by your side. talking or not, she treasures the time she has with you. as a director of a funeral, she knows everyone’s time will come eventually and does not fear it, so she makes it last while she can.

XIAO is a stranger to love, going through years and years of having no one to teach how to love nor having someone to love. that is, until he met you. he’s fairly new to relationships so conveying his love is difficult. but, if you were to call his name, he’d be by your side in a seconds moment willing to do whatever you ask of him.

the ever so shy GANYU has trouble speaking her love to you, but, so long as she is by your side, she’s comforted. it makes GANYU feel loved, and she hopes you feel the same, when the two of you are together with fingers intertwined walking the streets of liyue harbor.

after notes… woooo! i finished, inazuma and the harbingers (introduced via lore) are next so keep an eye for that if you liked this one <3 mondstadt ver. here

reqs? always open! taglist? shoot me a dm and i’ll add you!

[sucrosia]

— tainted glass of delight

he knows she’s gone and can’t bring her back but yet, he still can’t help himself to a few more glasses.

kaeya, fem!reader

warnings: massive alcohol income, major character death, descriptions of grief, themes self deprication, self blame

“DON’T you think that is enough wine for tonight?” Diluc asks the weary man with messy yet somewhat neat beautiful blue hair. He was sat at the bar where Diluc attends to.

The man looked up, and chuckled. “Nothing is ever enough, Diluc.”

“Same as ever, Kaeya.” Diluc replies, usual grumpy, almost monotone, voice. There was an awkward, tense, silence as they were staring each other down. Diluc had seen many drunkies before, but it was painful to see his own brother become one of them. He let out a heavy sigh before turning away from Kaeya. “I hope you realize that Y/N would’ve never allowed you to drink away your sorrows, even if she is the cause of it.”

Kaeya scowled, gripping the glass in his hand tightly. “Take her name out your mouth!” He shouted, anger covering the pain in his voice. However, Diluc seemed unphased and watched as tears dripped down his brother’s face pitifully. Kaeya took a swig at the glass, gulping it down. It burned in his throat, just like the tears that had burned his skin.

“You’re not the only one who misses her, Kaeya.” Diluc responds back in what seems like a strained voice. You and Diluc were not only friends, but best friends. How do you think you met Kaeya, the love of your life? Were it not for Diluc, you would’ve never been in one of the most loving relationships you’ve had. But, if it weren’t for Diluc, you wouldn’t be dead either.

Kaeya stared at the near empty glass, some droplets of the heavy drink he had gulped down early falling down the edges of the cup and pooling at the bottom. Diluc was right, even if Kaeya wanted to deny it. You had many, many friends. All of which missed you dearly, including Diluc. He sighed, and looked up from the cup.

“Can I get another drink, please?” He asked, his voice quiet and wobbly. Was it from the tears that had fallen, or the drinks upon drinks he had taken? Kaeya didn’t know either. All he knew was the little pain that slowly infected his heart. Grief and sadness; aren’t they an amazing thing?

“This would be your last one. You’ve had a plentiful of drinks, along with the bar closing soon.” Diluc informs him, turning around to grab the wine Kaeya was chugging down earlier. He popped off the cap and poured the wine into the same glass in Kaeya’s hands.

Kaeya let out another frustrated, glum sigh. He thought about the events prior to your untimely demise. If he had just sensed that something was wrong, could he have saved you? Either way, it was his fault you died. Everything always goes wrong when it comes down to him. It’s always him, every single time. His failure to protect those close to him is his fault.

Though Diluc stood idly by, waiting for Kaeya to finish his drink, you can see the pity in his eyes. Yeah, they hate each other. So what? Kaeya is his brother. He always will be, forever. Maybe remorse is what he’s feeling. Perhaps he can touch, graze or feather on what he’s feeling. The feeling of losing a loved one, the feeling of regret and blame, and grief. Stress, an overwhelming, powerful emotion.

Shakily, Kaeya brings the drink to his mouth once again. Instead of gulping it down in one fell swoop, he took his time. One little sip at a time, almost as if he were savoring the flavor. Or maybe, savoring the way the liquid burned in the back of his throat. Slowly sipping at the wine, he thinks about you.

You were the umbrella on his rainy day, you were the rainbow after that raing day. Were. If you were here, watching him drink away his melancholy as a response to your death, how would you feel? Would you feel angry? Angry that he was throwing his life away, returning to his old habits? Or would you feel shameful that he was drinking because of you?

On a day where the clouds block the sun, or the sky outshines the moon, where will you be to bring light back into his life?

after notes.. i know i died for like, 2 months or so, but im back! and im writing angst, not my best work and it’s not proofread buy yayyy! expect a theme change soon, wink wink

taglist.. @darlingxannie , @cxlrose

[actualbird]

there have been many cases already international clients dropping their commissions from filipino artists or avoiding commissioning filipino creators altogether, either due to a fear of consequences getting associated with us because of current events or the misguided notion that not supporting us somehow hurts the oppressive government we’re under. lemme address both those issues:

for the first reason, nothing will happen to you, a foreigner, for supporting filipinos. theres nothing to be afraid of, youre not in this country and wont suffer any consequences. many of us, however? we’re afraid. especially artists and creators who rely on commissions to support themselves and their families

for the second reason, you are not hurting our oppressors at all. you are hurting filipinos, majority of which did not want this to happen and are actively speaking out against the looming dictatorship. dropping filipino creators does nothing but hurt us. our inflation rates are predicted to rise, and money is fast becoming an even bigger issue for so so many

so if youre looking for art, dont give up on us. commission filipino artists and/or boost commission posts! 1 USD is literally enough to buy a meal here, it really helps. here is a link to a thread of filipino artists posting their commission rates. and here is another thread of filipino commission rates. tips and donations outside of comms to these artists help even more.

edit: fixed links

[issabees]

Hey guys, I know I don’t post much in this blog anymore and I am not exactly sure who will see this but I’m posting this because today is the Philippine Presidential Elections and, just like what other people here are already saying, we’re fighting for our lives right now.

We are fighting against the return of dictatorship in the country. We are fighting against the continuation of corruption and injustice. We are fighting for a better future. We are fighting, so that we may finally know peace.

Today, multiple issues regarding the elections have come up. Vote-Counting Machines (VCMs) “malfunctioning”, SD cards missing, people getting PAID for voting for the dictator’s son and his party, and more. Even the commission in charge of ENSURING FAIR ELECTIONS is failing to fully understand the grasp said issues, wasting people’s time and votes.

If you do find this post and read it, all I ask is that you share the news about the Philippines. Anything about today (May 9, 2022), about Halalan 2022/PH Elections 2022, about BBM and the Marcos Family, about Leni Robredo, Kiko Pangilinan, Chel Diokno and the rest of Robredo’s senatorial slate (+ Neri Colmenares),

and if this is inspires you to learn everything else, then please do.

We are asking for your help, not in votes, but in sharing what is happening here to the rest of the world. Whatever happens, whatever the results are, we want the whole world to see what is going on. (But thank you to the foreign news outlets who have been speaking on this).

All the Filipinos are asking for is a fair government, where lives are recognized and uplifted. We cannot be kept in the dark again, we have had enough.

And if we need to meet in EDSA once again, then so be it.

[sucrosia]

— LANGUAGE OF.. LOVE?

what are their love languages? (mondstadt ver.)

adults of mondstadt, gn!reader

before notes.. hi el oh el, im back!! i had a really long burnout, as you may have seen. sorry i left unannounced without any warning, but i assure you guys that im back on the GRIND!! also, note that all ages are found from sources including implications from lore and varying websites. if i forgot anyone, shoot me a message and i’ll add them!

AMBER thoroughly enjoys spending time with you. whether it be a mere second or hours at a time, no matter the length, she will always cherish the time she has with you. after her job is done, and her duties as the knights of favonius outrider and finished for the day, she wanders back into your touch.

it’s no secret that DILUC desperately craves your attention. to the naked eye, it may not be as obvious, but you can tell. he seeks your assurance that you do love him, that you do cherish him for all he is. and also, it feels good to hear. alongside your recognition, he wants to make you happy. it makes him just as happy to know that you’re happy, so he does what he can to achieve your happiness.

more utc!!

KAEYA enjoys both getting and giving you gifts. it never fails to make him smile when watching your reaction as you see the gift he had gotten you or when you bring him a little trinket that happened to remind you of him. alongside those gifts, he also appreciates sharing cuddles or hugs with you. even holding hands, he likes to know and feel that you are right beside him.

because barbara tends to hold ROSARIA up at the cathedral, she often doesn’t get a chance to spend time with you. to make up for it, she gets you quite odd gifts, but nonetheless, you love her. although, she may think otherwise. ROSARIA is a cold woman, she doubts herself at times as well, so maybe, sometimes, she’ll need some encouraging and supporting words.

JEAN is undoubtedly a busy woman as the acting grand master of mondstadt, as much as she appreciates her title of the dandelion knight, she can’t help but feel guilty for the time lost with you. so, to make up for it, she gets you treasures that she obtains from travels and such.

after all work is done, LISA likes to hold you in her arms and tell you how much she adores her little cutie. if work has not yet passed, she invites you over to the library to hang out and chill. you make good company during a boring, tedious shift.

as the chief alchemist of the knights of favonius, ALBEDO is always off in dragonspine experimenting. but when he comes back to mondstadt, he always comes bearing a gift of some sorts. when it comes to ALBEDO, he is never short of words. especially not when it comes to you. he always finds the right words to tell and describe you.

SUCROSE is a shy lady, even more so when it comes to you. she can’t speak any words to you without stuttering and furiously blushing, so instead, she gives you little things. she also enjoys spending her free times with you.

its apparent that MONA is not the richest of them all, but she still shows you her love in her own ways. one of which being just hanging out with you. she finds it much more enjoyable than giving gifts, as she has no money to buy such. if she could though, she most definitely would. she knows she can’t buy you luxurious items, she can’t even pay the rent damn it, so sometimes you have to encourage her with words. in return, she’ll do the same.

VENTI is a god whom had seen loved ones pass, now that he has found another to love, he refuses to let this opportunity go. not only that, he is a bard who sings you songs with his charismatic words, compliments dropping left to right, up and down. besides his words, he also likes physical touch. especially pda, it comforts him to know that you’re still here and not just a figment of imagination.

after notes… and thats a wrap! i’ll make liyue and inazuma ones for sure in the near future! eula is not included in this solely because i don’t like her character and can’t bring myself to write for her.

requests: open! | feel free to send an ask to be in a taglist or to chat!

[idolteyvat]

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[sucrosia]

— tainted glass of delight

he knows she’s gone and can’t bring her back but yet, he still can’t help himself to a few more glasses.

kaeya, fem!reader

warnings: massive alcohol income, major character death, descriptions of grief, themes self deprication, self blame

“DON’T you think that is enough wine for tonight?” Diluc asks the weary man with messy yet somewhat neat beautiful blue hair. He was sat at the bar where Diluc attends to.

The man looked up, and chuckled. “Nothing is ever enough, Diluc.”

“Same as ever, Kaeya.” Diluc replies, usual grumpy, almost monotone, voice. There was an awkward, tense, silence as they were staring each other down. Diluc had seen many drunkies before, but it was painful to see his own brother become one of them. He let out a heavy sigh before turning away from Kaeya. “I hope you realize that Y/N would’ve never allowed you to drink away your sorrows, even if she is the cause of it.”

Kaeya scowled, gripping the glass in his hand tightly. “Take her name out your mouth!” He shouted, anger covering the pain in his voice. However, Diluc seemed unphased and watched as tears dripped down his brother’s face pitifully. Kaeya took a swig at the glass, gulping it down. It burned in his throat, just like the tears that had burned his skin.

“You’re not the only one who misses her, Kaeya.” Diluc responds back in what seems like a strained voice. You and Diluc were not only friends, but best friends. How do you think you met Kaeya, the love of your life? Were it not for Diluc, you would’ve never been in one of the most loving relationships you’ve had. But, if it weren’t for Diluc, you wouldn’t be dead either.

Kaeya stared at the near empty glass, some droplets of the heavy drink he had gulped down early falling down the edges of the cup and pooling at the bottom. Diluc was right, even if Kaeya wanted to deny it. You had many, many friends. All of which missed you dearly, including Diluc. He sighed, and looked up from the cup.

“Can I get another drink, please?” He asked, his voice quiet and wobbly. Was it from the tears that had fallen, or the drinks upon drinks he had taken? Kaeya didn’t know either. All he knew was the little pain that slowly infected his heart. Grief and sadness; aren’t they an amazing thing?

“This would be your last one. You’ve had a plentiful of drinks, along with the bar closing soon.” Diluc informs him, turning around to grab the wine Kaeya was chugging down earlier. He popped off the cap and poured the wine into the same glass in Kaeya’s hands.

Kaeya let out another frustrated, glum sigh. He thought about the events prior to your untimely demise. If he had just sensed that something was wrong, could he have saved you? Either way, it was his fault you died. Everything always goes wrong when it comes down to him. It’s always him, every single time. His failure to protect those close to him is his fault.

Though Diluc stood idly by, waiting for Kaeya to finish his drink, you can see the pity in his eyes. Yeah, they hate each other. So what? Kaeya is his brother. He always will be, forever. Maybe remorse is what he’s feeling. Perhaps he can touch, graze or feather on what he’s feeling. The feeling of losing a loved one, the feeling of regret and blame, and grief. Stress, an overwhelming, powerful emotion.

Shakily, Kaeya brings the drink to his mouth once again. Instead of gulping it down in one fell swoop, he took his time. One little sip at a time, almost as if he were savoring the flavor. Or maybe, savoring the way the liquid burned in the back of his throat. Slowly sipping at the wine, he thinks about you.

You were the umbrella on his rainy day, you were the rainbow after that raing day. Were. If you were here, watching him drink away his melancholy as a response to your death, how would you feel? Would you feel angry? Angry that he was throwing his life away, returning to his old habits? Or would you feel shameful that he was drinking because of you?

On a day where the clouds block the sun, or the sky outshines the moon, where will you be to bring light back into his life?

after notes.. i know i died for like, 2 months or so, but im back! and im writing angst, not my best work and it’s not proofread buy yayyy! expect a theme change soon, wink wink

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[sucrosia]

— BLACKOUT

your boyfriend gets himself blackout drunk and you have to come pick him up.

venti, rich!gn!reader

before notes... OH EM GEE MY FIRST COMMISSION?????

warnings... alchohol income, swearing (like once), not sure if there’s anymore but lmk if i missed some!

YOUR phone’s screen lit up, illuminating the dimly lit room of you and your boyfriend. It vibrated on the nightstand, making a buzzing noise that at first, barely — if not didn’t — wake you up.

Twisting in the silk sheets, you turned to your side and grabbed your phone; squinting upon the bright light shining on your face.

Someone was calling, how strange. At this time, so late in the night? Reading the Caller ID, you saw that it was Diluc of the Ragnvindr’s. Their father had a wine business that your mother had often ordered from. Diluc and you were well acquainted, so it was not surprising to see he had your number and you had his.

You swiped the call icon to the right, answering the call. “Hello, Diluc?” You spoke groggily.

“Ah Y/N, glad I still have the right number.” Diluc replies, chuckling. “I do hope I didn’t wake you up but Venti is your lover, right? Unless I’m mistaken, that is.” He asked, adding the last bit quickly.

You shook your head with a soft smile. “It’s alright, Diluc. And yes, Venti is my boyfriend, why do you ask?”

“Hm, I’m afraid he’s passed out drunk at the bar, Charles is currently attending at the stand while I’m in the backroom and your boyfriend on a mattress.” Diluc explained. You furrowed your eyebrows.

You knew your boyfriend was an alcoholic but you never thought he’d drink that much.

“Alright, let me get dressed and I’ll be there soon.” You sighed, “Thank you for informing me, Diluc.”

“Anytime, [name].” He said before hanging up.

You got yourself out of bed and hurriedly put some clothes on, even if it were just pants and a coat over your nightwear along with leather boots.

Taking a bag from your closet, you hung it around your shoulder before leaving your abode and getting into your car. Carefully, as you were still half asleep, you drove to the bar that Venti often visited.

It wasn’t too far but it was tedious to get there as you had to pass intersections and car crash scenes so some roads were closed. Either way, it only took you 20 minutes to get there.

Parking, you twisted the key out of the holder and shoved it into your jacket pocket. You walked out of your car, double checking to make sure you locked it and left no personally belongings. I mean, you’ll never know what’ll happen this late at night.

Your shoes clicked against the blacktop and sidewalk as you walked to enter the bar. When opening the door, you found yourself to be extremely out of place and overdressed. Still, you chided over to the bar with confidence — Chin up and shoulders broad.

“Ah, you must be [name]? Master Diluc told me to keep an eye out for an elegantly dressed person.” Charles greeted with a smile. You laughed, and nodded.

“Indeed I am, is Diluc still around?” You questioned standing politely among the drunkies who sat admiring your figure.

“Yep, he’s in the back. I’ll tell him you’ve arrived.” Charles told you before walking into the backroom. It wasn’t long before Diluc came out and escorted you to the backroom.

You’d be lying if you said that you didn’t feel any eyes on you and Diluc. It was no secret that you two had been involved together so everyone watched in envy, nosiness, or admiration.

It was obvious Diluc felt uncomfortable as well but neither of you said anything. Opening the door to the back, revealed your boyfriend as Diluc said, black out drunk.

You bit your bottom lip, and Diluc left you alone while he and Charles went to the bar. You sighed softly as you went towards Venti. Slowly, you put the back of your hand on his forehead. It was room temperature which was good.

Carefully, you put his arms around your shoulders as you supported him from the behind. No literally, from his behind. You had to hold him up with one arm which was fairly easy due to his scrawny figure. Don’t let that fool you in playful fights though, that man can pack one hell of a punch.

Opening the door, you walked towards the bar again. You opened your bag and placed not one, not two, not three, not four, but five pouches filled with Mora onto the countertop.

Diluc immediately declined with his mouth agape, that had to be triple the amount he made in profits a month. However, you insisted.

“I know we go a long way back [name], but please, this is your money. Besides you hadn’t even bought anything, there is no need for you to pay.” Diluc nearly shouts but yet he says it so quietly and calmly that it didn’t attract attention.

“Should I add more then? I have 5 more pouches with me right now. Plus, this is a thank you for taking care of Venti while I came over here and that hefty tab he must have.” You responded with a persistent tone that told Diluc you weren’t gonna leave unless he accepted the Mora, so he did but not at his own will let me tell you that.

Perks of working in the business industry is that you’d learn how to persuade people easily. With a sincerely thankful smile, you walked out the bar with Venti still on your back.

You hastily walked back to the car, putting Venti in the passenger seat next to the driver’s seat. You put the chair down slightly so that he could lay down while you drove back to the house — which was much more like a mansion rather than a simple two story house.

At a stop light, you looked over at Venti with pity. You’ve always wondered why he’d drink, especially hefty amounts. He said not to worry but you couldn’t help the anxious concern that would arise when he didn’t come home in time. You glanced up at the light signals, it flashed green indicating to go as soon as you looked up.

Stepping on the gas pedal, you tried to drive back smoothly to not disturb your boyfriend. Occasionally, you did look at Venti then back to the road then back to Venti but mainly at the road.

You pulled up into the driveway, not bothering to open the garage and park the car in there, along with the many other cars you guys owned.

Getting the car, you closed your side of the door softly before walking around to the other side and carrying Venti out and into the house bridal style. You closed his side of the door as well.

You strided over to the front door, by now, the sun was starting to rise and that meant work started soon. You made a list of everything you had to do. First, get Venti into a comfortable bed. Second, call your boss and tell her your situation. Third, make food for you and Venti.

Entering the code to the door, you opened it and carefully went up the staircases to the grand bedroom, aka, your guys’ room. Cautiously, you put your boyfriend down onto the bed, tucking him in and fixing the pillows beneath his head for it to be more comfortable.

Step one, done. Step two, started.

You dug for your phone inside the bag that was still on you. Entering your password, you went to the Contacts app and clicked on your boss’s profile to call her.

Luckily for you, she had picked up.

“Ah [name], what are you calling for?” Ningguang asked with almost a serious tone.

“Ningguang! I’m glad you picked up.” You started wandering around the mansion to go downstairs. “Unfortunately, my boyfriend has passed out and I won’t be able to make it to work so I can take care of him. If possible, I can pick up the documents and work on them from home. Anything else I can do tomorrow.”

Ningguang hummed in understanding. “I see, take care of your boyfriend, [name]. I’ll be expecting you at the office to pick up the documents.” She says before hanging up, not letting you squeeze in a ‘Thank You’.

As if on queue, the morning bodyguards have arrived. You heard the faintest of footsteps and the phone had given you a notification that the camera had picked up activity.

You opened the door and as expected, the bodyguards who had been assigned to your front door were there. Smiling, you greeted them.

“Beidou, Kazuha! May one of you guard Venti and I’s room? I have to get something from my work real quick.” You stated. Beidou and Kazuha looked at each other, almost as if communicating telepathically before one of them spoke up.

“I’ll go, stay safe Boss. Could you uh, also say hi to Lady Ningguang for me?” Beidou says, mumbling the last part.

“Oh?” You teased, amusement in your voice. “Kazuha, did you hear that?” You chuckled, light teasing heard in your voice.

Kazuha nodded his head with a grin. “In fact I did, would you like me to tell you what she said in case you forgot?”

Beidou shook her head with a growing blush on her face. “Ahh, you know what! Look at the time, [name], didn’t you say you had stuff to do?” She inserted, quickly trying to avert attention away from her little crush.

You chuckled as Beidou stepped into the house. Looking at Kazuha, the two of you smiled at each other before you went into your car for what seemed the millionth time today.

Getting into your car, it was like a rinse and repeat from earlier. Open the door, insert the key into its designated spot, twist, and drive to your destination. Except now, instead of your destination being the bar, it was the office building where you worked.

Backing out into the driveway, you maneuvered out into the road and drove to the office.

(wee woo timeskip to inside the office)

Finally, the elevator door had opened and you walked to the door of Ningguang’s office. You passed her secretary, Keqing, on your way. You two shared a brief wave and nod before you knocked at Ningguang’s office door. Hearing a, “Come in,” you opened the door and walked in.

“Ah, [name], welcome. Glad to see you came, how is your boyfriend doing?” She asks politely with a concerning undertone that would be hard to see if not paying close attention.

You smiled, “Ah, I’m not sure but one of my guards should be watching over him, do you have the documents prepared?”

Meanwhile with Beidou & Venti….

Pounding and heavy knocking was heard at the door while Beidou tried to keep it shut.

“Let me out!” Venti whined, his words almost slurred together and sounded extremely drowsy.

“Will you quit that? You’re going to break the door and then hurt yourself!” Beidou shouts, pulling at the door handle while Venti did the same.

Venti let out a groan of annoyance. “Just let me see [name]!”

“I don’t think you’d be able to see [name] if you give yourself a concussion from trying to break this goddamn door down!” Beidou answered back, and suddenly, the pounding from the other door stopped and the tug dissipated.

“Gosh, you have one hell of a grip for a rangy man, you know?” Beidou sighs, letting go of the door as well.

“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Venti says, muffled by the door.

“It, well, was it?” Beidou teases, in a friendly way.

“Can I see [name] now?” Venti questioned, whining. Beidou huffed and rubbed her nose bridge between her thumb and index.

With [name] & Ningguang…

Ningguang handed you the documents in a secured briefcase as you handled some.. Important affairs that cannot afford to be stolen.

“Thank you again, Ningguang. By tomorrow, I should have a few of these finished.” You said, graciously.

Ningguang took a sip of the tea on her desk, “Don’t worry about it too much [name].”

“Ah, and by the way, Beidou says hello.” You added, before walking out. Had you not known Ningguang for years, you wouldn’t be able to tell that she was blushing profusely.

You walked out of her studio. The heels of your shoes clicked and clacked, echoing on the silent walls of the halls. The sun, now completely out, shined in from the windows and on you as you walked out to your car with the suitcase handed to you.

Getting into the car, you placed the suitcase next to you. Time to really go back to your home sweet home…

(wowzer another timeskip)

Getting out of the car, you held the briefcase in your hand as you walked to the front door and were greeted by Kazuha who happily let you in.

Upon seeing you, Beidou let out a sigh of relief. “Thank god you’re back, boss.”

You chuckled lightly. “I hope Venti hasn’t given you any trouble.”

“You can.. Put it that way.” She replies between laughs.

“You can go back outside, if you’d like.” You told her before entering your bedroom.

Hearing the door open, Venti looked over quickly and his frown was quickly turned upside down. As soon as he moved to get up and hug you, you stopped him. And now the frown was back.

“You need to rest, Venti. Diluc told me you drank a little bit too much last night.” You stated to him firmly as you walked to neaten the pillows and the blanket.

Once you reached the edge of the bed, Venti wrapped his arms around your waist tightly and whined about missing you.

“Aah, [nameeee]! I missed youuu!”

You smiled softly at the wondrous voice of your boyfriend.

“I missed you too Venti, now please lay down before I walk out of here,” You cooed, making Venti groan and shove his head into your stomach.

“But I missed you! I want hugs!” Venti told you in quite a childish tone.

“You’ll get hugs when you no longer smell like Diluc’s tavern and you’ve gotten well from your hangover,” You replied while trying to pry his arms and head off of you.

“But I am well! Now come and kiss me!” He responded.

You rolled your eyes playfully. “Well, I can’t really kiss you if your head is buried in my waist.”

With that, he lifted his head and removed his arms. “Now will you kiss me?”

You smiled warmly and leaned down to kiss him. He put his hands around your neck to pull you in closer until he had to pull away to breathe.

“Are you happy now?” You whispered in his ear, teasingly.

He nodded his head slowly as you moved his bangs away and placed your hand on his forehead for a second.

“Mnh, yeah.” He whispered back, almost barely even talking.

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[sucrosia]

my layout is so fucked on laptop

[lilikags]

✑ synopsis; with an s/o who owns a flower shop (requested) ✑ pairing(s); ayato x gn!reader, zhongli x gn!reader ✑ tags; fluff hcs ✑ wc; 0.25k ✑ notes; I hope i didn't take too long,, i took a really long time im sorry v_v

KAMISATO AYATO

Ayato stops by fairly often, even though he really prefers it at home. He likes seeing how you work, how the shop is doing. He often pre-orders flowers in advance for the festivals after discussing which to buy with Yae, and it's more often than not that the two of you veer off from the initial purpose of your conversation (flower pre-ordering)

When he's busy, he'll order flowers and have you deliver it to the Kamisato Estate. That's for two reasons- one, flowers are pretty, and two- he just wants to see you, even though he can't go out. It's a win-win for him!

Ayato will always order flowers that you recommend to him and keep them on his desk! Please write a note, it'll keep him going in the hardest of times.

ZHONGLI

Zhongli makes it part of his routine to stop by the flower shop. He takes frequent walks around the beautiful city of Liyue, and he always makes sure to drop by.

He loves talking with you. Whether he's talking or you're talking, he enjoys having a conversation with you. He loves it when you talk about your flowers, and he always hopes you enjoy his rambles about the different flowers with his own expertise of a few thousand years of being on Teyvat.

Zhongli orders a lot of flowers for work, as flowers are used for funeral services. He's always there to greet you when you deliver the flowers, or sometimes he'll pick them up himself.

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Periwinkle Glaze lilies

🌺summary!🌺- catching him touching another woman that looks too much like her. are you really just guizhongs replacement..?

Type- Fic 🌻

Flowers included!🌼=zhongli x fem!reader

Note🍀=ik no ones gonna read this since no one liked zhongli content if its not nsfw but whatever tbh😭 ive been having major burn out and i loved writing this, if ur actually gonna read this i recommend listening to sad music

🥀Flower toxins!🥀- cheating, slightly suggestive, self deprecation of your body, subtle hints of starving/excessive diets, extremely angsty!!

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You bask in the scent of the herbal green tea that your lover bought as you walk toward his tall, sleek figure. Zhongli was a kind man. Always loving, never aggressive, and most importantlyseemingly loyal.

“Li, it’s like 6 am, how do you get up so early for the sake of making tea??” You chuckle at your lover before enveloping him in your arms. Zhongli was warm, never cold.

“Ah, it seems like you're up my dear.” he hugs you back smiling and nuzzling into your neck, it was a peaceful friday morning. No interrupting noise besides the soft flow and falling of Liyue’s autumn leaves.

6 am in the morning on a friday, you see yet again, another obvious hickey and a puny attempt at a cover up with foundation that was most definitely not yours. But even after the weeks you’ve known you refused to confront him. Why ruin the relationship you have now? Even if its just pretend, if you pay no bother to the fact he’s been cheating on you for weeks now he’ll stay, right?

Ignore it Y/N.

Is what you've been telling yourself this entire time. You feel ever so safe in his arms, the lies feel too true up close.

“You came home so late last night.. Did Hu tao make you do overtime?”

“A-ah yes… that girl piled all her work on me and it kept me busy….” Zhongli releases you from the hug, stuttering and pulling his collar up to hide the foundation hidden hickey.

What a pathetic lie, if you're going to cheat on me at least let the excuses be good..

Knowing if he continued to cheat on you and leave it out in the open, the dam would break. Zhongli is a gentle, caring lover, but the way he’s been acting lately betrays that claim. His temper shortens by the day and he uses most of his time without you staring at a potted glaze Lily in his room.

“This glaze Lily is special, its from a woman who is very dear to me, her name is Guizhong.”

He’s never held back on smothering Guizhong, his first love. You’ve never seen a day go by without your dear lover complimenting the woman or comparing you to her.

Your 2 year anniversary was today, 2 whole years and half of it your lover used it to cheat on you and hook up with other women. But you’ll ignore it, you’ll ignore his pathetic hickey cover ups and the amount of ‘overtime’ he does nowadays. For what reason? Not even you know why.

“Li! We need to hurry up, our reservation is at 7:30!” Li, a nickname you grew accustomed to using as you rush to your date at this new, fancy, liyue restaurant. From what people see, you and Zhongli are a picture perfect couple, arguments scarce, love is somehow always in the air and you two have always been seen as a mature couple.

But it's only what they see.

“You look beautiful tonight Y/N… You look just like her..” he mumbles the last part while he smiles at you, caressing your cheek as you give him the most lovestruck face you could muster even though you were near your breaking point. You knew what he meant by ‘her’. You hate the idea of jealousy, a selfish emotion that controls other people but how could you not complain when the man you thought of as your homeland is still in love with the woman he met amongst the glaze lilies?

You looked at the food on your plate blankly, poking it with your fork.

“You havent been eating lately.”

“Sorry, i havent been as hungry.”

“Well if this is a diet my dear, you’ve been looking much healthier. “

A diet? Healthier? Im doing this for him, he is the one i want but the one he wants is guizhong.

I have to look like her if i want to have any chance of winning him over.. right?

Your hands tremble before excusing yourself to the bathroom. The moment your in there you weep, staring at yourself in the mirror.

Guizhong… i have to look like guizhong, act like Guizhong…

Why wont that filthy woman leave me alone?!

….

What have i been doing?

Your mind flashes back to the past, the moment you realized he was still inlove with her. Yet even when you found out he still adored her romantically you stayed with him. Clung to him more, tried acting more mature, and started eating less to attempt looking like her.

So frail, so skinny. Through the mirror you no longer looked like yourself but the woman you tried to impersonate for this man’s love.

You stare at yourself in the slightly cracked bathroom mirror, tears running down your face as all you can see is Guizhongs replacement.

Why have i been changing myself to be her? What am i doing. There’s no way in hell i love zhongli enough to change my entire being!

You wipe the tears off your face, fixing your hair and going back to the table pretending nothing happened with your trembling steps.

Where is he?

You scout the restaurant and ask a waiter if they’ve seen your lover. “Hm.. suit..brown hair.. ah! He went outside with this woman who wore a periwinkle hanfu.”

Periwinkle hanfu..? Woman..?

You rush to the outside of the restaurant.

Go back inside Y/N, you know full well what you’ll see.

But what if…

Your greeted with zhongli, your lover, and a brunette woman in a periwinkle hanfu. Her hair is long and flows with the wind, her skin similar to what some imagine angel wings look like up close. Her voice was smooth and mature, practically 100 times better than how you looked.

You watched blankly as he dug his knee between her legs, blushing and caressing her skin.

“Li.”

“Huh- ah! Y-Y/N! You’ve come at a wrong time! This is an old friend of mine-!”

You stayed silent as the light faded from your eyes. Your 2 year anniversary, the day you finally caught him red-handed.

Why didnt it feel as satisfying as they say it does in the movies?

Right. Because i love that man, but he doesnt love me.

“I always knew you were cheating on me Zhongli, i always knew from the hickeys and the lipstick stains.. but god, couldnt you have put in a bit of effort to make sure the woman who loved you most didnt find out?!”

“Y/N I-“

Zhongli gulped pushing the woman off of him

“And with a woman who’s practically identical to Guizhong! I always knew you were still in love with her and i never commented on it but this is where i cross the fucking line-“

“You are being immature and impulsive Y/N! Im not cheating nor am i still inlove with her-“

“What a sick joke! You would confidently say to me during our 2 year anniversary that i remind you of her and never thought anything of it. I was willing to change for you but you just had to mess things up?!”

Tears threatened to stream down your face as you shouted at the man, his mistress cowering in fear and shame. You almost felt bad for her. You tried to hold back from getting anymore emotional.

“I cant deal with your sorry cheating ass anymore Morax.”

The word “morax” rolled off your tongue like a threat as you stormed off to who knows where. Liyue was a big place, a beautiful country your beloved carved with his own hands, and so you ran, ran to the tallest mountain top you could reach.

Glaze lilies.. as you stood on the mountain top you saw numbers of glaze lilies paint the grass as the white glowed slightly in the moonlight. Your legs gave up on you as you shook beneath liyue’s moon.

What was he going to do? Was he going to try and pick up the broken pieces of your heart? God you hoped so, but as the cold air in Liyue embraced you there were no shaking of the glaze lilies, there was no man saying your name, there was no Zhongli climbing this mountain top for the sake of apologizing.

He’s.. hes really just leaving me like that..? Hes not chasing after me..? Why..?

Minutes turned into hours of non stop tears as you walked down the mountain with a heart broken into trillions of pieces.

“Zhongli..”

The sight of him, the mere pronunciation of his name irked you and you watched as he looked at his feet.

“Y/N, i need to explain things to you”

“Im not gonna forgive y-“

“Im not asking for forgiveness, Y/N.” His firm tone made you flinch as you looked into his eyes with malice

“I did infact cheat on you with a woman that looked like guizhong, but i simply cannot hide my thoughts any longer. Guizhong has everything you dont, Y/N. Guizhong could be everything you are but even more elegant, even more intelligent, she will always be one step ahead of everyone to me.”

Tears pricked at your eyes with the claim

“Was i.. was i really just guizhongs little replacement..? All the dates, all the kisses, the love letters—was all you really saw.. guizhong..?”

“Im afraid so.”

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“Im gonna hook up with your adepti children you dumb ancient historical artifact!”

[sucrosia]

i dont know if i want to cry or laugh