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[acoa-diary]

i need y’all to know this … your parents should not treat kindness, respect and compassion as privileges. they are your parents. it is their job to be kind to you. it is their job to be patient. you deserved better.

[kbc-illustrates]

Hi, I’m Killer Bunny Creative and I need a hand!

Please reblog if you can

Do not repost this to any other platforms for my own privacy and safety

I had a place lined up that was more affordable however it fell through so I have to look at other options. This means i’m looking at likely £450-650 per calendar month for rent/rent and bills not including costs of transport, groceries etc. (originally i’d have been paying £350 for rent per month)

Another aspect making finding somewhere harder for me is that I am openly/visibly transgender and autistic, meaning I have to be very careful with which areas I move to, who I’m moving in with etc.

I am not in immediate danger, I have places I can go temporarily for safety, which is good but also means I cannot access support in moving from any local authorities.

If you are able to commission me thank you so very much, I can be contacted via DMs, or my email found on my website:

KiLLER BUNNY CREATiVE

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I can accept payment through paypal, KoFi of bank transfers

These commissions can be used for anything with credit except for things with monetary gain.

I am also willing to do ships and draw up to three people per piece (each character adds to the cost)

My pricing is usually based piece by piece and after requesting what you want you’ll receive a quote from me, but things will likely be priced more consistently currently for my own ease and efficiency, meaning complex designs or basic backgrounds aren’t going to add cost (for example)

I know this post is rambly, I’ve just reached a breaking point with my situation where I need to promote my comms more actively if I have any hope of leaving. Thank you for understanding

[unofficialchronicle]

[deep-dish-luigi]

I'm looking for movies or series that show the fallout of being raised by (an) alcoholic parent(s) that have deepy resonated with ACOA (adult children of alcoholics) and I'm seeking recommendations!!

I'm listing the ones that are on my mind here and want to develop a community-guided list! Please reblog, tag, reply, message, etc. with suggestions!

Moral Orel

Supernatural (sorry yall 😔)

Bojack Horseman

The Glass Castle (I haven't seen it but the subreddit mentioned it a lot)

[splinterswerve]

Anxiety

anxious (adj.) - 1620s, "greatly troubled by uncertainties," from Latin anxius "solicitous, uneasy, troubled in mind" (also "causing anxiety, troublesome"), from angere, anguere "to choke, squeeze," figuratively "to torment, cause distress" (from PIE root *angh- "tight, painfully constricted, painful").

I learned the weather by your footsteps,

how the floorboards spoke before you did,

how silence could mean safety

or the eye of something breaking.

I kept maps in my chest,

charting storms no one else could see—

the wrathful darkness in your voice,

the beer set down too hard,

the way night could tilt without warning.

I became small in the right ways,

invisible when needed,

useful when called.

A careful architect of calm,

stacking peace like fragile dishes

no one must hear me drop.

My needs—

I folded them into corners,

tucked them behind apologies

that weren’t mine to carry.

I learned that love

was something you earned

by not being too much.

So I became less.

And more.

Hyper-aware, hyper-ready,

a nervous system tuned

like a wire stretched thin

between disaster and control

and implodes internally.

Now I walk through quiet rooms

and still listen for echoes—

for something that isn’t there

but never really left.

They call it anxiety.

They call it patterns, disorders, names—

but I know it as muscle memory:

the body remembering

what the mind survived.

And still, somewhere beneath it,

there is a child

who thought peace was their responsibility,

who believed love could be stabilized

if they just tried harder.

I am learning now—

slowly, imperfectly—

that I can set the glass down loudly,

that I can need without apology,

that storms can pass

without me becoming the sky.

I learned the shape of dread

by watching the people I loved

become strangers

without leaving the house.

So I made myself useful.

I made myself quiet.

I became the child who vanished

before anyone could remember

to look for me.

I carried the atmosphere.

I read faces like omens.

I could taste the shift in a room

before a single word was spoken.

This is what survival looked like:

flinching before the strike,

smiling before the blow,

hearing danger in kindness

and calling it intuition.

Now I am older

and the past still lives in my nerves.

It wakes inside me as vigilance,

as compulsive checking,

as sorrow without a funeral,

as a mind that cannot stop

preparing for catastrophe.

I was taught that love

arrives with a storm behind it.

That peace is temporary.

That need is a burden.

That the self is safest

when it is barely there.

So I became a room with no light in it.

A house with all its windows covered.

A body trained to disappear

before grief could find it.

And still, the child in me

keeps listening

for the sound of someone breaking.

[stargirlie25]

Me through reading all the ACOTAR books.

ACOTAR: Ew Nesta and Elain are so annoying. This is going to be the best series, Feyre is such a baddie! Awww feylin so cute! DAMN LUCIENNN. I know she ends up with Rhysand but im not vibing with him......how can ACOMAF excuse this?

ACOMAF: Ohk feysands kinda cute but i dont think we can justify all that....Oooooo Cassian and azrielllllll! Awww i hope Mor and Azriel gets a book! *Goes to tiktok and finds out mor is gay* damn Azriel.OMG I LOVE NESTA NOWW PERIOD POP OFF SIS MY QUEENNN. Elain is there too. Ooooo Nessian. Elain and Azriel? I mean as long as its not mor! NAHHH GIRL DONT U DARE BLAME LULU BLAME TAMLIN! OMG ELAIN AND LUCIEN???

ACOWAR: Feyre isnt really feyre-ing any more :(.OH HELL NO SCREW IANTHE NO WAY YOU DID THAT TO MY MANSSS!!! MY POOR LULUUU Why feyre lowkey being such a bitach?

Awww Elucien is so tender! LUCIEN AS A MATE AWWEEEE. Damn Nessian making me sqeual. Lucien went away to find the queen from elains vision! OMG. CASSIAN IS SOOO FINEEEE, elriel is lowkey getting boring....Why is she disrespecting tarquin? He has ALL rights to be upset. Ok tamlin in the HL meeting is being pretty annoying and doing nothing but feyre did nothing as well but NESTA ARCHERON THE WOMAN YOU ARE!!!!! WTHHH HELION AND LUCIEN??????? OMG the war!!! NO THE SURIELLL. THE BONE CARVER NOOOO THE WITCH LADY I FORGOT HER NAME BUT NOOOOOO. THE ELAIN. THE FEYRE. THE NESTA. Omg i have no regrets in my life but this.Damn Nessian ur hurting me. NOOO papa arhceron diedddddddddddd. Damn Ok Elain and Nesta king slayers! Oh rhysand died........i know damn well he gonna come back......´´Be happy feyre´´ bawling. Omggg Lucien was besties with papa archeron???? THE ONLY FATHER FIGURE HE HADDDD DAMN WHY ISNT FEYRE TELLING LUCIEN?? Awww lucien and feyre hug! Cass and feyre are cute but i miss the og´s! Ok girl you flying.

ACOFAS: Snoring. YALL ARE CUTE BUT IM BOREDDD AS HELL. Ok literally no one asked for this Mor pov. Wait why did Elain invite lulu if she is uncomfortable around him? Her power? Elriel kinda gave me brother and sister but i guess elain likes him now.....HI EMERIE IVE HEARD ABT YOUUUUU!!! I just want my girl Nesta, feyre u are not feyreing.

ACOSF: I love nesta so much!!!!!!! Cassian is acting like Rhysands frikcing dog. I hate amren soo much. WHY is Elain acting like shes the victim like nesta told you to leave and now you crying?? Girl you are 23 years old! Ok respect azriel has never disrespected my Nesta. Aw nesta gwyn and emeries friendship is the best one yet!!!!!! Azriel is starting to show an actual personality.....With Gwyn? Okay Gwynriel is so cuteee *sees elucien and gwynriel theories* 100% on board with this!!!!! DAMN the Valkyries! I am so excited for all the other girls to tag along! Just imagine a MOB of nesta gwyn and emerie!!! Eris? HELLL YAHHHHHHH VANSERRAS FOR LIFEEEEEE!!!! YOU ARE TELLING ME CASSIAN DID NOT SAY I LOVE YOU ONCE? Of course nesta lost her powers and she obviously lost them for the sake of the main characters that im bored of :(

ACOA (A court of Azriel): You got her a rose flower......because she likes flowers??? Why is this man so insecure about his hands around her? That cant be right......MISTAKE? THANKYOU RHYSAND FOR STOPPING THIS MADNESS! Wow he just wanted to F**k her and thats it? WTH is Gwyn doing here? Ok creepy Azriel is gone and this new azriel is here? Aweee he is actually kinda cutie now and he is laughing? HE SINGS???? OMG SHE SINGS THO! His shadows singing and dancing with her??? Cuteeeeeee, Ok so he gave the necklace to clotho to give to gwyn, thats cute she does in fact deserve something beautiful like that but why Elains? Ig its the though that counts. SPARKED IN HIS CHEST???? THATS ROWAELIN/NESSIAN LANGUAGE!!!! HOW does her picture it proper?? Glowing and secret? Where the hell did he tuck the image bruhhh?

A thing of secret lovely beauty. AHHHHHHHH clotho and the shadows are team Gwynriel for sure! Gwynriel are sooo mates tho and i hate Elriel with every fiber in my being. How did azriel go from mr. creep to mr. melts my heart?

After finishing: Wow everybody on tiktok are elriels. They are so confident elriel is endgame? Hmmmm but none of their points make sense but i cant explain in a comment section! Maybe Gwynriel and Elucien isnt endgame :(

*Downloads tumblr*

Gwynriel and Eluciens on tumblr have their freaking masters degree DAMN

[eowyndy]

The lyric “I’m still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them” hits different when you’re an adult child of an alcoholic who was a product of their environment.