When I say I forget my friends exist sometimes, by the way, I don't mean that y'all have completely vacated from my mind.
It's kind of like a plate in a microwave that the beeping is broken on. It finished spinning but because you're not actively watching it to see when it's done, you forget you were ever making food, usually until you smell it and get reminded that you have food in the microwave.
As for friends, I see the messages, but because there's nothing there actively reminding me, they're just kind of sitting there perpetually. I can think about them, but I've forgotten the act of interacting personally (outside of reblogging posts from one another) exists, basically.


















