#arquaticdamian

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Damian here, the reason why Julian Cloud has gone dark again in social media is because We are still fighting for our lives and for adequate services. Barely have any energy to post just this.

[arquaticdreamer]

TW: poverty; food insecure

Damian hates living in poverty so bloody much...hate living with not enough food, and running out of money for food. Unable to afford a full fridge.

[arquaticdreamer]

Arquatic Damian here:

TW: Hyperphantasia, nightmare/night terror mentions, sleep paralysis, and hypnopompic-hypnogogic hallucinations

One of our newest alters (good god I keep saying new but there’s sooo many new ones can’t know which) I mean most our most recent alter discovered himself via being a dream seeker alter who found himself in a dream about his source while at the front and it was highly unusual for this new guy to find out while in his nightmare he tried calling out for help but realized he couldn’t speak in the body or in his sleep, got momentarily confused and visibly upset about it. It’s odd with hyperphantasia, and hypnopompic and hypnogogic hallucinations while dreaming for our system cause he felt and could hear himself actually auditory like physical heard him crying out someone’s name but when our host woke up like…he asked our caregiver if she heard any of us actually speaking someone’s name or asking for help, but to her response “I heard you vocalizing, but not a single word was said from you guys” and so now such a strange brain body disconnect. Damian feels body speaking in sleep but not actually speaking, we hallucinate hearing ourselves speaking in sleep in dream.. so strange.