chronic boredom makes me miserable.
i am sick of perpetually feeling as if nothing is satisfactory or enough to entertain me, rotting away trying not to engage in any of the destructive urges i have to fill that gap within myself.

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chronic boredom makes me miserable.
i am sick of perpetually feeling as if nothing is satisfactory or enough to entertain me, rotting away trying not to engage in any of the destructive urges i have to fill that gap within myself.
The urge to start a random fight in the street to relieve chronic boredom...
Chronic boredom and apathy gotten to the point where I'm isolating myself from my friends, never talking to them, actively making the relationship decay as I continously forget about their needs and wants. I'm ghosting some of my other friends too, I can't really bring myself to talk to them again, they were just too boring, and you know that's a death sentence to me...
the king from the zelda cdi game gives me life changing advice while im at my slow retail job (comic idea i had while bored at work)
sometimes even my worst coping mechanisms for chronic boredom do literally nothing. wtf am i supposed to do then if i can't just cut or drink or do drugs or steal to feel better??
i get bored of people so very quickly but i don't just ditch them because what if i can't find anyone to replace them and entertain myself
Having hobbies isn’t enough. I need to go for a walk and see someone kidnapping a child and then go and successfully defend the child and get beaten to a bloody pulp, then get rushed to the hospital and interviewed by the local news.
I think I might need to keep having Dermatillomania and not treat it. I feel a tiny bit of satisfaction when picking, and a bit of satisfaction—even if it's an unhealthy kind—is precious because of my anhedonia. Plus when I pick I'm quite focus, which means no potential dark thoughts bothering me and less boredom.