Parental Yandere Underboss x GN reader
Summary: After your parents were killed by Noah, a merciless underboss, you were determined to avenge your family. But fate seemed to have another plan as the man practically adopts you. I guess you have a new dad? Congrats?
CW: reader not having a good time emotionally Masterlist here. Part 1 here.
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Noah was conflicted.
You were getting better, skipping less school, and there were moments Noah spotted you smiling with friends from classes he hadn't noticed before. Now, this was all good, of course, but for some reason, it had begun to irritate him.
He didn't know what was wrong with him! He should feel happy, glad, relieved even, that you were bothering him less. You hadn't broken into his home in three whole months, your attempts at avenging your parents having died down, reduced to scathing verbal remarks.
And now whenever you saw him coming, you went the other way without a second word. Perhaps you were getting worn out from how brutally your attempts were thwarted, but still you couldn't have given up so soon, could you? Afterall, it had been only seven months since Noah had murdered your parents. You….You couldn't be getting over him yet, right? Right??
Noah remembered the first night you had broken into his house. You were on your knees, looking up at him with such fire it stunned him for a second. At the moment, Noah had been annoyed. Now, he can't help the inkling of fondness that swelled up in his chest at the memory.
The thought of never getting to see you again, of slowly drifting away until he became just a bad dream from your childhood… It made him sick.
He needed you.
He couldn't go an hour without asking for updates about you, he couldn't sleep at night when you weren't here, at his home, in your room. He wanted you to need him the same way he needed you. He wanted you to tell him about your day, to help you with homework assignments, and to hear about friend troubles, just… normal things.
Was that too much to ask for?
He stared at the paper in his hands. It was thin and trembling in his grip. Exhaling a breath he didn't know he was holding, Noah picked up his ball-point pen, gripping it in a firm grip, and signed the paper. He cleared his throat, "Milton."
"Sir," the man responded right away, stepping up to stand in front of Noah's desk.
Noah slid the signed paper towards his subordinate, expression resolved, "Submit this to the courts, make sure Judge Hartz is assigned to the case."
"…Yes, sir," came Milton's practiced response, although Noah could hear a smidge of surprise in his voice.
"Excellent," Noah nodded, stepping out of his chair and looking out of the window in his office. "Have we gotten the newest shipment of Fentanyl and Cocaine from the cartel?"
"Yes, sir."
"Good, good." Noah ruffled through his pocket, digging out a pack of cigarettes. Instead of taking a cigar out to smoke though, he walked back to his desk and threw out the pack in the trash can beside his office chair. "I want five bundles planted at the address recorded on line four of the document you are holding."
Milton's eyes widened for a moment, a flash of understanding crossing his face. "Yes, sir," He bowed. "It will be done by tonight."
"Dismissed."
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It was getting dark. You knew you should have called your uncle to pick you up from the library after you missed your bus, but you didn't want to bother him. While he wasn't cruel or mean to you, you hadn't exactly been close with your uncle before your parents passed away, and now that your mom, his younger sister, had been murdered, your relationship had only gotten more awkward.
It was hard seeing a stranger grieve a person that meant everything to you, so you tried to give him space.
As you approached your house, the sound of sirens alarmed you. Instantly, your chest tightened, unpleasant memories of cops, interrogations, and blood bombarding you. You took off, making a wild dash for your house, praying to whatever god there was that those sirens weren't coming from your home. Deep in your heart though, you knew they were.
Your house was blocked off in yellow tape. At least three cop cars were parked outside, flashing red and blue. You stared, and stared, and stared some more. It felt like a terrible joke, and you were always the punchline. You felt an odd urge to laugh.
Of course, something like this had to happen the moment you had begun to get settled into your new life. It was your fault for expecting anything to get better.
Collapsing on the sidewalk, you threw up the hasty lunch you had eaten that day at school. Suddenly, you couldn't contain the bubble of laughter that erupted from you, followed by wet tears and even more laughter. You must have looked deranged, but you couldn't find it in yourself to care much about anything at the moment.
You ended up in a cop car somehow. You stared out of the window. You blinked once, twice, but your thoughts didn't clear. You felt…strange. This was nowhere near the hysteric sensation you felt when you were standing in front of your house. No, instead of hysteric, you felt… calm? Tired, dazed? You weren't sure. There wasn't a textbook to help categorize the emotion you were feeling at the moment.
You ended up in a familiar looking room. The victim's room, your mind helpfully supplied. It was the same room you had been questioned in the night your parents were murdered. Not that anything came of that interrogation… not with Noah pulling the strings.
Someone was speaking to you. A police officer, a detective? You tried to read their lips, but quickly gave up. It wouldn't matter in the end. Nothing would.
The door opened and closed, and then you were left all alone once more. You could have sat there for hours or just a few minutes before the door opened once more.
You blinked slowly, then looked up. There before you stood Noah. The look on his face shocked you right out of your stupor. It was a grim mix of relief and guilt and pity, and it absolutely infuriated you. Before you knew what you were doing you shot out of your seat and grabbed onto his trenchcoat, screaming, "You! You had something to do with this, didn't you?!"
Noah just looked at you, with that terrible look on his face. "Y/n," his eyebrows furrowed as he spoke, "I'm sorry."
Hot tears trailblazed a path down your cheeks and you lifted your fists to beat at his chest. "Don't!" you hissed. "Don't. you. dare!" You raised your fists over and over, hitting harder and harder. "Fuck you, Noah! Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you! You liar! You…" you hissed as your hands continued to hit him, your knuckles turning red. You tried to smack away Noah's hands as they came to wrap around you, but failed, and then the two of you slowly began to sink into the floor all while you continued to punch at him. "You," your voice quivered with tears as you hiccuped, "you promised me you wouldn't. N—Not if I behaved!"
Your hands flopped uselessly to your sides, bloody and bruised. Noah was left unscathed. As always your struggling was futile, harming you more than anyone else. An empty silence filled the room before Noah spoke, "I'm not… a good man, Y/n."
You laughed. A short, bitter laugh that came out closer to a sob. You ignored the way Noah wrapped around you, the way his hand came to pet the back of your nape, the way you were sitting on his lap on the cold floor. "I hate you," your voice was thick as it came out. Your cheek was pressed into the shoulder of Noah's coat and you hiccuped, tears still racing down your face. You could taste the salt of them as they pooled onto your lips. "I hate you so, so much. I hope you die."
Noah was silent for a very long time before he nodded, accepting your words, "I know." His voice was quiet and gravely. "But I love you, Y/n. So much. I'm not a good man," he continued, hands reaching up to tenderly swipe away at your tears, hands that caused so much pain to you, your family, the world, now seeking to comfort you, "but to you I could be so good."
He leant closer, pressing a delicate kiss to the arch of your eyebrow, "I promise."
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A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this touch of angst :3 I like making reader crash out
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