#ftm chest

[thatguywiththeholes]

Crop tops are made for tits that need sucked

[prettypupp]

owchies 😖

[assignedgayman]

apparently there's a correct way to flex?

idk, just look at my chest

[smol-unis]

Anyone have a experience with either of these ? And do you prefer half or full tanks ? Especially for bigger sized chests

(And Ik Amazon isn’t recommended for binders but these are underworks brand and we’re currently only able to buy through Amazon)

[ubdqelliot]

Tfw you havent bought Actual bras ever bc youre trans and your family instead supported you in getting binders, but your binder is too big and you cant wear a bindr constantly, so youre having to bra shop for the first time in the middle of a Pandemic, wherein you cant try on bras to get an idea on your measurements

[a-very-queer-space-kid]

news and other such things

its been a bit, but I have potentially big news.

So my therapist and I have been talking in the last weeks/months about how I’m struggling to figure out how to find a doctor in my area (all the ones I’ve tried who work specifically with lgbt+ are booked or unavailable, so I was becoming super frustrated and really depressed.

Anyway

he suggested that I try this one center near me because he’s sent other patients of his in that direction and it seemed to work out well for them.  So I shoot a message to their public Facebook group (was going to email) asking if they offered general primary care services or if it was only a specialty office - because ideally I'd like to find a PCP that can sort of act as my “medical So I called them one day to see if I could schedule an appointment - proceeded to botch the fuck out of that phone call because I didn't explain myself properly and the person on the phone said I could just walk in, but I don't think they knew what I wanted.  

Moving on, I figured out how to work their online appointment scheduler, and I have an appointment for the 19th of January!!!  I don't quite know what their whole turnover time is, but I could be starting hormones by my birthday!  I could get my doctor’s letter for surgery soon, which means I can actually start scheduling for my top surgery!!!I’m so excited!

I’m also nervous as fuck, but I think its in a good way mostly.  Theres still stuff to figure out ala how am I going to come out at work without creating a toxic enviornent for myself, and how am I going to come out publicly - we know its not a secret, but I don't want to give anyone any more room for excuses anymore.  And there's still the issue of I haven't found my name yet, and that's depressing, but like, I’’m super hype to start T?  Like I don't remember if I had talked about it before, about how I hadn't even been sure I wanted it, but I'm so ready to feel like home (like, we can talk about the actual years of internalized transphobia I didn't realize I was holding onto and hurting myself with, but that's a whole other post) I’m so ready to not hate myself so much.  Am I ready to stab myself in the leg for the rest of my life?  No, but it be what it be.

just wanted to let you guys know what's up.  Oh, I sort of got a promotion at work, they want me to be a “crew leader”, whatever that means.  I haven't told my therapist the good news yet because of the holidays, but I'm excited for that, maybe we can keep troubleshooting ideas about coming out at work.

(speaking of, somebody remind me to let you guys know about the whole “gender reveal but its actually just me coming out as trans” video I'm planning to film and post for my family/friends on Facebook)

[ihatemybones]

Bro no trans guys ever talk about bottom dysphoriaaaa. I need to find some people to rant to or coping mechanism tips or something.

[progressionofowen]

If only I could eat healthy for like, at least a week straight. Then it's over for y'all