#gaseousness

[wanderingmind867]

Resisting the urge to masturbate is the hardest thing ever. I'm a chronic overthinker, and I overthink when I'm stressed. Thinking about masturbation arouses me and also stresses me out (because it makes me feel so awkward). So maintaining an internal discipline to resist it...that's really stressful. So I very well may still wind up masturbating. But I'm just very tired, and this is extra frustrating.

On top of these issues with discipline, my stomach also feels weird. My stomach feels cramped, constipated, uncomfortable and sore. My facial hair is awful, as is my dead skin on my face. It all sucks. sigh...

[wanderingmind867]

I've been constipated for a few weeks now. I don't know what's causing it, but nothing comes out whenever I go bathroom. Do you know what does come out? Blood from my hemorrhoids. Blood from my hemorrhoids and gas is 80% of everything coming out of me now. I don't know why, but I'm clearly constipated.

How do I get rid of this constipation? I don't know. But it's starting to really feel uncomfortable, which sucks. This isn't my first time with constipation, either. I had it for a long time a few years ago, too. Since 2024, I swear stomach problems have become my gods forsaken stock in trade!

On top of this, I'm also dealing with severe congestion. My ears are popping, my throat is slightly sore and I am so, so fucking congested. It's horrible.

[wanderingmind867]

My hands feel clammy again. I don't like it, but it's true. Oh, and I'm congested again. So much phlegm is stuck in my throat. And then I also have a real feeling of gaseousness. I feel exhausted, and I feel rather uncomfortable. I hate feeling so gassy, but I can't exactly control all of that. I wish I could, but I can't.

My tablet still barely charges. That's upsetting to me, because I care about that tablet. My hands feel greasy and my phone case does as well. I feel really tired.

I don't feel perfectly, no. My skin feels greasy, my stomach feels sore, lots of things feel really uncomfortable. I don't like it. I really don't like it. I hate when I get to feeling this way. sigh...

[wanderingmind867]

Gods, gas is the worst feeling ever. My dad gets it a lot, and now I'm getting it too. It's a byproduct of my constipation, I think. It's just like a tightness and a soreness all compressed in on the stomach. It's horrible. I almost don't want to talk about it too much, because it's not a great feeling (and I'm almost worried talking about it too much before I head to bed in an hour is just begging for misfortune). But I can't help bringing it up, since it's really uncomfortable. Hopefully I feel better tomorrow. Or at the very least, hopefully I make it through tonight peacefully. And maybe tomorrow we can see if anything improves on my stomach front.

[wanderingmind867]

I hope I can get all my stomach problems fixed over the summer break in a few months. The constipation followed up by big blow outs in the bathroom. It's not fun. I blame my iron deficiency which my family doctor told me about a while ago, because I've had no time to fix it. I don't even know why i have an iron deficiency, since i eat a lot of meats and stuff. But idk.

Anyways, I made this post because i'm currently feeling a bit of gas. My dad thinks it might be stress related due to me potentially going the full five days this week (for the first time in forever), and honestly? He's not wrong. It is making me nervous. I don't know if that's all of it, though. Either way, i'm just gonna hope all the issues clear up on their own before tomorrow morning. I don't need to deal with this stuff before school tomorrow. Or even during school. That'd be awful. Stomach pain is always the worst.