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Heard the gameplay is 💩
Hey uhh… tw death I guess
For like the past few days (and technically longer… but it’s become noticeably bad… and it’s still getting worse) I have felt death encroaching. Not like a quick ‘I’m in so much pain I feel like I’m dying’ but like I can feel it creeping up? And I’ve been having digestive issues and stuff (I finally got in with my gastroenterologist… it’s probably either IBS or Celiac) so maybe it’s just that it’s been hard to eat/drink lately? Or I’m sick? It’s just that every time I slow down, I start to feel it coming my and it’s really starting to scare me. My whole body hurts, and I’m struggling to sleep, and I’m genuinely worried about it??
I’m gonna talk to my therapist in like a day or two, and I won’t do anything goofy, cause I know that it’s concerning… but I’m hoping someone has advice
Hopefully it’s just a depressive episode or something?
*gets “OUT OF ORDER” tattooed on my stomach*
Thoughts on embodyment practice... It is becoming increasingly apparent that I haven't lived in my body for a very long time. This is common in people with trauma like mine. Now that I am trying to remedy that, it turns out my body has felt neglected for a long time. I've found it helps me if I treat her like a 3rd person. Yesterday she needed rest and though I was willing to give it to her I still had to fight against the feelings of dissapointment with her for failing me. She didn't fail me, I chose not to listen to her because I had important shit to do and this is the result of that. A day of tea, Disney films and rest and all is forgiven. It is my aim to do better at this, to be in relationship with her so that she doesn't need to shout to be heard. . . . . . . #witch #witch🔮#solitarywitch #paganwitch #instawitch #greenwitch #hearthwitch #hedgewitch #paganpride #heathen #kitchenwitch #witchlife #witchcraft #modernwitch #witchaesthetic #norsepagan #celticpagan #shadowwork #embodyment #ibsawareness (at Totnes) https://www.instagram.com/p/CV5SKYwtvin/?utm_medium=tumblr
having a disease that affects your gi track sucks, but you know what sucks even more?
forgetting your phone or a book or something on the way to the bathroom and reading the ingredients off of shampoo bottles because there's nothing else to do
i dont know what Hexyl Cinnamal is or why its in my Suave conditioner, but now i know its there
sometimes having IBS is like
during a constipated phase:
bro......bro... i wish this was OVER I absolutely hate this so much I think I'm going to rupture mY SPLEEN!!!!!! I wISH I had diarrhea instead
and then when you have diarrhea:
fuck fUcK fUCK FUCK THIIIIIIS wHy do I have to use the toilet sO MUCH I cannot live like this anymore fUck
Honestly one of the reasons I hate going to doctors. It's like what's the point if there "is nothing wrong with me"