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Warning: Fighting/arguing, Break up, sickness
“Well I am sorry that I have obligations!” Your boyfriend, Jackson, spewed at you. You were currently in your apartment, having yet another argument because he had to miss your date due to his work. You had always supported him, and knew going into the relationship that it would be hard but it has gotten worse as Got7 and his solo career have both taken off.
“I know that! But we haven’t gone out properly in over six months!” You yell back. “I don’t expect to be your number one priority, but I certainly don’t expect to be at the bottom of your list. If you think I’d ever be okay with that you clearly have misunderstood me from the start.” You cross your arms.
Jackson huffs and runs his hand through his hair. “What do you expect me to do Y/N? Start blowing off meetings? Practices?” He takes a deep breath and pauses for a moment. “You aren’t at the bottom of my list, you know that...but I can’t just clear my schedule for a date. And it’s not like we don’t see each other. I pretty much live here with you.” He adds.
“It feels like I never see you. You leave before I go to work and then don’t come back until late at night. You don’t even respond to my texts anymore, and if you do it’s a one word response.” At this point tears are falling from your eyes. “The only quality time we have is when you wake me up because you are horny. I feel like that’s the only reason you keep me around.”
Jackson’s heart breaks hearing you say that. He loves you, he truly does, but he is just always so busy. “Y/N… I-”
“No! Save it. I am done.” You bawl. “I am done trying to make this work… I love you Jackson, with all of my heart… and I still want you in my life but I just… I can’t do this anymore.” You explain in broken sobs.
Jackson, who is now also crying, walks up to you and pulls you into a hug. “I am sorry… I never meant to cause you such pain… if… if this is what you want, then okay. If this is going to make you happy then okay.” He gives you a broken smile. He gives you one last kiss on your cheek before he grabs his jacket and leaves.
As soon as he is gone, you collapse onto the floor and cry your lungs out. Your chest is tight and you don’t move… eventually passing out where you lay.
You awoke the next morning feeling exhausted, dried tears caked onto your cheeks making the skin feel tight and your eyes crusted. It took all of your energy to move into your bathroom. To say you were a mess would be an understatement. Your skin lacked any sign of color, your hair was a mess and unusually lifeless, and you couldn’t stop the pain in your chest. It was making you physically nauseous.
You spent the next 20 minutes hovered over the toilet, the very little contents in your stomach now in the porcelain bowl. Once your stomach was at ease, you decided a shower would do you good. You started the shower, testing the temperature, and then stripped down. You entered the shower and began washing, but your mind couldn’t help but wander to memories of you and Jackson showering together. Messing around and laughing, blowing bubbles with the soaps, as well as other things. Your eyes began to tear up again. You were going to miss those times, but you knew deep down that for right now… it was best for both of you.
Once you were clean, you went to your living room and sat on the couch. You checked your phone for the first time and noticed you had a handful of texts. Some from Jackson, some from the other members, and some from your friends. You decided to check the ones from your friends first.
From: Y/B/F
Y/N, are you okay? I got some texts from Jackson asking to check in on you. Did something happen?
From:Y/B/F
Hello?
From: Y/B/F
Why aren’t you answering?
You sigh and text back, knowing of you don’t she’ll go out of her way to come see you.
To: Y/B/F
Hey… I am okay technically speaking. I’m not injured but… I broke up with Jackson last night.
You sent the text, and you were about the check the others when Y/B/F calls. You answer.
“What happened?” She asked.
“We got into another argument because he cancelled on yet another date… I just… I knew he would be busy, but we haven’t spent proper time with each other in months. It was tearing me apart to feel like I was being pushed aside. I know it’s selfish of me to think that way because he is doing really well and I am proud of him! I always have been and always will be but…” You trail off.
“I get it… are you holding up okay? Do you want me to come over? You were with hm for… years. This has to be hard on you.” She asks, her voice soft and comforting.
“I’d rather just be alone for awhile…”
“Alright… if you need anything, give me a call okay?”
“Mhmm. I will.”
“Okay. I’ll let you go. I love you.” She says.
“I love you too.” You say, hanging up. You open up the messaged from the other members of Got7, deciding to save Jackson’s messages for last.
From: Jinyoung
Hey, Y/N. Jackson told us what happened. Are you okay?
From: Yugyeom
If you need anything, let me or one of the others know… you are always family no matter what <3
From: JB
Why aren’t you answering anyone? Are you okay?
From: Mark
Y/N! Please answer… no one has heard from you. We are all worried.
From: Youngjae
Y/N… please take care of yourself, okay? We will all be sad if something happens to you.
From: Bambam.
Noona, we love you and understand if you want to be alone but please just let us know you are okay. We know you are awake by now…
You smile softly. These men have become your family, and you are glad they are all so worried about you. You feel a bit bad for causing such fear, but before you respond to anyone you wanted to read Jackson’s messages knowing he is probably still with them since they have rehearsals.
From: Jackson
Good morning… I hope you are doing okay and that me messaging you doesn’t upset you. Waking up and not having you next to me made my heart hurt… I know I haven’t been putting in as much effort as I should have and I apologize. I know that doesn’t fix anything, but I love you and want to do better by you. I hope, despite everything, you will still be in my life… as a friend or as a partner.
From: Jackson
I hope you are feeling okay. I told the members what happened, I hope they don’t bother you too much. Let me know if they do.
From: Jackson
I get it if you don’t want to talk to me… but please respond to the other’s. We are all worried. I contacted Y/B/F… I hope you at least respond to her.
You took a deep breath and called Jackson.
“Y/N!” He answered almost instantly. “Thank god… we were all so worried.” he said. “Are you okay?” He asked.
“Yeah, I’m alright. I feel a bit ill but I’m sure it’ll pass with time. Sorry for worrying everyone…” You apologize.
“Yah! Are you resting?” Jackson asked.
“Mhmm…”
“Okay good… that’s a bit weird though. You never really get sick… if it’s not better in a few days go to the doctor okay?” He more so ordered than asked. It made your heart flutter a bit,reminding you of the bittersweet pain that resigns in your chest.
“I will… I just wanted to call and check in with you all. Please tell the others that I am okay but am going to take a few days for myself and to not worry. I’ll let you all get back to practice.”
Jackson is quiet for awhile. You hear him sigh.
“Alright… once you feel better I would like to talk. To actually talk about everything… no anger and no fighting but just… talking. Okay?”
“I…” You pause for a second, knowing you owe it both to him and yourself. You need that closure. “Okay.”
“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
Warning: Angst, violence and there might be some in appropriate words
The moment you were looking around for an empty seat to sit in, every seat looked taken. You gotta be kidding...
You slowly walked up the stairs and continued to look around until you noticed an empty seat. It was between a couple and a group of friends. That one solo chair...
So much for avoiding people...
You slowly approached the seat not trying to be in anyone’s way; not that the movie was starting but you’ll be surprised how many people actually sit there and watch the commercials...
As you reached the empty seat you were going to talk to the group of friends to ask if you could sit there however they were too busy having a conversation of their own. You then spoke to the couple not bother to look at them.
“Is this seat taken?” You asked slowly lifting up your head.
“No no please si-,” the moment you lifted up your head your eyes met a familiar pair of eyes... Jackson
Shit... You weren’t expecting to see Jackson in the same theater as you. Now you regret not looking carefully where you sit...
Deep down inside you wanted to turn around and go find a new seat but then it would seem as if Jackson and you hated each other... The both of you just stopped talking and that was that...
You took a seat and felt the awkward tension between the two of you... Although you felt beyond uncomfortable just sitting next to someone you called your best friend once upon a time, you sucked it up and stared at the screen.
Just pretend he’s not there...
It was easier said than done...
“I’m back, the movie hasn’t started yet?” You couldn’t help but glance over at Jackson and saw the way he smiled at his little girlfriend...
“No not yet,” the two pulled each other into a random kiss and she sat down right next to him...
You thought just sitting next to Jackson was going to be bad but now that you are sitting next to him and his girlfriend you realized it's worse than you were expecting...
Maybe coming to the movies was a mistake. You probably should have stayed home and looked for something on tv or even online...
However, you decided to stay in the theater and be completely dateless... On top of that, you met your ex-best friend with his girlfriend and you were now sitting next to him, it's too late to run away from him...
Slowly you glanced over at Jackson and noticed him doing the same. You quickly looked away and felt out of place and awkward...
At least Jackson had his girlfriend by his side.. You stared at the screen right in front of you and was hoping and pray that the movie was going to start soon...
You had two options here... You either suck it up and watch this movie you’ve been dying to see or... You let Jackson know he had an impact in not talking to you and walk off basically throwing your pride away...
The theater lights slowly began to dim down, and the movie finally began to start.
~
When the movie began you thought that it would be easier to forget that Jackson’s existence was right next to you but the complete opposite happens. Instead, Jackson’s new girlfriend was actually making it harder to ignore their presence.
Every time you would think that you would forget they exist you would either hear Jackson’s new girlfriend whisper something over to Jackson or would hear her randomly kiss him...
You never felt so uncomfortable in your life until this very moment. You wanted to leave... You wanted to let them know that this is a theater and not a motel for them to be making out right near you but you couldn’t seem to bring yourself to do it...
Maybe sitting here in the first place was a bad idea... Now that you think about it, you probably should have gone home instead...
Glancing over you noticed Irene’s head on Jackson’s shoulder and you felt upset... You don’t understand why you felt this way but you wanted to leave... You couldn't bear to see the two together anymore.
Without thinking twice you got up from your seat and left not looking back once.
Right about now home sound perfect right now. Who needs to watch some stupid movie anyways?
As you were leaving out of your seat and was walking down the stairs, you don’t know how this happened but for some reason, you completely missed a step and before you know it you were now down on the ground with popcorn scattered everywhere around you.
Oh...
MY...
God...
You heard nothing but laughter. You were facing the ground and was scared to even stand up. Today was not your day... First Yoongi blows you off, then you sat next to Jackson and his stupid new girlfriend and now here you are on the ground having a whole crowd laughing right at you.
Can this day get any worse?
You slowly got up from the ground feeling so embarrassed to even show face... As you were up on your two feet, you turned around and noticed people were recording you...
You then looked up and made eye contact with Jackson... The fact that Jackson looked directly at you made you feel even worse than you did a few seconds ago...
Shit, right about now the only thing that was running in your mind was run...
Right about now you already embarrassed yourself in front of a big group of strangers... You couldn’t get up and act like nothing happened because everyone clearly saw you fall.
Just your luck right?
It wasn’t long until you ran out of there not looking back once running to the nearest exit.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
I don’t know why... But I wanted to get up and run after her... I know I shouldn’t care, I should let this situation go especially because Y/N and I don’t talk anymore but... I still care regardless and I hate that about myself.
I got up and Irene looked at me confused.
“Where are you going?” She asks grabbing onto my arm and I smiled.
“Just to the bathroom,” that was a lie but I didn’t feel like explaining myself to Irene.
She doesn’t know anything about Y/N and since we are at the movies the last thing I want to do is sit here and explain myself while people tell us to shut up...
If there comes a day where I have to explain myself then I will. But right about now all I wanted to do was make sure Y/N was okay...
As soon as Irene let go out of my arm, I was off. I tried to speed walk to the nearest exit hoping Y/N wasn’t already too far.
As I was out of the theater I pulled out my phone and looked at my contacts... I know I still have Y/N’s number. I know we don’t talk but I haven’t deleted it because you never know...
Plus I don’t think I can just delete her number unless I know if me and her will never be in each other life ever again...
As I called her number, I instantly brought the phone to my ear and began to hear the phone suddenly ring. One ring... The second ring... And then I heard silence.
Did she pick up?
“Y/N?” I answered but instead of hearing her voice I suddenly heard a voicemail instead...
Damn it...
I slipped my phone into my pocket and began to look around. I have no idea how on earth I am going to find her but I hope I do and make sure she’s not ready to do anything stupid.
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Your Point of View
You looked at your phone and continued to wait for a taxi... Moments like this made you wish that you had a car to get to where you need to be... And right about now, you needed to be home to bury your face somewhere because the last thing you want to be is in public.
“Y/N!” Huh?
Did you hear someone your name or does someone have the same name as you?
Instead of putting mind the person calling out your name, you continued to look left and right hoping the taxi was here already...
Next thing you know, you suddenly felt a hand grab a hold of your wrist.
You looked back and there catching you off guard you see Jackson standing right there before you.
Okay, first of all, you want to make sure you’re not dreaming...
You rubbed one of your eyes making you were awake and as soon as you did that... You realized you weren't dreaming.
What the hell is Jackson doing standing right in front of you?
More importantly, why is he talking to you?
“Jackson?” He looked down at your wrist and suddenly let's go.
“Are you okay?” Jackson asks looking directly into your eyes and instead of answering you stared back at him.
Did Jackson run all the way here to ask if you were okay? It’s sweet and all but why? Why did Jackson think it was suddenly okay for him to come and approach you after practically ignoring you this whole time...
You were about to answer his question but you felt like you shouldn’t... Jackson cuts you off and now comes when he wants... Jackson is supposed to be your best friend, lately, he’s been a terrible best friend by cutting you off with no warning or anything.
“Why are you here?” You asked Jackson and he looked at you and scratches the back of his neck.
“I saw what happened.. I-I just wanted to make sure you were okay,” you turned around and had your back facing Jackson.
Really... Is he just going to ask you what happened but not explain himself? You could let your best friend back in your life and act like nothing is wrong... But you decided to push him away instead...
If Jackson suddenly doesn’t want to be a part of your life then why should he suddenly come when something is wrong? That’s not how it works...
“Well, I’m fine. You can go back now,” you blurted out not thinking twice that your response was a bit rude...
Without looking at Jackson, you could feel him stare at you for a bit but then suddenly began to back up and walk off.
At least you know where Jackson and you stand now at this point... If he cared even a little about this friendship then he would let you know why he’s been acting damn distant. But instead, Jackson just walks off and continues to leave you confused and annoyed yet again.
You have no idea what the hell happened... One minute everything is good between the two of you... Then the moment the both of you went to the party it seems like Jackson suddenly hated you and you have no idea why.
This whole lack of communication sucks because at the end of the day you were losing someone you cared about a lot...
Eventually, the taxi arrived and you were just ready to go home... Enough is enough... You just need sleep.
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Jackson’s Point of View
Now at this point, I don’t know if what I am doing is the right thing... I mean I pushed Y/N away because I’m tired of being in love with the girl and I’m tired of seeing her with someone else who isn’t me...
I thought by pushing Y/N away I could move on and everything will be fine... But I realized that even though I’m pushing someone I claim I love, I’m also pushing someone I trusted the most with away...
No matter what I am always going to care about her. The moment I saw her fall in the movie theater in front of everyone, I wanted to run down there and help her up...
I don’t know why I didn’t...
Probably because I’m a coward... I’m afraid to still be in love with her that’s why I stopped being a part of her life...
I know she doesn’t feel the same, if I told her I was in love with her she would reject me right away... So instead of facing my feelings I ran off and decided to move on.
Slowly and quietly I went back to my seat and Irene looked at me.
“Hey you’re back,” Irene says as wrapped her arm around mine and I just nodded my head and looked straight at the screen...
To be honest right about now I’m not in the mood to talk. I just want to watch this movie and then go home.
~
Your Point of View
As soon as you got home, you picked up your phone and called Yoongi but instead of having him answer you heard his voicemail instead.
Where was Yoongi when you needed him the most...
Although you were claiming that you wanted to be alone, you wanted the opposite of that... To be honest, you wanted to be confronted and hoped someone would make you feel better, but it seems like Yoongi can’t even seem to do that...
Here you were completely alone in your room looking around feel absolutely lonely. You don’t have any other friends that you could call up and hang out with because the truth is Jackson was your only friend.
*Why am I like this?” You thought to yourself as you stared blankly at the ceiling and before you continue being miserable on your own you felt your phone vibrating.
You reached over and grabbed a hold of your phone... There you finally see your boyfriend call you back.
It’s about time.
You sat up having the phone in your hands. In an instant, you answered the phone.
“Hey b-” before you could talk any further Yoongi began to speak.
“Babe, I’m calling to let you know that I don’t think I will be able to see you today,” what the hell...
First Yoongi couldn’t see the movie with you and now Yoongi suddenly can't spend time with you.
You were just about to speak until suddenly you hear a female laugh...
“Who was that?” You couldn’t help but ask out of curiosity. If Yoongi can’t see you, then who was he with that made him suddenly busy?
You don’t think Yoongi is cheating you... Right...
“No one, that’s just my cousin,” Yoongi blurts out like nothing for some reason you had a feeling in your gut that Yoongi was possibly lying... However instead of asking him any further questions. you decided to believe him...
There is no way Yoongi must be cheating on you... You’re just being paranoid.
“Ohh... Okay.. See you tomorrow?” You asked him trying to keep the conversation short and simple.
To be honest, you were kind of hoping that Yoongi would catch on that something must be wrong but he didn’t catch on... Instead he said yes and hanged up not giving you a chance to say anything after that...
As you sat there staring at your phone blankly... You couldn’t help but to suddenly go back to memory land...
~
Flashback
Back in high school, there was this guy... A guy you thought you were in love with... He was the longest relationship you were in...
The both of you were together for about 2 years. For a second you thought he was the love of your life... But that was a complete lie till you found the truth about this boyfriend of yours...
He couldn’t hang out with you after school before homecoming because he had practice... You understood and decided to bring him food instead...
You remember going to his favorite food place and got his favorite order... There is always a line but you were willing to wait just to get what he wants... By the time you got to school, you walked over to the gym waiting to see the basketball team practicing but instead it was completely empty.
What happened to the basketball team? Was there no practice?
You felt beyond stupid... If your boyfriend was lying to you... Then there is a reason why he was lying. The first thing that popped in your head was maybe he was cheating... But you didn’t want to jump to that conclusion because he’s never given you a motive to think that way...
As you were standing in front of the gym, you pulled out your phone and you instantly called him.
If he’s not in school where could he be?
You brought your phone to your ear and the phone was ringing till... Suddenly you heard a phone ring. From that, you followed the noise of the phone ringing and as you continued to follow the noise, you swear you heard the phone ringing coming from the boys changing room.
Okay so if that’s his phone ringing that must mean he’s here... You hung up your phone call and quietly knocked on the door but you heard silence...
Maybe it’s safe for you to go in there.
Without thinking twice, you opened the door not prepared at all. As soon as the door was wide open and you instantly saw your boyfriend... But he wasn’t alone.
There he was standing up as a random girl that’s known as the school’s skank was giving him a blowjob.
You froze and didn’t move a muscle. You had no idea how even react... What the hell do you do in a situation like this?
Eventually, the girl noticed your presence and as soon as your boyfriend or shall you say ex saw you, he quickly pulled up his pants and said the most cliche thing he could... “I can explain,”
How on earth can he explain the situation when it looked like he was cheating on you...
You wanted to scream, shout, and cry but what was the point? It’s not like doing any of that will take the pain away. Plus right now you want to be far away from this asshole because you didn’t want to waste another breath on him ever again.
As you turned right around and ran out of the locker room, you tried to escape but you could hear your ex calling your name from behind. You thought you were running in a fast past but that all changed when suddenly he caught up and grabbed a hold of your wrist.
You were now unable to run and you were stuck because he had a hold of your wrist. You froze but didn’t bother looking at him... Right about now you are beyond disgusted to know what kind of person he is.
“Y/N... Please let me explain,” you never understood why guys who cheat always say the cliche saying ‘let me explain’ how on earth are you suppose to explain that you cheated. It’s not like the girl had a knife on your throat or anything like that.
Instead of speaking you just looked at your wrist and tried to remove his grip but he wouldn't let go.
“Y/N....”
Just as you were expecting for him to say anymore, suddenly you hear a voice from behind you.
“Let her go,” you glanced behind you and see your best friend Jackson there walking into the gym.
Where did Jackson come from? Although you were surprised to see him still in school, you were happy to see him here...
“Can you mind your business, this doesn’t revolve around you,” your ex said to Jackson but that didn’t stop Jackson from butting in.
He walked up the two of you and in an instant, you were released from your ex's grip. Jackson helped you out but that didn’t stop your ex from trying to reach in again. However, instead of grabbing on to you, Jackson put you behind him and was now standing in front of your ex.
“Touch her again and there will be consequences,” you wanted to stop anything from happening but at the same time no...
“What are you going to do?” He asks testing Jackson and Jackson stood quiet.
Your ex tried to grab you one last time but before you know it, you suddenly see Jackson pushing your ex and then punching him straight on the face. Your ex fell to the floor and Jackson looked at him and shook his head.
“Should have listened to me in the first place,” from that point on, Jackson grabbed your hand and you two were out the door away from this worthless guy.
After that Jackson stood by your side and cheered you up making you forget your heart was broken... Jackson helped you realize that you don’t need to give up on love completely just from one bad experience...
~
When it came to Jackson he always made sure you were okay. If you were having a bad day or something bad happened, Jackson was there by your side regardless of anything...
And moments like this made you feel like you needed your best friend back...
“You can try to forget what happened, but you can never forget what you felt.”
Summary: Seeing you that night was just a careless mistake. It was just another party and another one night stand… But why was it so hard to get rid of you… Why did you have to be around? Why couldn’t I seem to let you go? Was this fate… or just a coincidence?
“What’s the matter? Afraid of a little temptation?”
Previous Parts:
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 // Part 13 // Part 14 // Part 15 // Part 16 //
Just as you were expecting for your face to be unrecognizable, the complete opposite of that happened. After the picture blew up in social media, more customers came into the store you worked at; not to buy anything but to ask you questions or even harass you.
You’re not saying that everyone who came harassed you, however, there are fans who love Jackson... They love him so much to the point that they began to tell you that you weren’t good enough for him and that you had to leave him alone or else.
It was hard to stay at work if anything you were ready to head home early but you didn’t. Although you didn’t feel comfortable in the beginning you sucked it up and decided to not let anyone get to you.
Even though Jackson and you did mess around once upon a time, it was a one-time thing and it was never going to happen again. If you react to what any of the fans are saying they will believe that Jackson and you are in a relationship and that’s the last thing you wanted.
As you were collecting all of the hangers that were thrown in the bin to put in the back room you were so lost in your thoughts that you didn’t happen to notice a person suddenly approaching you till...
“Y/N,” you lifted up your head and couldn’t recognize them.
They had one a black hat, a pair of sunglasses and a face mask. Their face completely covered, how on earth are you suppose to know who’s talking to you.
“Um... Yes?” You blurted out confused and you watched as the stranger slowly removed his sunglasses and there you met a pair of familiar eyes.
“Jinyoung?” He was the last person you were expecting to see around here. Especially since you assume that the boys probably all must hate you after Jackson and Jaebum probably told them the whole truth.
“Hey, do you think we can talk?” Jinyoung asks and you looked around the store.
You looked over at your wrist and looked at your watch. Your shift ended in ten minutes.
“I’m still in the clock, meet me in Terarosa in fifteen minutes,” you told Jinyoung and he nodded his head and walked off putting back his sunglasses.
Is it weird that Jinyoung suddenly came to your job to come and talk? You know exactly what the conversation must be about... But you were ready to answer any questions Jinyoung must have.
This should be interesting.
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“Not trying to sound harsh or anything but... What brings you at my job?” You asked glancing over at Jinyoung and he smiles.
“I know I’m the last person you probably ever expected to come and look for you... But I was hoping we would talk,” you were beyond curious what Jinyoung possibly wanted to talk about.
It’s not that you didn’t like Jinyoung, the two of you are in good terms but you two barely spoke when you were at the boy's apartment. If anything the two of you spoke one worded words to one another and that was that...
“Yeah well you caught me by surprise that’s for sure,” you said looking at Jinyoung and he smiles.
“Good, well before I keep you wondering I think I should get straight to the point... I think you know why I’m here,” well the only reason why Jinyoung would come and look for you at your job must have something to do with Jaebum and Jackson.
“Look if it’s about Jaebum and Jackson, don’t worry I won’t about around your boys,” Jinyoung smiles and shakes his head.
“I’m not here to tell you to stay away from them, I’m actually here to hear your side of the story. I know you broke both of their hearts but there must be a reason why you made that decision,” although Jinyoung and you aren’t close it does sound like he knows a lot about you.
“I did it because I have no feelings for the two,” you lied trying to keep this conversation as short as possible but Jinyoung would look right into my eyes. You tried your hardest to avoid eye contact and from that point on he knew you were lying...
“Bullshit... Y/N look you’re probably hesitating to tell me because you’re worried that I’ll tell Jackson and Jaebum what you said but look that’s not my intentions. I know we aren’t close and we never were but I really want to know where your heads at... You shouldn’t let anything stop you from what you want to do,” you looked at Jinyoung and after hearing all of that you suddenly burst.
“Okay... I like both but... I would be lying if I were to say that I didn’t like someone more than the other,” the reason why you didn’t automatically confess who you liked more was because you were beyond scared to admit the truth.
“So who is it? Jaebum or Jackson...” Jinyoung asks causing you to hesitate...
Here goes nothing.
“The one thing I like is j-”
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After speaking to Jinyoung you felt slightly better than you did at the beginning... At first, you had no idea how you were supposed to make up your mind. You were so caught up caring about how you were going to hurt someone’s feeling but that doesn’t matter...
Jinyoung explained to you even if you didn't choose either one of them you still managed to hurt them at the end. In order to have them move on is if you choose... Yes, they will be hurt on the decision you make but they will get over it... Words from Jinyoung.
You don’t know how things will turn out but you are willing to bring the two together and talk to them face to face.
It’s your chance to tell them how you feel and to tell them who you have feelings for... They won’t like to hear what you have to say but hey... What can you do?
You pulled out your phone and texted both Jaebum and Jackson telling them to meet you at a specific time and place.
From that point on you began to get ready for the big night and to tell the person you like that you have fallen for them...
~
Jaebum’s Point of View
“What do you think this means?” Jackson asks looking at his and then my phone and the same text we both received and I shrugged.
“I have no idea... Maybe she wants to clear the air?” I have no idea why Y/N would text me and then would text Jackson...
I mean I didn’t mean to be an asshole to her but I couldn’t help it... I’m actually glad she texted me; this gives me a chance to apologize.
On top of all of this Jackson and I, both spoke to one another and realized that we will accept whoever Y/N chooses to be with. I’m hoping she would choose me but we should wait and see...
“Jackson...” He looked over at me and I awkwardly set down my phone and looked back at Jackson.
“Who do you think Y/N will choose between the both of us?”
Jackson looked at me and then shrugged.
“I don’t know,” as I continued to stare at Jackson I knew he was lying. I know he has an idea who Y/N will choose but he doesn’t want to start an argument between the two of us.
Instead of questioning Jackson any further I stood quiet and nodded my head. I guess I will have to wait and see what she decides on.
~
Your Point of View
The moment finally came... It was time for you to decide and who you were planning to break their heart... This was something you’ve been trying to avoid especially hurting anyone’s feelings but Jinyoung had a point. Either way even though you didn’t break one of their hearts you broke both and your own.
Today was the day you were finally going to make a decision. The moment you choose one of the boys... That is the moment you were going to have to accept that fans are going to probably attack you. But you were willing to worry about that after.
As you sat there on the table alone waiting for both Jaebum and Jackson to appear, you felt your heart racing and the palm of your hands sweaty...
You were beyond nervous because the last thing you want is to start any kind of conflict between the two... If you would have known in the first place that they were both bandmates... You probably wouldn’t have interfered but you found out too late...
“Y/N,” you snapped out of your thoughts and looked up.
As you were looking up there you see Jaebum and Jackson standing right there before you.
Oh lord... Here comes the moment of truth.
You stood up and bowed at them. You then looked at the two and smiled even though the awkward tension was high.
“Please... Take a seat,” you said pointing at the table.
They both smiled even though it probably wasn't genuine and sat down. You did the same and now you were in front of the two of them. It was time to talk to them...
Should you go straight to the point or should you start a small conversation?
You continued to look at the two and that’s when you spoke up.
“How have you guys been?” You asked a bit scared of their response especially since the last time you spoke to the both of them it was a pretty bad experience.
Instead of answering your question Jaebum spoke up saying something else. He went straight to the point and it made it easier to talk about this with the two.
“Okay I don’t mean to be pushy or anything but... Who do you really want to be with?” You understand that Jaebum just wants to know just to get the hard awkward part out the way but that’s not how it works...
“Well, I brought you two here to let you know what I decided on... But I want to let you know that you both are great guys... I don’t want you to think that just because I didn’t choose you it means that you’re not good enough. Honestly, it was hard choosing between the two of you and that’s one of the main reasons why I rejected both of you. Another reason why I did that is because the last thing I want is for the both of you to hate each other because of me... I don’t want to come between your friendship and I hope that after I choose one of you boys... That you two can get along,” you paused and looked at Jaebum and Jackson.
The two exchanged a look and then looked back at you.
“That’s fair...” Jackson responds and you sighed.
Now it was time for the truth. It was time for you to tell them who you are choosing and explain why you are choosing them and not the other. It sounds way easier than it actually is. Although Jackson and Jaebum might say that they won’t get mad at one another, you have a feeling that they probably will...
“Before I tell you who I choose... I just want to let you know that the reason why I choose you is because I feel like we have more chemistry... Don’t get me wrong I have chemistry with the both of you but... Being with one of you feel more right. I’m choosing this person because regardless of everything I went through they always seem to find a way to stick around. They always check up on me and for some strange reason I can't help but want to be around him...” You stopped talking and tried to think of what else to say...
To be honest you had a lot to say about the one you were choosing however you didn’t want to be too specific because you didn’t want to give it away just yet... You wanted to keep the guys curious. On top of that, you aren’t ready to see the hurt reactions of the guys face the moment you mention the name...
“I like the way he teases me and how when we happen to talk to one another he always leaves a smile on my face. I like the way he lifts up his head the moment I start speaking and the way he makes it seem like it’s okay to try things even if it may have some consequences... “ Now you believe you said too much...
You looked at Jaebum and Jackson and smiled.
“The both of you are truly incredible but I have to make a decision... This wasn’t easy because the both of you are beyond different from one another but you both have your charms... Please don’t get mad when I tell you who I choose. I just hope you guys understand where I am coming from and we can move on for this point in time.” You stopped talking and was now staring at Jaebum and Jackson as the two exchanged looks.
“So... Who’s the lucky guy?” Jaebum asks as he had his eyes glued to Jackson.
“The guy I want to be with is...” Instead of saying the name you looked right at Jackson.
At first, he was a bit too occupied looking at Jaebum that he didn’t seem to notice you were looking right at him. Eventually, the two noticed how quiet you were and were a bit curious why you weren’t saying anything.
As the two looked right at you, you could feel Jaebum’s eyes burning right through you. He probably hates you right now...
“Me?” Jackson asks beyond surprised and you nodded your head.
Slowly you turned your head to face Jaebum and he looked at you and instead of seeing anger through his eyes... You saw that he was hurt and very unhappy about who you choose but manage to force a smile.
“Although I’m not happy with the decision you made, I had a feeling you were going to choose him in the first place. I truly hope the two of you can make each other happy...” Jaebum stopped himself from talking and he looked at Jackson.
“Take care of her. Don’t do what I did and not hear her out... She’s to be trusted regardless of the situation she’s in. “ Jaebum now looked over at you and smiled.
“If you ever get sick of Jackson and need a friend, you know where to find me,” it’s good to hear that Jaebum was willing to be there regardless if it’s as a friend or not.
Jaebum got up from his seat.
“Well I should probably head back to the dorms, shouldn’t leave the boys there by themselves for too long,” Jaebum says and you don’t know what made you do this but you got up from your seat and walked over to him.
As soon as you were standing right in front of him you placed both hands on his cheeks and smiled.
“I’m sorry... Trust me you will find someone who’s way better than I am... You deserve someone way better than me and someone who can keep you happy,” you got on your tippy toes and suddenly kissed his cheek.
As you pulled away, you could see he was hurt and unhappy but he then managed to smile.
“See you around?” Jaebum asks and instead of responding you silently nodded his head.
After that Jaebum was off and you were now alone with Jackson.
You turned to face him and you suddenly noticed him getting up from his seat.
Wait...
Why is he getting up?
“Jackson?” He walked over to you and the both of you were now staring right at each other.
“So this whole time you wanted to be with me and you decided to make it difficult... For what? How can you be so selfish?” Jackson asks and you were beyond surprised to see this reaction coming from Jackson.
Why is he mad? You just chose Jackson... You are basically here to confess this feeling you have for him and instead he here scolding at you?
“Jackson...” You said his name again but instead of letting you talk he began to talk instead.
“I was here thinking that you really wanted nothing to do with me... I thought for a second I must have fucked up for you to want nothing to do with me... I was ready to give you up... Give up on the idea that you and I could be together,” Jackson continued to what he wanted to say and all you did was just stand there and watch him express himself...
You weren’t expecting this kind of reaction out of him but then again you can’t blame him for being mad...
Although you thought not choosing between Jaebum and Jackson was selfless... Others viewed it differently...
“Jackson,” you said once again.
You were expecting Jackson to continue ranting but instead catching you completely off guard, he walked forward and before you know it he smashes his lips against yours...
In public...
In front of everyone...
You instantly froze and your eyes widen.
You had two options... Either you push Jackson away and run off or just let the kiss happen... You thought for a split second but you made a decision right away.
Without thinking twice, you wrapped your arm around Jackson’s neck and closed your eyes kissing right back.
Right about now you can careless about what others think. If others aren’t happy that you’re with Jackson than so be it. Jackson knows the consequences of dating you and since he kissed you in front of everyone... He clearly doesn’t seem to care about what others will think.
As Jackson pulled back, he rested his head on your forehead against yours and the two of you looked at one another...
“I know you made things complicated... But I finally have you all to myself now...” Jackson is so damn bipolar in this situation.
You playfully rolled your eyes and pulled Jackson back into a kiss.
Right about now you can say you are finally happy... You finally made a selfish decision which makes you incredibly happy.
~
~3 Months Later~
After Jackson and you both shared a kiss... Pictures of the two of you were all over social media. There was no way you two could hide the relationship.
You were expecting for tons of fans to send you hate... But the opposite of that actually happened... WELL...
It’s 50... 50. Some fans were happy for Jackson and accepted the fact that he was now in a relationship... Others weren’t too happy and you might have gotten some hate... But the boys have been supportive through everything and Jackson has been by your side making sure you don’t listen to the hate you get.
Tonight Jackson had an interview... He invited you to watch him backstage and then, later on, hang out just the two of you.
Although Jackson was an idol, he happens to always make time for you. The moment you told Jackson how you felt you knew he was going to be busy but he somehow managed to make the relationship work...
At least so far...
As you stood there watching Jackson getting interviewed you couldn’t help but smile at the thought of how cute Jackson looked.
He looked genuinely happy to be there.
You didn’t like when Jackson would get depressed from being homesick or upset because of stress... You like seeing Jackson smile and happy.
“So Jackson, I must ask this because I’m sure your fans are dying to know this answer. How did you meet Y/N?” You snapped out of your thoughts and began to pay close attention to the interview... Especially after they just mentioned your name.
“Ah I knew this question was going to come sooner or later,” Jackson says rubbing the back of his neck.
To be honest, as you were watching Jackson you kind of felt nervous at how he was going to respond.
The truth about the two of you meeting is... You two met in the club and had a one night stand. You were hoping Jackson wouldn’t tell everyone what really happened because if you think about it... it does sound pretty bad.
“Well, we just happened to bump into each other one night and well... The moment we first spoke we instantly clicked... I know you guys were probably expecting some crazy story but we casually met one another,” Jackson says and then smiles at the cameras.
Oh, thank goodness...
“I see, and has she met the rest of the members of GOT7 yet?”
“She has and they all seem to like her a lot. Sometimes it feels like she’s a part of GOT7,” it’s true.
After Jackson and you both finally got together, you began to spend time around the boys more than before and got closer after that.
The person was about to ask another question till suddenly Jackson interrupts him and smiles.
“Actually... Y/N’s here today with me,” your eyes widen.
Why did Jackson just say that?!
“Do you mind if we bring her out?” before you know it everything happens so quickly.
Two people ran up to you and began to help you put a mic on as they lead you to the entrance of the stage.
You came to support Jackson not be a part of this interview...
“Everyone help me welcome Y/N,” the moment you heard your name, you suddenly heard the crowd clap and you felt yourself walking on the stage.
Okay, what is happening? What the hell do you do or even say?
As you walked out everyone’s eyes were on you. Jackson got up from his seat and catching you off guard, he grabbed a hold of your hand.
The crowd all in sync said aw and you felt Jackson lead you to the chairs.
You didn’t even say anything to Jackson, you just gave him a glance. He approached your ear and whispered, “relax, I’m right here.”
Hearing that made you feel a little better... Jackson knew how to keep you calm...
“Hi, it’s very nice to finally meet you,” the interviewer begins saying and although you had stage fright you forgot how nervous you were when Jackson would look over at you and smile.
Being Jackson’s girlfriend is a big deal... But everything was going to be okay as long as Jackson was by your side helping you adjust to his lifestyle...
Sometimes you have to step out your comfort zone for someone you love... In the end, it’s worth it.
“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
An entire week has passed and you still haven’t heard from Jackson since... There were times you wanted to contact him just to see how he was doing especially because you’ve gotten used to texting Jackson almost every day however you stopped yourself.
When you didn’t text Jackson you were waiting for him to text you however he didn’t bother sending anything...
At that point on you realized for some odd reason this friendship was crumbling down. You didn’t understand how all of this happened... One minute you’re at Jackson’s place ready to hang out with him and then you hear a call talking about him abanding you so you thought it was only fair if left him first... Then when you left it’s like right then and there you two were in a fight that you weren't fully aware of.
However, all though you may have a lost a friendship for now... For the past week you have been spending some time with Yoongi and honestly, it’s been the best week of your life.
He’s probably the main reason why you haven’t broken down about the Jackson situation because when you’re with Yoongi you completely forget.
You guess somethings happen for a reason right...
“Y/N,” you snapped out of your thoughts and looked over at your coworker.
“Are you alive?” your coworker asks staring right at you and you looked at her and sighed.
“Yeah sorry... What’s up?” This hasn’t been the first time where you’ve gotten lost in your thoughts because of Jackson. After this incident, it’s been making you more in dept with your thoughts trying to understand how on earth this friendship suddenly started crumbling.
“Nothing, you’ve just been so lost lately... Is everything okay?” You did want to talk about the situation however you don’t easily just talk to anyone... It was hard for you to even open to Yoongi since the relationship is pretty new.
“Uh yeah, everything is fine... Just lack of sleep,” you lied and your coworker just looked at you and smiled.
“Your shift is almost over, so you’ll be able to sleep in no time,” you were able to have a chance to go home and sleep and right about now that sounds perfect...
You would spend time with Yoongi, however, Yoongi always seems to be busy working so you didn’t feel like bothering him.
Eventually, you stopped talking to your coworker and got back to work trying to make it alive however time felt like it was suddenly going by so damn slow. You looked over at the clock and watched how time would tick slower and slower every damn minute.
Just as you were so caught up looking over at the time, you weren’t even paying attention to who was around you. At last, you looked right in front of you and you suddenly saw a familiar face... It was a completely random girl standing right in front of you but she looked very familiar... You swear you saw her somewhere before however, you can’t seem to recall why she looks so damn familiar.
“Hello, how may I take your order,” You greeted the customer right in front of you and she smiled.
“Yes, can I have two americanos?” She said and you nodded your head. Before you could ask her anything else you couldn’t help but look at her and suddenly ask her a question.
“I know this is completely random but... Do I know you from somewhere?” You asked as you tilted your head and she shook her head but continued to smile.
“Mmm, I don’t think so,” maybe you're confusing her with someone else... Yeah, that must be the case.
“Oh I’m sorry,” you felt kind of embarrassed and just as you were about to ask if her if she needed anything else, you suddenly noticed the girl look back as her name was being called.
Why does that voice sound so familiar? You looked at the girl who's named appeared to be Irene and right then and there you suddenly made eye contact with a familiar face... The fact that has been avoiding you for about a week now...
Jackson...
Now the world makes sense yet again... Now you understand why this girl right in front of you looked so damn familiar... She was the one who was parked outside of Jackson’s house meaning this must be Jackson’s girlfriend...
JUST PERFECT!
You wanted to see Jackson but not like this... You wanted to see him talk things out but first of all, you’re at your job and plus his girlfriend is right next to him.
Just standing there right before them you watched the two pull each other a hug. Should you interrupt the two or should you wait till the girl looks over your direction and speaks to you?
“You came just in time! I ordered the both of us an Americano if you don’t mind,” she says looking at Jackson as she babbled her eyelashes innocently and you couldn’t help but roll your eyes.
To be honest you shouldn’t be like this, however, you didn’t like the girl for making your best friend forget who you are. Not only that but to basically leave you as a second option.
Just as you lifted up your head you were about to speak till Jackson and you made eye contact. The moment the both of you looked at one another Jackson just took a second to stare at you and then was quick to look away back to Irene.
So Jackson is going to act like he doesn’t know you? Is that how it’s going to be?
“The total is 9,026.17 won,” you said butting in looking right at Irene.
If Jackson is going to act up you will act the same right back to him.
Irene was about to pull out her wallet to pay till suddenly you glanced over at Jackson and noticed him suddenly pulling out his wallet from his pocket and suddenly pulling out money.
“I got it,” Jackson says looking at Irene and he suddenly handed you the cash but as he did that he didn’t bother looking at you.
Wow...
You grabbed the cash and just focused on giving him back his change. As you returned the money to Jackson, they walked off and you realized Jackson didn’t bother saying hi to you or anything... Was that how it was going to be?
You watched the happy couple walk over to a table and sit in front of each other smiling and you looked away. You should be happy to see your best friend happy with someone however you couldn’t just because Jackson and you aren’t on good terms.
You walked to the side and prepared the drink for the two. Aish this is annoying...
~
“Babe are you alright?” Yoongi asks as you were laying on your bed talking to him on the phone.
“Yeah, it just felt like a long day at work that’s all,” that and for some odd reason you suddenly felt depressed after that little incident however you weren’t in the mood to talk about it so you knew you had to plant a fake smile on your face before Yoongi begins to ask you questions.
“Anything happened?” Yes...
“No.. Just really need sleep,” you said closing your eyes and Yoongi sighs.
“You and I both, I mean I can go over and we can cuddle if you’d like,” although you weren’t in the mood to really have a guest you couldn’t say no to Yoongi... You can be upset with the whole Jackson situation however what good will that do?
At this point even though Jackson and you were friends for a while it was clear that the two of you were growing up and are bound to change... You did wish that the two of you could remain friends for a while but if it doesn’t work out then there must be a reason.
“I wouldn’t mind that at all,” you said smiling.
“Perfect I’ll be there shortly,” from that point the both of you hanged up and you sat up.
Now you just had to wait for your boyfriend.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
“I’m surprised you found someone... Did you meet her at the club?” Jooheon asks and I shook my head.
“Well no I met her outside... It was random she offered me a ride and I couldn’t say no, especially because she’s really cute,” I wasn’t expecting to really come across a girl so quickly but it happened.
I guess when I stopped trying to look for someone... I found someone... If that makes any sense.
“So what happened?” Jooheon asks and I couldn’t help but smile. I mean I know I just recently met Irene and we are still in the process of getting to know each other but she’s a really nice girl. I feel attracted to her and getting to know her actually seems exciting.
“We spoke in the car and after she dropped me off I realized I wanted to see her again,” Jooheon was smiling and he suddenly began to tap my shoulder.
“See I knew you could move on from Y/N you just had to go to the club and look for someone new... Have an open mind,” Jooheon says proudly and I rolled my eyes.
I mean I wasn’t planning to cut Y/N off but the moment she left to hang out with Yoongi that got me mad... I got over it as soon as I met Irene, however, I realized if I want to meet someone and start fresh and brand new I had to cut Y/N off for me to do that.
Seeing her earlier today was hard because I was so tempted to talk to her but I realized it’s best to keep my distance...
She’s in a relationship and I should be able to get into one as well.
“I just hope everything works out... I mean so far the both of us can have full on conversations and have fun around each other but I don’t know if she can see anything with me in the future,” Jooheon put his hand on my shoulder and shook his head.
“You’re overthinking this, look if you were able to hang out with the girl and want to see her again then you found a perfect match,” I like that Jooheon gave me some type of hope that I wasn’t wasting my time...
Not that I think about it, I wasted my time liking Y/N since she clearly never felt the same way I did... So I continued to like the girl believing that one day she’ll like me back... But boy that a delusional thought.
“You’re right,” I was about to walk off till suddenly Jooheon calls out my name.
“Jackson,” I turned and faced him.
“What’s up?”
“Are you planning to tell Y/N about Irene?” I still haven’t mentioned to Jooheon that I am actually planning to cut her off... Not that I’m keeping it a secret but I just didn’t think it had to be mentioned.
“I don’t think so,” Instead of explaining myself I responded short and simple and Jooheon just nodded his head.
It was nice to know that I was able to talk to Jooheon and not have to explain myself.
~
Your Point of View
Spending time with Yoongi was what you needed the most. As the two of you were side by side you were able to take your mind off of Jackson and remember you had a boyfriend. You were able to speak to Yoongi about anything and he would change the subject and talk about a whole new subject that didn’t remind you of Jackson.
Yoongi was so different compared to Jackson. But that wasn’t a problem if anything if it was refreshing. Still, you weren’t going to lie... Jackson was more unexpected than Yoongi and maybe that’s why you think about Jackson here and there.
You hated that Jackson meant so much to you however it didn’t feel like the feeling was mutual especially since Jackson didn’t seem to have a problem cutting you right off.
It sucks saying goodbye at such short notice... You’ve been in tons of breakups and clearly, you moved on right away but who would have suspected that a friendship break up was worse... If anything you couldn’t seem to take Jackson out of your mind.
“Y/N,” Yoongi calls out and you looked at him.
“Sorry what?”
Again you were lost in your thoughts. You didn’t mean to give Yoongi a hard time and not pay attention to him but you haven’t been able to be yourself properly and it’s happened ever since Jackson ditched you.
You weren’t used to not having your best friend by your side so it sucks... But what can you possibly do?
“Y/N... I know something is bothering you but if you don’t want to spend time we don’t have to,” Yoongi says looking over at you.
You felt incredibly guilty and you didn’t want to send him home but you didn’t have much of a choice especially because you felt bad for not giving your undivided attention to Yoongi.
Maybe you needed to sleep it off... Tomorrow is a new day.
“I’m sorry... I’m just really tired,” you lied and Yoongi nodded his head and smiled.
“I understand... Look I’ll head out and come back tomorrow, deal?” Yoongi asks looking at you and you nodded your head.
“Sound perfect,” the two of you pulled each other into a kiss and from that point on he walked off and you were now left alone... Alone to hopefully get your life together.
Hopefully, after today, you won’t have to worry about seeing Jackson or even think about the boy.
~
*A couple of weeks later*
“Where are you?” You asked your boyfriend through the phone looking around patiently waiting to see him around the movies.
“Oh shit, I completely forgot about the movies today! I was so caught up with work...” Again this was the third time Yoongi blows you off.
There were days you would suggest Yoongi ideas to do together but he would always have work... Then when he agrees you always happen to get a call that he suddenly can't go... Yoongi always seems to be to busy to see you lately however you couldn’t get mad at him...
You did blow him off but they were true purposes... One incident was you had to work someone’s shift since they couldn’t seem to come in. The second incident was you did get food poisoning so he couldn’t get mad.
“That’s okay... I’ll just watch the movie by myself,” You weren’t too happy to hear that Yoongi couldn’t make it however you just let it slide.
The both of you hung up and you looked around. Wow, this was the first time you ever came to the movie theater by yourself... How does this work? Should you try to find a seat far away from people or sit where there is a big crowd so you don’t look lonely?
There you silently thought to yourself and then you suddenly looked at the time. It was probably time for you to go get seats by now...
As you got up you grabbed on to your purse and was about to go and find a seat till suddenly you saw two familiar faces...
Jackson and Irene were walking right in front of you holding each other's hands... To be honest it’s been quite a while since you last seen Jackson... Actually, it feels like forever.
The moment Jackson happened to get a girlfriend he totally forgot you even existed. He completely cut you off with no warning. You couldn’t blame his girlfriend entirely for his action but it does suck not having someone you thought was your partner in crime by your side.
There have been times when you felt tempted to want to text the boy but then you remember that there is a high chance that Jackson is doing fine without you.
You looked down at the happy couple walked by. At last, when the coast was clear you lifted your head up and noticed Jackson and his girlfriend laughing... You don’t know why but you felt hurt...
Just watching the two laugh began to flood your brain with memories of Jackson and you. You remember going to Jackson when you needed a laugh but now you can’t seem to do that.
Looking at the two from afar made you wonder if Jackson ever stopped and thought about how you were doing... However, although you may be curious you realized that there is a reason why the two of you stopped being friends after all everything happens for a reason.
You stopped looking at the two and looked at the time. What are you still doing here? You have a movie to catch...
~
Jackson’s Point of View
I never expected for any of this to happen. I was actually with someone I like and someone I can say that likes me back. This whole time I was friends with Y/N, I never realized how unhappy I was.
Not because she didn’t make me happy but because everytime I was by her side she preferred dating other guys instead of ever seeing me as a man. Every time I saw her smile I always wanted to be the one to make her smile when I would see her cry from another heartbreak I wanted to grab a hold of her hand and tell her that she doesn’t need anyone but me... I wouldn’t ever hurt her... But she clearly made her choice and so I made mine.
I never thought I would ever cut Y/N off instantly but sometimes you have to make choices you never expected to do. If I didn’t make this decision I wouldn’t be here where I am right now with my new girlfriend Irene.
The whole time the both of us have been together she’s been giving me her undivided attention and shows that she really likes me. In the beginning, it was kind of hard getting used to this but I like it.
“I hate to do this but do you think you can hold my popcorn and save my seat I really need to use the ladies room,” Irene says looking over at me and I smiled.
“Of course,” she quickly pulled in and kissed my lips and walked off.
I looked at the screen and continued to watch the commercials playing. I looked over at the popcorn in front of me and decided to grab a handful cause why not. As I was distracted on the screen I continued to chew the popcorn till...
“Is this seat taken?” I hear to my left and I looked over at the empty seat.
“Oh no please si-” before I could finish speaking I see someone I haven’t seen in such a long time...
“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
Meeting Yoongi was totally unexpected... Letting Yoongi take you out and him asking you to be his girlfriend was also unexpected however you weren’t complaining. If anything you were happy... Happy to know that you caught Yoongi’s attention.
After today Yoongi showed you a side of him that made you realize that the two of you could maybe work. In the beginning, you were starting to lose hope after all of the relationships you were in but Yoongi was now making you think differently.
“Are you busy tonight?” Yoongi asks as the two of you were now walking back through the woods and you looked at him.
“Mmm no, why?” Hm, what did Yoongi have in mind?
“Well I have to go soon to run a couple of errands, however, I want to see you again tonight,” from what you know of... You don’t have anything to do tonight and you were ready to give Yoongi your time whenever he wanted it.
“Perfect, tonight it will just be you and me,” you smiled and it wasn’t long until the both of you pulled one another into a kiss and went your separate way from him.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
“You know Jackson... After all this talk about Y/N... I have an idea,” Jooheon says as sat there against the wall looking at one another.
“And what can your idea possibly be?” I asked Jooheon and he smiles.
“Why don’t we go find girls at a club or something? You’re so hooked up on a girl who probably won’t ever see you as much more but a friend,” I didn’t want to hear that but it was true. I know Jooheon is just trying to help me out and help me move on but it’s hard...
The moment Y/N and I even met... I always found her attractive. Then the moment we began to talk and get to know each other I realized... I really liked the girl and it wasn’t only because of the way looked but because of her personality... But just the way everything is... It’s like a sign of telling me that maybe the both of us shouldn’t be a couple... Maybe it’s best if we just remain as friends.
“You know what, that doesn’t sound like a bad idea at all.” At this point on I was up for trying something new. It was time to let go of my crush and find someone who will actually like me.
“Good, I know a perfect place for us!” Jooheon says as he pulls out of phone from his pocket and I just stared at him texting away.
~
Your Point of View
Wait if you’re going to spend time with Yoongi later, what do you even wear? Where are the two of you going? You needed help however now that you think about it... You didn’t have anyone you could pick up your phone and call up... You would usually call Jackson and ask for help no matter what the situation was... But after what happened today... You had no idea where Jackson and you stand.
It’s not like the two of you argued or anything, however, Jackson preferred to be with someone else when he was clearly spending time with you. Maybe you should call him... Or not... You just sat there and looked at your phone. Why are you even thinking the situation?
Without thinking twice, you picked up your phone and clicked on Jackson’s name. In the beginning, you were planning to text him, but instead of texting him you called him up and it wasn’t long until you suddenly heard the phone ringing.
You patiently waited for the phone to finally get picked up but it continued to ring... However, instead of it ringing any longer, you suddenly went straight to voicemail... Wait did Jackson purposely hang up on you? What?
At this point, you realized the two of you were in a fight... Without even arguing... Wow if this boy wants to act this way... Two can play this game. You threw your phone on the bed and walked straight to your closet.
Who needs Jackson anyways?
~
Jackson’s Point of View
“Who was that?” Jooheon asks looking over at me and I smiled.
“No one, anyways where are we going?” I asked him and he patted my back and sighed.
“We are going to your house to help you choose something decent to pick up girls. You must be crazy if you think you’re going looking like that. You’ll just scare the girls away,” Jooheon says pointing out my outfit and I looked down and then back at him.
“How are we possibly friends again?” I asked Jooheon and in a matter of seconds he began to smile and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
“Because you love me, and your life would be boring with me by your side,”
I need normal friends.
~
After taking a quick shower and freshening up I was now ready to do something that I thought I would ever do... I’m actually going to listen to Jooheon’s advice and go pick up girls at the club. It’s weird to even think that is ever coming to this point in time... However, Jooheon made a good point... I shouldn’t stay moping around waiting.
“I think I’m ready,” I said as I stepped out my room and there I noticed Jooheon’s feet over the coffee table staring right at his phone.
“About time, it took you years,” Jooheon says sitting up. He takes one look at me and just simply shrugs.
“Alright time to head out?” He asks not even complimenting my appearance not at least once.
“Are you not going to say anything about the way I look?” I needed to make sure I didn’t look stupid before stepping out but what am I expecting from Jooheon, to be honest?
“Oh uh... Jackson, you look beautiful... Was that okay?” Jooheon asks and I instantly rolled my eyes.
“I swear I still question till this day how on earth we’re friends,” Jooheon threw my jacket and began to walk to the door.
Time to meet someone new...
~
Your Point of View
Okay breath, it’s not like this is your first date... Plus Yoongi technically already asked you to be his girlfriend however you had no idea what to possibly expect from Yoongi. Every guy you went out with has been different. You glanced over at Yoongi has he continued to drive and catching you completely off guard, he placed a hand on your thigh however he was still focused on the road.
“Nervous?” Yoongi asked you killing the silence and you looked over at him.
“How can you tell?” You asked glancing over at Yoongi and he softly chuckles to himself.
“Mmm well, for one thing, you kept twiddling your fingers,” you looked down at your hands and couldn’t help but to giggle. You didn’t expect for Yoongi to even catch on or notice... No guy has noticed that besides Jackson. So to see that Yoongi caught on to that... It low key made you more attracted to this boy. A guy who pays attention to you is rare...
“Sorry,” you mumbled looking back out the window and Yoongi chuckled as he continued to drive.
“Don’t be... It’s cute,” Yoongi comments and you felt your cheeks suddenly heating up. Get a hold of yourself... Yoongi was saying and doing the right things... At this point, you knew that it was a good thing that you decided to meet Yoongi and go on this date.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
It was crowded. I have no idea where I should go... What to do? Do I just approach the hottest girl I see and start a conversation or something? Or should I wait till a lady approaches me?
“Jackson,” I snapped out of my thoughts and looked over Jooheon who was approaching the bar. Well...
I followed behind him and the moment we arrived Jooheon ordered the both of us a drink and I began to look around all around me. I have no idea what I’m even doing here now that I think about it... I mean I know I should look for the hottest girl here however now that I’m standing here I don’t know if I can do this...
“Jackson,” Jooheon says again trying to catch my attention and I looked over at him.
“What’s up?” Instead of Jooheon talking, he elbowed me and made me look over a certain direction.
The moment I looked over, I noticed a girl in a tight black dress looking over at me with a smile. Wait why is she smiling at me? I looked over at Jooheon confused and he shook his head.
Jooheon grabs the two drinks and looks right at me.
“Takes these drinks and go make some magic,” I have no idea what Jooheon wants me exactly to do but the moment I looked over at her I had a feeling he wanted me to go on and flirt.
I haven’t flirted with a girl in a long time, however, I was willing to give it a try. I grabbed a hold of the drinks and in no time I was now approaching the beautiful woman who was basically sending me signals with her eyes...
Wish me luck...
~
Your Point of View
As strange as this sounds, for some odd reason although you were having a really good time on your date with Yoongi, you couldn’t help but to suddenly think of Jackson.
Was Jackson mad at you? If he is... Was Jackson ever planning to talk to you? You knew that it was messed up of you to even ditch Jackson just to go on a date but he was planning to ditch you too so the both of you did something wrong...
Whatever... You called Jackson and he didn’t bother answering or even calling back so you have no idea where your friendships even stand with him...
“Y/N,” You snapped back to reality and you looked at Yoongi.
“Sorry what,” you were so busy thinking of Jackson you suddenly began to ignore Yoongi... But you didn’t mean to ignore him, you just didn’t like the fact that your friendships with Jackson felt like it was coming to an end.
“Mmm, I asked what would you like to eat?” You were still staring at the menu until eventually, you snapped back into reality and realized Yoongi was staring right at you waiting for a response.
Shit, you really need to stop thinking about Jackson and focus on this date.
“Mmm I’ll get this,” you said randomly pointing down at the menu and he nodded his head. You have no idea what you even choose but to be honest but you had to save yourself before Yoongi questions you.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
I have no idea what the hell happened, All I remember is casually walking over to the girl, trying to have small talk and of course complimented her... Before I knew it, she practically threw herself at me and we were now making out.
I mean I don’t mind making out but she suddenly grabbed my hand and tried to pull me to the bathroom and although I’m sure most guys would take advantage of that point and make it worth their while I’m not like that.
It was unexpected. I know Jooheon brought me here to basically take my mind off of Y/N but hooking up with someone completely random wasn’t going to solve this. If anything I was hoping to find someone that maybe wanted more than just a damn hook up...
But now that I think about it, will I ever really find that in a club? I apologized to the girl and quickly went my way looking for Jooheon. As I approached the same spot we were, in the beginning, I found Jooheon completely flirting with a girl.
They look very cozy with one another... I didn’t want to interrupt but I couldn’t stay here... I realized that if I want to find someone takes my mind off Y/N it can’t be in a club... Everyone here just wants to hook up and that’s not what I’m looking for.
“Jooheon,” I called out and he stopped flirting with the random girl and looked over at me.
“Ah, um excuse me my friend is calling me over,” he tells the girl and he walks right over to me looking at me a bit confused.
“What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be with the girl?” Really? This is the first thing Jooheon is concerned about?
“I’m actually planning to head out,” I said and just from that I can tell off the bat that Jooheon did not look happy with me one bit.
“You have to be kidding me? Jackson, are you serious right now? What happened to the guy who wanted to come here in the first place to forget about his damn first love?” Jooheon says already basically lecturing me and all I could do was roll my eyes.
“Jooheon I know you were trying to help but now that I come to think of it... I won’t find the one I’m looking for here, this is not my scenery,” It was true, I know Jooheon was just trying to be a good friend but I can’t be here any longer I mean I’m looking for a relationship and these girls are looking for a one night stand.
“Okay... Do you want me to head out with you or...” I was quick to cut him off.
“No no, please stay I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn’t think I disappeared,” Jooheon chuckles and sighs.
“I’ll text you tomorrow,” after that being said Jooheon and I both gave each other a quick handshake and it wasn’t long until I walked to the exit and was getting ready to head home.
Although I couldn’t find someone to take my mind off of Y/N for now... That doesn’t mean I was going to give up trying to find someone who’s possibly my match... I just need to find someone who’s serious about getting in a relationship.
I began to look around hoping to find some type of taxi driving around but nope nothing...
“Hey, you need a ride.” I looked up and my eyes met with a certain someone. She had long brown hair, very light brown hair and was probably a bit paler than I am.
I have no idea why she was suddenly offering me a ride however the girl was attractive and I decided why not. I mean I could easily pull over a taxi but a free ride by an attractive girl doesn’t really sound so bad to me.
~
Your Point of View
The moment Yoongi took you home you had to admit you had a lovely time, however, there was something stopping you from having a good night. One thing you hated the most is that you value your friendship a lot and to see that Jackson is mad at you and is ignoring you... It made you feel quite upset.
You weren’t planning to really do anything however as much as you tried to not think of Jackson... You would think of him more.
Honestly you couldn’t seem to understand why you even had Jackson in your mind but eventually, you remembered that although you always looked at Jackson as your brother you didn’t want to lose any type of connection with him because it would honestly hurt you more than you think.
You couldn’t even stay put at home because all you kept thinking about was why Jackson was possibly mad at you. Although you shouldn’t really be the one apologizing, you were actually willing to go to Jackson’s house and not explain yourself but try to fix whatever the problem was between the two of you.
Of course, you changed out of your outfit you wore on your date night with Yoongi to something way more comfortable. By the time you were ready you were out the door and was on your way to Jackson's house.
~
As you walked closer to Jackson’s house, you legit began to rehearse what you were planning to tell Jackson and how you were planning to even approach the situation. You were willing to do anything to prevent the both of you from arguing just because you didn’t want your friendship to ever come to an end.
Little by little you were getting closer and closer and the moment you were in almost in front, you stopped walking when you suddenly noticed a car park right in front of Jackson’s house.
Jackson doesn’t own a car so you knew that it wasn’t him... However, you tried your hardest to see who was in the car and you saw a girl and Jackson...
Oh...
You stood there and watched the two talk. First of all, you had no idea who the girl even was because from what you know Jackson hasn’t mentioned a girl to you, however...
At that moment everything seemed to make sense... Jackson suddenly got a call when the both of you were hanging out and he was about to just leave you without any explanation... Jackson was probably seeing someone and that’s why he’s been acting weird...
This girl could be the reason why your friendship suddenly felt like it was crumbling down...
Now that you put the pieces together.. You realized that no matter what if Jackson is in a relationship this friendship wasn’t going to get fixed.... Wait maybe you’re overreacting and their probably just friends... You continued to look at the two and then you suddenly noticed the girl approaching Jackson and kissed him right on the cheek.
There is no way they are just friends...
You turned around and walked off.
You lost hope in fixing anything...
~
Jackson’s Point of View
At first, I found it a bit strange to have an attractive girl suddenly want to drive me home but the whole car ride all we did was talk. Even though she didn’t have a clue on who I was she basically introduced herself and I suddenly started to get to know her.
I didn’t even feel the car ride till suddenly I felt the car stop and realized I was back at my place.
“Thanks again for the ride, I mean I know I don’t have to but... Maybe I pay you back by maybe having dinner with me sometime?” I asked looking over at Irene
“I would like that...” She smiles and I couldn’t help but admire her smile...
Maybe I found someone who can take my mind off of Y/N after all...
“Actually,” she started saying and I noticed her suddenly pulling out a random paper and pen. I continued to look at her as she wrote on the paper and then handed it over to me.
“Here’s my number, I’ll be expecting a call or a text, whichever you prefer.” I have no idea how to react however I wasn’t going to deny this perfect opportunity to meet a girl who might just be the one.
“You got it,” I said grabbing a hold of the paper and catching me by surprise I noticed her leaning in and I suddenly felt her lips touch my cheek.
I don’t know why but I have a really good feeling about her...
“You can try to forget what happened, but you can never forget what you felt.”
Summary: Seeing you that night was just a careless mistake. It was just another party and another one night stand… But why was it so hard to get rid of you… Why did you have to be around? Why couldn’t I seem to let you go? Was this fate… or just a coincidence?
“What’s the matter? Afraid of a little temptation?”
Previous Parts:
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 // Part 13 // Part 14 //
Your phone kept buzzing over and over. What the hell? You sat up and grabbed a hold of your phone. The moment you finally took a look at the screen your eyes widen. Wait what…
You clicked on something you got tagged in…
Jackson wang and his new mystery girl.
WHAT…
When did this happen? When did someone take a picture of the two of you? Shit, you were so distracted trying to save the boys feelings that you completely forgot they were celebrities... People were bound to see the two of you since you were so careless going out in public with them... This is the consequences...
“No no no no... PLEASE no!” You began to scroll and read each and every comment fans were making... One thing you knew for sure is that you were going to get so much hate.
As you were scrolling through the comments most were shocked fans and then, at last, you began to read the angry comments and how they were going to find you and do things that left you completely speechless...
You weren’t going to make this situation a big deal however at that moment you realized that the pictures posted could be seen by Jaebum... What was this boy going to think? Oh my god...
You weren’t ever planning to contact Jackson again however in this case you had to... Not for your sake but for the boys to stay a group... You didn’t want any of them to argue because of you.
You clicked on Jackson’s name and brought the phone to your ear.
Please pick up... Please pick up...
The phone suddenly started to ring and for some odd reason, you felt your heart drop. You weren’t expecting for Jackson to answer just because of how things ended...
“Y/N....” Jackson answers slightly confused and surprised however instead of saying hi you went straight to explaining yourself.
“Jackson... I have no idea how this happened but there is a picture of the both of us online... And I thought you should be warned...” You said trying to remain as calm as possible but honestly, you were freaking out.
“Wait what?” Jackson asks a bit confused and again you knew you had to repeat yourself.
“There is a picture of you and me online! EVERYONE has seen it and I’m calling you because I thought I should warn you before anything happens..” You said and there you heard silence on the other side of the phone.
You had no idea how Jackson was actually taking this whole thing... Was he freaking out? Was he was okay with the situation? Whatever the case was... You weren’t okay...
If anything you felt stressed out and felt like you were about to be the most hated girl out here.
“When did this happen?” Jackson asks finally speaking up however he seemed completely calm on the other side of the phone.
“Just now... Has your phone not been blowing up?” You asked Jackson confused.
“I mean my phone is usually blowing up...But I haven’t checked it,” You didn’t understand how Jackson sound so calm about all of this...Clearly, he doesn’t care if Jaebum finds outs...
“Oh...” Was all you could say and then an awkward silence occurred. Ugh, why did this seem like only a problem for you... Oh, right you’re the one getting hate not him.
“Well bye,” you said and just as you were about hang up Jackson suddenly stops you.
“Wait.” What did Jackson possibly want?
“What’s up?” You patiently waited for Jackson to say something but as you heard nothing but silence you knew that either Jackson forgot what he said or he was afraid to say what he wanted to tell you...
“Nothing... I have to go,” Jackson ends up right then and there and you were left there completely confused and a bit speechless. Okay...
After hanging up with Jackson, you continued to look at your notifications and noticed that people continued to make comments about the picture of Jackson and you...
This was going to be a sticky situation to get out of.
~
Jackson’s Point of View
To be honest I have no idea what I'm supposed to do at this point. I mean I know I clearly wasn’t careful enough but it’s not like we are holding hands, kissing or anything so I have no idea how this rumor is even being spread from the start...
Plus this was the time Y/N basically left me... I continued to read the comments through my phone one by one until suddenly the door swung open.
I lifted my head up and fearing the thought that it was Jaebum just because I was hoping he didn’t see the pictures however it was someone completely different.
“Jackson is this true?” Yugyeom asks bringing his phone to me and all I could do was just stare at him completely confused.
“What are you talking about?” The moment I said that I looked down at Yugyeom phone and saw the same pictures that were being talked about on twitter of Y/N and I.
Shit... Now he probably wants an explanation.
“What? It’s just Y/N and I having lunch, is that wrong?” I asked looking at Yugyeom and instead of saying anything he just stares at me.
Does he believe what the others are saying that Y/N is my girlfriend? I mean it could have ended up that way, however, Y/N decided to just stay single... And choose no one.
“Well... Everyone is saying that the two of you are a couple... Is that true? Is that why Jaebum is mad at Y/N?” Is Yugyeom trying to blame this on me?
“Yugyeom, I know you’re just trying to figure it all out, however, wouldn’t you think that if I was interfering with Jaebum and Y/N’s relationship we would have argued? Y/N is my friend just liked everyone else so I have a right to hang out with whoever I want,” I said looking at Yugyeom and he just looks at me and nods his head.
“Sorry, hyung,” I got up and walked off.
I know I was going to argue with Jaebum sooner or later but right now I wasn’t in the mood to argue. I think the reason Y/N called me was that she knew the boys were going to have a comment about all of this especially Jaebum...
Whatever... Right now I knew my manager must have seen this pictures and i know I am going to hear it all...
~
Your Point of View
You have no idea what Jackson was planning to do but whatever the case was, you felt it was your duty to tell Jaebum all of this... You had two options either explain yourself to Jaebum or just let Jackson handle all of this...
It shouldn’t matter especially because you weren’t a part of their lives anymore, however, the bad thing about you is as much as you don’t want to care... You have a big heart.
You were s tempted to grab your phone but you decided it was best if Jackson handles the situation... It was okay if Jaebum hated you even more than he did just because you broke his heart but you didn’t want Jackson and Jaebum to end their friendship over you.
You laid down your bed and tried your hardest to remain as calm as possible trying to erase everything that came to mind when it involves Jackson or Jaebum.
Maybe you should go out for a walk... You really needed to clear your mind or who knows you’ll probably go completely crazy in this damn apartment.
~
Not caring about how you even looked, you slipped on a baggy hoodie and just walked out of the house with your headphones on with the music on blast.
You didn’t want to think about Jackson and or even Jaebum, instead, you wanted to just have a blank mind and just go for a walk. The only way you can clear up your mind you decided to go to the nearest park.
Just completely alone you began to stroll through the park with a blank mind. Every time you would think of Jaebum or Jackson you would quickly change your mind or you would count to 10 till they disappear in your head...
Obviously, you knew this wasn’t going to be easy but the more you were alone and the more you had a chance to take a walk you felt way better than you did an hour ago.
As you walked everything was fine till suddenly you felt a group of girls stares you down. In the beginning, you were a bit annoyed because honestly you already knew that you looked like a mess so for them to stare you down is unnecessary... Then eventually you gotten over it and just continued to mind your business.
That all began to change when from the corner of your eyes you suddenly see someone getting close to you. At first, you wanted to believe that maybe you were overreacting and they were probably trying to just pass by... However, that clearly wasn’t the case.
The random girl walked right up to you and stopped right in front of you not letting you have the chance to walk any further. At that point, you slowly removed your headphones and you stared at the girl confused.
“Um... Can I help you?” You asked looking right at the girl and she crossed her arms and just from her facial expression you could tell she was going to give you a hard time, you have no idea why but you had this gut feeling this was trouble.
“Stay away from Jackson,” she says with so much attitude and at that point, you found yourself in a circle of girls. The same girls that you caught staring you down were now surrounding you.
You were so lost in your thoughts you completely forgot that you were now known as Jackson’s girlfriend even though you two aren’t anything... Not even friends with him at this point...
“Okay,” was all you said and you tried to walk away but they were really having you surrounded and basically were keeping you hostage.
“You think we’re done with you?” The girl right in front of you says as she pushes you back and at the point, you felt yourself lose balance and you were now on the ground.
The moment you lifted up your head you heard people laughing and the same girl who was pushing you began to talk.
“Do you think we are going to let you go that easily?” They all began to get closer and closer till suddenly...
“Stop,” you froze when you suddenly hear a familiar voice... You noticed all of the girls look back and quickly gasp
“Jaebum oppa!”
Your eyes widen when you noticed Jaebum’s presences standing right in front of you and all of the girls were staring at the two of you. Right now they were basically about to attack you because they assumed that Jackson was your boyfriend...
Now here comes Jaebum not making the situation any better.
“Let’s go,” Jaebum says looking right at you and instead of saying anything he grabbed a hold of your hand and everyone was shocked... Dumbfounded... But they weren’t the only ones because you were beyond confused.
Jaebum pulled you away from the circle and as the two of you began to walk off, you could hear the girls all talk among themselves but about the situation of course...
“Wait... Is she with Jackson or Jaebum?” Although you knew Jaebum pulled out of the situation before it got any worse... It was far too late for that just because now it made it seem like you were with both and now the title of a gold digger was probably going to be known by your damn name... Cross that by the image of your face.
“That stu-” before you could finish hearing what the girls had to say, Jaebum suddenly began to talk to you.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Jaebum stopped from walking and looked right at you. You were beyond confused... What is Jaebum even talking about right now?
“What?” You asked and Jaebum suddenly began to get completely frustrated.
“Don’t act stupid, you and Jackson clearly have something going on... And I knew nothing about it,” you were shocked.
You had a feeling that Jaebum was going to find that article however he came to find you to yell at you? What the hell was the point of that?
“Jaebum li-” again he cuts me off and shakes his head.
“This whole time Jackson and you must have been going behind my back and here I was falling head over heels for you... Wow... I’m so stupid,” Jaebum goes on and on babbling and you just stood there.
Was Jaebum not going to let you talk? Were you going to have to stand there and basically listen to him complain?
“Ja-” again he cut you off but you had enough of being caught off... That was it.
“Y/N I-” this time you cut Jaebum off. If he was going to yell at you without even asking questions you were going to tell Jaebum the truth and at this point, you didn’t care whether you hurt his damn feelings or not.
“Instead of you yelling at me how about you listen to what I have to say before you say anything to me. First of all, when we first started talking I didn’t have any feelings for Jackson, and I actually wanted something to work for the both of us... However the moment you left me, you basically gave Jackson that opportunity to make his move. Jackson stood there and made sure I was okay however you judged me due to my past and left me there. That day yeah I did hook up with Jackson and I don’t regret it... Clearly, Jackson can look at my past and accept what I did wrong however not you.” You said looking right at Jaebum and he looked right at you shocked...
“So you are dating Jackson?” Is he serious is that all he got from what you had to say?
You wanted to say so much more to Jaebum however clearly Jaebum wasn’t even paying attention to you... If anything he was just trying to find an answer to his damn question and you were done... You were done with the bullshit especially because you made yourself look like the bad guy so Jaebum won’t get hurt.
“No, I’m not, I don’t care if you don’t believe me... But I want to tell you one thing and that is that since you want nothing to do with me don’t worry about what and who I’m with. And if it makes you feel any better I will be out of yours and Jackson’s life for good,” you said looking at Jaebum directly into his eyes and he looked rather speechless.
You wanted to say so much more, however, no matter what you tell Jaebum he clearly wasn’t ever going to listen to you because he thinks your always the bad guy regardless and you were over it.
You walked off and tried to keep your head up high... You didn’t want to be home but being in the eye of the public was worse just because right now you were the hot topic.
You grabbed your hoddie and put over your head trying your hardest to avoid the public...
Completely distracted you tried to reconnect your headphone till suddenly catching you completely off guard, someone grabs your hand out of the blue and suddenly stops you from walking.
The moment you looked up you met a familiar face.
“Y/N...”
What was Jackson doing here...
~
What the hell was Jackson doing here? First, you met with Jaebum unexpectedly thinking he was saving you because he wanted to but he was saving you to ask you questions and basically scolding at you not listening to a word you had to say. Now here comes Jackson looking for you...
What on earth did Jackson want?
“Jackson, what are you doing here? You shouldn’t even be there...” You said looking at him basically reminding him the both of you were still out in public.
“I needed to see you...” This boy clearly wants you dead by showing up unexpected like this.
“Why? I told you already that I wanted nothing to do with you... Why are you suddenly having a hard time understanding that?” You asked Jackson and he looked at you directly in your eyes and sighed.
“Well, I came here because I wanted to make sure you were alright... But now that I’m standing right in front of you... I don’t think I’m here for that,” Jackson says and you wanted to know why he suddenly sounded like he changed his mind however you were a bit scared of what he had to say...
“Oh...”
Jackson could tell you were nervous about his response so he continued to speak regardless.
“I know you keep telling me that you want nothing to do with me... But every time you tell me that you seem so unsure of that,” Jackson says and you froze.
What...
“I know you like me the way I like you... And I know the reason why you tried to remove yourself from my life is that you don’t want to hurt anyone but why on earth should you hurt yourself like that... ” What the hell was happening?
Everything Jackson was saying was true... But how the hell does he know you are thinking all of this...
“Jackson...” You said trying to look at him in the eyes but you couldn’t.
“Tell me the truth... Tell me how you really feel...” Jackson says lightly lifting up your chin and now the both of you were staring at each other eye to eye.
You could do two things... Either tell Jackson the truth or continue to hide how you really feel.
“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
“I see you were finally able to make it,” Yoongi says the moment you appraoched him and you smiled.
“Of course, wouldn’t miss it,” You didn’t know how to approach Yoongi. The moment the both of you were alone at the party, you two locked lips and you enjoyed yourself.
Although you didn’t want to really ruin anything, you approached Yoongi and the two of you pulled each other into a hug. The moment the both of you pulled away, you looked at Yoongi and catching you off guard instead of kissing you on your lips, he kisses your cheek.
That was sweet... You placed a hand on your cheek and you continued to smile. Yoongi probably noticed but who cares.
“What’s our plans for today?” You asked Yoongi and he just grabs your hand and locker your hand with his as the two of you intertwined fingers with one another.
“I’ll keep that a surprise,”
Yoongi had an unexpected side? This should be fun...
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Jackson’s Point of View
What the hell just happened? I looked at the fort and then back at the door. Did Y/N happen to hear me talk on the phone? Is that why she left? Or did she leave to possibly meet up with Yoongi... I don’t know but whatever it was I couldn’t really say much about it.
I mean, to be honest, I was going to ditch her but not for no reason. I actually needed to meet up with a good friend of mine to maybe get some advice and get some things done...
“Jackson! Damn what took you so long?” Jooheon asks as he continued to sit on the bench with his arms folded and all I could do was smile.
“Yeah, sorry about that... Something came up.” I didn’t want to mention Y/N because I know the moment I did that Jooheon would make comments about young love.
You see Jooheon is a good friend of mine and I didn’t want to let him know about Y/N, but it happened to slip out of my mouth without even me noticing when I got drunk and after that happened the moment I mentioned Y/N’s name, Jooheon will go on and on how I should make a move already.
“Like?” Jooheon asks tilting his head looking right me and I sighed.
“Nothing, now can we get going?”
“Right you were with Y/N,” Shit I forgot that I happened to mention her name when we talked through the phone.
“Okay I was, now let’s go.” Jooheon nudged me on the side, gave me a quick wink and in no time the both of us finally went on with what we had to do.
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Your Point of View
“Mm, where are we going?” You asked Yoongi as you followed behind him and he smiled.
“Patience,” Yoongi hasn’t given you a single clue where your date probably was located or even what you guys were going to do.
The only thing you knew about the date was you were going to be with Yoongi Well, this should be interesting. You didn’t know either to expect something risky and crazy or something simple and cute.
You were beyond curious because you two were literally walking in an area where it was nothing but trees and grass. Eventually, the both of you came to a stop and you took one look and noticed that you were near a cliff. You looked down it was that steep but there you saw an ocean and a mini waterfall.
This was incredibly beautiful.
“I know we just started talking and stuff but you know I wanted to do something different and something for the first time with someone special.” You didn’t know if Yoongi was flirting with you but if he was you didn’t mind at all.
“Aw... Well, what do you have in mind,” Instead of Yoongi responding using his words, you noticed he was suddenly removing clothes off of himself one by one. You noticed the way he lifted up his shirt and then suddenly began to remove his shoes one by one...
“Uh, Yoongi?” You had no idea what Yoongi had planned for you and him but it felt like you were with Jackson you just have no idea what to expect from this boy... If anything you should only expect the unexpected...
“Have you ever cliff dived?” Cliff Dived? That was something Jackson and you talked about... Something the two of you wanted to do together... Wait why are you even thinking of Jackson... You’re here with Yoongi and you should enjoy the moment...
“No, I haven’t... But I wouldn’t mind trying,” In a matter of seconds you suddenly began to remove your clothes and now you were left in your undergarments along with Yoongi.
You did feel bad for doing this without Jackson but he missed this... If Jackson wasn’t to ditch you in the first place you wouldn’t be here with Yoongi but instead, he wanted to ditch you to be with someone else...
Oh well, things happen for a reason and right now you shouldn’t be here moping around feeling bad because you’re not with Jackson... If anything you should be excited to try something new with someone different.
Yoongi grabbed a hold of your hand and he looked at you.
“Are you sure you want to do this? We don’t have to if you don’t want to.” At first, you were slightly unsure but to be honest now you were with the idea.
“Let’s do it.” A huge smile spread across Yoongi’s face and in a matter of seconds Yoongi began to do a mini countdown for the both of you.
“3.....2....1.. NOW!” The both of you ran together side by side still holding hands and jumped off of the mini cliff and now landed in the ocean and you were quick to lift up your head and quickly wiped your eyes.
Wow did you really just do that?
You looked around and didn’t see Yoongi in sight till there he lifts up his head and he looks at you and smiles.
“What do you think?” Yoongi asks as the two of you were there right in front of one another and you couldn’t help but to suddenly feel how warm the water felt... And the view was just breathtaking...
This was definitely one experience you weren’t going to forget.
“This is incredible,” You said looking right at Yoongi and that’s when you noticed he was suddenly approaching you and he now wrapped his arm around your waist looking right at you.
“And you’re absolutely beautiful.” After that being said you weren’t expecting to kiss Yoongi anytime soon but you couldn’t help yourself. One the moment was perfect. The two of you had a beautiful view, his face was inches away from yours and you would be lying if you were to say that there was no connection between the two of you.
You could feel Yoongi glance down at your lips and at that moment you knew that Yoongi is possibly thinking the same thing as you. After glancing at your lips he began to suddenly lean in and you could feel your heart beating out of your chest full of excitement.
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Jackson’s Point of View
“When are you finally going to make a move on her man? It feels like this crush of yours will go on until you die.” Joonheon says as I followed behind him on an ally and all I could do was a sigh.
“It’s not that simple... I mean she recently broke up with her boyfriend. At first, I thought yes now it’s my chance to make my move but I thought I didn’t want to be her rebound so I pushed it off and thought maybe if I could wait... I can confess when the time is right.” I said as we finally came to a stop and Jooheon looks at me.
“Well... What’s stopping you now?” Joonheon asks before he reaches up and grabs a staircase bringing it down that leads to a balcony.
“Yesterday I invited her to a party and well... She seemed to kick it off with Yoongi very well.” I lost my chance and now I feel like there is no point in ever waiting for her... Y/N hasn’t been single in a long time and I can’t just wait for her to be single... Because honestly, I have no idea when that will ever happen again.
“And what are you saying? That Yoongi is her new boyfriend or something?” Jooheon asks as he was now going up the steps and I followed behind him.
“I wouldn’t say that he is her boyfriend right now... But I mean... There is no way I can compete against him... Last time I saw the two alone they were exchanging salvias with one another.” Jooheon stopped himself from walking and looked back at me.
“You could have had your chance, but by the looks of things it looks like it’s too late now.” I rolled my eyes and from that point on we were now on the balcony and Jooheon opens a window and goes in. I followed behind him and hoped that after we went in the building... The topic of Y/N wouldn’t be brought up anymore.
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Your Point of View
After swimming around the beautiful lake, the both of you walked to rocks and just sat there across from each other.
“You know when I first saw you walk in that party... I thought you were Jackson’s girlfriend.” Yoongi says and you looked at him completely shocked.
“What? Why would you think?” You asked Yoongi confused and he sighs.
“Well, the two of you were extremely close with one another. Plus on top of that Jackson did tell the boys before you came in that you were off limits. So I expected the two of you to be a couple.” Wait why would Jackson say that?
“He did what?” You asked Yoongi confused and he laughs.
“Oh, right I wasn't supposed to tell you.” What the hell? How can Jackson think it’s okay to tell anyone that they can and can’t talk to you? Last time you checked Jackson wasn’t your parent.
“Wait... I’m surprised you didn’t listen to him,” You said looking at Yoongi and he smiles.
“Why should I listen? The moment I found out a beautiful girl like you is single, I can’t let that just go.” You couldn’t help but blush. Although Jackson might have opened his mouth and told the boys not to make any moves, you were honestly glad that Yoongi didn’t listen.
You might not know Yoongi very well but the more you were around him you couldn’t help but develop a crush.
“And well, what are you going to do about my situation now?” You asked Yoongi and it was long till he slowly got closer and closer to the point your face was inches away from his.
“Well I’m going to change that of course,” Yoongi says and 2 seconds later his lips touch yours and you couldn’t help but smile throughout the kiss.
You had no idea that meeting one guy could lead to you moving on from your ex and now in another relationship. You could be mad that Jackson did tell Yoongi beforehand not to basically think about asking you out but Jackson isn’t your parents to tell me who you want and don’t want to be around.
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Jackson’s Point of View
I have no idea why but the moment Jooheon and I began to discuss the dance routine we both wanted to do, I was completely distracted. Y/N kept randomly appearing in my mind and I have no idea how to possibly take her out of there. She was likey a catchy song that no matter what I tried to think of, she was on my mind.
“I... I fucked up,” I blurted out and Jooheon stops from dancing and looked over at me confused and clueless.
“It’s okay man, just try again.” Jooheon thought I was talking about the dance routine we were trying to do but no...
“Not the dance... I mean with Y/N,” I said sitting down on the ground and Jooheon looks at me and smiles.
“I thought you didn’t want to talk about her?” Jooheon says smirking and all I could do was just stare at him and sigh.
“What do I do? I left Y/N early and who knows what she could be doing now,” I don’t know why I’m suddenly having a hard time trying to keep my mind focused on important things like this dance.
“What do you mean?” Jooheon asks confused and I sat on the floor and looked at him.
“What if I just gave her an opportunity to go meet up Yoongi? What if they are with each other right now....” Damn, I messed up bad.
“Then Yoongi would have Y/N and well you lost your shot once again,” I should have known. I was here trying to be a good friend thinking that Y/N needed more time to get over her ex... But by me thinking like a friend I, later on, lose my shot with Y/N once again.
“Maybe I should text her.... See what’s she up to?” Jooheon walks up to me and places a hand on my shoulder.
“Chill, I know you probably regret what you did but the damage is done. If Y/N and you are meant to be together than Y/N will still be single by the time we are done rehearsing.” I wanted to continue going on about the topic but Jooheon was right.
I could stand here all day and say I fucked up over and over... But what was that going to do?
“You’re right.” I agreed and I sighed.
“Let’s just get started.”
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Your Point of View
After basically making out with Yoongi, the two of you got out of the river and just sat on the rocks admiring the view you had right in front of the two of you.
“You know what I’m pretty surprised about,” Yoongi begins to say and you looked at him.
“What are you surprised about?” You asked Yoongi and he smiles.
“That Jackson and you aren’t a couple. I mean at the party at first I thought you two were together.” Ha, why do people always assume that? Can’t I be friends with a guy?
“No, if anything he’s like a brother to me. I don’t think I could ever see Jackson as anything more and he knows that.” Yoongi smiles and looks at you
“Well you’re mine now,” Yoongi says wrapping his arm around your waist and you smiled.
“I wouldn’t want it any other way,” You said and it was long until you pulled him into a kiss.
You’re hoping being with Yoongi is going to be completely different compared to the relationship you were just in. Yoongi seemed like had good intentions and honestly, he looks like he will be different from the rest.
Yoongi got up and smiled.
“Ready to go for another swim?”
“You know what, I am.” You got up right next to Yoongi and he grabbed a hold of your hand and from that point, on the both of you jumped back into the river and decided it was time to spend some time with your boyfriend. It’s weird to even say that but it felt right.
Although you found out some things about Jackson like him telling guys not to talk to you, you weren’t going to let them get to you. If anything you were just ready to have fun and call it a day.
