A new belt hole, and more looseness!
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A new belt hole, and more looseness!
I used to hate my loose skin. Now that's its full again, I can't wait for it to come back. I'd take this over fat anyday. I hate myself so much for giving up. More self inspo
This weight loss journey of mine will never be perfect. Just losing weight is hard then on top of that maintaining is even harder. Adjusting to life after prep and finding balance after the show has been a rough one. The struggle with weight gain post show has been a battle especially mentally. I had my period of enjoyment but it’s time to get serious again. My nutrition has been off and I just had an amazing weekend in Nashville. I have learned a lot about my body this year. My body is very sensitive to foods. Which causes inflammation and swelling. I don’t have any exact reasons of why my body does this. Biggest thing is the loose skin. After indulging in foods that are high in carbs, sodium and fat. I swell up. Even in the past after a short trip/vacation I did the same thing. Really being in tune and learning from my experiences will help a lot. I know now I need to be more mindful of the foods I eat. I know how to eat out and stay healthy, but I didn’t want to. I wanted to enjoy and that I did. What I do next is what is important. Just because I had a few weeks off track doesn’t mean I give up. No I get back on track and keep moving forward. I am not spiraling out of control. I had a few short trips and have enjoyed food post show. I lived a very restricted diet for almost 2 years pretty close. This is the first time I’ve been able to enjoy myself and live life. I have no regrets at all and I’m glad I have enjoyed myself. Let’s see those transformation babes. Don’t forget to tag me. Motivation from this wonderful lady @warrior_jessica_slashes_fat #womenempowerment #womensupportingwomen #transformationtuesday #beforeandafter #beforeandafterweightloss #weightlossjourney #extremeweightloss #naturalweightloss #fattofit #fattofitjourney #fattofittransformation #transformation #obesetobeast #looseskin #thestruggleisreal #progressnotperfection #sidebyside #houston #houstontx (at Nashville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUSAw1kKUtR/?utm_medium=tumblr
Inner processes need time - give them. Before I’m going to get a part of my body ‚chopped off‘ I need to realize that it is there. It transformed. I need to see and understand that, otherwise it will just be another rapidly fast change I cannot wrap my head around. #bodytransformation #looseskin #excessskin #bauchschürze #überschüssigehaut #körper #body #bodypositivity #innerprocess #weightloss #gewichtsabnahme #magenverkleinerung #weightlosssurgery #gastricsleeve #schlauchmagen #stretchmarks #schlauchmagenoperation (hier: Sankt Pauli, Hamburg, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTFPZ0iMaQl/?utm_medium=tumblr
You don't need a flat stomach to be sexy and healthy. Wear your elasticity with confidence.
Me with noticeable loose skin vs. me stretching my loose skin. Been incredibly body negative lately, and I feel like I constantly am thinking about getting this loose skin removal sometime in the future, and finally being able to see myself for “what I think I should look like.”
Often times I forget that I lost 33% of my body weight, and have maintained that loss for two years now. I wish I could say that I’m proud of how far I’ve come... but the loving, self assured, and self accepting post-massive-weight-loss-loose-skin-but-I-love-my-body-anyway mentality would just be performative, inauthentic, and dishonest, on my end. I hate my body most of the time. I don’t see the body of a young, determined person that lost 85lbs and kicks ass when I look in the mirror. I see a woman that is now being punished for ever being obese in the first place — wearing her penance like falling drapes on a dusty morning. I see the disappointment of my efforts, and the shame of having once been so large, that the only fair thing would be for me to carry this skin like shackles.
I wish I could see beauty in the monstrosity of what remains of my body. I wish I could see this skin as my battle scars - instead of a war zone.
Could you live with this? I really love my body and if it's ever criticized I just automatically think someone is jealous, but....😒 I do have one #insecurity . Everyone is asleep except me. Posting late again, after I said I shouldn't do that 🤦♀️ . . . . #realtalk #realtalk💯 #imnotdrunk #saggyboobsmatter #supportyourgirls #ineedalift #deflated #breastlift #breastliftnoimplants #agingprocess #gravity #gravitysucks #looseskin #weightlosssideeffects #sideffects #weightloss #weightlossjourney #keto #ketotransformation #ketojourney #bodybyketo #ilovemybody #naturalbreasts #loveyourbody #latenightthoughts #agelessbeauty #takecareofyourbody #beingawomanishard #beingawomanisbeautiful https://www.instagram.com/p/B15th55FWRT/?igshid=xpti6rnormxe
The best kinda fridays are spent in a bikini and not a care in the world