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Back Again...
So a run down. I relapsed again and let my life spiral. I got to the point of realization that I was spiraling as life was crashing down around me.
I moved to a place I thought would be safer. I still used just not like I was...but I still used.
Decided it was time to change. Decided to take a job that would distance me from using and guess what...I am sober 75 days and finding my happiness.
This job has helped me find happiness, my purpose in life, helped me realize what I was missing out on. This job brought me closer to my higher power. Yes along the way I wanted to give up and I had bad days but...75 days clean.
75 days is the longest I have been sober since I started using to numb life almost 7 years ago.
Loving life and loving my personal growth.
....THOUGHTS....
It's more to it than just painting the perfect picture. We have to learn to "BE" the perfect picture.
Because when the smoke clears,
and the hurt has lessened...
We have to be able to be ok alone
and not look away or be afraid
of our own reflection.
Did we fall short? Was there a lesson?
Did we lose control, or engage in
immediate gratification,
for a long term loss effect?
Feeding the addict waiting?
Were we not paying attention?
Were we running at a faster pace
Because we were afraid
That a savage and reckless past
was waiting?
Did we respond with compassion,
or agitation?
Was anything but love placed above
in our motivation?
Was our higher power present?
Did we react in anger and aggravation
aggression fueled by sadness,
stress and
thoughts of feeling less than
plague you
Were we rejected?
finally realizing that they're broken
Did we overdose on false hopes
of being the exception?
adding to our forever growing
list of regrets?
What did I hope to gain?
Did I cause pain?
Where was the blessing?
Or did I miss it all
in the process of my misdirection?
Am I suffering the effects
of long term depression?
Am I living in the past
Do I still practice deception
Did I pray,
and have faith in his protection?
Or did I go out in a blaze
unprotected
without scripture to use as a vest
or a weapon...
and then blame God
cuz I got these scars
cuz my life is insane hard
cuz I never put in
the extra effort...
Getting high to "get by"
Handcuffed at the wrist
now I'm arrested
So much for the time
in my life that I've invested
now im in the system as a felon.
Ive been deceived
but no one will believe
what I tell them
And no one seems
to want to buy
the dreams
or the bullshit I'm selling.
But im in control,
until I fold
MAD cuz nothings left
but a prison sentence
with no possibility
of parole or redemtion...
When God wanted to drive
the whole time...
but I seldom let him.....
- Devine Theory
80 days clean from iv heroin and crack cocaine
Needless to say, I'm happy. I'm moving forward and it feels so good. Change iz scary, but its what needs to be done. With God on my side, I can do anything..
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