I wish i could give you my pain just for one moment not to hurt you but so that you could finally understand how much you hurt me .

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I wish i could give you my pain just for one moment not to hurt you but so that you could finally understand how much you hurt me .
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Back is still not 💯 so decide to do some belt squats. Yea, I need higher blocks but this will have to do for now. But these Bulgarian squats are killers. Freaking love it. Have a great start to your week everybody and keep kicking life right in the dick and makes the most of what you’re given and just be damn good person.🤙 Phoenix Rack: @bridgebuilt Squat Belt: @spudincstraps Shoes: @converse Supps: @axeandsledge #808BarBenders #TheIronNeverLies #NeverSatisfied #RawIron #NeverLookBack #WeightLifting #Powerlifting #BodyBuilding #GoBigOrGoHome #LiftToKill #NoExcuses #BornSmallDieBig #KeepItReal #WhateverItTakes #TheStruggleIsRealAF #MediocreSucks #Supplements #Nutrition #Health #BeTheBestYou #ItsOnlyUpToYou #LiftLaughLive #YouGotThisShit #YouLiveEverydayYouOnlyDieOnce #CantStopWontStop #GotteEatToGrow #QuitBitchingStartLifting #AllRepsMatter Follow @808_bar_benders @808_bar_benders @808_bar_benders @808_bar_benders https://www.instagram.com/p/CRiAqzfDRfQfWw3ThJCjGHRr-D3HP6iMHaHtX00/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Week 1 Project: My Full Sail Story
Before I began my journey at Full Sail University.
I had one goal of studying people and how the worked.
I then started learning about psychology through shows like Criminal Minds and Forensic Files.
Then my whole outlook on life changed after my first heartbreak in 2018.
Because of this I began writing my life story down in poetic fashion.
From this I grew colder and sadder as person, but there was still hope for me.
Then I found a place that accepted me and I learned to call it home.
In this place I gained many mentors and friends who showed me love.
I continued to write these feelings and slowly they became more refined and powerful.
I was happy again and I had the confidence to to take my feelings and perform in Fine Arts Distract competition in Orlando 2019.
I showed prowess for spoken word and storytelling and I almost made it to Nationals, except I exceeded my time limit.
From this wonderful journey I began to see writing as more than just a hobby.
It was going to be a part of my future whether it paid my bills or not.
Then my friend Juan became painstakingly annoying about me taking a tour of Full Sail University.
At first I disregarded it as an option for my future, but then I gave in to taking this tour.
From this point on Full Sail mesmerized me and pulled my heartstrings all the way to this day where I am now a Creative Writing Major.
I was a toxic person. Yes. I admit that I was. Because I was toxic to myself. What I reflect towards myself reflects towards others around me. I kept shutting myself down and in return, I shut those around me down. I spent my years shaming myself, belittling myself that I passed on the negativity to others around me. Loved ones. Friends. Strangers that passed me by.
I refused to see it for myself, refused to accept it for myself that in my own way I had pushed the one person that loved me beyond means away. The hurt and the pain that she had to auffer because of my own hatred, my own jealousy and my own actions cost everything.
To begin to repair the damage has been nothing but painful. Because I myself had made it painful for myself. I started to lose my way, I started to act recklessly for the thrill to erase the pain that I continued to ingrain within myself, and becoming the toxic person that I had failed to see. I am not perfect. I will never be perfect because I’m human and I will make mistakes throughout my lifetime.
But as long as I learn and make those mistakes rectified, I can be someone better. I can understand better at what it means to be able to correct myself and let myself see the world for it’s beauty and it’s imperfections. There is no Black and White. There is color. Different colors have different meanings and layers that go deeper and deeper in which I myself had to learn to see.
And until you can see the world in it’s current state, then you can see what I see, and the reasoning behind my current journey to self realization. A journey that forever will be lifelong and tedious, yet rewarding all the same.
I guess there will always be days when you just want to fly away and just think about flying and nothing else