Why I made this blog and who i am (intro)
I had a friend in the swiftie community. A brief friend, but a good one. They deleted their blog while I was asleep. Without telling me.
And this is why I’m not mad, and this is why this blog is dedicated to her.
This was our first interaction. As stated in my bio, I have BPD. A very severe case. Her acting flat, not wanting to be my friend for “no reason” (🙄 at myself), I’ve been doing so poorly lately that it should have made my bpd split hard. It didn’t. I gave her her space. I let her come to me.
There is an issue inside the swiftie community, and outside. We share it. Some swifties cheer on actual harmful things she’s done (that do NOT make her evil or undeserving of forgiveness). And some swifties, well—
I just want to point out that you calling swifties with actual psychotic breaks that ruin their life crazy or toxic or use the “word” delulu or any of that bs while singing any single line that even hints at taylor’s maybe psychosis???? Ur either an idiot, heartless, or just don’t know yet (ur likely the last one <3)
Some wonderful interactions that i very heartbreakingly, some of them are stolen by time
And she dmed me. A HUGE step. I talked to her for about an hour to help her feel better, then I had to go to bed for my mental health.
The next morning, she was gone.
So what is this blog about?
This blog is about and for swifties who either experience psychosis/BPD/anything that taylor represents very well whether she has it or not, OR people who swifties and want to be more respectful to the swifties who are currently and/or usually struggling more.
Hello! I am Gray, you can use they/them pronouns for us as we’re a DID system and that’s what we prefer! I’m getting a little tired, so I don’t know how much I can talk abt now, but asks are open! Any ableism w/o room for growth will be blocked and reported. We are bodily 23 (with alters of all ages, so pls give a tw before talking about anything sexual bc most of us like Taylor Swift so this is not like explicitly sfw or ns/fw.
Note on that before I continue: if u dont want to see ns/fw at all but would still like to follow, go to ur main blog, general settings, filters, and add the tag “ns/fw” and anything else u think might keep you comfortable/safe! Itll completely block it on ur feed with the option to click on it if u feel safe abt it.
That said, if a minor or ageless blog interactions with a post that has ns/fw stuff, I will immediately block. Minors are more than welcome to interact on this blog! But do not cross my boundary on this.
Any more questions? Ask box is open! <3
