the same eyes that held so much love for you, always looked like you were a star in the sky, like a goddess, like his saving grace.
the same pair of eyes you were trying to avoid now.
but he you knew he would see through your lie if you didn't meet his eyes so swallowing thickly, you forced yourself to meet his.
shit.
as soon as your eyes flicked up to his, you felt the air get knocked out of your lungs. his usually eyes, that held all the sparkles in the world were now just glassy and desperate, begging you for an explanation.
screwing your eyes shut, you shook your head. i have to end this for your sake.
"it's not you." you lied, forcing the corner of your lips up to smile at him. "it's a me problem. i just think i should work on myself because you deserve much better."
"no no no no." he begged, reaching out to hold your hands in his. please don't make this harder. "there's nothing wrong with you. you're perfect the way you are. so damn perfect. i would never change anything about you."
you wouldn't, but you are fated to die if you stay with me so i have to be the one to break your heart.
you removed your hands from his. "but i'm holding you back. i want you to be free."
"y/n." he choked, falling to his knees as more tears flowed. "you're the only one i have. the only one who truly loves me for me. please don't leave me. i love you so much."
your smile softened as tears pricked your eyes now too. "i- i love you too. loving you was like being near a star. but i guess... we were too close to the stars."
leaning down, you slowly brushed your lips against his forehead, and then stood up straight before he could pull you into a hug. he just stared at you, his expression like he his heart had been plucked out of his chest.
you quickly turned back and walked away, desperately trying ignore his choked sobs as he kept calling out your name over and over again. finally, unable to control yourself anymore, you turned back one last time.
"i would gladly burn but i can't let you burn yourself up for me."
aki hayakawa, childe, gojo saturo, sunday, jean kirstein, alhaitham, shinya hiragi, doppo kunikida, chuuya nakahara, obanai iguro, yuta okkotsu, rafayel
Summary: A story where Ferid falls in love for the first time in his entire existence and he does everything he can to keep it together.
Chapter: 1/15
Chapter name: Caught
Warning : there are yandere themes and there is one 18+ scene in it which some of you might not like so please avoid in that case.
While retreating to the main troops alone because your other teammates have died in battle, you faced a vampire who lured you in where you were right now and you've been so distracted that you can't seem to find your way out. But you knew one thing that this was somewhere in the vampire city and if you were able to report back about this place, you'd be ranked higher than your current rank in the army.
The air was cold and spiked against your lungs but you kept running because one moment of stillness could mean the end for you. You halted abruptly your boots skidding on the slightly damp floor, taking a few steps back while holding the hilt of your sword tight, ready to swing. A man with silver hair walked in front of you, his posture composed and arms crossed, a smug smirk on his face, "My my, what a loud bird we have running in the halls today" sarcasm embedded in his tone.
You're panting standing infront of him ready to attack, the cold air spiking against your lungs. His striking beauty caught your eyes but you knew he wasn't as safe as he seemed right now. And by things you've observed so far you could tell that this was the 7th progenitor Ferid Bathory. Did you really have the energy to fight him after all the occurances in the battlefield an hour ago? Perhaps not. This is a lost case, you're out. You spin on your heels running the opposite way your, feeling lightweighted you could almost faint. You felt like your legs will give up on you but you have to keep going if you want to survive this.
Before you even ran a meter a chuckle came from behind you as well as a blurr of white, something gripped your arm tightly stopping you in your tracts. You swung the sword at his neck with the other hand but he caught it, blood seeping from his palms, "Ah ah" he leaned in against your ear, "Running away is so rude especially when someone is trying to greet you so warmly. Tell me, where is the little lamb headed in such a rush, hm? I'm kind enough to welcome you to stay here"
You gasp and pant trying to calm the burning ache in your chest, you twist and turn in his grasp but his fingers don't budge, "Let me go". The others would probably call you pathetic right now for not being able to fight back properly but they're dead. The strength difference between you two was terrifying, your heart hammering against your chest because you believed this is how you end but you have to keep going.
He tilted his head looking at your flushed face, beads of cold sweat, the way your body is heaving, it was as if he was watching you with curiosity of seeing a human for the first time. In all the centuries he has lived he's never seen a human fight for their life even though they're quite certain that they'll die. It was honestly entertaining. "Oh? Look at that expression you have" he inched closer to your face, "Do all humans try to fight back even though they know death is standing in front of them? Or are you just special?" he mocked.
"Stop with this act and do whatever you're going to do and get this over with" you spat at his face, your face displaying anger. A smile broke out on the face of the progenitor, something weird stirred in his heart, he felt it in his stomach too. What is this? He didn't know but it was deeply amusing and it felt good enough for him to crave more of it. Usually you'd be drained dry or handed over to the guards for preparing bloodbags and keeping you captive. But as Ferid looked at the anger pulsing through your veins and the bratty behaviour you had, he doesn't want to do something like that.
"Get it over with? Hells, no. That's such a dreary way to think. It would be a shame to hand you to the guards, they have such dull methods to deal with poeple like you. No appreciation for flavour, spirit or the finer things inside. I think fate brought you here for a reason" as he finished he yanked your sword out of your hands and threw it aside as it slided across the damp floor and he flung you over his shoulder while you were slamming your fists against his back after you let out a cry of shock. "What are you doing? Put me down!" you yelled, "Shh keep it down little lamb, if the other nobles hear you and see us like this they'll ask way too many questions which I am not in the mood to answer today"
He started walking and you stayed quiet, he slowly adjusted you so that you're not hanging on his shoulders anymore, he has both arms under you while you sit on them and your arms are on his shoulders. "I dont want to go anywhere with you, tell me what you want and leave me alone" you whispered and clutched the fabric of his uniform because you fear you may fall. "Why, nothing at all" he replies in a soft voice stripped of his usual sarcasm in his voice as he passes through what seems to be secret passages away from the vampire population.
He looked at you, "You must be very tired from trying to run today, your legs probably hurt and you wouldn't have made it very far either. A gentleman doesn't leave a tired traveller. Think of me as your saviour this afternoon" he said his voice like silk. "Saviour you say? Pure irony there" you said disinterested, "Well if I had let you be caught by the guards and bleed out right there, would that be much better?" his smirk back on his face, you could visibly see your reflection in his red eyes. "Well its fine if you dont think that way, its not as if I care about what you think" he said as he reached the mansion, he opened the door with one hand while carrying you with the other, he closed the door behind him as he walked towards the couch and placed you on top, the moment you were sat down you melted against the softness of the leather. "See? Isn't this better than a cold cell?" Ferid gave a theatrical bow, "I welcome you to my humble abode and as long as you are under my roof you are not viewed as livestock, nor a prisoner, you may make yourself at home here and you are my exclusive guest. I'll see to it that your stay here is an unforgettable one" he stood up and looked at you. Your eyes were a bit wide and shocked as this was not what you were expecting and you had a feeling whatever he said wasn't true but it seemed nice that a progenitor bowed to you. "I-uh..okay", his tall figure looked down upon your form, slopped against his couch. " Comfy now are we?" he asked, "Mhm" you said as you looked away.
Hi doll 👋 I noticed you write for Psycho Pass, so can I request a Kogami x fem reader, oral fixation?
Psycho Pass smut is hard to come by, thank you for your service ❤️
ｃｏｎｔｅｎｔ ｔｙｐｅ ┊ shorthand / request
ｃｏｎｔｅｎｔ ｗａｒｎｉｎｇｓ ┊ smut ( minors dni ), oral fixation ( pillow biting & thumb sucking ), missionary, mentions of minor injuries, cumshot, all characters featured are aged 18+
ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ ┊ please reblog && leave feedback. not proofread so there’s probably mistakes. thanks for reading < 3
Kogami was, on typical, a quiet lover. aside from the ragged breathing, only the occasional moan or grunt or, “Fuck,” would escape his parted lips in a baritone so husky and wanton that it always made your head spin. and, of course, there was the closeness. it was as if he wanted every, single inch of his body to mold into yours, to pin you to the bed with his hard, muscular frame, and allow his strong legs to anchor himself there. with his chest smashing against yours, and his fists at your wrists on either side of your head, locking your hands— palms towards the ceiling in surrender to his lovemaking, you couldn’t exactly bite on your fingertips. it was a habit you’d always had, and he knew that, but he enjoyed the way you submitted to him, enjoyed watching your hands clench into semi-fists when he hit just the right spot, and the crescent shaped scratch marks left on your palms when you unfurled them.
still, your mouth needed to be occupied, in order to keep yourself from biting on your lower lip. the tier was already split in the corner from a scuffle during the night’s assignment, and any amount of nipping would surely reopen the wound that had only just begun to stop throbbing. so, instead, you’d curled to your left, nuzzling your head against the pillow beneath it. the cotton was already damp with sweat, but you couldn’t help but take it between your teeth. it muffled your own whimpering, and brought you a mild amount of comfort as Kogami’s steady bucking of his hips rocked your bed, the legs scraping against the floorboards.
Kogami had perfected his strokes, whether he’d learned from fucking a thousand women before you or he was simply born with a gift for it, you didn’t really care to know. what you knew was that he was with you now, and that his thrusts were deep and slow and maddening. hilting himself in your guts, giving you a breath or two to really feel him throbbing inside you, and then withdrawing nearly to the point of the engorged, pink tip popping free of your clenching cunt before he would dive back in. and, when he was his deepest, he would grind himself into you, stirring his cock against your spongy, inner walls and nerves until you were mewling and arching and needy.
your tongue presses itself flat against the pillowcase, drawing a wad of it up into your mouth and suckling hard as your eyes roll happily— your legs wrapped around his waist trembled and tightened, your bare heels digging into his lower back to push him deeper, a silent plea for him not to pull out. you can taste the salt of your cocktailed perspiration in the fabric in your mouth, and it only heightens your senses, makes you more acutely aware of how deep he is in you.
Kogami groans, releasing both of your hands at once. once of his arms hooks just along the blade of your shoulder, his hand cupping the crook where your shoulder and neck meet from behind, and he pulls it back as flat against the bed as he can, demanding you pull away from the pillow and instead, lay flat for him to loom over again. “You’re close,” he murmured, amidst heavy panting. “And I don’t want you hiding like a little girl when you cum.” his free hand snakes along your chest, taking a moment to grope your jiggling breast as affectionately as possible, running his calloused thumb over the pebbled nipple, before his hand careens up the side of your neck and grasps your face. four fingers curl beneath your chin, stabilizing your head flush and back against the pillow, whilst his thumb runs along the shape of your couplet. first, the top, tracing your Cupid’s bow and gathering the beaded sweat that gathered along it. and then, swiping along your lower lip, being gentle against the gash in the corner. dark eyes fixed and lidded on your mouth as he traced it, his thin brows furrowed in pleasure. “I want you looking up at me.”
it was instinctual. the way your lips parted, and your teeth sank into the flesh of his thumb to pull it into your warm mouth. you couldn’t help yourself, not when he was offering it up so perfectly. and he didn’t resist your need to suck, he pushed the digit deeper until you sealed your lips around the knuckle. your tongue flattens out, and your teeth graze his salty skin. but, even as the delight of being fucked so deeply and his thumb crowding your mouth began to draw out a powerful, body-wracking orgasm, you didn’t look away. you locked your eyes with his, pouring every ounce of passion into the gaze that you could muster. your body had begun to tighten up, which in turn, was driving Kogami wild. a breathless grunt of approval falls from his lips when he feels your inner walls spasming, tightening around him, milking his aching cock for what he’s worth. his arm muscles bulge against your back, his fingers gripping your shoulder tight enough to leave faint, white marks beneath them, and his balls draw up tight, even as they smack against your ass. “Fuck,” he hissed again, this time with much less self control as he drives himself into you a few more times, right up until the moment he was about to lose all control, before he snarled and begrudgingly pulled out of you.
you trusted him, trusted his control, but you couldn’t help the whimper of disappointment that always escaped whenever he had to pull out of you to cum. of course, pregnancy was completely out of the question for two enforcers, but you had always wanted to know what it would feel like if he spilled inside you.
you wouldn’t get your wish tonight, however, as Kogami was as diligent as ever, snorting like a beast as he leans back on his haunches, releasing your shoulder to instead grab hold of the base of his twitching cock. he ran the organ, dribbling with his release, along your slit, each time the head catches your swollen clit and sends a jolt of pleasure through your body as it helps to keep the waves of your own climax still rippling. ivory globs of his release webbed to your nerherlips, leaving your core a sticky, dripping mess of his cum. Kogami stared down at his handiwork, the sight of you, fucked out and still sucking on his thumb, your body splayed out before him, heated and slick, and your lovely cunt, marked with his cum. it was almost enough to make his cock hard again. but he knew that you couldn’t take another round, not without rest, so he rolled his eyes at his own vigor and ignored the semi-hard member. instead, he slid up the length of your body to lay beside you, pulling you close to his chest. “Stay like that for as long as you need to.” he muttered, gesturing to his thumb that you still kept quite the tight grip on, suckling away. “I’m not going anywhere.” with your back still against the mattress, shoulder jammed against his sweaty chest, you did just that, allowing the taste of his digit in your mouth and the exhaustion of a good fucking to lull you into a deep sleep.
NOTE ❥ (WARNING-MDNI) Might be too OOC since this is based on my interpretation. Also, forgive my grammar, English is my third language & I totally didn't double-check any of my writing.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Honestly, no. He's likely to have a near zero experience in having sex with anyone at all. He's too hyperfocused with his ninja lifestyle to be caring for anything of that sort.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He collects woodblock shunga for fun. Not even to jack off or anything, he just likes the aesthetic of it.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Not goofy at all. I mean, will you ever see this man and think that "Oh, he must be goofy in bed"? No. If anything, you'll have to bonk his head for being a bit too quiet. He might tease you, though.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
This man is a beast and is capable of going rounds and rounds of sex. You'll be the one crying and begging him to stop, which, depending on your obedience, he might or might not listen to it. He'll always respect your safeword tho, it's unnegotiable.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Not too groomed--mainly since he sees no reason in taking care it or anything like that, "nobody will ever see it anyway," he thinks. It's not like his hair down there is packed anyway (also, the carpet is slightly darker than the drapes.)
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He prefers giving oral rather than receiving it (not that he would mind if you insist tho). He's just such a giving person. And his skill? holyshit it's good, and he can make you see stars with his tongue only. And he would absolutely use his quirk on you, much to your dismay. /j
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He saw no purpose in using or owning toys, but doesn't mind it if you want to use one in bed. He doesn't want anything in him though; it feels too unnatural for him to get excited by it.
Hi !! I got a new idea (what a surprise!! Right?) It's about the quiet shy reader but guys (Guren,Kureto,Crowley and Shinya) find out she is touch starved.
🥰 Thank you beforehand as always 🥰
Hello! Sure thing! I'm sorry I haven't done your requests in a while!
Guren Ichinose,Kureto Hiiragi,Crowley Eusford and Shinya Hiiragi finding out their s/o is touch starved
Guren Ichinose
-would probably brush it off like he doesn't care
-like yeah you're all that shy and he knows it too better that the shy ones are tipically touch starved
-he likes it when you beg for his attention,so unless you really want something from him,he isn't going to give in so easily
-would laugh a bit at your condition at being touch starved
-like what do you mean? the most shy person he's ever met is wanting some touching attention?
Kureto Hiiragi
-he is probably the type to make fun of you but deep inside he is kinda touch starved to
-all those meetings,those tasks,heck,all the work that needs to be done at the JIDA is very exhausting for him
-after all,he is the leader of the company so he can't accept failure especially coming from his side
-once he notices that you both are touch starved,he starts to make the first move(which he really does everytime in your relationship)
-he is kinda surprised to see that his sweet shy s/o is as touch starved as he is or even more touch starved
-he puts you in his arms,slowly but surely carressing your every body part
-loves these moments where he can be much more that the Hiiragi head
Crowley Eusford
-enjoys it almost too much
-a teasing guy and I must say VERY teasing
-would touch you in your sensitive parts just to tease you more
-you practically are a mess whenever he touches you
-even if it's just massaging your head or even kissing your sweet hands,he drives you even crazier
-will make you sit on his lap just for him to enjoy your cute all red face
-being all shy and flustered while he is touching you drives him insane too,he just loves for that look on your face and all your facial expressions
-being shy only brings him more enjoyment from what he's doing to you
-though he has his limits,if he sees that you can't take much more teasing then he will stop the teasing and 'get to work'
-you can view that 'get to work' however you want to:)
Shinya Hiiragi
-Shinya is just a sweet person in general,I can't imagine him being waaaay to teasing or anything that would annoy you
-I mean of course he could tease you for being that touch starved,but not in a Crowley way
-so don't panick,he is just very sweet
-is his precious angel carving some attention?
-cuddling time is ready,the bedsheets are all clean for a movie time
-kissing is just the start
-would kiss you all over your body and whenever he kisses a new spot he would go just like "mwah"
-he is so precious please touch him too,he's probably too shy to also say that to you
-He is really the master of affection,he knows so well how to please his darling and how to make them feel their best moments whenever he touches them
Shinya trying to flirt with you when no one is coming in to interrupt looking for him or you...his admirers and yours too
Shinya*After he said no to you offering him some gum, he REGRETTED IT*-You know, on second thought, Gum would be perfection
Mc*Gives him a strange look and hands him a piece of gum*
Shinya*Thinking* "Gum would be perfection? Gum would be perfection... I could have said gum would be nice, could have said I'll have a stick... But no no no no no, for me, gum is perfection. "I loathe myself"
Cupid*Patting Shinya's head, to comfort him on his attempt of..." flirting" with you*...
── ୨୧：guren ichinose, shinya hīragi, kureto hīragi x reader (separate)
୨୧﹑synopsis :: you try not to notice how he adores a certain woman in his life, you keep your feelings about him to yourself, quiet and never acting on them solely because you know that you could never hope to compare to her.
୨୧﹑genre :: slight angst
୨୧﹑content :: nothing to warn I don't think but I wrote this at like one a.m. and did not read a word of it 👍 lmk if there is something you want me to tag though (*￣︶￣)
୨୧﹑words :: 811
hiii I'm back again (I have a second degree burn now 💀) (I touched the oven rack while it was on max) (now I have a funny mark on my knee) this is kinda rushed because tbh I am not in the mood but I don't wanna up and dip again even though I was hit with like that curse that plagues fanfic authors and ten bad things happened in a day
this is from like March I believe??? I am so sorry to the person who sent me this in my DMs istg I was gonna do it but then I just forgot after that really long break I took 😔 I don't think I ended up sticking to it exactly because I'm not actually sure if the whole request was sent?? I also ended up cutting Crowley to put him in a standalone post 👍
─ ୨୧： guren ichinose
your feelings for the Ichinose boy run deep, a little part of you crushing on just his looks when he first arrived at this school, only growing on you since then. His personality when he really got comfortable was charming, and he always had that goofy look on his face when students pulled mean tricks on him like he didn't care. A pretty face. He never lets others bother him it seems, even when he talks all lesson to the boy beside him and tries to ignore him. You could look past the Ichinose Clan part, that was the least of your worries. After all, even Mahiru Hīragi could look past that.
you see her around him a lot, and they seem to know each other and get along well. She's always smiling around him, and while he doesn't exactly look like he's having the best day of his life he looks happier to hear from her than most other students. You suppose he would be with a smart and pretty girl paying attention to him, let alone one quite so impossibly beautiful as her. A once in a century genius. How could you ever hope to compete with a person like that?
it was a nigh impossible task, so you give up, and you watch. You know that he is only yours in your little daydreams, and the moment you blink them away and return to reality he goes right back to being Mahiru's as he always was.
─ ୨୧： shinya hīragi
since you joined the army you had at least a bit of a liking toward him, though it was quite minor at first, nothing too big. You just liked how nice he was to you, even helping you out at times when he noticed you were struggling a bit with your weapon. With his help you got closer to him at least in your eyes, the confidence he oozed enough to make you feel safe and in good hands. You trusted he knew what he was doing and it kept paying off to trust his advice.
it kept you asking for more of his help, knowing that slowly the help was becoming less of your focus and it was slowly shifting to the man himself. Something about him is so handsome, yet also quite cute.
then you heard he had once had a fiancée, and you realised that if that was everything he wanted in a partner that you would be stepping way out of your league. She was a Goddess put on earth in the form of a high school girl, perfect if not for her one fatal flaw in which she was dead after committing acts that disgraced her family. That explained why nobody spoke of her until you heard it from the girl's own sister.
slowly you were inching your way further into his life, and slowly you will inch your way back out. Even as a dead woman, You know that to that standard, you are still just a bumbling and confused little child.
─ ୨୧： kureto hīragi
a bad little habit you have with Aoi is the gossip once work is over, going to shower and change in the showers together one stall apart just to talk about various tidbits you'd picked up throughout the days. You'd learned many…interesting things that way. Most notably however was in the midst of washing your hair, letting the water wash out the product when she so happened to mention that she might just have deeper feelings for Kureto than she usually lets on. It's more than just respect, at least as she put it. You almost got shampoo in your eyes.
of course you couldn't blame her, her feelings are something you can quite easily understand in fact, it's just… How are you supposed to be pitted against someone like Aoi who is loyal to a fault at her job? Thinking about it really…she is quite beautiful, and her family is in higher standing, she does anything that he asks of her, most importantly she is strong. You think if anything Kureto would value power, wouldn't he? He probably wouldn't be fond of protecting his lover all the time out of necessity, he'd prefer someone capable of doing that themselves, and while you certainly could, Aoi could do it better.
you can hear her as she knocks her hand against the wall of the shower stall, "Did you drown in there?" her voice brings you back again, and you give a quick no in response. You're out of the shower soon enough. It'd be easier to forget the conversation if not for the fact you both pass him again on your way back to the dorms and finally notice how she looks at him.
even without the threat of her own skill over yours, you're not sure you can take that away from her.
