Hey, we're the 666 system. I'm the host, Blaze (🔥). We're a traumagenic introject heavy HC-DID system with a headcount of possibly around 50. We are neurodivergent, chronically ill, and disabled, so please be patient with us. This blog is gonna be, like, 80% venting lol. We're very switchy and have severe amnesia, so don't be upset if we forget things easily.
This is how we look bodily, except we don't have our wheelchair yet! Our parents are ableist and claim we don't need one even though we have chronic pain.
We are collectively an intersex, trans, alterhuman, bisexual, emo, psychotic, machiavellian, narcissistic, psychopathic irl yandere.
We also are pro Health At Every Size and are a fat activist. We won't give specific numbers since we are recovering from an ed, but we are on the smaller end of superfat on the fatness spectrum.
We are officially diagnosed with everything physical except Tourette's (only a few alters have it), as well as our social anxiety. Everything else is heavily researched self diagnosis.
Hyperfixations :: Yandere Simulator, My Chemical Romance, Satanism, demons, witchcraft, Creepypasta, Hazbin Hotel, DDLC
Special Interests :: Junji Ito manga, Death Note, psychology, Cannibalism, True crime, RAMCOA
Our tags
Hey emo boy! 🔥 our random posts
I've grown tired of this body 🔥 trans stuff
I bet on losing dogs 🔥 venting
Crawling back to you 🔥 yanposting
Who is in control? 🔥 sys stuff
Somewhere only we know 🔥 alterhuman things
Burning pile 🔥 asks
Byf :: we are not shy about talking about our trauma and struggles, but we will always put warnings. Please block our personal vent tag if this is triggering for you.
We do not give a fuck about syscourse, endos can interact, anti endos can interact, whatever. But if you use FDC or r/systemscringe and you make the mistake of posting OUR SYSTEM?? Yeah, you're gonna get bitten.
Pedophiles, fults, Christians, and anyone who is "transharmful" dni, we went through RAMCOA, cult abuse, and CSA, and your presence will trigger panic attacks. Paraphiles (other than MAPs) who are anti contact for harmful paras are chill.
Winterqueers, kandiqueers, LSDqueers, basedqueers, Xenosatanists, etc. and any fuckwit who posts on FDC/systemscringe, or claims ramcoa is a "conspiracy" FUCK OFF!!!!!
Hey there, important disclaimer from the host here. We are, in fact, bodily 18. If you see the age in our bio change randomly, please know that our alter, Sayori, is agestuck at 16 and hates seeing anything that says otherwise.
We only just caught this, but feel free to inform us if it happens again. Thanks.
Hey, just followed you today and noticed you havent posted in a few months and was wondering if you were okay? If this is normal behavior for y'all thats okay lol
Hi!! Yeah, we're alright lol, just trying to summon the willpower to get back into blogging lol. Thank you for checking in tho!! /gen
I have a family friend who worked at our local Salvation Army headquarters as a a secretary. This particular office took all the Christmas donations for children in need, put them in a warehouse, and on a designated day the staff and their friends picked through them all, taking whatever they wanted. She saw people hauling away bikes donated for specific families. Some local children had hundreds of dollars of gifts donated in their name, and on Christmas they received three cheap things, items likely not even from the person who sponsored them.
My friend quit, and I’ve not given them a dime of my money since then.
I deal with a lot of agencies who provide disaster relief.
I used to say the Salvation Army’s disaster services were the one (literally the ONE) good thing they did.
They would come in, set up a canteen trailer, make and pass out hot coffee and donated food in a disaster, usually being one of the first agencies to get there and the last to leave.
Then I found out.
Every time they did this, regardless of if they were actually invited or deployed by the agency in charge (usually FEMA, sometimes others) they would SELF-DEPLOY. Meanjng they would just show up. Ok. That’s not TOO bad, sometimes agencies have to take initiative and get there before the red tape is sorted out. BUT. They, after they left at the end of the incident, they would send FEMA or the host agency a BILL. They used one or two paid employees (usually the driver of the truck and a supervisor); and many VOLUNTEERS, but they would bill for EVERYONE’s Labor at standard federal rates. They would bill for the food they distributed even though it was all donated by another agency or private parties. They would bill for the coffee they made and the supplies. Except they would use electricity from the shelter location, water from donations or from the shelter, and in many cases, they would get the coffee and industrial filters DONATED, but bill for them at retail prices.
The Salvation Army is also ass to the workers. A good number of people join it, naively thinking that it’s doing good, and end up leaving cynical and beaten down. The management is hostile, if not outright abusive, and demand some ridiculous hours of it lower to mid-level staff. Don’t support these people.
Also just for even more horrific context on the original twitter thread?
Salvation Army reached out to Milknmuffins and asked what shelter she’s at with the promise to address the abuse in it. She…ended up saying where she was. She was thrown out onto the street. It’s also all on Twitter.
They invited her to a personal talk so she could explain the situation in person.
And then they threatened her with a screenshot of a rape-threat made supposedly by her:
And then threw her out into the street while claiming she broke house rules that
So yeah, the Salvation Army is a bunch of entitled assholes that will treat the most vulnerable like shit if they dare try to do anything that makes them look bad
The “Fuck Salvation Army” posts are making the rounds again, so conisder this your reminder:
Do. Not. Give. These. Assholes. A. Single. Fucking. Penny.
In the field of personality psychology, Machiavellianism (sometimes abbreviated as MACH) is the name of a personality trait construct characterized by interpersonal manipulation, indifference to morality, lack of empathy, and a calculated focus on self-interest. Psychologists Richard Christie and Florence L. Geis named the construct after Niccolò Machiavelli, as they used truncated and edited statements similar to his writing style to study variations in human behaviors.
Their Mach IV test, a 20-question, Likert-scale personality survey, became the standard self-assessment tool and scale of the Machiavellianism construct. Those who score high on the scale (High Machs) are more likely to have a high level of manipulativeness, deceitfulness, and a cynical, unemotional temperament.
- Wikipedia
Here's the host's test results. Not all of us are machs, but the majority of us are, so we collectively identify as one.
Hey there, important disclaimer from the host here. We are, in fact, bodily 18. If you see the age in our bio change randomly, please know that our alter, Sayori, is agestuck at 16 and hates seeing anything that says otherwise.
We only just caught this, but feel free to inform us if it happens again. Thanks.
Hi! I just wanted to say thank you for defending the RAMCOA survivors from the people denying us. It sucks they're silencing survivors. Our trauma is just so intense it becomes too painful for others to believe. It's isolating.
- Chris, @wolfhoundsquad
No problem!! I understand how it feels, doll. Stay strong cuz soon things will get better 4 us, I know it! 💞 💞 💞
I just wanted to make a post clarifying something for all of you...singlets...out there.
If you are friends with a system that has animal alters, and you think it's acceptable to act like it's a joke or make fun of them, you need to go take a bath in acid.
We have multiple animal alters. Three programmed cats that were born from a Warrior Cats script and a black GSD that came about after we developed clinical lycanthropy during wilderness "therapy".
It's not funny when your friend is so traumatized that they end up completely disconnecting from their sense of humanity. None of our alters identify as humans, even if some of our introjects are in their sources. Nobody is comfortable with being perceived as humans in our system, and whether that presents as an alter saying that they don't want to be referred to as human, or an alter starts walking on all fours and barking, you do not have the right to treat it like it's some game that they can just snap out of because you think it's "cringey" or "embarrassing".
Our trauma is not embarrassing. Our system is not embarrassing. Our alters are not embarrassing. Our mental illness is not embarrassing.
The only thing that's embarrassing here is your behavior.
"RAMCOA isn't real" You ever hear of the child wilderness camps that are allowed to kidnap kids in the middle of the night with consent of the parents and transport them across state lines to Utah? Where before they would starve the kids and humiliate them with the intention of mentally breaking them for about two months and some kids were dying? You wouldn't say that counts as organized abuse? When the creator of these camps told his workers that kids were inherently manipulative and you had to break them down to reshape them?
the ramcoa community is popping off in the most annoying ways rn again. ugh. you guys act like this is a fandom or something and not literal organized and extreme abuse.
"but but! some ramcoa survivors agree with me and are uncomfortable with x!"
sorry? I don't recall the world revolving around me just bc my dad waterboarded and raped me with his friends. I don't recall the meeting where we agreed ramcoa survivors solely claim number or card names. I don't really remember when we agreed ramcoa survivors were some matyr pillar of what experiences people are allowed to have.
focus more on yourself. sure, I get really really heated when people misconstru and water down words like tbmc and ramcoa, but I don't walk around saying only ramcoa survivors can have animal alters bc my ramcoa resulted in them.
you don't get to police people just because you think your trauma is worse than theirs. stop playing trauma Olympics, bc that's what you're doing. you're saying since your trauma was "worse" and a type of abuse you get to police literal names.
you don't. sorry to break this to you. you're just a survivor like everyone else. you are not more or less valid than someone who wasn't tortured, trafficked, raped, etc. etc. etc. just because it was done in an organized manner doesn't mean you're more important than everyone else who was abused.
you do not own numbers. the world does not revolve around us.
if you find personal offense in people saying that the majority of RAMCOA victims are POC then ur weird. that's literally it. if you don't believe people who are constantly overlooked and demeaned by the government, child protective groups & law enforcement are more likely to be victims of extreme & organized abuse then you're. wrong. there's nothing else to it.
in a similar vein; if you refuse to accept that POC voices are constantly put down in system communities. You're Weird. if you refuse to accept that cultural appropriation(and just. straight up racism) is frequently permitted in system spaces, You're Weird. the alter race & closed names debate shouldn't exist. If the bodies white; you're white. If you argue with that then you're Weird
RAMCOA/programmed/HC-DID systems feel free to add onto this, but as a non-RAMCOA system I really think we need to stop trying to police RAMCOA survivor’s language.
They have experienced horrors that we can barely comprehend when they were CHILDREN, sometimes INFANTS. They are trying to find community by labeling their unique experiences that are objectively more complex than many others. So many non-RAMCOA systems are butthurt over HC-DID systems calling themselves “highly complex”, seemingly just because it “invalidates other’s trauma”.
Trauma experiences that are more severe than yours will always exist, and the survivors of those experiences will always speak out about them. By claiming that these people are “playing trauma olympics” by simply speaking out about and labeling their stories, we are actively silencing survivors of severe abuse. Acknowledging that some experiences are more complex than others is not inherently downplaying the validity of the less complex experiences.
Because the nature of RAMCOA survivor’s experiences is near impossible to grasp for us non-survivors, we need to understand that we are stepping out of our lane by trying to involve ourselves in the conversations about RAMCOA exclusive labels. It’s perfectly acceptable for systems to ask non-systems to not get involved in system discourse, and the response should be the same for programmed systems asking non-programmed systems to not get involved in RAMCOA discourse.
Again, I’d love if any RAMCOA systems would like to add onto this! This is just our perspective as a system who is not a survivor, and we’re open to any additions or criticisms.
i can’t believe this apparently needs to be said but y’all. cult jokes are not funny. things like calling yourself a cult leader, calling a friend group or a fandom a cult, joking about starting a cult, ARE NEVER FUNNY. jokes like these diminish the seriousness of cults and spit in the faces of actual survivors. the only time making cult-related jokes is okay is if you are a cult survivor joking about your own trauma.
A note to anyone else who was forced to harm other victims of your abusers:
You aren't evil because of what they made you do. You aren't bad because you were made to do harm. You aren't irredeemable because of the things forced on you, even if that means someone else got hurt in the process. That harm is on the shoulders of the people that forced you to do those things, not you.
Forced perpetration doesn't make you a monster. It doesn't change anything about your worth. It doesn't mean there's something wrong with you. It's just another way to hurt you and convince you it was your own fault. It means absolutely nothing about who you are as a person.
You aren't bad even if part of you decided you enjoyed hurting people, you cope any way you can in a situation like that, there's nothing wrong with how you made it out alive.
Take care out there 💜 you deserve to heal from this, no matter what the bad thoughts tell you.
I really need people to understand that when I and other systems say, "I'm grateful for my system and I'm happy that I'm a system," it does not mean that we wanted to be systems.
I never wanted to go through horrific abuse to become a system. I never wanted to be programmed to be a system. I never wanted any of that. I wanted a happy and fulfilling childhood, but I didn't have that privilege. I never did.
My system is how I survived. It's how I was able to cope and actually live and breathe. I'd be dead without my system. Do I hate how we formed? Of course, I do. Do I hate my system? Not even in my dreams.
I'm allowed to be happy as a system, especially if it's what saved me. I'm allowed to be grateful that my system kept me alive and has allowed me to begin healing. I'm allowed to have happy moments. Don't misconstrue my words, and don't belittle anyone else who shares the same sentiment.
It's not "anti-recovery" to acknowledge your parts, to give them names and to figure out what feelings and memories they hold. You cannot heal without acknowledging your parts or communicating with them.
