an unstable reject dance group

i don't know how many alters there are and at this point i'm too afraid to ask // endos, tulpas, whatever the fuck dni

[winterslune]

If you wanna have tulpas, fine. Just don’t use system/DID-specific terms and we’re all good. But if you think that you have “alters” and you don’t have trauma, newsflash, you don’t! I can guarantee that either you’re making up your alters in the way that people with tulpas do, you don’t have alters to begin with, or you actually DO have trauma that you’re repressing. “Endogenic” systems don’t exist. The only way that a system can develop is through SEVERE DISSOCIATION which only occurs when someone experiences something traumatic. DISSOCIATION ONLY HAPPENS WHEN YOU GO THROUGH STRESSFUL EXPERIENCES. No, trauma is not included in the main criteria for DID, but that’s because it’s already implied in the name of the disorder. Pretty much all professionals will tell you that you have to go through severe, long-term trauma to develop DID. This is not a disorder that you want to have. I swear to god, I did not go through YEARS of sexual and emotional abuse to be called a fucking “sysmed” by some idiots on the internet. EDUCATE YOURSELF. DID and systems ONLY EXIST BECAUSE OF TRAUMA. If I see one more “kin-system” or “endogenic system” complain about “sysmeds” I swear to god I’ll fucking curb stomp them.

- Michael, protector of an ACTUAL system

[thecloudcastlesystem]

We have opened bracelet commissions to help our lovely friend El Holden in an incredibly tough spot in their life. Any and all proceeds of this month and a part of future proceeds will go directly towards their goal of getting a place to live, an autism diagnosis and emergency jaw surgery. DM us to negotiate prices and if you want several, we can definitely negotiate good bundle prices as well. Payment will be through PayPal. This is a good time to support while also getting something back. Please reblog if you can’t buy anything. Everything helps. We just want our friend safe.

All pronouns, names, nouns and sexualities are welcome and loved, except any “sexuality” (i.e pedosexual) , identity (i.e age fluid, unless an age sliding alter in a DID/OSDD system) or noun (i.e MAP/NOMAP) that implies attraction to minors :)

https://www.gofundme.com/f/queer-disabled-mentally-ill-teen-kicked-out?utm_source=customer&utm_medium=copy_link-tip&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet

Here is the link to their gofundme as well, if you’d rather donate directly to them without a commission!

Click here to support Queer, disabled, mentally ill teen kicked out organized by El Holden

El Holden Queer, disabled, mentally ill teen kicked out Hello. My name is El Holden and I have just been kicked out of my home by my abusiv

[nyhils-deactivated20260303]

My name is hayes and I am stuck in a extremely emotionally abusive and controlling home. Please consider donating and help me get out of here. I need out of here so badly. 

Please donate or share.

[joebidensbignaturals]

I really hate to be the person asking for help as I cannot help others, but our situation is only getting worse. Ever since my partner has turned 18, he has had to come up with everything on his own with a strictly controlled income. While he was visiting to work out moving details, his family searched his entire room and got rid of his cat for no real reason other than that they didn’t feel like dealing with the basic needs of an animal. 

In addition to that, there is no remotely safe way for him to transition while he has any contact with his family. In order to even begin gender therapy or start the HRT process, he’ll need to cut all ties with his family and restart everything. As of right now, there is no way for him to access physical or mental healthcare (which he has not had in several years, if not a decade) unless he pays out of pocket. 

Though we’ve both been saving whatever money we reasonably can, it just isn’t enough to get him into a safe situation soon. It’s getting pretty evident that it can’t wait. We’ll find some way to make this work regardless of donations, but it would mean the world to us to have even the smallest bit of the anxiety relieved.

[reddpenn]

Ah, it’s too late to post this on Halloween.  But here is a little story about ghosts, and roommates, and roommates who are ghosts.

[spaceyjules-deactivated20180305]

If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

[spaceyjules-deactivated20180305]

Isn’t it disgusting that 23 people just unfollowed me

[clarknokent]

Unfollow me too

[gothhabiba]

this goes double if you call paedophilia a disability. unfollow me twice

[closet-keys]

and if you call pedophilia an “orientation” or in any way compare it to being LGBP+ you can unfollow, delete your blog, and set yourself on fire. 

[peachypastel]

I just lost 50 followers.. bye

[katiemcgrxth]

clearing out the trash

[bway-grimes]

GO ON AND S M A S H THAT UNFOLLOW BUTTON

[moonedknights]

BUHBYE U McNASTIES

[bogleech]

I’ve seen this circulating forever and genuinely thought “no way do I have any of them following me” until this week when it turned out I had all these fuckin “MAP” (pedophile) followers sad to find out I’m an “anti” (normal person) Please leave and also please get guinea worm.

[flerpdederp]

GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY BLOG

[bunchofdoodlesinspace]

I reblogged something similar to this a while ago but again:

if you support pedophilia,

kindly get the fuck off of my blog.

Thanks.

[princet-ofthe-rivers]

I reblog these regularly.

STAY OFF MY BLOOOOOOG

[littlebabiebear]

Shoo fly, don’t bother me👋🏾

[fragilelikeabomb0106]

Pedophilia is not welcome in the LGBTQ+ community nor are MAPs or pedophilia apologizers welcome on any of my blogs. If you support pedophilia, unfollow me. My blog is a safe space but I will not tolerate the sexualization of children.

[kurlyfryz]

Mickey Mouse says:

[draconicmonsterfucker-deactivat]

I'm bad at art but someone make some "help Hong kong" art with micky, get it goin

[kurlyfryz]

Is this what you're looking for?

[kurlyfryz]

Hey, boost this? Actually?

[fags4cowboys]

Disney is fucking huge in China so yeah. Fuck shit up.

[dani-draws-201]

Can mulan also become a pro Hong Kong icon

[aierie--dragonslayer]

I mean obviously

[figg-barss-deactivated20210211]

Oops my hand slipped.

[thethirteenthchild]

That One Alter whenever you think about opening up in therapy:

[thecloudcastlesystem]

Oh this is SO Judah with his untrusting ass

[jadenvargen]

i like elephant seals IN THEORY cos they look so goofy but every time i watch any documentary about them all they do is fuck and fight extremely graphically and disgustingly to the death so i’m deeply afraid of them

[smugbots-and-such]

I just googled “why do elephant seals fight” and got a video of one bashing himself in slow, rhythmic, dead-eyed crashes against a truck only slightly larger than itself while said owner just stood to the side, a defeated, perplexed look on his face

[smugbots-and-such]

[just-another-dead-blog]

Pretty sure this is Homer the elephant seal from New Zealand. He’s not fighting that car he’s fucking it. It’s how he got famous, he became a menace to a town after fucking a bunch of cars. He also fucked a restaurant’s power box and caused a blackout. Absolute madman.

[crestofnobility]

Ah, wonderful! Now I’m even more terrified.

[petite-ursus]

Somewhere between (งಠ_ಠ)ง and  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  every day.

[jasmerripen]

Ah the ever elusive ¯\_( ಠ_ಠ)_/¯

[no-i-know-her]

I’m more like (งツ)ง tbh.

[stonevessel]

how can i sleep when theres IMAGES to look at.. weird sounds to listen to..... gay thoughts to think...!

[the-happy-noodle-system]

my entire being is this post

[thecloudcastlesystem]

Should I make more of these with other alter roles?

-Gabriel

[thecloudcastlesystem]

Judah: Neutral and chaotic protector

Bennett: All persecutors

Rita: Lawful protector

Alistair: Kinda lawful persecutor

Gabriel: Chaotic host

Ash: Neutral protector

[badjokesbyjeff]

To the person who stole my glasses

I will find you, I have contacts

[fuzzyfishesandscaleymice-deacti]

@pileofsith

[butterflyinthewell]

Growing up with emotional abuse makes you want to avoid people when you feel bad instead of seeking someone out.

Because your abuser always told you you weren’t really upset.

Or that what you’re upset about is trivial.

Or that you’re overreacting again.

Or that your being upset is ruining everyone else’s mood.

Or that you’re being a baby.

Or that you need a thicker skin.

Or you’re told to go away until you can be a decent person again.

You believe your feelings don’t matter unless you express the “right” ones the “right” way at the “right” time, and you can never do it “right.”

You believe everybody has it worse, so there’s no point in talking about it when you feel bad.

It’s easier to isolate yourself when you’re sad, angry or hurt because it feels easier than “inflicting” yourself on somebody else.

Even when there are beautiful people in your life who say you can always come to them, you still don’t because you’re scared.

That is what sits at the center of who I am. It’s like an abscess that won’t pop or drain. And when it hurts, it hurts.

[thunder-and-arkay-deactivated20]

Me: wow I know so much more about DID now! I'm so glad I'm coming to terms with and learning more about my condition!

My violent denial and self doubt beating me with sticks: You only know this much so you could trick people better you fraud.

[buzzfeeduk]

[jerryterry]

[mgs3pe]

[the-rice-cat-deactivated2021070]

oh god this is too much of a mood

[thefluxsystem]

we’re trying to fill our dash up again, so if you’re a system (DID/OSDD, diagnosed or not ❤️) like or reblog this so we can follow you! - jade & the rest of the flux/black lavender system

[asras-wife]

I know some people get nervous about interacting directly so I just want y'all to know I appreciate you.