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My other favorite Firbolg, Sheraunn “Sherry” Underfisher, a Peace Cleric Firbolg who doesn’t know she has magic and was raised by Halflings. A mom going adventuring because “It seems neat”.
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WC, Chapter 11
Wrong Conclusions Chapter eleven: The Chiserran Story
"No...!" Robin fell to his knees, gripping his metal pole and shutting his eyes tightly in frustration. "NO!" He repeated, screaming now, smashing his free fist at the tiles beneath him. Robin hadn't felt such rage at himself since Slade's attacks and feeling it again, when he'd thought he wouldn't ever have to deal with those emotions again, only doubled the sting of defeat.
Cyborg sighed. He knew better than to dwell on things like this. They had been in worse situations before, and now they had to just calm down, rest up, and then try again, but more prepared this time. Cyborg walked over to Raven, helping her up from the ground. Her head had a deep gash in it from when the villain had smashed her into the wall, but the half-demon quickly began to use her powers to close the wound. The violently hit and now-grim atmosphere actually helped re-stabilize her emotions. Both Titans remained silent, knowing better than to approach Robin quite yet, quietly stewing in their defeat, themselves.
While the Teen Titans had their dark moment inside the hospital, the Titans East found that they weren't out of hot water with the other Chiserran, either.
Just as Bumblebee gave the order to tie the criminals up, Gerood blinked back to consciousness and noticed his brothers' struggles. With a growl, he opened his mouth, and an ear-splitting shriek pierced the air. Gerood's sound-wave attack was powerful enough to not only send the Titans East into the other side of the street, but to throw some cars backwards with them. Aqualad fell instantly, having the most sensitive ears, allowing Ker'rk to slip from his grasp.
Ker'rk shot an appreciative glance at his largest brother and then zipped left and right at high speeds, breaking Urres'l away from the wall by yanking out the weapons holding him there. Gerood then shattered the ice around Wer'nel with a second shriek, and suddenly, all the Chiserran were free.
"Don't let them get away-!" Bumblebee cried, but both she and Speedy were still on the ground, holding their heads in agony. Their vision was blurred, and neither could hear properly anymore due to the Chiserran's first shriek.
"Hehe, we could use a little fun when we get back home, don't you think, brothers?" Ker'rk asked, suddenly appearing in front of Mas and Menos. The two brothers clung as tightly to Starfire as they could, neither willing to let her go. They were prepared to do what was needed to protect their Señorita.
"KER'RK!" Urres'l suddenly shouted, just as the gangly villain was about to grab at Starfire's arm. It caused Ker'rk to stop and turn back to face their leader in confusion. "Or'lesp is no longer inside their sickness prison. He has the Changeling and our Ruler. Let's go."
"But-" Ker'rk began, looking at Starfire with a slightly desperate and heartbroken look.
"NOW." Urres'l barked, and with a loud growl of disapproval, Ker'rk dashed back and stood next to his other brothers, pouting with his arms crossed over his chest.
"But next time you won't be so lucky, you midgets!" Ker'rk snarled at the Titans East, pointing in a threatening manner at Mas and Menos as he licked his fangs.
"Wer'nel," the leader prompted, and the medium-built brother stood in front of the other Chiserran, pointing one finger at the clouds above. As he lifted his hand, the clouds turned grey, and as soon as he closed his eyes, a giant bolt of lightning hit Wer'nel as though he were a lightning rod. Smoke spread across the area, obscuring the Titan East's vision and forcing them to lift their arms in front of their eyes to shield themselves from debris.
"What!?" Bumblebee cried in shock. That should have killed them! There was no way they could survive a lightning bolt!
But as the wind blew by, the Chiserran, all four of them, were gone. "What...?" She repeated, confused in an etirely different way. The sky cleared up instantly, and the sun's rays shone on them once again.
The Titans East had failed as well.
Later, much later, when the sun was finally setting, both the Titans and the Titans East met found themselves in the Titan Tower together. Everyone was bandaged up, and everyone was dead silent as they all remained segregated in different parts of the Tower.
Aqualad and Speedy opted to be with Robin in the kitchen. All three boys were leaning against counters, all three bandaged in at least a few places, but feeling better with some of Raven and Cyborg's healing and medical treatments. Bumblebee and Raven quietly shared some tea, neither hurt too badly, but neither willing to look the other in the eyes. Cyborg was in the medical room with Mas and Menos, his hands and sensors hovering over Starfire's limp body. They had brought her back home for treatment, but all the machines seemed to have minimal effect on her tattered body.
For a log time, it was silent, except for Mas and Menos's short Spanish phrases, asking Cyborg if they could help every few minutes or so, and Cyborg's 'It's okays' or 'No's when replying to them. That was the loudest room, and even that remained perfect quiet the last ten or so minutes. Eventually, all three returned to the living room with Raven and bumblebee, just to sit quietly on the couch, shaking their heads at any inquiring glances.
Finally, Robin could stand the silence no more. With a roar, he smashed down the cup he had been drinking from, causing it to shatter in his hand and all across the table. Every Titan's head instantly snapped to him with worried expressions from where they were.
"I can't take this! Beast Boy's in trouble!" He growled, but before he could walk off, Speedy caught him by the cloak by stabbing it with an arrow, pinning it to the counter.
"Cool down, hot-head," the archer said with a sigh. "You can't just walk off. You don't know anything about those guys!"
"And standing here doing NOTHING is not going to help, either!" Robin roared, seething with rage. "At least I can go research them! I can try and find SOMETHING out instead of just WAITING and doing NOTHING!"
"Nice to know you care so much about Starfire..." Aqualad said rather coldly, sending an icy glare as he crossed his arms over his chest. That comment caused Robin to shut his mouth instantly. He wouldn't find anything to say to that. Instead, Robin yanked his cloak away from Speedy's arrow, tearing it, and walked over to sit with crossed arms on the couch.
It wasn't as though he didn't care... In fact, it was that he cared too much. Starfire was in trouble, and he couldn't bear waiting, just sitting, not being able to do a single thing about it. At least in fights he could jump to her side if something went wrong, but this was something totally different. This was up to time, and time was something that had never been on Robin's side before...
"It would be pointless, anyway," Raven said calmly, setting her tea cup down and leaning back against her seat. "I searched through all my books already. Every page, every subject. There's nothing about these guys in any of the dark magic books I have access to."
"That is because they did not used to be considered 'dark'."
Everyone's head shot instantly to the doorway, where Starfire was standing, shaky and with bandages around her head and many parts of her body. She wasn't floating and had a very sick expression in her eyes. But she was up. Cyborg stood up in surprise, smiling in relief, only feeling all the better as Mas and Menos leapt over to dance around the Tamaranian chanting '¡Ella está viva!'
"Starfire, you're okay!" Robin instantly jumped to his feet, arms open, ready to embrace her. But as he got close, Starfire turned away, emerald eyes on the floor, causing Robin to reconsider the hug at the last minute. His arms fell at his sides.
"Not considered 'dark'?" Bumblebee walked over, narrowing her eyes in confusion. "What does that mean, Starfire?"
"It is exactly as I say," Starfire said, looking very somber as she spoke. She sounded far away. "While the Chiserran kept me in battle, they explained to me what it was that is occurring at this moment, what is happening with their people. Their story is long and sad and extremely....confusing."
"Well, we need you to tell us what you can," Aqualad said, Speedy nodding his head in agreement. "We'll figure out what it means together."
"She's tired!" Robin snapped, but that only earned him a glare from almost everyone in the room. Raven sighed, shaking her head and pulling her hood down to her shoulders.
"Starfire should tell us what she knows while she can. If she sleeps, she might forget something," She reminded Robin, before giving Starfire an encouraging glance. "Tell us what happened, Starfire, everyone's listening."
"Yes, you are right," Starfire agreed, giving a weak nod. She swayed a bit as she stood, and Mas and Menos' eyes filled with panic quickly. In a flash, the brothers were gone and back with a chair, offering it to their green-eyed angel.
"¡Señorita Starfire, siéntese!" They ordered, and with a weak smile of gratitude, Starfire sat down, taking a deep breath, trying to recount everything that had happened that day...
"As Beast Boy and I exited the park of amusement, we went to show kindness to some wondrous but ill children in the hospital. Their kindness and excitement caused both Beast Boy and I great joy. One boy there, one with brown hair and orange eyes, had been attacked by the Chiserran before and had received a Communicator from Beast Boy. But as we enjoying the company of these children, the wall beside us was destroyed. And the four Chiserran entered."
"Kerr'k, the most frightening one, possesses the ability to run as high speeds, much like Mas and Menos. Gerood, the largest, is capable of creating waves of the super sonic with his voice. Wer'nel, the one who has no interest but that of the fighting, possesses the ability to control electricity, though I did not see the full extent of that ability. He seems to not use it constantly. Urres'l, the tallest with long hair, gives orders to the other three. His abilities I did not see, as he had no need to use them. Or perhaps he has none. I do not know. The last, Or'lesp, is well known in the arts of teleportation. Hitting him is quite difficult, but his focus was on battling Beast Boy, while the other four attacked me at once."
"We battled for some time, as they explained to me their plans, attempting to convince me to give up. The Chiserran claim that once they were a peaceful people. Prosperous, with a deal with a neighboring race to feed off of the blood of creatures who plagued them. The Chiserran were peaceful, not prone to any violence. But as the years went by, more races saw their consumption of blood as a threat and became frightened of the Chiserran. So much so, that one nearby planet stole the life of their beloved Ruler -- he who had allowed them to live in peace for so long. As a result, a war began between the planets near my home of Tamaran and the Chiserran. When the other planets were being destroyed, mine was attacked as well, as collateral damage. I narrowly escaped their invasion when I was still young..."
"But the Chiserran continue to destroy planets, now, for another purpose. A prophecy had been foretold -- their Ruler would find life within a new vessel, and could be recognized by the taste of his blood and by a protector who shifts his shape ceaselessly in order to protect him. The Chiserran believe that Beast Boy is the protector within the prophecy, and that Lucio, the small boy within the hospital, is their ruler! Before I could have more explained, my friends, you all appeared, and I found myself leaving my usual conscious state..."
As Starfire finished her story, the eyes of everyone in the room were wide. If what Starfire said was true, what could be the outcome...? What if Lucio somehow WAS the Ruler? And, more frighteningly for the boy, what if he wasn't?
"...Friends?" Starfire began, blinking in confusion as she realized something was off. "Speaking of him -- where is Beast Boy?"
Aqualad and Speedy looked at the ceiling awkwardly, as Robin, Raven, Cyborg and Bumblebee's heads all looked straight to the ground. None of them wanted to be the one to tell Starfire that they had all failed. Even Mas and Menos took each others' hands and sped off to the kitchen, instead, to hide their tears from her.
"...They captured him," Raven finally said in a calm tone, biting the bullet. "Both him and the little boy. We lost, and we have no idea where they are, Starfire. I'm sorry."
"...What?" Starfire froze in disbelief, her green eyes filling with tears instantly. "Beast Boy...? They took...? N-No! That cannot be true! He was fighting most valiantly when I lost my consciousness!"
"And he fought well. But it wasn't enough, okay? We all tried!" Raven growled a bit, darkness beginning to swirl around in her shadow. She had already been hiding her pain as it was.
"NO! No, you are lying!" Starfire stood up, shaking her head furiously as she rushed at Raven. Thankfully, Robin leaped over and grab her shoulders before she reached Raven.
"Starfire! Calm down! We'll get Beast Boy back, we just have to figure out where he is!" he reassured her.
"No! No, time is not on our ally!" Starfire's emotions got the best of her, and her eyes began to glow as tears streamed down her cheeks in panic. Robin pulled her close, eyes wide with shock behind his mask, unaware of why she was acting in such a way. She was usually so positive...
"They will kill him!" Starfire continued, choking sobs into Robin's cape, clinging to him for both emotional and physical support, feeling her body weaken beneath her. "The Chiserran, they require the protector as a living sacrifice! They believe his death will allow their Ruler's memories to flow back into the new vessel!"
A stunned silence filled the room.
"What....!?" Robin and Raven both shouted at the same time in shock, not having thought the situation was this bad.
"They will kill him, Robin..." Starfire repeated, now more quietly, pulling her face away to look Robin right into his hidden eyes. "They will destroy Beast Boy. We will lose him if we cannot save him in time..."
10/2019 Update: Yaaay. I'm continuing, a little at a time. Had an absolutely worst day at work so far, whee. Unfortunate, and am super, super sad, now. Oh, well.
hi! i just wanted to say that you’re an amazing writer. i haven’t read another teen titan’s fanfic as good as yours. i really hope you continue to update because it’s amazing! thank you so much!
Haha, but yeah, it’s the plan. I started the WC fanfic back in 2005 so and my last real update was 2012. So I’m hoping to finally finish editing, then finish the fanfic once and for all. It’s really encouraging that people seem to be liking it, though. :)
So thank you very much for the comment!-TheFaithie
WC, Chapter 10
Wrong Conclusions Chapter ten: Mission's End
As the realization about his failure sunk in, Robin looked to the others around him. Starfire, still passed out, remained in Mas and Menos' arms. Raven was floating in the shadows beside Aqualad, an almost-panicked expression sketched across her mostly-hidden features. Cyborg stood beside Bumblebee, already pulling his arm close to his face so that he could lock onto Beast Boy's energy signal. Robin turned back to look directly at Speedy, the red-haired archer who had once been a valiant opponent.
"Go," Speedy said suddenly, causing Robin to snap back to reality.
"Go!" Bumblebee repeated for her teammate, twirling her Stingers and then pointing them at Urres'l. The Chiserran hissed at this, but she ignored it. "What the heck are you waiting around for!? We have these guys under control, and Mas and Menos'd get themselves killed before they let anything touch Starfire! Go help Beast Boy!"
"You're right," the Teen Titan leader said, narrowing his eyes in disgust at himself for hesitating the way he had. He turned on his heel, his cape flapping in the slight breeze, and picked up his steel pole, shrinking it down so that it was once-again easy to carry.
"I'm not done with you," Robin hissed at the Chiserran leader, but then broke into a run towards the hospital entrance. "Titans, go!"
Without hesitation, Raven and Cyborg followed their leader. Cyborg ran ahead of Raven as they entered the hospital, his dark eye on his mechanical arm, ignoring the signs carnage within the hospital walls. The villainous group had obviously been on the first floor. Medicinal liquids were spilled everywhere, and a few of the windows in doors had been shattered. One particular door had been torn completely off of its hinges, along with part of the wall. There were no sign of death anywhere in the hospital, at far as the team saw, but there were dozens of frantic hospital employees running from room to room, helping their newly-injured or re-injured patients.
"Beast Boy's on the ninth floor, fifth room to the left. He's moving a lot, though -- we'll be lucky to catch 'im," Cyborg informed his teammates, looking up from the technology tracing Beast Boy's life signatures on his forearm.
"We WILL catch him," Robin corrected his friend, not wanting there to be any room for any more doubt or hesitation. "Raven! Go on ahead, Cyborg and I will catch up!"
"Right," Raven nodded and then closed her eyes. She lifted her hands around her, feeling the energies flow through her as darkness began to engulf her body. She was steady now, centered at least enough to travel through the shadows herself. "Azarath metrion ZYNTHOS!" The shadows from within the earth lifted and swirled around her body. She remained calm, used to this part by now, and mentally commanded the darkness to take her in. She was pulled into the earth, a shadow herself, now, and felt herself go traveling through the realm of shadows all the way to the ninth floor. There, she gave a second order to the shadows, and felt herself leave them and melt away from the darkness, back into her solid form.
Her eyes widened in surprise and she cringed slightly when she saw the state of the corridor.
Compared to this, the first floor had been attacked by rabbits. Whole walls were broken down, glass was all over the floor from all sorts of medical devices and the windows, wheelchairs parts were scattered all over, the cotton remains of beds were strewn carelessly all over. What disturbed Raven most was the fact that in certain areas of impact, blood remained.
She floated swiftly from room to room, and felt relief, seeing that everyone had been evacuated in order to leave room for the ensuing fight. She was especially relieved when she realized this had obviously been a floor for child patients. But the half-demon didn't have long to stay calm -- the next moment, a familiar pale figure came crashing through a wall beside her. She raised up a dark shield at the last moment to keep most of the rubble from connecting with her. She just barely held herself in center after such a surprise, but she managed.
Raven lowered the shield as quickly as she had put it up, and her eyes narrowed and taking an aggressive stance, realizing that this was the very first Chiserran they had met a week before, with the same slicked-back hair. He had no bruises, no cuts anywhere on his body, though his outfit had some major damage done to it. It was shredded everywhere, and certain parts were covered in what Raven hoped were medical hospital liquids. Raven even noticed part of a syringe sticking out from one of the belts.
The Chiserran's arms were up in front of him in a cross-shape, to block the blow that had sent him backwards. He let his arms fall to his sides as the dust settled and smiled, his long fangs glistening red in the light. He ran his tongue over them and chuckled, perfectly calm.
"You know, you won't be able to last long like that, Changeling," The blood-drinker told the hole through which he had entered. A moment later, there were loud, strangled pants and a strangled snarl, as an enormous green tiger made itself visible, hobbling into line of sight. It growled for a moment, but then flinched, and shifted quickly back into the familiar shape of Beast Boy, having fallen to one knee.
Raven felt a stab of horror when she saw what state he was in. Beast Boy's left eye was blackened, and parts of his uniform had been torn to shreds. The parts where they had been torn were stained with rubble and blood, with certain gashes much deeper than others. He was losing enough blood to leave a clear trail of it behind him as he moved along. On his right arm, where the sleeve had been torn off, was a deep bite mark, with fang marks freely oozing the crimson liquid like something was keeping his arm from trying to slow the flow. Beast Boy was breathing harshly, obviously unable to see strait at this point, swaying a bit as he tried to keep his head up. But despite all this, he refused to budge from his spot and forced himself back up to his feet.
"I don't need to last long!" Beast Boy growled in a brave voice, but it broke with his next statements. "I just need to last long enough for my friends to get here! Th-then you'll be in REAL trouble!"
"Do you? Really?" the Chiserran's voice suddenly turned silky and smooth, as though he were talking to a young child he really wanted to like him, like a nephew. He took a bold step towards Beast Boy, causing the green Titan's glare to deepen. "Would they really bother with a failure such as you, Changeling? Perhaps...perhaps they left you here? You are their weakest link, after all...They could replace you within moments! What if this is what they had planned from the beginning? Your defeat, as they just happen to arrive a moment too late. Surely, the two little birdies on your team would wish for no less...And the Troq you began to fancy no longer wishes to be involved with you, after how thoroughly I've defeated you..."
Raven's nostrils flared as she gritted her teeth in anger, barely believing the things that the Chiserran was suggesting. She felt her rage boil up inside, the dark energy beginning to surround her and turn her eyes red. She lifted her arms, a large chunk of plaster and wood behind her rising with dark power -- but instead of throwing it, her powers broke apart the large piece of rubble above her head as she saw what happened next.
The Chiserran had was hurled through the wall by an enraged, green rhinoceros. The rhino shifted into a fly the moment contact was made, burying the villain in rubble, while allowing Beast Boy to fly a small distance away. Once he was far away enough, Beast Boy shifted back to his human shape. He grinned triumphantly after several struggled pants but couldn't resist his bodies urges much longer, and ended up falling to both his knees and one hand, gripping his bite mark with the other arm.
"Don't...you EVER...call Starfire that..." Beast Boy said, his eyes not breaking away from the Chiserran for so much as a second. "You guys are nothing but jerks who're trying to hurt a little boy, and you can't even do THAT right! Don't tell ME about being the weakest link! Because whether I'm weak or not, I'm enough to keep YOU from doing what you want to do! What's that say about YOU?"
The rubble on top of the pale villain shifted slightly, but no retaliation came from it. It seemed as though the indestructible villain had finally been rendered immobile. Beast Boy's ears twitched slightly, trying to listen for any sign of that changing, but not getting anything, his eyes finally focused on the floor in front of him, as he just focused on his breathing. After a few moments, he gave a sad smile.
"At least...I was...enough..." Beast Boy added in a quiet voice. With a small laugh, the world began to sway around him. He kept laughing, not entirely sure why. His head felt light, and it was as though something inside of him was leaving his body. Not just his consciousness, almost like...all of his problems. All of his emotional problems involving Starfire and Raven, all of the inferiority he felt towards Robin and Cyborg, all those dark feelings he had for Slade after Terra, all the regret he felt for Terra...They were leaving him. It left him light. Happy. Weightless.
Beast Boy's laughter continued as the room violently tilted to the side and then sharply tilted back. Everything narrowed into a small tunnel ahead of him, nothing more. It was as though his hands were miles away. Finally, everything faded into whiteness, and Beast Boy collapsed to the ground from his exhaustion and blood loss.
"Beast Boy!" Raven quickly flew towards him, ready to attempt some form of healing to help, but stopped before she could ever lay a hand on her teammate. The energies in the area were wrong. Though Beast Boy's energy was diminishing, the Chiserran...His weren't lowered like they should have been. His heartbeat was the same, his breathing was calm. It was hard for Raven to even notice, as it made no sense for him to be that calm.
With Beast Boy's losing consciousness, The Chiserran's voice came back. He was laughing. Laughing at Beast Boy's final, futile attempt.
Raven whirled around, enraged at the cackles towards her friend's honorable last stand, feeling her eyes glow red with anger. She saw the pile of rubble beginning to shift as the villain tried to stand, but reacted quicker than the villain could manage.
"Azarath Metrion ZYNTHOS!" She lifted the metallic beds beside her and chucked them at the shifting pile of rubble, twisting the metal bars with her will, trapping the blood-sucker in a metal cage. While her control remained on the metal of the beds, she lifted the entire cage and its contents with some strain, and hurled it directly into the opposite wall. The wall crumbled beneath it, but the floor remained stable, to Raven's partial disappointment. She considered fixing that small annoyance with a second spell, but froze mid-way through the motion, hearing a weak groan beside her.
Her eyes shot back down to Beast Boy. He was growing much paler than he usually was, and the blood around him was beginning to form a small puddle. Raven blinked for a moment, confused as to why she cared about that happening. Then she remembered, the back of her mind screaming and begging for her to calm down, telling her that her friend was hurt. He needed her. He was the whole reason she had been so angry. Remember?
"Beast Boy..." She floated quietly beside him and knelt down, careful to avoid his blood. She looked worriedly at him, placing a hand gently on his head, closing her eyes. She wanted to pinpoint the areas of the most damage in order to help patch them together. She began to feel her spirit flow partially into his with the spell she always chanted...
"STOP RIGHT THERE!"
Too late. The bed the Chiserran had been trapped inside of was already torn apart. The villain then made sure to lift up both twisted metal structures and, with a grin, hurl them at the two new arrivals that had finally made their way upstairs.
"Oh, you think that'll stop us, huh!?" Cyborg brought his arm up, and with one blast, hit both the metal pieces out of the line of their way. The contact with the metal caused the sonic waves to shatter through them, sending the dust on it in every direction, lifting up a cloud of debris. But Robin was prepared for that -- the Boy Wonder leaped the moment the dust lifted, one hand going into his belt and hurling Bird-a-Rangs directly at the villain who had hurt their friend. But to Robin's amazement, when he left the dust cloud, the Chiserran was no longer there. He was in the opposite corner of the room, holding a small boy in his arms. Though Robin and Cyborg did not recognize him, Lucio recognized them instantly, the Communicator that Beast Boy had given to him on the ground, shattered under the Chiserran's foot.
"Let him go!" Robin roared, but he knew that with the boy's throat near the villain's arms, he could take no real risks. Robin stayed a good ten feet away, shuffling his feet, looking for any opportunity to safely attack.
"Do not fret for him. My ruler is merely confused, no more..." The villain hissed, his stance suddenly changing from that of a threatening manner to that of a protective sort. This threw Robin off considerably, and he stared in surprise.
"Ruler...?"
"My ruler, we cannot stay any longer...We must be off!" With that, the slick-haired Chiserran hugged the boy closer, causing the tears in the child's eyes to overflow and spill to the ground.
"LET ME GO...!" The boy shrieked, but his cries were of no use. The next moment, from one of the many belts on his outfit, the villain drew a smoke bomb and hurled it at the ground.
"NO!" Robin hurled himself at where the Chiserran was, but he was already gone.
And that wasn't all.
Robin's head shot up as he heard Raven's cry followed by a thud...He knew that sound; she had been thrown to the side. They were going past her. They were after Beast Boy...!
"RAVEN! Don't let him get away!" But as Robin shouted those frantic orders, a crash drowned his voice out, caused by the side of the building breaking off to form a ninth-floor exit.
"BEAST BOY!" Robin and Cyborg both made a dash for the sound of the wall shattering, but by the time they reached it, it they both knew they were gone -- all of them. The villains, their friend, and the little boy they had failed to protect.
The Teen Titans had failed. The villains had gotten what they had wanted and then some.
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9/2019 Update
Whoo, more updating. Sort of remembering the plot, but not very well.
WC, Chapter 9
Wrong Conclusions Chapter Nine: The East Arrives
"How long ago did they call?!"
"Almost ten minutes. I had to spend that long getting Raven out of her mirror-"
"If you would've just called my name, I would have left faster!"
"Did they sound hurt!? Were they getting winded!? What was going ON, Cyborg?!"
"Look, man, I dunno! The communication went fuzzy and neither one would pick up after that! You know as much as I do, okay!?"
All three Titans' nerves were on edge as they sped towards the hospital, Cyborg in his car, Robin on his motorcycle, and Raven deciding to go by air. They were still half a city away because Raven's powers weren't working as well as she would have hoped. The time in her mirror did the opposite of help calm her down, and leaving abruptly had left her more unstable than ever. She felt less safe teleporting them than taking the ten minutes to arrive on the scene, otherwise. So all Robin could do was ask Cyborg for details that the metal man simply didn't have while Raven kept on the lookout for signs of danger.
Finally, after almost ten minutes of non-stop driving and flying, the hospital came into view. The three Titans were relieved to find Starfire flying through the air, throwing star-bolt after star-bolt at a small group of pale men wearing the same type of clothing they had seen the 'Vampire-Guy' wear the week before - tight, black body-suits with thigh-high boots and belts just about everywhere. All four pale mans had the same golden eyes as the previous villain, as well as the same shade of black for their hair. Only none of these individuals decided to slick it back like the original had, which would have taken away from the 'Vampire' effect, had all their fangs not been long enough to almost reach their chins.
One had short hair; he was the largest, basically just a wall of muscle. The second had medium-long hair and bangs in his eyes; he seemed built for speed, with a thin just muscular body and an almost gangly appearance. The third had hair down to his shoulders that curled up ever so slightly, and he appeared to be almost identical to Robin's size and shape. And the last had a low ponytail going down to his waist, and was tall but strong, holding himself in an almost regal manner - the obvious ringleader of these jerks.
Starfire threw her green, fiery bolts at the four of them, her expression strained with obvious panic. Though almost every star-bolt connected, causing cinders to fly in every direction, the four pale men remained unharmed. In fact, it only seemed to tickle them; they cackled louder as more green clumps of energy attempted to harm them. They couldn't even singe their clothes.
"Hey, Urres'l?" The one with the short hair called out. "Is it me, or does that Tamaranian look familiar?"
The question caused Starfire to pause, too shocked to focus on continuing hr attack. Familiar...?
"She should," Urres'l, the ringleader with the long hair, replied calmly, flicking his pony-tail behind him.
"Seriously? From where?" The fast, gangly one asked, earning himself a light smack over the head from the one with slightly-curled hair.
"Ker'rk, Gerood, are you two idiots or what? That's the princess! Don't you remember her? The five of us had some fun during our war with them," He grinned widely, giving Starfire a spin-crawlingly hungry look.
"Really, Wer'nel?" The muscled one with the shortest hair - Gerood - asked, scrunching his face as though he was trying to get a better look at Starfire. "What do you think, Ker'rk? She does look almost the same, just kinda stupid without the royal armor...But they all kinda look the same, all kinda orange..."
"I agree," Ker'rk, the fast, gangly one, replied. "We should give her a proper greeting, though, regardless, while Or'lesp is running around inside."
"Ooh, I DO so enjoy proper greetings," Gerood snickered, stepping in front of his companions, overshadowing them easily with his excess mass. Before Starfire could fly further up towards safety, the pale man gave a loud, ear-splitting shriek. The vibrations emanating from his vocal cords actually managed to shatter window after window of the hospital until the vibrations reached Starfire. Once the soundwave hit her, she let out a loud cry of pain and began to fall to the ground, powerless and flickering in and out of consciousness.
"STARFIRE!" Without thinking, Robin sped right towards the girl. He saw her, falling like an angel whose wings had been lopped off, going faster and faster towards the earth. But his motorcycle was going faster and faster as well. He was right under her, and she was no more than a few feet away...!
Just as he was about to catch her in his outstretched arms, safe and sound, there was a black and white blur of color, and rather than her being in Robin's arms, she was a few feet away from where Robin should have caughter her, in Ker'rk the speedster's arms, instead.
"Too slow!" the pale man teased. Robin eyes widened in shock before gritting his teeth in rage, wanting nothing more than to hit this guy until his fangs broke off, but instead, Robin had to swerve his motorcycle to the side, narrowly avoiding a violent crash with a wall.
"Let. Her, GO!" Raven appeared from the shadows beside Robin, her eyes, both pairs, glowing a bright red beneath her hood. "Or you're going to *sorely* regret it."
"Ooh, brothers, is it me, or do I smell the foul scent of Azarath?" Wer'nel cocked an eyebrow, waving his hand under his nose like he smelled something fowl, as his kin began circling around Ker'rk to form a living barrier.
"My, I do as well! The stench of the land now dead! Now, brothers, is it me, or is that the odor of Trigon the Great upon her as well, of all things?" Ker'rk snickered, tossing Starfire's limp form lazily onto his shoulder, her backside to the Titans.
"Trigon...?" Raven was surprised, not having expected to hear that name again for years to come, much less with the title 'the Great' attached to it, and so soon. It was enough for her extra pair of eyes to vanish and the redness to fade.
"Yes, I see the resemblance now," Urres'l muttered, rubbing his chin in thought. "The dark aura is difficult not to recognize. This must be his daughter! How odd, I expected her to be...larger."
"Who cares about larger? She's the right shape and size for ME," Ker'rk licked his lips with a purple tongue, careful not to cut himself on his own fangs.
"Eu-eugh... Tell me he isn't hitting on me," Raven looked down at Robin with a look of pure disgust. It was usually Starfire who got all the cheap lines, and Raven preferred it that way. She didn't need villains like Red X staring at her body parts inappropriately as she threw them into walls.
"Worry about that later," the Boy Wonder hissed through his teeth, not tearing his eyes away from the group of Vampire-like villains for a moment. They had Starfire... Right as he decided to tell Starfire how he felt, something like THIS had to happen. It always happened like this...It was inevitable.
"Aww, he looks so worried!" Wer'nel barked a laugh at Robin. The vampire-look alike scanned the ground around him, looking through the rubble left behind from Starfire's attacks and Gerood's shriek. The pale man soon found a pole and kicked it into into the air, and then caught it in his palm. He twirled it several times in his hand to get the feel of it, and then pointed it with a hint of challenge at Robin. "What? You scared for the Tamaranian? Think we'll hurt her?" he taunted, before giving a much darker smile. "Wow, it sounds like this masked-dork's known us all his life..."
"Tch, I could take him out with one hit," Gerood snorted, unimpressed, cracking his knuckles. But before Robin could pull his extendable pole out from the thresholds of his belt, Gerood was on the ground via a large beam of bright-blue light produced by sonic waves.
"Boo-yah!" Cyborg cheered as he watched Gerood fly back, his arm still in its sonic-beam mode. "Why don't you pick on someone your own size, huh, beef-cake?!"
"Nrrgh...At least I'm actually made of beef, tin-man," Gerood growled, clearly embarrassed as he clumsily pulled himself back to his feet. He then tilted his head to the side, cracking his neck.
"'Tin man'? Oh, I KNOW you just didn't-!" Cyborg was instantly riled up. "I'll let you know I'm made of steel and iron with some titanium reinforcements!" He screamed before charging.
While the largest two men fought one another, both of their sound attacks canceling each other out mid-air, Robin clashed metal with Wer'nel, his staff now out of his toolbelt. Out of the four, Wer'nel was the most aggressive fighter; he wasn't interested in what was going on inside of the hospital - all Wer'nel was after was a good fight, and Robin was an almost worthy opponent. Both of them were equally fast, equally good at dodging, and had similar ideas strategically. If Robin got a hit in, Wer'nel returned it within two or three blows.
In fact, their battle was so well-matched and so enthralling that neither one noticed how Ker'rk began to run circles around Raven, merely to annoy her. He was far too fast for her to be able to get a solid grip on him, and anything she tried to trip him with, he merely ran around. No matter how many things she tried over-shadowing, she couldn't keep up...
"Looks like your friends are all busy, Princess," Urres'l muttered to Starfire's body as he held it in his arms. He had taken it off of his quick brother's shoulder when Ker'rk had begun running. Starfire did nothing more than groan and slightly turn over, as the victims of his brother's screech usually did. Urrse'l chuckled, watching the various battles, seeing his brothers doing nothing more than toying with these Titans. Good. they were all distracted.
Just as Urse'l began to float up from the ground to enter the hospital, he felt something small hit his ankles.
"Hm?" His golden eyes slowly drifted to down to his feet, where he saw two small humans in odd white-and-red uniforms. One had a tooth missing, and they were holding hands, sending identical, enraged looks up at him.
"Suelte a la señorita Starfire!" They shouted in together. The very sight of them caused a wave of laugher to burst through Urres'l's mouth, floating down slightly due to the weight of the two kids. His laughter didn't seem to make Mas and Menos any happier.
"Vayamos!" Mas said, and with his brother's nod, the two began to run at their top speed, stopping every few moments to send kicks or hits to the pale man's face. Their speed caused their hits to have twice the power, and the training Bumblebee had made them go through had caused them to begin gaining some muscle of their own.
"Augh! What an annoyance...!" Urres'l tried to catch the two as they attacked, but their speed was too much for him. He was used to Ker'rk taking care of such annoyances. Urrse'l turned, trying to get the attention of his fastest brother, but his eyes widened in shock at what he saw.
Ker'rk had both of his arms held behind him in a painful manner and was drenched thoroughly with water as an slightly feminine Atlantian boy held his brother's down. A bright-yellow arrow had frozen Wer'nel from the waist down, while leaning against the block of ice was a boy with slicked-down orange hair and the same type mask as Robin's. Gerood was grunting, walking backwards as something tiny with the wings of a bee was shocking him from all sides, causing him pain, and because of his large size, leaving him incapable of fighting such a small annoyance off. Just as Gerood was about to finally knock the small fly away, it grew to the size of a normal person, and a dark-skinned woman in yellow and black stripes, and knocked him to the ground with a very forceful kick right to the nose.
"Figured you guys could use some help," Bumblebee said with a wide grin, buzzing above Gerood. "Good thing we showed up. You're losing your touch, Sparky."
"I was just puttin' on a show," Cyborg muttered, crossing his arms over his chest with a pout. "I didn't want the others to feel bad 'cause I finished my guy off first, you know how it goes..."
"Yeah, just like Robin here didn't have any problems with this guy," Speedy muttered, tapping Wer'nel's nose with another arrow just as the pale man attempted to bite him, causing the upper half of the pale man's body to freeze, as well.
"Raven, are you alright?" Aqualad looked up at Raven, still holding Ker'rk's arms behind his back. All he got in response was a rather shy nod from the gothic girl, but that was enough for him, and he put his attention back to keeping the gangly boy from escaping.
"Augh-!" While Urres'l had been watching his brothers' defeat, he had completely forgotten that Mas and Menos had been preparing to attack him. While the pale man's attentions were elsewhere, the two had finally gotten together and bitten his hand at the same time. The sudden shock of the pain forced Urres'l to jerk and let go of Starfire, causing her body to fly into the air.
"STARFIRE!" Robin made an attempt to reach her, but he was too far away. Thankfully, Mas and Menos were prepared for this.
"Tenemos nuestra Señorita Starfire!" They said as they caught the purple-clad girl in their four arms. Once she had landed safely, the twins let out identical sighs of bliss, but then looked at Urres'l with hatred in their eyes. They set the Tamaranian down with the utmost care, and then sped off to team-kick the enemy.
Their feet connecting with the midriff of the pale man. He gave out a choked gasp, which let the speedy boysknow they had done what they had wanted -- knocked the wind out of him. They flipped back to their feet, releasing their grip on one another. The two were about to take hands again, when three small, sharp boomerangs flew out from behind them and hit Urres'l in the each shoulder and right under the left arm. The third one wasn't aimed as carefully as the last two, and caused the shirt of the pale man to rip slightly, and allow a small amount of blackened blood to drip to the ground, whereas the first two merely pinned the man against the nearest wall of the hospital.
Mas and Menos turned around to see Robin glaring daggers at the ringleader of the Vampire-like gang. In his hands was his metal pole, and he held it in a highly threatening manner. The twins cowered slightly as Robin walked past them, but then the two ran towards Starfire to try and awaken her as Robin held his pole to Uress'l's throat.
"What, Do. You. Want?" The leader of the Titans demanded with a snarl. Cyborg and Raven exchanged mildly-worried glances. Robin hadn't been this angry since their last encounter with Slade.
"Me?" Urres'l asked coyly. "My ruler -- which your people so greedily keep in this prison, as though he is nothing more than one of you lowly humans, or a Troq like that girl there. We will be taking him back and proving again to the universe that we, the Chiserran, are the mightiest of all races! Your planet will become nothing more than prey for us to feast upon!"
He began to laugh maniacally, but stopped as Robin pressed the pole more firmly against the ringleader's Adam's apple. turning the laugh into a strangled choke.
"You're looking for someone in the hospital?" Robin asked, this time more to himself than anyone else. He thought on it a moment, eyebrows furrowing in thought. "But...if you're looking for someone inside, why are you out here?"
Just as Robin said those words, he got the answer.
Inside the hospital there was a loud crashing sound and part of a wall above them came crashing down. Bumblebee quickly used her Stingers to shoot at the smaller parts of it out of harm's way, and Aqualad forced some pipes beneath the ground to rise, open, and send rushing water at the largest part to slow its fall.
"Beast Boy's still inside!" Raven called to Robin in a panic, but Robin had already understood what had happened. The group outside was nothing more than a distraction. Starfire had taken them on so the civilians inside wouldn't have gotten harmed. She had left Beast Boy to the one trying to kidnap whoever this 'Ruler' was. And Robin hadn't understood this. The Boy Wonder had completely lost his head when he had seen Starfire falling.
And now, it may have cost them Beast Boy, as well as the innocent people within the hospital.
Disclaimers:
Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand and the Chiserran belong to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Edits:
Still working on this! I started a new job this week and I'm adjusting. Everyone in my family is, lol, especially my little muffin with daycare. But we're making it. Just exhausted in between.
WC, Chapter 8
Wrong Conclusions Chapter Eight: Reconsideration
"What're you two so down about?" Cyborg asked, turning momentarily away from his own metallic arm and lifting up the goggles he had been using to protect his organic eye from electric sparks. Robin and Raven had entered the Tower no more then ten minutes ago, and from Robin's somber expression and Raven's colder-than-usual attitude, the metallic Titan had been able to tell something had gone wrong.
"Nothing," Robin spat out as bitterly as possible. "Nothing at all."
"And my mother was a toaster," Cyborg rolled his natural eye. "What happened?"
"I said 'nothing'!" Robin growled through gritted teeth, but Raven sighed and answered properly, instead.
"Robin's jealous of the fact that Beast Boy's the one going out with Starfire."
"So they are actually datin', huh?" Cyborg asked in mild surprise, ignoring Robin's indignant look. "I was wonderin' when it'd happen. I mean, they both changed a lot after you two got together-"
"We're not together!" They both cut him off at once.
Robin grinded his teeth and balled his fists in fury, and the shadow over Raven's face revealed four red, glowing eyes. Cyborg ducked just in time as a Bird-a-Rang and a wave of black energy went for his table, causing a small crater to form in the middle of it.
"DUDE!" Cyborg looked up from the crack and glared at the two of them to assure they wouldn't repeat those motions again. "I know, okay!? I was just messing with you two!" The mechanical man straightened back up carefully, staring at his friends in disbelief. "Seriously, if you two're THAT jealous, maybe you should just tell 'em instead of bein' all moody with me?"
"I'm not jealous of anything!" the Boy Wonder snapped again before turning on his heel and heading towards the gym, still utterly seething.
"I don't do 'jealousy'," Raven said coldly, floating a few feet in front of her metallic teammate. "And furthermore, there's nothing for me to be jealous of whatsoever."
"Will you two stop foolin' yourselves?" Cyborg sighed, pulling out a screwdriver and ignoring how taken-aback his comment made Raven look. "You've had it bad for BB ever since that mirror-thing. But you're never gonna admit it because you think you're this awful demon or whatever and you think that means you don't deserve someone nice like him. Just like Robin's been droolin' over Star for as long as I can remember, but won't say anythin' 'cause he's too scared it'll mess up the team or whatever way he phrases his excuse. All of ya gotta just suck it up, tell each other how ya feel, an' finally give me some peace and quiet."
Raven was now emanating an energy so black that it made her leotard look grey. She glared at Cyborg, wondering what she could do to make him regret saying what he had dared to utter.
She could encase him in energy so he couldn't breathe...no, that was stupid - he probably had an oxygen mask. She could take all his bolts out of him...No, no, he could just pull himself back together with whatever magnetized sensors he had inside him. Something, something to get him back for daring to say that she had feelings for that stupid monkey of a boy...
After a few seconds, the furious glow around Raven faded and a satisfied smile appeared on her lips.
"...Says the guy who fell for a pink-haired villain, of all people."
Cyborg's head shot up, blushing in surprise and embarrassment, sputtering, "H-Hey! That's low!" but it was too late. Raven was already floating back towards her room and shutting the door behind her, leaving nothing but a peeved teammate in her wake.
But after the door slid shut and she floated onto her bed, Raven couldn't help but begin to wonder...
Her? And Beast Boy? Sure, she liked him enough to tolerate him, but that was it, wasn't it? He was just an annoying, green, obnoxious boy who never knew when to keep his mouth shut!
She managed to hold that thought for a moment, then sighed. That isn't true... She told herself instantly. He's a lot deeper than that, even if he acts like he isn't...
Her eyes became fixated on the ceiling as the memory of Terra's betrayed ran through her mind. Beast Boy had shown off some of his true, darker colors during that crisis, but despite everything, he had given the Earth-user a second chance, and Terra had redeemed herself because of it as a final act.
Then there was Malchior... Beast Boy had turned into a fly on her wall just to watch Raven, to make sure she was alright. She had taken it as him being overly nosy at the time, but now appreciated how it had merely been the green teen's way of showing concern. And, of course - it had turned out his instincts had been correct, to have been concerned.
And then there were all the times he had tried to make her laugh. It was easy enough with the other Titans, but Beast Boy tried extra-hard for her, even if she didn't appreciate it outwardly...
Raven let out a small sigh, feeling her face break into a warm smile, just at the memories of some of his more recent attempts. He could be so stupid.
Wait. A smile? Her, smiling, thinking about Beast Boy? No, no, that...that wasn't possible! He was loud, annoying, stupid...There was no way she had any feelings for him!
She sat bolt upright and scanned her room momentarily. The jewel on her forehead glowed and a nearby drawer opened, causing a black mirror to float towards her. She looked at it, inhaling deeply.
She needed to know. She's been behaving so strangely, not at all like herself. She was constantly on the verge of letting her powers loose. She needed to be honest with herself, no matter how she didn't want to, and face whatever the truth was. She needed to go inside of herself and see what she truly thought about Beast Boy...What all the sides of her thought of him.
With a final deep breath, she concentrated, feeling herself being drawn into the mirror, and found herself within the gates of her own mind...
Downstairs, the punching bag flew back a few feet into the air before falling back and causing the chain that held it to the ceiling to jangle violently. Before it even had a chance to swing back to its original position, it was punched again and flew even further than before.
Robin panted, continuing his barrage of upper-punches. He was dressed in his gi with ripped sleeves, and sweat was pouring down the sides of his face and into his mask. But the Boy Wonder didn't seem to notice as he continued to abuse the bag before him, trying to keep his mind free of thoughts: empty, vacant, clear-
...What's he got that I haven't!?
"Augh!" Robin cupped his hands over his ears in an attempt to block his own thoughts out, only to be hit in the face by the punching bag on its swing-back. The Boy Wonder was sent back and found himself on the floor before he could even think to react to the bag's act of vendetta.
"Stupid bag-!" Robin growled, rubbing his nose and glaring daggers at his inanimate assaulter. He thoroughly considered standing and giving it another beating, but after several seconds of thought, instead decided to take a short breather. He sat up and ran a hand through his spiky hair, exhaling slowly, his thoughts now free to roam again on the matters that he had so attempted to avoid.
...Why did she pick him? What did Beast Boy do to get her? Is it his hair? The jokes? What?
...Why didn't I say anything to her sooner...?
Robin groaned, another voice in his head quickly answering his questions for him.
He's not scared of telling people how he feels, and that's all he had to do to make Starfire feel special. Where as I stayed quiet, lying and telling myself she was like a sister for the past...what, three years, now?
Robin sighed and glanced up at the ceiling. Growing up with Batman had, indeed, taken a toll on him. All the constant talk about 'job first, personal matters later' had made him too jumpy to ever talk about...feelings. What drove Robin crazy was that it was EXACTLY why he had left the Batcave, anyway - to prove to him there was more to life that kist "job first" and he could still lead a team to victory, despite it. But in his desperation, all that happened was that that obsessive need to win and show Batman he could make it as a leader overtook him, and he ended up pushing most other things aside, instead, especially his own feelings. It had always been Starfire who had made Robin realize that he had to think of the whole team, not only himself or how to get the job done as quickly as possible... Which was quite surprising, considering how the two had met.
Starfire had been the one he had considered the villain at first, and in all honesty, he had been wary of her their first few months together because of it. Robin had avoided making her angry or annoyed, thinking of her as only a war-class fighting, above anything else. He learned to think of her as a friend, that much was true, but more as a friend who could break him in half than someone like a possible girlfriend. The more Robin avoided her, the more Starfire had tried to get to know him, doing her very best to grasp the concepts of kindness and love. But even she had eventually started to lose hope in ever getting Robin's full trust, in those early days.
That was, until the cooking incident. Starfire had never used a kitchen before, and had been asked by Beast Boy to make some toast. She had agreed, and attempted making them. Somehow (none of the Titans had ever found out quite HOW, as the cameras were also damaged beyond repair), Starfire had managed to set half of their kitchen aflame, as well as half of the living room.
After seeing half of the files he had worked so hard to obtain and put together burnt to a crisp, Robin had lost it. The Boy Wonder had spent almost twenty entire minutes yelling at Starfire about how she had to be more careful and ask if she didn't know how to use something, rather than risking turning their entire home into a pile of ash. He had even called her stupid, air-headed, and several other things he still deeply regretted to this day. But the moment he had finished his rant and actually realized what he had said, Robin had cringed, expecting to be hit into the next week. But to his amazement, all he had heard was a whimper. A small, weak whimper, followed by the sounds of crying and rushed footsteps.
That had been the first time Robin had ever made Starfire cry, and the first time he realized being physically stronger than him didn't mean she couldn't have her feelings hurt by him.
Robin sighed, but despite himself, he was unable to keep from smiling when he thought of the incident. True, he felt nothing but guilt for having made tears fall from those beautiful green eyes, and he absolutely hate himself for the things he'd called her without thinking and had made sure never to do that again, but it had also been the first time he had hugged her. For almost the entire night, while she cried, muttering apologies, half in Tamaranian, half in English.
After that memory, more avoided memories began to rush into the mind of Robin. All good ones, about how he and Starfire had become very close friends, how she had slowly learned more things about Earth, how he had learned to be a better person all because of her. And the more Robin remembered, the more glaring the realization became:
I'm in love with Starfire.
He breathed in deeply, the thought coming to him as much less of a shock than he would have expected. Truthfully, he really had been fooling only himself with all his excuses. After all, if he had only felt platonically about Starfire, he wouldn't have gotten jealous about her being forced to marry, and his heart wouldn't have skipped a beat when Cyborg had called Starfire his girlfriend. He could have carried on normal conversations with her without worrying what she thought of him, or have wanted to protect her as much as he constantly did. The feelings had been inside of him for so long, but he had always pushed them aside, calling them 'friendly', or mentally referring to Starfire as a sister, even though the term never sounded right.
And now, it was too late. She was with Beast Boy. They were having a good time, he had put her hand around her and she had leaned close to him. All was lost...
...Or...was it?
Robin thought back to when Kitten had asked for a date from him. He had far from enjoyed it, considering how annoying she was, but Starfire had acted very, well...jealously then. She had even dressed up just to follow Robin to the dance and make sure no harm came to him. And she had also been jealous when she had thought that Blackfire had replaced her, on the Titans, too...
So, maybe there was a chance? Maybe...maybe if he told Starfire, then she could still have feelings for him! Maybe Beast Boy and she really were just friends. Heck, maybe she'd seen one of those old 80's flicks and has asked Beast Boy to stage something to make Robin jealous. Maybe Starfire was hoping Robin would say something!
'Maybe' was usually not something Robin would dare gamble with, but for Starfire, he really had no other choice.
Just as Robin began pulling his last piece of uniform on to go find Starfire again, the door to the gym slid open and Raven and Cyborg stood outside of it. A Communicator was flashing in Cyborg's large hand and his expression was grim.
"Robin, there's trouble at that hospital from a week ago. Starfire and Beast Boy are there, but they said they can't hold out alone much longer!"
Disclaimers:
Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
Woof. This is kind of a fun chapter. I forgot about all the back and forth and inner acceptance and everything, haha. Hopefully it's still fun to read.
WC, Chapter 7
Wrong Conclusions Chapter seven: The Chiserran Race
When Raven and Robin finally left, the two below still knew nothing of the spies ever having been there. Starfire and Beast Boy merely continued with their walk, Beast Boy worriedly looking down at Starfire's face. For a long time, there was the deadly sort of silence that Beast Boy hated more than anything else. Usually, he would have lightened the mood with a joke, but this time, he knew his sense of humor wouldn't do anything but make things worse. Instead, he stayed quiet, leading Starfire to a bench in the park before helping her sit down. He sat down beside her and cupped his hands together in his lap, twiddling his thumbs awkwardly. He hadn't expected for Starfire to have such a reaction. After all, she had seen the Vampire-boy the week before, hadn't she? She had been right there when he and Beast Boy had fought!
"So, Star..." Beast Boy finally said, quietly turning his face towards hers. "Er, well..." he fell silent once again, his green ears drooping slightly. She had said she would tell him...Had she changed her mind? Was he being too nosy? Did he break some form of Tamaranian tradition? Again?
Beast Boy grew nervous in seconds, his face beginning to burn red. But to his relief, Starfire seemed to blink back into reality, wiped the last of her tears away, and giggled. Never before had Beast Boy been more relieved to hear a laugh.
"I will tell you as promised," she reassured him. "Really, I do not know why I had reacted the way I did. I was not aware I still thought so badly of the Chiserran race..."
"Chiserran?" Beast Boy perked up, instantly curious.
"Yes. They are a fearsome fighting race with pale skin and long fangs which drink the blood of others. They have the ability to look into one's eyes and see their deepest fears, and their linguistic ability may cause the listener to believe all they say. Before I was captured and crashed on your planet, Tamaran was invaded by a clan of Chiserran. My sister and I attempted to fight them off, but I was captured. They...The Chiserrans did things to me which I did not find at all pleasant."
Starfire hugged her arms, tugging at the sleeves of her sweater. Once again her green eyes filled with tears, but this time, she held them back.
"They had even attempted to drain me of my blood, but thankfully, my K'norfka had appeared before that became possible."
"Why do they drink blood?" Beast Boy asked before he could stop himself. He knew why real Vampires did it, but this was some sort of real alien race.
"It is vital for their strength, and I believe it is also part of some form of legend," Starfire answered. "It is said that they search for their Prince in his new form, and will only be able to recognize him through the taste of his blood. And the day the Prince if found, the Chiserran will take control of the universe, using other races as nothing but a source of sustenance..."
"That...That's sick!" Beast Boy cried, staring in disbelief at Starfire. It was bad enough how humans used animals as food, but people, Tamaraneans, everything? Much less only for their blood?
"I agree," Starfire said with a small nod of her head. "But it is a mere legend. Usually, Chiserran remain on their planet, where plasma is of no use to them because the gases in the atmosphere compensate for for the nutritional deficiencies they experience on other planets. Why one would be here, now, I do not fully understand...I was led to believe that they stopped their crusade only a year after attacking Tamaran."
"But...Star," Beast Boy said, his disgust melting away into mild worry again. "Why did you react like this just now...? I mean, you saw me fighting him, didn't you? He was right there."
"I saw nothing but his back. My worry for your well-being caused me to watch only you, Beast Boy," Starfire said as though the answer had been obvious.
"You were worried about me...?" Beast Boy asked, quite surprised. Despite his attempts of holding it back, a mild blush crept over his cheeks. Living with the Titans, he had learned not to worry so much about the others during fights. Every time he had, it had taken a turn for the worst. The other Titans knew how to take care of themselves. They were strong. Even Robin didn't freak out too badly when Starfire was knocked down.
"Of course," Starfire nodded. "You had left of your own accord with the warning given to no one. This has not happened since the incident with the Toto and with friend Terra..."
Beast Boy flinched at the use of that name. He didn't like thinking about it. But as Starfire looked up at him worriedly, he forced himself to smile and laugh nervously, instead.
"I'm fine! I was just walking around town to clear my head a bit. I thought I'd go to the hospital like I always do, cheer up a few kids. Most of 'em were really happy to see me. It was kind of nice, especially after everything that happened with Trigon. I got, like, ten hugs!"
"That must be very pleasant," Starfire said with a genuine smile. She folded her hands in front of her and looked up at the clouds, as though imagining doing such a thing herself. Beast Boy watched her, tilting his head slightly.
"You've...never done anything like that before?"
"Hmm? Oh, no," Starfire laughed. "On Tamaran, wounds heal very quickly so few stay in such facilities for long periods of time."
"Yeah, but what about here? There are lots of hospitals. You could visit any one! Kid's'd love to see you!"
"I...Am not sure that would be the case for me, Beast Boy," she admitted quietly.
"Eh? Why not?" he stared at her, quite confused.
"I am not aware of how many things works on this planet... Most of the technology here is still strange to me. If I were to enter the hospital and touch something that should not be touched, I could never forgive myself... Do you not remember the case of the first cooking?"
"How can I forget...?" Beast Boy ran a hand through his hair, smiling a bit at the memory. Not long after they had formed the Titans, Starfire had attempted to cook a meal. She had never seen an oven, a refrigerator, or a toaster before. All of which she had attempted to use. There had been a mass fire, and Robin had given Starfire the first yelling from him of her life.
Beast Boy's ears drooped slightly. It had been the first time she had ever cried because of something Robin had said to her. But it sure hadn't been the last. Whenever Slade had come into play, Robin had always gone semi-insane. Beast Boy didn't know why, but every time Slade had left some form of message or had attacked them, Robin seemed to forget that the Titans were his friends, his allies - not tools to be used for revenge. Usually, Beast Boy brushed this off, having worked for the Doom Patrol for so long that vengeance and semi-insane behavior were nothing new, but for some reason, the memories of Robin's actions sent a strange pang of anger and guilt through Beast Boy's system at the moment.
Starfire was always nice to Robin, especially nice, even. What right did Robin have to walk all over her the way he did? He could do what he wanted to the others, but Starfire was different. She could never refuse Robin anything he wanted. One day, Robin could say something that he could never take back; he could hurt her so badly...
"Mm, it was an interesting experience," Starfire agreed, causing Beast Boy to snap out of his train of thought.
"Interesting?"
"Yes. It was the first time friend Robin became angry with me. I learned many things from that mistake, as I always do when I do wrong. I appreciate the honesty, despite how I do not enjoy receiving The Yelling."
"You're...a real character, y'know that, Star?" Beast Boy asked, unable to keep himself from smiling. Leave it to Starfire to see the bright side of being yelled at.
"Character?" Starfire tilted her head slightly in confusion. "Beast Boy, I was not aware that there is a book being written about me..."
"No, not like that!" Beast Boy laughed, shaking his head. "I just meant that you really surprise me sometimes! Now, c'mon."
The green one leaped to his feet, turning back and offering his hand to Starfire after he did so. Starfire looked up at his face quietly for a moment and then took his hand, using it to help herself float up from the bench. But Starfire didn't pull her hand back, realizing quickly that Beast Boy wanted to lead her somewhere.
"Where is it we are going...?"
"To the hospital. As long as I'm there, it'll be okay, right? I'll tell you what you can touch and can't. Besides, there're a couple of kids in there that really love you, Star! They've seen you on TV and wanna meet you! You won't deny them that, will you?"
"Love me?" Starfire tilted her head to the side for a moment, as though she did not understand the word. But after a second of thought she nodded gently, smiling the bright smile she had not had on her face in days. "No, it would not be kind to do so to them."
"Good! You'll love this, Star..." And with a small laugh, Beast Boy pulled on Starfire's hand, running towards the hospital he had been to no more than a few days ago. It wasn't all that far from the park, only half a dozen blocks. Starfire giggled, floating after Beast Boy, glad to see that he, too, was looking forward to such an evening.
They reached the hospital within ten minutes. It was a large, white building with that seemed to consist of a hundred floors and a million windows, and on the roof was a very large, red plus-sign that told the entire city what the building was for. One of the walls was covered in construction work, where Beast Boy and the villain had flown through the week before. Starfire looked up at the building in awe, never having been so close to it in her life. Raven had always healed her in the Tower, instead.
"Let's go!" Beast Boy yanked at Starfire's hand, pulling her inside and causing her to giggle at his excitement.
It was because Beast Boy was so excited that he was not listening around him and did not hear the whispers going on mere yards away from the hospital entrance. Dark whispers, talking about the incident with their fellow Chiserran brother a mere few days before, and how the green one had shamed him... And how it was now their duty to finish their brother's job. And to take the green one which had shamed him so with them....
But Beast Boy and Starfire knew none of this when they entered the hospital. They walked right through, the staff excited to see two Teen Titans, some nurses even thanking Beast Boy for the previous week. In a particular room, there were three little children -- one was a dark-skinned little girl with large bags under her brown eyes and her long, braided black hair all a mess, no older than maybe eight years old. She looked very exhausted and coughed every few moments. To her left was a little boy with bright-red hair and green eyes, as well as freckles all over his face. He was covered in a purple blanket and his right arm was in a cast, suspended from the ceiling in a sling. He looked as though he was around nine, ten years old and looked very bored as he stared out the window of the hospital. The last was a deathly pale boy with surprisingly-light brown eyes, as though they were almost orange. His short hair was black and naturally slicked back slightly, with just a few strands falling into his eyes. In his hands, he was clinging tightly to a Teen Titan Communicator. He was taller than the other two kids in the room, very scrawny and looked as though he must have been about twelve.
"Guess who's back already!" Beast Boy cried out as he burst inside with his arms open like a show performer, causing all three of the children to look up in surprise. The girl smiled brightly, as did the pale boy, but the boy with red hair looked annoyed and looked back to the window after giving Beast Boy a small glare.
"Beast Boy...!" The girl cried, sitting up to get closer. Unfortunately, it seemed to cause some sort of strain and she ended up coughing and then falling back down into her large pillow.
"Madelyn, don't do that!" Beast Boy said, rushing over to the girl's side and tucking her gently back into bed. "You still have a few more weeks of taking your medicine before you really start to get better, right?"
Madelyn nodded solemnly, but then smiled brightly, noticing that Beast Boy was fixing her covers for her. The boy with the slicked back hair sat up a bit as well, looking worriedly at Beast Boy.
"Beast Boy that...that guy's gone, right? It's not why you're here, is it? I mean, he won't be coming back, will he?"
"I took care of 'im, don't worry!" Beast Boy responded, standing and flexing his arm, showing off the non-existent bulge of muscle as he patted his bicep. "You're perfectly safe as long as you have the Communicator, Lucio, don't worry."
Lucio nodded a bit, though the worried look in his eyes didn't fade. He looked at the Communicator in his trembling hands and clung tightly to it, as though it was his only means of survival.
"And how're you today, Mikey?" Beast boy asked, turning with a smile to the red-haired boy. The boy pouted, looking out the window as though he had not heard Beast Boy in the first place. Beast Boy waited for a response for a few seconds before laughing in a slightly annoyed manner and muttering 'I still don't got it' under his breath. He walked over and sat down on Mikey's bed, a smile suddenly appearing on his face. "You know, I brought someone with me today...Someone I'm sure you'll like a lot."
"It's probably someone boring," Mikey answered, not bothering to look at Beast Boy.
Beast Boy laughed again and waved at the door. With a nervous nod and a small jingle of her metal boots leaving the floor, Starfire floated in, rubbing her arm in a nervous manner. She smiled down at the back of Mikey's head, unable to see anything else of him, and raised a hand in greeting.
"Greetings! I am-"
But before she could finish, Mikey turned around, his green eyes lighting up in pure delight.
"Starfire! You're Starfire! You're…you're really her!" he shrieked out in shock and delight. The sling holding his arm in place wad barely able to keep him from leaping to his feet. "You're really here! I-I can't believe it! It's STARFIRE!"
"Wow, it's really her!" Madelyn squealed excitedly as well, though it once-again caused a coughing fit.
"Wow..." Lucio stared quietly for a moment at Starfire. "She's even prettier in person..."
Beast Boy lifted an eyebrow at the pale boy, causing him to realize what he'd said and to blush furiously and clap a hand over his mouth. "I, I mean...!" But Starfire merely giggled, floating into the center of the room, doing a small spin for the children before landing properly with her hands clapping together.
"It is truly glorious to meet all of you! I do wish for us all to become friends!"
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Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
Forcing myself to keep going. I also changed Lucio's name, because he's sort of based on an OC of mine for another story in the Rayto universe, and I wanted to at least keep the same first letter for their names. Also -- thank you everyone for liking/sharing this story! It really motivates me to keep up, seeing that people are reading it. <3
WC, Chapter 6
Wrong Conclusions Chapter six: Echoed Farewells
For a long time, Raven and Robin went from roof to roof, looking for their friends. The entire time, Raven continued to tell Robin how silly he was acting and how the their friends were likely just shopping together, while Robin ignored all of her insults and unnecessary comments. Finally, after almost thirty minutes of searching, they saw two familiar figures stepping out of an amusement park. Robin stared blankly for a moment from his hiding place at the very top of a Ferris Wheel, looking around at the rest of the park.
"No wonder I couldn't reach them. All these electronics are jamming the signal," he muttered to himself before getting a closer look at Beast Boy and Starfire in particular. His eye twitch came back as he noticed that the two had even changed out of their uniforms, just like Cyborg had insisted. Beast Boy had put on a pair of normal black jeans, and a purple-and-black sweater, making him look considerably less silly than he usually did in his Doom Patrol uniform. Starfire, though she still wore her Tamaranian armor, was wearing somewhat of a light-purple sweater that reached up to her elbows instead, and a matching knee-high skirt, causing her to look considerably more innocent than usual. Even though it was actually less skin than she normally showed, Robin for some reason felt almost uncomfortable seeing her like so, like there was something private and intimate about it he wasn't supposed to see without her explicit permission.
"Okay. They went on a Roller Coaster or two. Whoop-dee-do," Raven said sarcastically from behind Robin, her hood covering her face. "Can we go now, oh paranoid leader?"
"Not yet!" Robin hissed, looking at Starfire laugh at something Beast Boy had said, and the green boy blushing a moment later. The Boy Wonder gritted his teeth, desperately wishing he could hear what the two superheroes were saying to one another...
"You did not expect for it to have been a true villain?" Starfire asked Beast Boy, hugging a tiger-plushie Beast Boy had won for her to her chest. They had been talking about the strange villain attack from the previous week, and Starfire found the story to be very amusing from Beast Boy's point of view. Beast Boy had been rather short in his official report to Robin; this version was much more interesting.
"Well, no," Beast Boy said honestly, blushing even darker than he had a moment before. The memory was an embarrassing one. "He came into the hospital and started to bother the doctors, right? So I tried t'calm the dude down! Next thing I knew, when my back was turned, I was sailing right through a wall!"
Starfire giggled once again, finding the mental image amusing, of course, knowing that Beast Boy was currently safe and unharmed. A second later, though, she paused in confusion. "Beast Boy, why is it you were in the hospital? Usually, people go to the hospital when they are wounded. Were you in pain after the attack of the Trigon?"
Beast Boy blinked in surprise, not having expected Starfire to ask such a question. Yeah, I was in pain, but not in the way you're thinking of, Star…he couldn't help thinking. For a moment, he scratched the back of his head, wondering whether or not he should tell her the truth. He looked her over for a second, trying to decide. Her green eyes stared back at him in worry and confusion, and her lips were pouting in mild distress. Without realizing it, Beast Boy's face began to grow red again, but for a different reason, now.
"...Beast Boy? Your face is turning the same tint as friend Raven's when she finds something she does not like within her room."
"Huh?" Beast Boy stared blankly for a moment, and then began to laugh, tearing his eyes away from the Tamaranian. "It's nothing, I just thought I saw something. About the hospital - I was there mostly because I wanted to go visit some sick people. I used to do that a lot before we were big superheroes and had to run around the way we do, now. But after Trigon's attack, I decided to do it again. It's made me appreciate life a lot more, y'know?" He smiled at himself, feeling proud for having done something he thought was in the past. He loved kids, and sick ones needed a good laugh a lot more than others. "It was a good thing, too, because that Vampire-dude wanted something from one of the kids. If I wasn't there, I don't think we would've made it in time."
"What is it that he had wanted to obtain?" Starfire asked. And a second later, she added. "And what is this 'Vampire' of which you all continue to call this villain?"
Now it was Beast Boy's turn to laugh. After all of the horror movies he had forced the Titans to sit through, Starfire still didn't know what a vampire was? She still ad the weirdest knowledge gaps sometimes.
Starfire tilted her head in confusion, feeling a very light blush beginning to appear on her cheeks. "I was not aware that what I had uttered was meant to be taken as something entertaining..."
"Huh?" Beast Boy stopped in his laughter for a moment to see that he had actually embarrassed the girl. He coughed for a second to try and cover his laugh and rubbed his arm a bit, feeling awkward. For some reason, embarrassing Starfire simply wasn't the same as embarrassing Robin, Cyborg, or Raven. He felt almost guilty for doing so. After all, she didn't know too much about their culture. Why should she have paid attention to any of his horror movies, anyway?
"Er, no, you didn't say anything. I just saw somethin' really funny," He lied, before beginning an explanation. "Well, I have no idea what the guy wanted, really, but whatever it was, he wanted it from a certain kid. The jerk hurt a bunch of ladies at the front, trying to get the kid's information. I gave the kid a Communicator, just in case something happens again. As for what a vampire is, they're these big myth things we have from Romany."
Starfire stared at Beast Boy in confusion for a moment. "Ro...many?"
"Yeah, Romany. It's a country in Europe or Antarctica or something, vhere dey all speek like diiis!" Beast Boy did his best to impersonate the Romanian accent. Starfire tilted her head at him.
"But Beast Boy, is that country not called 'Romania?'"
Beast Boy winced in realization. She was right.
"Well, yeah, but you can call it Romany, too!" He said, not sure himself if that was right or not, but it sounded like it must have been. He found that it was very easy to not seem like a total fool in front of Starfire. She not only believed everything he said, but she also knew what it felt like to be embarrassed for not knowing something. She was nothing like cold, cool, smart Raven, who never fumbled for a word. "Either way, Vampires have long fangs and are supposed to drink the blood of other people. Usually they have super strength and can disappear into the night and stuff. It's just these creatures based off of vampire bats, which are actually totally docile and only like to take blood from farm animals. So the real bats technically drink blood, too, but these Vampire things are totally fake. Oh, and Vampires, if they bite someone, that person's supposed to turn into their soulless zombie slave of theirs and...Star?"
Beast Boy cut himself off, looking back to notice that Starfire had stopped floating and had fallen out of step with him. She was now on her feet, shivering a bit with every word said. Her green eyes were brimming with tears of horror.
Shrieking laughter and words as cold as ice were echoing all across Starfire's mind. She remembered hands all over her body, in places she did not like being touched, and the scars they had left behind at her early age. She remembered every scar, as though they were back on her body, once again being inflicted by claws, fangs, and whips. She remembered all the horrible things she had seen within iron and stone walls, all of the horrible screams of agony and death she had heard. Tears quickly began to flow down her cheeks and her knees to felt weak. Her heart began to pound faster than it ever had before, and she began to emit whimpering sounds without even realizing it. She remembered everything, though she had spent so long trying to forget and push those memories away.
"Starfire!" Beast Boy ran back to her, feeling very confused and flustered. Great. He'd said something stupid! Augh, when was he going to learn to shut his mouth!? "Star, I'm-I'm really sorry! I have no idea what I said, but I didn't mean it, really! I'll make it up to you!"
Starfire swallowed for air, trying to find the strength to talk. It felt like she was drowning. But finally, she found her voice. It was barely more than a squeak as she spoke. "N-No, B-Beast Boy, i-it was nothing you had s-said. M-Memories of s-similar creatures plague my m-mind..."
"..Similar creatures? Star, you...you can't be serious," Beast Boy said, laughing a bit. But his laugh was more nervous than anything. After all, if huge insect-women who ate only Tamaraneans in their chrysalis form existed, why couldn't vampires? But still, it wasn't something Beast Boy wanted to accept yet if he didn't absolutely have to. "Vampire's aren't real."
"I-I know!" Starfire managed, feeling the heat from the tears on her cheeks. She felt very foolish for overreacting the way she was, but she couldn't simply shake it off. She'd managed to shake off the thought when she'd first seen the villain from far away a week ago, but now, with a description like that... "But you-your mention of the villain...H-He looks and s-sounds so m-much like one of them-!"
"Starfire, calm down...It's okay..." Beast Boy said, more quietly now, as he put his hands up in front of him to try and show her that everything was alright. "You're okay now..." As a friendly gesture, Beast Boy wrapped an arm around Starfire's shoulder. He hoped it would help snap her back into at least some form of reality. But his ears drooped a bit, as she did nothing more than shake her head to and fro, trying to force the voices from her mind.
"Star...Star, come on -- tell me what's wrong."
He whispered this closely into her ear, hugging her to him as he did so. In all of his years with the Titans, he had never seen Starfire in such a vulnerable state. She had always been powerful and giddy, or confused and curious. But never frightened to the point of crying, and in truth, it caused Beast Boy's heart to speed up in fear as well. After all, if there was something out there that could cause Starfire such horror, who knew what was in store for him or the other Titans.
"Please, Starfire, tell me..." He repeated, his green ears drooping even further.
Slowly, ever so slowly, Starfire's breath began to steady, though her face remained puffy and pink. Her shivering did not stop, but it lost some of its zeal. She took three steady breaths and gave a weak nod to Beast Boy's request.
"Y-yes, I sh-shall tell you."
The birds twittering above their heads in the orange and red leaves heard nothing. All they saw was the scene of two strange beings becoming closer, hugging, whispering to one another. And to the two Teen Titan birds atop the Ferris Wheel were no different.
"He-he's HUGGING her!" Robin shouted, surprising even himself. He saw only their backs, so he had not seen Starfire's tears. Only that Beast Boy had gotten close to her face, and then wrapped one of his arms around her. "He's hugging her! Right in the middle of the day, where anyone can see them! He probably told her something, lied to her about something! Augh, I'm going to kill Beast Boy when I see him, I swear-"
As Robin continued his threats and plans on what to do once Beast Boy returned home, Raven merely stared at the two as they slowly, ever so slowly, began to walk off, step-in-step. She felt their auras. She felt Starfire's face growing hot, her heart pounding, her gasps for breath. She felt Beast Boy's chest tightening, and him yearning for something from Starfire.
How...how could this have happened? How could those two -- of all the people in the universe -- have gotten together...?
And most importantly, why was she, Raven, so angry about it? She wasn't angry at anyone in particular. She didn't want to hurt Starfire or Beast Boy (though she felt like tearing Robin a new one if he didn't shut up soon). No, no...Raven felt angry with herself. She felt angry with herself for not having realized her feelings sooner. All of the times Beast Boy had made her laugh, all of the times he had caused her heart to freeze, all of the times he had made her worry ceaselessly, and Raven had never realized.
For a moment, Raven felt a sting in her eyes. Water...? No. No crying here. Not now. It was dangerous. She had to stay together. Together. Together.
Augh, Robin just wouldn't shut up!
"Give up!" Raven suddenly barked, causing Robin to pause his endless banter. "They're together, okay? We see that now. Starfire likes Beast Boy, Beast Boy likes Starfire. As long as they don't end up having kids running around the tower, who cares?"
Robin blinked in surprise, looking at Raven's shadowy figure in disbelief. Slowly, he turned his heel to look back down towards Starfire and Beast Boy. Starfire was so calm around Beast Boy. Beast Boy was just as calm around her. Beast Boy didn't feel ashamed putting his arm around Starfire. Beast Boy didn't feel like he was endangering the team. Beast Boy had gall that Robin had never been able to find, not even when Robin and Starfire had been alone together.
Beast Boy deserved Starfire more. Beast Boy had won.
"...You're right," Robin muttered weakly, forcing himself to look away from the two down below. The words tasted like acid. "We should let them get back to their date."
"Yeah, we should," Raven said in a moody tone.
But even though the two Titans had agreed, neither moved. They both looked down longingly at the pair below. Both of them shared feelings of heartache and self loathing in that moment, for not having realized their blatant feelings earlier. For not having said anything in time to have made any difference. For not doing anything to try and make themselves like their counterparts below.
It had been Beast Boy, after all, who had tried countless times to make Raven laugh. He had been shot down by her every time, without even a smile to keep his hopes up, no matter how Raven had felt like smiling on the inside. And there was Starfire. A free, innocent spirit who smiled at the slightest funny word, even if she didn't understand what the fuss was about. She appreciated Beast Boy rather than pushing him away like Raven did.
And Starfire had tried millions of times to get Robin to open up to her. She had made him feel awkward time and time again, and it had made Robin appreciate life all the more to know she was there. But Robin had not done as Starfire had wanted. He had refused to allow her to see any of his true emotions, his true feelings. But there was Beast Boy, who allowed everyone to know what he was feeling at all times. He was loose and didn't take life so seriously. He could enjoy a date without worrying about whether the bank was being robbed. He could make life fun for Starfire, rather than forcing her to always think of work.
As the two watched Starfire and Beast Boy walk off into the nearby, both Raven and Robin found themselves thinking the same words at the same time.
Goodbye...
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Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
Whoo! I'm keeping up! It's nice to see people still like reading this fic, even years later. I think it's a good sign of how good this cartoon had been when it came out.
WC, Chapter 5
Wrong Conclusions Chapter five: Them? A date!?
It ended up being a hard week for the Titans. Johnny Rancid had escaped from prison and had gallivanted around town with a monster truck, one that had been much more 'monster' than 'truck'. And although, naturally, by the week's end, Johnny ended up back in jail, he had not been the only surprise; to everyone's amazement, Starfire had continued her rigorous training program, and what was more amazing, Beast Boy had begun to train alongside her. Robin, Raven, and Cyborg had stayed quiet on the matter, assuming the two Titans were still rather traumatized by the whole Trigon attack, and no one wanted to push them while they seemed to be in a strange but, overall, stable state.
But now it was a Saturday, and Robin was severely relieved that there were no signs of any villains attacking. It meant his plan was a-go.
He had planned everything the night before; he would walk up to Starfire and casually ask if she wanted to go see the aquarium, since she was still rather amazed with Earth's aquatic life. If she refused, he would just convince her to come, saying it was important to know to get along with the Atlantians. Once there, he would talk to her a little about the fish, and then nonchalantly bring up the topic of her training, until he was finally sure as to what had brought the sudden change upon her. It was the perfect plan! Besides, it also gave him the opportunity to be alone with Starfire for a while. It seemed like ages since the two of them had had any alone time together. In fact, it seemed almost as though Starfire had been avoiding him to a certain extent, recently...
Robin was not the only one being avoided, either. Though Raven wasn't prepared to admit it, she was beginning to miss most of Beast Boy's horrid jokes and odd ways of showing affection. All week, he had been going silent the moment she entered a room. At first, Raven had welcomed this, but now...now, it simply seemed wrong. After all their days of being Titans together, this was the first time Beast Boy had given up attempting to make her smile, and though she didn't appreciate the way he generally went about it, she DID appreciate that fact that he at least TRIED to do it. Now that he had stopped, it wasn't nearly as...well, entertaining around the Tower, anymore.
Though she usually reveled in the silence, there was something very cold about the silence ensued from Beast Boy. And because of this, Raven decided to prepare herself for a serious talk with him that night. She had had a few of them with him before: one after she had accidentally lost control of her powers, a second after the chemicals had unleashed a beast within him, another after Malchior had betrayed her, and the final two that had caused Raven the most pain - the ones that came after Terra's betrayal and subsequent loss.
Raven sat up in her bed that morning, going over all of those conversation in her mind. The first three had ended up as usual; with a laugh or a joke, which had reminded her why she normally didn't attempt serious discussions with him. But the one after Terra's loss...That time, Beast Boy had been unable to find anything funny to say. In fact, it had been all he could do not to snap at Raven in a blind rage.
Raven looked down at the folds in her blanket, remembering some of the last conversation that had caused her so much pain.
"'Loss'? 'LOSS'?" the memory of Beast Boy's voice rang clearly in her head. "Raven, the ONE PERSON who was willing to understand and accept me is GONE! I know you're used to living life as an outcast, too, but as least you LOOK relatively human! It's not exactly easy having green skin and pointy ears, y'know?! All you have to worry about is having paler skin than usual and a jewel in your forehead! Other than that, you're perfect! Perfect! If you wanted to, you could get along with anyone you wanted! But not me... No one's willing to accept someone with this freaky a shade of skin color and fangs and pointy ears. The Doom Patrol did, but I was kicked out of that. The Titans did, but what do any of you really KNOW about me!? Oh, that I can change into animals, that I like to tell jokes? That isn't exactly much, Rae..."
Raven's nails groped at her blankets, remembering what she had said to that long monologue of Beast Boy's welt-up feelings. She wasn't proud of it. "I would think you'd be used to it by now, Beast Boy. I am." She had glared as well. At the time, she had believed that Beast Boy had merely been making a drama queen of himself.
"Raven..." Beast Boy's voice had gone so cold, clearly taken aback that she could have said such a thing. "You were BORN that way. You have no idea how much I wish I was... How I wish I had never tasted being normal and liked by everyone. Having that ripped away from you... you have no idea how painful it is. I doubt you ever will. Until you find someone who understands you the way Terra understood me, and is willing to accept you with all of your faults and weird ways, please Raven, don't compare yourself to me on this. Seriously." With that, Beast Boy had slid his door closed in Raven's face and hidden in his room.
Raven let out a small sigh, standing up from her bed. That memory wasn't one of her favorites, but she treasured it, nonetheless. After all, it was when she had learned that there was so much more to Beast Boy than she had ever seen before. The only other genuinely serious conversation the two had, had been because of Malchior. Raven knew, then, what it was like to have one's heart ripped out. True, that conversation wasn't quite as 'serious' as the one before, but it had also been the first time she had hugged Beast Boy. Part of her regretted ever doing so, for after that point, he became much more open when it came to touching her.
"Today," she told herself as she floated in front of her gothic mirror. She pulled out her blue cloak threw it over her shoulders, pulling the hood over her head after she did so. Today was the day she was going to have another serious conversation with Beast Boy, and find out where all that negative energy had been coming from.
She floated out of her room and into the kitchen to find Cyborg frying bacon. Before she could say anything, the other bird of the Tower made himself known.
"Morning, Cyborg, Raven," Robin said casually to his two friends, though he had somewhat of a lack of breath to his voice, as though he had been running around. "Have either of you two seen Starfire? I looked everywhere, and it's like she's vanished. Her communicator signal seems jammed, too."
"Well-" Cyborg began, but he was cut off by Raven.
"I haven't heard or seen her all day. I can't really feel her energy around the Tower either, now that I noticed...Beast Boy's either," she paused for a moment, her heart involuntarily increasing it speed as she remembered the previous time Beast Boy vanished last week. "Do you think they're in trouble?"
"Actually-" Cyborg attempted again, but was cut off by the Boy Wonder this time.
"They would have at least tried to make a connection with us through the communicator."
"Beast Boy didn't bother last week," Raven reminded him. Robin's eyebrows furrowed in worry at that fact.
"Neither's been active for a while. And - oh, man - Beast Boy's signal is jammed, too-"
"They're on a date!" Cyborg suddenly shouted, causing both Raven's and Robin's eyes to widen in surprise. Robin's eye then twitched slightly, almost breaking his Communicator as the grip on it suddenly tightened considerably.
"That isn't funny, Cyborg."
"Who's joking?" Cyborg rolled his one human eye, lifting his shoulders in disbelief. "You saw the way the two were actin' 'round each other all week! I saw Star with somethin' other than her uniform on this morning, and same for BB, and BB said they were, and I quote -- "Going out." It looked like a date to me – when they left, they were even holdin' hands-"
Quite suddenly, there were two different shattering sounds. The first was the sound of Robin crushing his Communicator in his fist, and the glass screen breaking. The second was in the kitchen, the sound of a sugar bowl being blown into many small pieces. The jewel in Raven's forehead was glowing the same black color as the small porcelain shards left behind from the blast.
"You-...You probably got it wrong. They're probably going to get lunch or something," Robin said with a small, forced laugh, and an even more strained smile.
"Naw, man," Cyborg said with a large sigh and second eye-roll, clearly tired of being accused of lying. "Both of 'em dressed up. I seriously don't think they'd bother to do that if it were just the normal stuff, ya' know? It was definitely date outfits. BB was even gettin' all nervous about it. Is that so hard to believe after they spent all week talkin' to each other like they did? Man...What's the big deal with you two anyway?" He lifted an eyebrow, looking from one to the other. Raven looked as though she were about to vomit, and Robin was twitching visibly behind his mask, using his hand to readjust it in hopes it hid his involuntary twitch.
Robin swallowed nervously, thinking quietly as he was beginning to hyperventilate. A second later, he suddenly turned around, muttering something about needing to fix his communicator.
Cyborg blinked in confusion and looked down at Raven for an answer, instead. "I don't see why he's freakin' out so much. I mean, since you two are together, it shouldn't be a problem-"
"Wait. Together? 'Together' together?" Another explosion was heard in another part of the Tower. This time, it was the toaster that had to be sacrificed amidst Raven's sudden rage at hearing this second comment. "Why would you think that Robin and I would be 'together'?"
"...You're not?" Cyborg asked with real, genuine surprise. He was so earnest Raven's rage wound down, albeit only slightly. "Man, after the Trigon thing, I was sure you two were...y'know. Ya' ran right to him an' everything. I mean, we may have been knocked down, but we all saw how you walked right past me, Star, and BB to get to Robin."
Raven went silent, thinking over what had been said. She hadn't even realized before...But it was true. Robin had been the one she had run to, but that was because he was the leader! He had always been the one who defeated the villains, and at that moment, she needed the most powerful leader she knew. Her father had just been too powerful.
"Raven?" Cyborg repeated, rather gently, but got nothing but a swishing of a cloak and a small 'I need to talk to Robin' in response before Raven walked off.
Once she was gone, Cyborg sighed and turned around to head into the kitchen begin fixing the toaster, muttering rather insulting things about 'those damn teens' and their 'stupid hormones', as he tried to clean up the mess. This was why he usually stayed out of it. He regretted not listening to his own advice.
After Raven walked off, she calmly walked towards Robin's door, getting ready to talk to him about this. If he was the one who started the rumor, she wanted to get things straight with him. She was no one's girlfriend -- that would hurt their team dynamic and only cause problems, and she didn't want to deal with any of that. Besides, she didn't feel that way about Robin in the first place. Right...?
For some reason, a memory of Beast Boy saying 'C'mon, Rae! Smile! For me?' flashed across Raven's mind. She blinked for a moment in confusion, and then shook her head to rid herself of it. That was odd, to say the least.
"Robin," Raven said in her monotone voice as she slid his door open, to see that he already had one foot out of his window. He looked back at her with a desperate expression filled with guilt and attempted to pull his foot back, but merely ended up tripping over his own table.
"Were you... were you trying to go out to spy on Starfire and Beast Boy?" Raven asked, fighting back the urge to smile at the sight of the Boy Wonder with a desk-full of junk toppling across his body. But she quickly managed to pull the urge back once she realized that it WAS, in fact, what Robin had been preparing to do. "That's an invasion of their privacy, and though I usually wouldn't say anything about Beast Boy, Starfire can make her own decisions."
"I...I just have a bad feeling!" Robin claimed, standing up and brushing some paper-clips from his spiky hair. "With their Communicators off and mine out of commission I can't help but worry, okay? Besides, what if someone attacks the city?"
"We can handle them ourselves. Cyborg and I are more than enough in most cases."
"What if Silkie starts burping up, then? Only Starfire and Beast Boy know how to keep that thing under control."
"Silkie's been asleep all day. I doubt he's about to wake up now."
"Then...Then..." Robin stammered, looking for some form of reasoning to explain his own behavior. Not just to Raven, but himself, too.
Raven rolled her eyes and let out a small sigh. "Fine. Just admit that you're jealous, and I'll go with you. My Communicator still works so if something DOES happen, Cyborg can contact us."
"Jealous?" Robin's voice cracked as his face burned a bright red. "Why would I be jealous? I'm not jealous!"
"Fine, if you won't admit it..." Raven trailed off, beginning to turn and leave the room, but Robin caught her by the arm before she could do so.
"Raven, I DO have a bad feeling. Let's just...Let's just see what's going on, okay? And then we can leave them alone. I last got a signal around that park I brought Starfire to... Around the aquarium."
Raven lifted an eyebrow and looked Robin's face over. She knew him better than most because of the time she had spent in his head, and let out a sigh of defeat. If she DIDN'T go, he'd probably do something all of the team would regret, anyway.
"Fine." She seceded with annoyance.
With that, the two birds left the Titan Tower in search of Beast Boy and Starfire.
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Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
WC, Chapter 4
Wrong Conclusions Chapter four: The Consequence of Seat Switching
Within a few hours, a movie was chosen as were a couple of pizzas. Seeing as that Beast Boy was the 'man of the hour', Starfire and Raven had both agreed that for once, they could splurge on more then one pizza and had gotten a 'meat-lovers' for Robin and Cyborg and a nice 'vegetarian dream' for Beast Boy. Raven usually didn't eat too much pizza to begin with, and Starfire ate anything if she was allowed to add her own personal toppings to it, so their choices weren't an issue. The movie itself was a horror flick, as per usual, but Beast Boy had made sure that it had nothing to do with any vampires. Every time Cyborg had mentioned the word, Beast Boy had come close to hurling.
Beast Boy and Cyborg had been the first to return to the Titans Tower. They had popped the DVD into the player and then went to forcefully drag Robin away from what he had claimed to be a breakthrough in their villain's identity. Starfire and Raven had appeared not ten minutes later with the pizzas and set them onto the table.
Now, the movie was about to begin, and Cyborg stood up in front of Robin (who was moodily tapping his fingers on his arms, which were crossed over his chest) to tell the Titans something about the movie. "This here's a brand-spanking-new horror flick. It's said that someone had a heart attack just watchin' it! It's all about zombies and ghosts -- but no vampires 'cause widdle BB's too scawed," Cyborg flashed a challenging glance at Beast Boy, who was leaning over the couch to watch Cyborg's summary with Raven and Starfire right behind him. To everyone surprise, Beast Boy just gave a weak laugh and scratched the back of his head.
"Er...yeah. Anyway!" Cyborg continued, tossing the DVD case carelessly to the side and sitting down on Robin's left. "C'mon! Sit down everyone, so we can start this thing!"
"Great. Another night of meaningless horror movies. How fun," Raven muttered to herself, watching Starfire float towards the couch. To her surprise, though, Starfire sat on the other side of Cyborg, rather than next to Robin. And what surprised her even further was that Beast Boy, after giving Robin a strange look-over, smiled meekly and sat right beside Starfire, himself, on the corner.
Robin, too, seemed a bit taken-aback by this. Starfire had always sat right beside him during horror movies... She usually used his cloak to shield herself whenever she got scared. Robin looked back at Raven, who merely shrugged and floated forward to take the last available seat, which was next to Robin in the corner opposite Beast Boy.
Cyborg, on the other hand, didn't seem to notice the strange actions and merely continued on with the merriment. "About time. Okay -- let's go!" Cyborg pulled out a remote and pressed a button to turn the lights off, then another one to turn the movie on. Cyborg was into the movie within mere minutes. Robin was lost in the movie quickly as well, as it begin with somewhat of a detective mystery surrounding a strange murder, where as Raven was already beginning to pull out a black book and pretending to ignore the movie best she could. She was thankful for times like this, when she could spend time with her friends and all, but horror movies simply didn't appeal to her, especially after that time she had been frightened into losing her powers.
Beast Boy and Starfire, though, didn't have their attention averted quite so quickly. Both looked from the corner of their eyes at Robin and Raven sitting next to one another, both feeling stabs of jealousy, annoyance at themselves, and disappointment as they did so. Thankfully, it was dark, so none of the Titans noticed that the two were looking -- not even Starfire and Beast Boy. As far as the each knew, the other was lost in the movie, already.
As much as I hate to admit it, they do look good together... Beast Boy growled bitterly at himself, mostly for being so jealous of Robin in the first place. Dude, I gotta get over this! They like each other! Heck, they may even love each other! It's not like I can blame her...Robin's only, like, a million times cooler than me. And I can't blame Robin, either. I mean, if I fell for Raven, why couldn't he? Man, he probably made a move on her a long time ago, too. I should've been quicker! For all I know, it's all it would've taken for her to at least like me...
As Beast Boy mentally wounded himself further, Starfire merely let out and a small sigh and looked up at the movie. Beast Boy was clenching his hand in a fist, almost ready to literally hit himself in the face when he heard her sigh. She was right beside him, after all, and he needed something to snap him out of his mental self-abuse.
So once he heard her sigh, Beast Boy turned his head a bit to look at Starfire's face, which was just barely visible in the dim light emitted from the television screen. It practically ripped his heart in half to look at the poor Tamaranian's expression. She was usually so happy and peppy, but her eyes were so depressed and lonely at that particular moment...The look didn't suit her. At all.
What's up with Star...? Beast Boy asked himself, studying her for a few more moments from the corner of his eye. Within a second, he was mentally smacking himself in the face for not having realized earlier. Of course! Star's totally got the hots for Robin! Man, I forgot she likes him so much with the whole Raven thing going on. She must hate seein' 'em together more than I do! He clenched his teeth, angry at himself for being so self-absorbed recently. But the anger faded, as he looked at her expression again. I wish I could make her feel better... It isn't the same, when she's sad...
"...What is wrong, Beast Boy?" Starfire whispered, turning her head very slightly to look more directly at Beast Boy. He had an uncomfortable look on his face, and she didn't think it was caused by the movie. "Are you positive you are unharmed?"
"Huh?" The Changeling blinked in surprise, before shaking his head vigorously to rid it of any thoughts he had been having a moment before. He managed to lower his voice to an only-slightly-too-loud whisper. "Yeah, fine, fine! Just kinda tired from today. Must've spaced out!" Beast Boy let out his normal, high-pitched laugh while scratching the back of his head.
Cyborg growled darkly around Starfire and hissed, "Shut it, will you?", causing Beast Boy to go completely silent with a guilty expression.
"Well...If you claim so to be true," Starfire said quietly and went back to having her eyes on the movie, though she seemed to be looking almost past the screen instead of directly at it. With a small sigh and one last glance towards Starfire's sad face, Beast Boy finally began to do the same.
Two hours later, the movie finally ended. Raven had managed to ignore the entire thing, where as Robin, Cyborg, and Beast Boy were gaping in horror. Starfire was clinging to Beast Boy's arm and whimpering into it, although apparently, Beast Boy didn't even notice she was there.
"...Ugh, I remember why I hate zombies so much," Robin was a slightly paler color than usual.
"Dude, that was sick...!" Cyborg made a motion to vomit, but seemed to stop himself in time, a closed hand covering his mouth. Raven still scooted away just in case.
"Oh, man, maybe vampires WOULD'VE been better-" But Beast boy's commentary was cut off as his attention was drawn to the arm Starfire was clinging to. She had let out a whimper and dug her nails into his arm.
"Are the walking undead no longer on the screen...?" She managed to squeak out, causing Beast Boy and Cyborg to laugh a bit.
"It's only a movie, Star! And yeah, it's over," the Changeling said with a laugh, as Cyborg joined in. Starfire whimpered again while hesitantly pulling her face away, but refusing to un-dig her nails from Beast Boy's arm.
"But...but I fear they may return!" She cried.
"Yeah, Star, you can deal with vampire-boys flyin' around without so much as yawning, but when it's a guy in a lot of make-up and rubber, you head for the hills," Beast Boy taunted.
"Ooh, don't let the scary make-believe-man get me! Out of my way, sludge beast, I'm hiding from a guy with make-up!" Cyborg imitated Starfire, causing her to smile a bit at her own silliness.
As Beast Boy and Cyborg continued to lightly taunt Starfire's fear of movies but her lack of any fear during battle, Raven and Robin both looked over at the three, having slightly different reactions. They didn't feel like teasing Starfire.
Robin accidentally crushed a piece of crust he was holding in his hand, a sudden wave of anger washing over him. He didn't know why, but every second Starfire continued to hold onto Beast Boy's arm seemed to send a new wave of rage pulsating through his veins. It shouldn't have been a big deal; Starfire hugged people all the time, and that had never bothered him before. But there was some form of territorial voice going off in Robin's head, telling him that Starfire was supposed to be clinging to HIM, to HIS arm right now -- not Beast Boy's. She always sat next to him during horror movies for protection. Why... why was the suddenly avoiding him and going to Beast Boy, of all people, instead?
In Raven's head, a small twinge of annoyance kept going off. She didn't know why, really, and merely assumed it had to do with Beast Boy and Cyborg's taunting. After all, Raven had not had it any better when they had made fun of her fears. They had no right to go after Starfire in such a way, after what happened with Raven. But then again, Starfire was sort of asking for it, sitting right between Beast Boy and Cyborg, rather than Robin...
...Why WAS she sitting next to Beast Boy rather than Robin?
Raven blinked a bit as her eyes focused in on Starfire's hands on Beast Boy's arm. She felt another annoyed twinge in her system. "Nngh," She let out an uncomfortable sound, suddenly slamming her book shut, and causing Beast Boy and Cyborg to go quiet mid-joke.
"I'm going to bed," the half-demon said calmly. "Everyone else probably should, too, with that vampire-guy still running around and everything." With that, she began to float off towards her room.
Robin hopped to his feet instantly, happy to have an opportunity to break Beast Boy, Cyborg, and Starfire up. "Raven's right. We should all go to bed after that fight today. Especially you, Beast Boy," the Boy Wonder gave a smile; half because Beast Boy had done so well that day, and half because Starfire had finally let go of the Changeling's arm. He didn't know why, but the latter caused a cool feeling of relaxation to quickly spread through his body.
"Yeah, I guess you're right," Beast Boy let out a small laugh, hopping to his feet. Cyborg stood up as well, and Starfire simply hovered a few feet above the couch.
"Mm," Robin gave a small nod before turning to walk off. "I think I'll call it a night for now, too. Good night," He waved lightly to his friends, only Starfire waving back. A few moments later there were two recognizable 'Fwoosh' sounds, as Robin's door opened and closed behind him, Raven's door doing the same right after it.
"I should go catch some Z's, too," Cyborg said with a small yawn. "All that chasin' after you was pretty annoying, BB," He snickered lightly, walking off before Beast Boy could think of a retort.
That left Beast Boy feeling pretty frazzled, and he crossed his arms over his chest to pout at the robotic Titan's back. "Stupid Cyborg always having to have the last stupid shot because he's so stu-"
"Are you truly alright, Beast Boy?"
"Huh?" Beast Boy turned a bit to look into Starfire's eyes. She was giving him an uncomfortably worried-filled glance, and he backed up slightly out of instinct. Why's she starin' at me like that...? ...Or does she always, but I never really bothered to notice before...? Aw, man. Beast Boy's thoughts were cut off by the sounds of Cyborg's door opening and closing behind him. "Uh, of course, Star! I mean, why wouldn't I be?"
"Well, after the battle with the Trigon, you have had the Querchok eyes."
"...The what?" By now, Beast Boy was more than accustomed to Starfire's Tamaranian terms, but he could have sworn he'd never heard THAT one before.
"The Querchok is a creature on my planet whose eyes are always filled with sadness and despair, despite its mouth always being up-turned, like a smile. When someone's eyes are filled with the same sadness, though a smile is on the face, that is the term we use on Tammaran," Starfire shrugged innocently, as though she assumed Beast Boy would have known this.
Beast Boy felt his eye twitch, feeling caught. Man, Starfire's a lot sharper than any of us give her credit for... "Really, Star, I'm fine," Beast Boy finally said. "I just...started to think a little more, y'know? And since I'm not used to doing that, it's makin' my head hurt," He laughed a bit, Starfire giggling as well after a brief pause. She was one of the few people who appreciated his jokes...whenever she understood them, anyway.
"Well, if that is what you say," Starfire began to float towards her room, but out of nowhere, Beast Boy's gloved hand gently caught her wrist. Starfire's eyes widened, and she turned back to look at Beast Boy's strangely anxious face. Starfire had no idea, but Beast Boy was dying to know if she was going through the same thing he was. If she was feeling the same pain he felt over Raven's loss, only over Robin's. It may have been a 'misery loves company' thing, but then again, making Starfire feel better could've let Beast Boy forget about Raven, and they could both be their old selves again.
"But...What about you? I mean, I heard Robin talking about you getting totally awesome at your Starbolts all of a sudden, and your eyes are like Kweerchak...Quarche...That thing you said's too!" Beast Boy hadn't meant to be so open about it, but he hadn't thought before blurting everything out.
He flushed darkly and let go of Starfire's wrist as suddenly as he had caught it. Beast Boy spoke up again before Starfire could even reply to his prying question. "Sorry! None of my business. Night, Star!" Beast Boy turned and ran off, feeling horribly embarrassed with what had just come over him, leaving Starfire alone in the living room before she could have even said 'goodnight' back.
Starfire stared blankly after him, but sighed once he was gone, turning towards the window and rubbing her arm lightly. "So, it is obvious that I, too, have the Querchok eyes...?" She asked her reflection, getting no response as she gently pressed her fingertips near the corner of her sad eye.
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Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
Whoo, another one down. It's weird remembering high school stuff as I read through this.
WC, Chapter 3
Wrong Conclusions Chapter 3 : Sudden Beastly Strength
With Robin's motorcycle, Cyborg's car, and Starfire and Raven having the ability to fly, it didn't take long for the four Teen Titans to get Downtown. The only problem was that once they got there, there were no signs of their pale villain, anymore. They got pointed in various general directions from the people who claimed they had seen the attacker, but it took them almost fifteen minutes to find any form of actual trouble.
Down, right outside Chinatown, a battle was taking place. There were sounds of windows being shattered and of various objects being thrown into things, followed by load roars. All the Titans looked at each other in horror before bolting towards the scene, praying that no one had been hurt all too badly, and that they weren't too late to save any lives. Just as they skidded to a stop and Robin prepared to give his age old battle cry of 'Titans, Go!', they all stopped to stare in pure shock, their voices escaping them.
It was indeed the villain that had been reported about on the news. It was a very tall, extremely pale male wearing a long, flowing black cape. He wasn't just pale; in fact, he was paper white, but his hair was black and slicked back. His golden eyes appeared completely hollow and void of any emotion other than light amusement, and as he smirked, two fangs that reached to his chin were revealed. He looked like a perfect person to play a vampire in a movie, other than his outfit choice. It wasn't medieval, but rather almost futuristic. He wore a tight body suit that lessened and flowed out as it reached his knees, and knee-high boots. He wore gloves as well, everything in a jet black. But he wore belts everywhere: dozens up to his gloves, three on his waist, and four in an x-shape on either leg, as well as a collar around his neck. Each belt had a different design and different metal studding going across it.
But the vampire-looking villain was not what shocked the Titans; they had seen considerably stranger. What shocked them was the fact that a moment after seeing the bad-guy, a green cheetah came running at him and leaped into the air, turning into an armadillo and curling into a ball as it did so, nailing the baddy right in the stomach. The villain was sent back, right into a wall, while the armadillo flew in the opposite direction, transforming into a green-skinned and green-haired boy with fangs who adorned a purple and black outfit. His silvery gloves and boots shined slightly in the sunlight as he took the shape closest to human that he could, straightening himself up as he did so, a prominent glare in his dark eyes. Beast Boy looked very fierce and very determined, which left the four other Titans speechless and confused.
Beast Boy did not stop there, though. He leaped into the air and transformed into a small hummingbird, and hurled himself right towards the vampire look-alike. Right before he would have connected with the albino's face, Beast Boy transformed into a very large sea-turtle, causing the nose of the villain to shatter as he smashed right into the man's face.
"Aaugh-!" The villain fell to his knees, shaking violently and clasping his nose in agony. Beast Boy fell to the ground in his turtle shape, landing on his back. Knowing he could not move, he transformed into a gorilla and leaped to his feet, instead. With one final snarl, Beast Boy knocked the villain into the nearest wall for a second time with a sickening crack.
It was this that finally got one of the Titans to make a sound, and it was Starfire that did so. She let out a loud gasp when the villain crashed into the wall, her eyes widening in horror. For a moment, all the Titans simply gaped in horror, thinking Beast Boy had killed him. To their partial-relief, though, the villain opened his eyes and glared at Beast Boy. "We aren't finished, Changeling," he gasped out, his voice slightly gargled due to the blood from his nose, before throwing his hand into the air. A lightning bolt to crashed from the sky and hit his open palm, causing dust to lift up around the entire area from the huge static surge. Beast Boy ran at him, seemingly attempting to prevent this, but by the time the gorilla reached the wall the villain had been leaning against, the vampire look-alike was gone.
Beast Boy transformed back to his human-like shape, growling in rage, staring at the empty spot amidst the cloud of dust. He had let that jerk just get away! That vampire-wannabe had hurt at least five girls, and Beast Boy had let him just get AWAY! No wonder Raven preferred Robin over him. Robin would never have let such a man escape...
"Whoah-!" Beast Boy suddenly felt the muscles around in his thighs give way and cause him to collapse to the ground. He had transformed far too many times, and it had drained too much of his energy. Beast Boy had been in such a blind rage, he had not noticed how much energy he had actually wasted.
"Beast Boy!" Starfire flew up to him quickly, the other Titans right behind her. "Are you damaged?" She placed a hand on his shoulder, looking worriedly at her friend.
"I'm fine," Beast Boy panted out, lightly bushing Starfire's hand away. He was thankful for her worry, more than she could have ever known, but he felt defeated and didn't need anyone touching him at that very moment. He had only fought the vampire look-alike on his way to try and prove to himself that he was every bit as strong as Robin, only to find that he had been wrong. Robin was the better man after all, no matter how he tried to prove that truth wrong.
"Dude, that was amazing!" Cyborg said with a metallic hand on his head in disbelief. "BB, since when are you THAT powerful? If your evil half fought like that, I wouldn't've been able to kick his butt!"
"I have to say, I'm just as surprised," Robin said in an awe-filled voice, looking over the damage done to the area from their fight. It looks like the battle with Trigon didn't only effect Starfire...
"Yeah, but I still lost!" Beast Boy growled bitterly. "I couldn't stop him, and now we have some crazy killer on the loose. Augh, I'm such a LOSER!" He threw his elbow into the air, wanting to smash his fist into the cement beneath him, but suddenly found that his arm was no longer under his control. He opened his eyes and looked at his gloved hand, noting that it was glowing black with Raven's aura.
"Beast Boy, you fought better than you ever have before. If he wasn't able to teleport like that, you would have won," Raven stated in a mildly-irritated tone. "Now, stop being an idiot. Your body's exhausted - and breaking your hand won't help anyone."
Beast Boy wanted to say something happy, or at least sarcastic back to Raven. Something like 'Well, if I get a cast, I might be able to hit him over the head with it. For all we know, that's his one weakness!'. But Beast Boy couldn't. As the Changeling looked up at Raven, he found his voice caught in his throat. The realizations he had made the night before were still haunting him.
"...You're right," He finally said in complete defeat, feeling Raven let go of his hand. Only she did not do this out of relief; she did so out of sudden shock.
"...What was that?" Cyborg asked, unable to believe it any more than Raven. He was sure he'd misheard.
"She's right. Letting my anger out on the ground isn't going to do anyone any good," Beast Boy let out a sheepish laugh, turning away from Raven to look towards the damage he had caused. Smashed windows, broken walls, demolished signs, scathed pavement... "I did enough damage as it is, anyway. I guess I really need to control myself better, huh?" He gave a forced smile, looking back to his friends. The smile became even more strained as he saw Raven silently land beside a thoroughly-confused Robin.
"Your control is most impressive as it is, Beast Boy," Starfire said, causing Beast Boy to remember she was right beside him. She was smiling proudly, as though he were Silkie who had learned not to eat Cyborg's bolts. "The loss you have suffered was not of your accord, and you should find pride in what you have accomplished."
Beast Boy blinked for a moment. Starfire always had the nicest things to say but he never really...took any notice to them before. She was usually complimenting everyone, but this was one of the rare times he had fought on his own. For some reason, her words got through to him, even if Raven's, Robins, and Cyborg's had not.
"...Yeah," He said, finally able to muster a true grin, his lower fang protruding slightly. "Well, I did some major bad-guy bashing today!" Beast Boy said proudly, standing up and beginning to sound like his usual self. "I say we all go and celebrate!"
"Oh, glorious!" Starfire said excitedly, clapping her hands together. "May I suggest the pizza and the night of frightening movies?"
"I... Don't see why not," Robin finally said, scratching the back of his head. For a moment, he could have sworn Beast Boy had been on the verge of a break down, but that didn't seem to be the case now. He, of course, wanted to search the area for clues, see what had happened, why this villain had appeared from nowhere, what he had done. But with how Beast Boy was acting, he wasn't willing to try and force anything yet. If he was happy again, it was best to keep that up.
"Aw, yeah!" Cyborg cried, punching his metallic fist into the air. "BB and I can rent the movie. We should get that new one about the vampires..."
"Augh, no more vampires," Beast Boy muttered, getting a sickened look. "Drinking blood's even sicker than eating meat, dude!"
Cyborg laughed a bit, as Starfire floated up into the air, her face filled with glee. "I shall bring us the pizza which we may consume!"
All four other members twitched in unison at that idea, Raven being the first to speak up with a nervous expression. "Uh, Star? Maybe I should come with you to order...Your tastes always are a lot different from ours."
"Wonderful, friend Raven!" Starfire said, just as joyfully, watching Raven float up into the air beside her.
Robin laughed a bit, watching Cyborg and Beast Boy walking off, and Starfire and Raven beginning to float away. "I guess I'll try and research a bit on this new guy while you're all getting ready, then," Robin said to himself, walking calmly to his motorcycle, more than ready to take some private time studying clues after Starfire and Beast Boy's strange behavior that day.
Disclaimers:
Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand and the vampire-dude belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
Still updating~
WC, Chapter 2
Wrong Conclusions Chapter two: Bewildered Birds
"Hey...Where are Starfire and Beast Boy?" Robin asked as he stepped into the living room well past noon. Cyborg was sitting on the couch and playing a one-player video game, and Robin had heard Raven meditating in her room on his way there.
"I think BB's still asleep. I haven't heard a word from the little green dude all day; I think he's still tired from fighting himself. Took me a few seconds to whoop his evil self's butt, though- Hey-!" Cyborg continuously pressed down on the 'X' button, barely flipping out of the way and then steering his virtual car in time to continue.
Robin blinked for a moment from behind his mask, more confused. Beast Boy usually would have been long awake and talking about their fight by now. It wasn't like him. Well, he was probably was just very tired, just as Cyborg had suggested. It had been an excruciatingly long fight, even by Teen Titan standards. "What about Starfire? She wasn't in her room."
"I think she's practicing?" Cyborg muttered, only half paying attention to his worried leader, not taking his eyes off the game.
"Practicing?" Robin echoed, bemused.
"You know. Training. She's in the training hall downstairs, working with that new program I installed a while ago. I dunno what's gotten into her, but I guess it's just her way of celebratin' or somethin'," Cyborg shrugged. It wasn't like he'd asked her for any details.
"What? We spent all yesterday fighting, and now she's fighting, again? She's never done that before..." Robin glanced worriedly towards the staircase which led to the training hall, wondering what was wrong with the girl. Did she feel sick? Had something one of the other boys said hurt her feelings? Had Trigon hurt her, and now the she was merely trying to find a way to escape the pain without worrying the others?
Starfire never told anyone when she was feeling badly, and when she felt badly was always the time she trained for no apparent reason. Most of those times, though, all Robin had to do was merely walk in and ask what was wrong, and she had told him everything. It had always been obvious whenever Starfire was upset; she always missed and never clapped or cheered whenever she did something correctly. Not to mention, the fake, weak excuse for a smile she had always tried to adorn in those situations.
"I'm going to go see what's wrong," Robin muttered, beginning to jog towards the staircase.
"Nothing's wrong, man! I know that look she gets, and she doesn't have it. Star's just...training," Cyborg told Robin, not bothering to take his eyes off of his video game. True, he knew that something was different with Starfire, but the Tamaranian seemed happy enough, so Cyborg wasn't about to get involved in her business.
Robin paused for a moment, considering what Cyborg said. And then he shrugged it off without a second thought. "I'm still going to check for myself." And with that, the Boy Wonder vanished from the living room.
Cyborg sighed but said nothing. He wasn't about to worry his circuits over those two. Whatever their deal was, it was between Robin and Starfire. Unless Cyborg ever did anything to specifically upset one of them, he decided to stay uninvolved. As long as it didn't cause problems during missions, he'd let them figure their own stuff out.
The machine-human hybrid was just about to finish off the level when a strangely perky, gothic voice caused him to jump up in surprise. "'Morning, heh."
"GAH-!" Cyborg dropped his game controller as he jumped, causing his virtual vehicle to crash into the dinosaur in front of it. After a moment of light fury, Cyborg sighed, letting it slide. As though that didn't happen millions of times a day anyway. He merely picked the controller up off of the ground and looked up to see Raven's lightly worried face. It was hard to catch, but Cyborg had known her long enough to tell. She was back to her black leotard and blue cape and hood, just like the day before, only the hood was still down on her shoulders and not casting that eerie shadow over her face.
"My, don't you sound happy today," Cyborg taunted with a smirk, causing Raven's breathing to steady a bit in relief that he wasn't angry with her.
"Why wouldn't I be?" She asked in her monotone voice, allowing her purple eyes to scan her surroundings. She could feel Starfire's energy below her, and she had heard Robin merely moments ago, but she felt nothing from Beast Boy. "It's really empty in here." She pointed out, unable to force herself to outright ask if Cyborg had seen the Changeling that day.
"Star's training, and her little boyfriend's gone down to see if she's okay. I haven't seen BB all day, though. I figure he's still sleeping. I never saw him leave his room."
"All day?" Raven repeated, sounding rather uninterested, but her eyes drifted towards the hall in which Starfire's and Beast Boy's rooms were located. No matter how she strained her senses, she couldn't feel any form of pulse or aura from him. "I can't feel him. I know he's lazy and everything, but I don't think even HE is capable of completely stopping his heartbeat for that long."
Cyborg let out a small laugh, starting his game over again. "Maybe he left before we woke up to go tell his story to all the girls that'll listen. He probably used the window and just turned into some bird. You know how he can get after we whoop a butt that big."
Raven found herself feeling the lightest twinge of annoyance but calmed down quickly enough. She didn't need to control her emotions quite as much as she used to, for she had nothing to fear from her father, but her powers were still not under total control, and she didn't want to risk accidentally breaking a piece of Cyborg off. "...Probably," was all she said before pulling her hood over her head and casting a dark shadow over her face. She walked towards the kitchen without another word, ready to prepare herself a nice cup of herbal tea.
Though the volume was up rather high and Cyborg's game was far from silent, Raven heard nothing more than her own, slightly agitated thoughts as she set the teapot on the stove. It's only been one day and Beast Boy's already off trying to show off to girls? He's only going to make himself look like a total fool by telling one of his ridiculous jokes.
Raven used her powers to over-shadow a cup on a high shelf and cause it to float towards her. Her thoughts, though, didn't cease. He nearly kills himself, and he doesn't even bother to stay at the Tower right after all existence was almost wiped out? Augh. He's probably over-exaggerating the story for a bunch of simpletons right this moment. THEY weren't the ones that risked the necks to try and keep him and the others safe...!
Raven heard a faint tinkling sound and looked up to find the cup which had been floating towards her beginning to crack. Raven let out a deep breath and caught the cup, relaxing her powers. She took another deep breath to clear her mind and began thinking more logically than emotionally.
What does it matter? Beast Boy always does this. Why should I care, anyway? I shouldn't. With that, Raven walked over to a pot of now-hot herbal tea and began to pour some of the liquid into her cup. She did everything very calmly and very placidly, as was typical of her. But as she sipped on her tea, she got the sudden urge to go to her room and use a spell to pin-point Beast Boy's location... Just to make sure he was alright, and her father hadn't planned something a little extra as a goodbye present.
Raven set the half-empty cup down and began walking back to her room, leaving Cyborg to his gaming.
Meanwhile, when Robin had reached the bottom of the staircase, and he was met with Starfire's cries of rage, followed by the sounds of object after object being shattered. As much as he begged it not to do so, Robin's heart began pounding. It was pumping blood faster and faster through his system because of the sudden bursts of worry. It was practically an instinct at that point, an instinct which Robin usually didn't notice. Whenever he heard Starfire shout in such a manner, Robin always wanted to make sure Starfire was alright, but usually, he couldn't. He knew she was strong - a lot stronger than he was - and he knew that she could stand up to a lot of damage. But something about Starfire was also strangely delicate, and it had Robin constantly fighting the urge to try and protect her.
Of course, he could never have told her that. Oh, god, no. That... that would involve talking about his feelings, and Robin wasn't good at that. It had been hard enough to tell Starfire he thought it was 'cool she was, like, the strongest girl ever' all those days ago.
Augh. Robin still kicked himself in the head whenever he thought of the reaction he had had. He was usually so cool, so calm, but Starfire managed to make him jumpy at the mere mention of the word 'girlfriend'. And it hadn't even been Starfire who had mentioned it! It had been Cyborg mentioning that word around Starfire which had sent the Boy Wonder off.
In truth, part of the reason Robin had never said anything was because he wasn't quite SURE about how he felt about Starfire. Sure, he wanted to protect her. Yes, he thought she was pretty, and he liked most of the things she did, but, those were like brother-sister feelings, weren't they? He felt angry whenever other boys hit on her, but that was because he didn't want her hurt - that was all. Really!
Robin shook his head violently, freeing his mind of all such thoughts. Starfire was mad, and he needed to find out why. She needed to be happy to fly, and they needed her to fly in case they had a mission. That was it.
With that thought in mind, Robin opened the door to the training hall, giving a timid little "Starfire?" as he did so.
His eyes widened in surprise from behind his mask when he saw what was going on. Starfire was floating up in the air with her eyes blazing a bright, acidic green, shattering thin plate after thin plate as it flew into the air for her. Her aim was amazing; clearly much better than it had been up to this point. After all, Starfire wasn't exactly known for her stellar aim - she always tended to miss about ten star-bolts and only maybe connect by the eleventh. But at this moment, Starfire was hitting plate after plate, only missing five or six times in total as she did so.
She let out a cry every time she hit a plate, obviously not hearing Robin's voice over the sound of the shattering. Robin stood for a moment, watching her in surprise. She looked totally brutal, and yet, she was hovering in the air, which meant she was still relatively happy.
"Training Mode: Off," Robin finally said, causing the machine sending the plates to suddenly shut down.
"Huh?" The rage in Starfire's eyes faded quickly, and she floated gently to the ground with a mildly confused expression on her face. She blinked for a moment, but then turned, smiling as she saw Robin standing there and looking oddly nervous. "Oh, greetings, friend Robin!" She said cheerfully, clapping her hands together.
Robin flinched a bit, but he decided to let it slide. She hadn't called him 'friend' Robin in quite a while. "What're you doing training, Star? We just spent all of yesterday fighting. I mean, we saved the world. Isn't that worth a little break...?"
"Oh, I am well aware of our astounding victory, but the battle with the Trigon also gave me the realization that I must train more vigorously. The whole universe was almost thrown into evil, and I was able to do but a very little to help the side of good. I have decided to focus more on training myself, in the case that another bad, bad man appears to threaten my friends."
Robin smiled a bit as she finished her explanation, fighting down the urge to laugh. Starfire really had a pure heart, even if she did express her ideas in the strangest ways he had ever heard. "Well, if you're sure," he said, walking up closer to her. After all, he understood wanting to get better at combat. "But you should still take a small break, Star. I mean, I know better than anyone what being uptight can get you... We can start the usual Combat Practice again in a few days, but for now, we should just be glad we're all alright."
"Well, if you believe so should be done," Starfire sighed in defeat, allowing the glow on her hands to completely dissipate. "I still have much further to go to improve myself."
Robin smiled at her dedication, but his eyes widened a moment later, when he started to take notice of the room. "How long've you been training, anyway?" he asked, looking at the huge amount of shattered plates. The pile of ones hit with the first shot was much, much larger than the other ones, that had gotten further away.
"Three, perhaps four hours?" Starfire said nonchalantly, not entirely positive herself. She tilted her head as she noticed Robin's eyes widen in shock and felt herself grow a bit red in the face. "I am aware that my progress is rather slow and disconcerting, but I am sure that I shall improve if I merely clear my mind of all disturbances."
"Slow?" Robin found himself a bit taken aback by her suggestion. "Star, you've improved more today than you have in over a year of training with me." He laughed a bit, scratching his head. Robin felt rather ashamed that he had not trained Starfire in such a way before. It suddenly felt as though he had been wasting her talents. "I still don't get it, though. What's brought on this sudden...change?" he looked at her worriedly, hoping his mask caused him to mostly look relaxed instead. It didn't.
Starfire went quiet for a bit, fighting back to urge to tell him of everything she had decided the night before. After a moment, she merely smiled sweetly, and hovered back into the air, using the thought of Robin being happy with Raven. "Oh, I have merely decided to rid myself of a few deliberations which have been plaguing my mind. It has allowed me to access my highest potential, friend Robin, so I will be able to deliver larger cans of the butt whoop, worthy of my position in the Teen Titans."
"I'm impressed," Robin admitted. "This is really going to help us out, Starfire. We need to keep getting better and better, now that Slade's on the loose again. But - why don't we go get lunch, now, while Beast Boy's not in the kitchen finishing off the rest of the fridge, yet?"
Starfire giggled a bit. "That idea is simply glorious," she said, floating towards the door, ahead of Robin.
Robin chuckled lightly as he watched her float gleefully. But something about what she had said earlier still bothered him. 'Deliberations'? Something had been bothering Starfire up to that point, and he hadn't noticed? How could Trigon's defeat have calmed her down like this? None of them had known about Raven's father before Slade had shown them the mark of Skath...
With a small sigh, Robin followed her, deciding not to push his luck. Starfire was happy, Raven was alive and well, and his team was still together and stronger than ever. He wasn't about to ruin everything by prying into Starfire's personal business.
As Raven traced her jewel over a map of the city, and Robin and Starfire began speaking pleasantly about why Starfire found the taste of mustard so strangely pleasing, the Tower's alarm went off. Red lights blared in every room of the Tower, and a loud buzzing sound was heard in all rooms. "There's something Downtown," Cyborg said, seeing the police report and map on the TV screen, which had shut off his game automatically. "It's some new guy, really pale, a cape, nobody caught his name. We need to hurry," Cyborg turned around, seeing Robin already putting his motorcycle helmet on, and Starfire already halfway out the door with Raven right beside her. Something in that picture was missing, but Robin was already on it.
"Beast Boy! Where are you?" Robin shouted into his communicator, seeing Beast Boy's face appear for only a moment. The pointy-eared teen looked very flustered and annoyed by Robin's disturbance as he appeared on the screen.
"Listen, dude, this ISN'T THE TIME!" Beast Boy shouted, but yelped, leaning out of frame the next second. Quite suddenly, the screen went fuzzy and Cyborg lost the signal before he could even pinpoint the location of their missing team member.
"'Isn't the time'? Beast boy! BEAST BOY!" Robin shouted angrily, getting no response. What could have been more important!? Augh, that was just like Beast boy, never having his priorities straight!
"So, what do we do?" Cyborg asked, glancing at Robin. Starfire and Raven both looked to their leader as well.
"We ignore it for now, but Beast Boy's getting it once we find him! We need to focus on this guy Downtown. Titans, go!" Robin jammed his communicator into his belt and led the way out the door, the other three Teen Titans following quickly after. Everything that had been bothering any of the Titans was pushed quickly aside and replaced with a worry for their city's well-being.
Disclaimers:
Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Update:
As said, I'm updating the chapters. So this one's now done as well.
WC, Chapter 1
Wrong Conclusions Chapter one: Clandestine Farewells
She had smiled through the whole thing.
She had smiled when Raven had defeated Trigon. She had smiled when she saw her dear friend in a white cloak back, now in her older form. She had smiled when she saw Raven hug her other dear friend, Robin. She had still smiled when she saw Beast Buy hugging Raven next. Even back in the Titan Tower, she had smiled throughout the whole celebration for having their teammate back, and the Earth having been returned back to normal. She had even smiled while noticing that Robin and Raven were having an intimate talk.
She had smiled the whole time.
But as the door to her room slid shut, Starfire finally had a chance to lean her back against the wall and allowed the tears to flow down her cheeks. Oh, she was still smiling, but now it was a bitter-sweet smile of defeat. And it turned into a scowl within moments.
Starfire really was ecstatic that Raven was back, that wasn't the problem! What bothered the poor Tamaranian more than anything was the fact that Raven and Robin were now, once again, close. True, the two had always gotten along better than most of the other Titans - especially after Raven had been within Robin's mind. But when they had hugged, Robin had not pulled away from Raven in the same manner he always had from Starfire. Around the Tamaranian, Robin had always been oddly quiet and had always gotten very angry and tacit after she did anything affectionate. Seeing Raven being allowed to get that close to Robin was simply too much for Starfire to bear.
And what hurt Starfire most as her back pressed into the wall, allowing the tears to roll down her cheeks, was that she was happy for them. She loved Raven and Robin very dearly, and wasn't about to try and stand in their way. If the two had such feelings for each other, Starfire was going to allow everything to run its course, even if it meant giving up on Robin. She wanted both friends to be happy, even if it tore her up on inside.
Starfire tried to wipe the hot tears away from her face but merely caused herself more discomfort. She had wiped her face with her forearm, around which her armor was clasped, and the cold suddenly contacting with her face caused a shiver of discomfort to run down her spine. She gave a choked sob, allowing her mind to wander to her sad thoughts of defeat once more.
Starfire had almost always had feelings for Robin, for as long as she could remember. He had always been very kind to her, even if he didn't baby her in battle. Rightfully so, considering Starfire's immense strength and endurance; she would have felt he was thinking little of her if he had tried to protect her during fights. But it was because Robin had always been so kind to her that Starfire had though she had a chance with him.
That thought had only been reinforced when Robin had acted very ashamed during his forced date with that treacherous 'Kitten' girl. And again, when he had stopped Starfire's sister from taking Starfire's place in the Teen Titans. Then again, when he had helped stop Starfire's arranged marriage on Tamaran to that unfortunate blob her sister had found for her. All of these actions had caused Starfire to have stronger and stronger feelings for him, and she believed that he had felt the same about her. After Robin had mentioned the difficulty he had speaking of feelings, Starfire had decided to take things one step at a time and wait for a day when Robin was ready to bring up the subject of his own accord.
But apparently, Starfire had waited too long. And for this, she simply loathed herself.
Slowly, as Starfire's gasps for breath became less strangled, she realized something that made her feel even more foolish than before.
So what if she hadn't said anything to Robin? If he felt that strongly about Raven, it merely meant he didn't feel such a way about her. Starfire couldn't, for a moment, imagine Robin being the sort who could harbot feeling for two beings at once. So, she had merely saved herself a very embarrassing conversation and weeks of awkward glances.
Starfire gave a small laugh, at last finding the bright side she had so hoped for. "W-Well, it appears as though this particular t-time I am not victorious," she told herself in a half-joking but still extremely bitter manner as she crossed her arms over her chest. She had won so many battles for the Titans just with her strength alone that losses were rare experiences for her.
Starfire thought of how now, she could still talk the way she always had with Robin without any awkward feelings, and of the happiness he would one-day obtain when he and Raven told one another of their emotions. Surprising as it was, it was happy enough of a thought to allow the Tamaranian to hover off of the ground and over to her bed.
So, she couldn't get Robin. Oh, well. She could focus more on her other friends and focus on getting stronger in battle. She was a hero on Earth, and people depended on her! Romance wasn't something she needed; heck, it may have even gotten in her way.
She thought again of the vision of Raven and Robin hugging the way they had. Starfire gave a small giggle, now feeling mildly better about it in her head. Her heart ached as though it had been ripped in two, but the gladness Starfire felt inside of her head was enough to let her push that part of her feelings aside. The two did make for an interesting couple. And now she'd have more time to get to know Cyborg and Beast Boy. She had fought along-side both of them during their battle with Trigon, and knew little to nothing of them! At least, compared to Robin and Raven.
All Starfire knew of Cyborg was that half of him was apparently this thing called a 'machine'. Starfire did not understand the concept too well. The machines she had always dealt with could not think on their own, much less feel. There was much more to Cyborg than merely his mechanics, and she knew that he knew the same pain of discrimination as she did. She regretted never taking the time to share more experiences with him.
Beast Boy was another mystery to her. Before Terra came into their lives, Beast Boy had always been funny and lazy, trying to ignore any responsibility he could. He spoke like most the human 'surfers' of the Earth did, and yet he didn't look human at all. He had always made jokes and bothered Raven, and every one of the Titans had always thought of him as someone who wore his emotions on his sleeves, including Starfire. But after Terra's betrayal, a new side of Beast Boy had been exposed. He had true passion in his heart and risked everything for someone the other Titans no longer trusted, and he managed to bring out the good in her one final time.
Starfire's lids suddenly became heavy as she closed her bright-green eyes, hearing voices not too far away from her door. Unlike Robin's and Raven's rooms, her door was left rather thin, so that she could hear if trouble was beginning to stir.
Starfire smiled, recognizing the voices of her fellow Titans. Raven and Robin had already headed to their separate rooms, so it was only Beast Boy and Cyborg left in the hallway.
"So, up for a game of Stank-Ball, BB? I choked down some of your stupid tofu-bacon, I owe you a good butt-whooping for that," Cyborg's low and playful voice rumbled. Starfire could sense the stench of the 'Stank-Ball' even through her door.
"...No thanks, dude," Beast Boy's voice came, accompanied by a small, forced laugh and a very fake and unconvincing yawn. "I think I'm gonna call it a night. After fightin' myself for almost a whole day, I think it's only right I caught up on some Z's before I make up for all my lost couch-time. 'Sides, shouldn't you recharge, too?"
"Alright, if you're so scared of losing," Cyborg taunted, but the sound of his heavy footsteps was heard afterward. Beast Boy's light footsteps followed a moment later, along with the sounds of his door sliding closed.
Starfire closed her eyes, allowing the welcoming feeling of sleep to over-take her. True, it was very uncomfortable for her to sleep in her uniform, much less her armor, but all of the emotions she had felt that day, along with the exhausting battle with her alter-ego, caused Starfire to be completely drained of energy. With a small sigh of 'Farewell, Robin...' Starfire allowed sleep to take over her exhausted body.
As Starfire accepted everything and allowed sleep to take over, another Titan had his emotions rattled in a similar manner, if not to a more serious extent. He walked over to his bed, sitting down on the bottom rather than top bunk, and merely stared at the ground with a blank expression on his face. Beast Boy was in a state of shock, still unable to comprehend all of the sudden grief he was feeling.
He had been just as happy as the other Titans the whole time, after all, why shouldn't he have been? Raven was back and free of Trigon's control, everyone was alive, he had hugged Raven, she acted the same as always by asking him to flake off - everything was back to normal.
Beast Boy's eyes narrowed as he finally accepted a small truth. Everything ISN'T back to normal...
He balled his hands into fists and stood as a wave of rage suddenly washed over him. Without thinking or realizing what was happening, Beast Boy began picking up things in his room and throwing them at walls. He threw his action figures, his chairs, his empty food containers - everything he could have gotten his hands on. Beast Boy had learned from the chemical reaction he had had when Adonis had pushed him into those toxins that nobody could hear him breaking things in his room; his walls were very sound proof. He had only acted in a similar manner once since that incident, and it had been after Raven had broken all the things he had made for her birthday.
After a few minutes of his items shattering and bursting apart, Beast Boy finally calmed down, breathing very heavily. He clutched the lamp he had been preparing to throw tightly in his fist, wondering if he should throw it afterall or not. After a moment of consideration, the green teenager merely set the lamp back down on his nightstand and fell back into his bottom bunk.
Beast Boy felt dizzy. His heart was pounding in anger and frustration, but his eyes stung as they were quickly welling up with tears. He couldn't believe it! He had gotten his hopes up so high after Terra was no more, only to get them stepped on!
He placed his forearm over his eyes, to shield them from the light of his window. It didn't help him any, though. Beast Boy still saw everything that had happened the day, as though it were a movie being shown on the back of his eyelids.
Raven didn't care about him. She didn't care about him in the least. When Trigon had thrown them all to the ground, she had stood over him for a few moments, looking frantic. Beast Boy's heart had leaped, hoping she was going to help him to his feet. But no. No, she ran right to Robin and kept telling him, and only him, to get up, as though the other Titans were nothing.
And then, after Trigon was defeated, she had hugged Robin without a second thought. And after Beast Boy had made it clear he wanted the old Raven back and tried to hug her as well, she had snapped at him. Once in the Tower, she had stuck to Robin, and only Robin. Again. The two had been speaking as though they were lovers behind everyone else's backs - Beast Boy had seen more than enough movies to recognize that.
Beast Boy tried to let out a steadied breath, but it ended up a rattled choke instead. He remained on his bottom bunk for what felt like must have been hours, taking all the jabs of emotions he was suddenly feeling. Beast Boy felt jealous of Robin for being so close to Raven, he was angry at Raven for not caring about him, he loathed Trigon for causing Raven and Robin to grow that much closer, he felt sick with himself for having such negative feelings towards his friends, but most of all, Beast Boy was just...confused.
Why did he feel like this? Raven was so creepy, and he knew that. Sure, he worried about her, but...but she was just another Titan, right? A creepy, half-demon Teen Titan. Yeah, there had been times when he had felt close to her, as though she had even understood him, but that was just because she wasn't allowed to show emotions. Raven had to suppress her emotions, kind of similar to Beast Boy. Though Beast Boy didn't hide them - he merely masked them with a smile or a bad joke, but it was the same thing. It was bottling up pain and frustration inside until it finally burst. They both understood that.
The more Beast Boy thought about it, the more he realized how he and Raven were alike. Sure, she liked poetry, and he liked video games, but what they felt was similar. Both of them didn't want to bother the others with their problems. Neither one liked to be bothered when they were doing something solitary. And most importantly, both of them knew the feeling of having their hearts ripped out and stepped on. For Raven, it had been Malchior, and for Beast Boy, it had been Terra.
Malchior...The mere memory of the name caused Beast Boy's blood to turn to boiling oil. What he had done to Raven was simply sick and wrong. Sure, Raven was quiet, but using her in such a way caused Beast Boy's skin to crawl. Raven deserved better than that! She may not have been a beauty queen, but there was something alluring about her gothic appearance. And she was very smart, too; all she did was read! She had a taste for poetry, which proved she was cultured - not to mention how she had handled her life, always being told she would turn the world to dust, yet fighting to make it better, instead. She was impossibly strong for that. Raven deserved someone caring, someone fun, someone who saw how wonderful she was, someone who could appreciate her! Someone like Beast Boy!
The Changeling suddenly sat bolt upright in his bed with her eyes wide in horror. He...He hadn't just thought that. Sure, he liked Raven and everything but...but...
Oh, who was he kidding? He loved everything about her! The names she called him, that strand of hair that hung on one side of her face, that jewel in her forehead, the way she used her powers, the way she smelled, the way it took him months to get her to even crack a smile...Everything!
"Aw, man, I totally blew it..." Beast Boy groaned to himself, allowing himself to once again, fall onto the bottom bunk. "It's too late now...She digs Robin. If I weren't such a stupid-AUGH!" He punched his bedpost with the side of his fist, thankfully doing nothing more than causing his fist to throb in pain and Silkie to fall off from the top bunk.
Beast Boy let out a slow breath, rationalizing everything quickly in his head. Raven liked Robin, and Robin was one of his best buds - there would be no standing in their way. No running after Raven, no matter what. She was out of his league; Beast Boy had a better chance with CYBORG.
He turned around, smiling despite the sad look in his eyes. "Oh, well," He told himself. "Now I can focus on being less of a loser, and maybe find me a REAL babe. ...Goodbye, Raven," he whispered to himself before shutting his eyes and, a few moments later, beginning to emit a soft snore.
Disclaimers:
Starfire, Beast Boy, Raven, Robin, Cyborg, Silkie, and pretty much everything but the plot at hand belongs to © D. C. Comics/Cartoon Network/Kids WB
9/2019 Edit:
For anyone beginning to read this, you're in luck - I'm re-doing the story, making small edits, and forcing myself to re-read it so that I can continue. Hopefully, life doesn't get in the way and I'll manage to wrap this fanfic up, once and for all.
Wrong Conclusions edits
I had a fanfic I wrote back in 2005, when I was 15, after the Raven Trigon arch first aired. I forgot all about it until someone finally emailed me recently asking what was up with it, and I realized I hadn’t updated since 2012. I’m going to be going through one at a time to try and update them to remember the story so that I can finally finish it. I’ll post them here, as well, for fun, since I put some of my fan stuff here, too.
Enjoy, anyone who likes the original Teen Titans cartoon!
-TheFaithie