Gloria Snuck Up On Me
Rehearsals recently began for the College of Charleston’s production of “By the Way, Meet Vera Stark” by Lynn Nottage, in which I portray a fictional 30′s movie star named Gloria Mitchell. Gloria has a secret. A secret that, if revealed would destroy both her career and reputation. Gloria is an octoroon- 1/8 black, but she passes as white and has managed to successfully conceal her race and move up the Hollywood ladder. The word “octoroon” is no longer used. I heard it for the first time in this play. Gloria’s cousin is Vera Stark, who works as her maid and has dark skin, but harbors a dream of becoming an actress as well. Vera helps Gloria keep her secret, though in the long run Vera’s own career never reaches the height of Gloria’s because of her darker skin tone.
Gloria is a daunting undertaking. The whole play is pretty intimidating. I’ve been at a bit of a loss on where to ”start” my work, aside from actually reading and re-reading the play. Before winter break I had read the play 3 times and was letting it simmer and live in my brain for a bit. I found myself over-analyzing Gloria to the point of anxiety. I didn’t feel like I knew her at all. Or was capable of knowing her. Not good.
So I went to New York right before the New Year. It may have been the first time I’ve ever been in the city and not seen a Broadway show. Instead, I went to museums. First the Metropolitan and then the new Whitney. I love Modern Art the most, so was anticipating going to the Whitney. I have always gone to the MoMA, which is spectacular, but seems familiar and comfortable now. I wanted something new.
There were 2 big exhibits at the Whitney. The first, a retrospective of Frank Stella and the second was “Jazz Age Modernist”, works by black painter Archibald Motley. Motley was known for his vibrant scenes of the Harlem Renaissance which reminded me of Ernst Ludwig Kirchner’s images of the Berlin streets.
Saturday Night by Archibald Motley
Street, Berlin by Ernst Ludwig Kirchner
However, these exciting group scenes were not the first paintings in the exhibit. The first few paintings were portraits of solo figures. Each woman was a varied degree of black. As I listened to my museum guide, I learned that Motley had painted women of all backgrounds to portray the diversity of race within race. How is a light skinned black person different than a white person? They aren’t. Except that the light skinned black person continues to be threatened by segregation and racism. There’s a certain absurdity to it. To me, these works drive home the idea that everyone is equal and they challenge the viewer to examine their own concepts of race.
When I walked into the Archibald Motley exhibit something unexpected happened. The second painting was titled “The Octoroon Girl”. The subject was young, she could have been my age and looked white. I think my jaw literally dropped open. I even looked around like ‘where are the cameras’, thinking it must have been some cosmic joke. Yet, here was my inspiration for Gloria, hanging on this wall, waiting for me. Why did I ever worry? She had just been waiting for the perfect moment.
The Octoroon Girl by Archibald Motley












