STOP TRYING TO SELL ME AI ART IN MY PERSONAL DMs!!! [Or at all really] I'm not fucking stupid and I dont want your "comms"
There are plenty of actual artists that I would rather throw my money at.
So, disrespectfully, GO TF AWAY! 🫰
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STOP TRYING TO SELL ME AI ART IN MY PERSONAL DMs!!! [Or at all really] I'm not fucking stupid and I dont want your "comms"
There are plenty of actual artists that I would rather throw my money at.
So, disrespectfully, GO TF AWAY! 🫰
PSA: on the topic of generative AI, dont come into my DMs with AI prompted messages and ideas then ask what I think. I will give detailed descriptions of the Polytrix girls getting down and nasty. And each time this happens, the next description will be more detailed and dirty.
I will weaponize my horny. I am not afraid nor do I have a filter. You have been warned. Thank you have a good day 😊 🫰
my favorite thing abt huntrix is that I'm gay for them all in different ways
Rumi is simultaneously the coolest girl I've ever seen and the most pathetic sad wet cat dork. I want to study her like a bug, bc how do you fit all of That in one person
Mira she so 🥵 but also 🥰. Step on me mommy but also lovergirl??? Tf?
Zoey flips between being extremely adorable and also scarousing when she's at her freakiest. If you can't handle her at her 7585857th turtle fact, you can't handle her at her 2nd kink
I've never related more to a post before. Thank you for validating my feels.
I could add to this but it would probably be a super long post [as I really relate to Mira's lovergirl side] but I'll leave it be...
National Schizophrenia Awareness Day is on July 25 [???] Okay so I'm late but here it is:
My experience with Schizophrenia:
I myself, have Schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a spectrum and looks different for most people but some people may find that there are similarities between their experiences and others.
I have not yet found anyone who shares my experiences, nor has any of my doctors/therapists heard of my specific case.
My first hallucination was when I was 8 years old. This isn't common and it's difficult to decipher if this is, in fact, a hallucination or a child's imagination. But to this day I remember it so vividly and the man that I saw came up again in my second hallucination when I was 12 years old when he stabbed me in the back with a curved blade as soon as I left the shower and I felt all of the pain. I ran into my dad's arms with nothing but a towel around my body and cried because of how terrified I was.
Fast forward, I'm 19 years old [right before my 20th birthday], have been out of basic training for almost a year, and am now actively having hallucinations at work, at the store, and in the shower. At one point I call my dad at 1am after just exiting the shower terrified of the creature and men that I had seen.
The next day my dad and step mom take me to see a Psychiatrist, he didn't listen to me when I said I was seeing creatures and people that weren't there and when my step mom nearly yelled at him he said "Oh, you didn't say that." No sir, you just saw a 19 year old woman at the time and probably figured that I was making it up, exaggerating, or wasn't worth the time. Either way, I got admitted into a mental health facility as inpatient.
My hallucinations morphed into a terrifying monster that I have drawn on several occasions from memory. [Which I often times can't do or I get details wrong, but every piece of art I have made of this creature has been consistent]
Many hospital stays later, we still can't figure out a medication to rid me of my symptoms. Before we have even attempted more than a handful of meds they suggested ECT treatments. [ElectoConvulsive Therapy] This did not change my depression, or help with my hallucinations, and instead my memory hasn't been the same since. ECT treatments, to put it simply, they shock your brain like giving it a seizure in attempts to rewire it. This is supposed to be a *last resort* Something you try after you have tried, everything else.
I was ~20-21 when they did this, my brain was not fully developed and we hadn't even tried many medications. But they made it seem like I was a lost cause and I was young, thinking they knew better than I did, so I agreed.
So, after many hospital inpatient visits, and finding a therapist and psych doctor [of which I cycled through many] My hallucinations became far more intense.
I was having them nearly every night and I could see [visual], hear [auditory], and feel [tactile] everything that happened.
TW: BLOOD [real to me]
The creature that you see in the drawing below [roughly 10 ft tall compared to me] would whisper in my ear all of my insecurities, my fears, that I'm never enough, that I drive everyone in my life crazy, no one loves me and everyone would be happier if I was gone. Then it would crawl to the foot of my bed, reach towards my legs, and start ripping into my flesh with its sharp jagged claws. I felt all the pain, I felt the blood that trickled and poured down my legs, I could see him ripping into my flesh like an excited dog digging a hole into the backyard. I was paralyzed with fear and was helpless to stop it. Tears streamed down my face, I wondered if it would be enough to shock my system into death somehow. It doesn't quite make sense but I was hoping for any possible way for it to end. And, my heart stopping, at the time, seemed like the best option.
This horrific scene happened nearly every night for three years. When I would end up in the hospital, for my safety, I would live through other ways of experiencing the creature's influence. I would bang my head against the tile wall of the shower because it told me to, and a nurse had to interfere when she heard the banging.
I lived in a horror movie. My mental health is at risk every day of this creature returning to my vision and invading my home and mind.
I've had fears that someday I would be a danger to others, those started after one day it whispered in my ear to murder my step-mom. I didn't feel an urge to do so, but it was possibly the scariest moment I had with my hallucinations. Because it's one thing for my life to be threatened but it's another when I realized right then that it was possible for me to be a threat to my loved ones.
I'm still in therapy, I see a [better, more attentive] psych doctor now. But this is something that I will live with forever.
It will never go away, there will be days that are better, and days that are worse, but I live with this affliction in my mind for the rest of my life. Taking meds will be something I have to do for the rest of my life. And monitoring my mental health is something I will have to do for the rest of my life. For my safety and for the safety of the ones I love.
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[Art of the creature that I hallucinate below]
Chapter 20 is [finally] out!!!
Click here to Read Now
Holy shit, it has been months and I am so sorry to those I left off on a cliffhanger I truly hope this is at least somewhat satisfying of a continuation.
I know it says it in the screenshot but I'm saying it here too...
TW: Dismemberment and Decapitation /POSITIVE [I PROMISE] This is a good thing but it is slightly gruesome. I did refrain from using hugely descriptive words, so it could be worse. But still, be aware that it is in this chapter.
[Side note: Love that I have a chapter in a college-esque au called Overwhelmed and it has not a damn thing to do with homework or finals, lol.]
Julia de Burgos, from Song of the Simple Truth: Poems of Julia de Burgos; "Return To Me,"
I 858th this
I need to bite something [i would say someONE but my wife is asleep. so that's out of the question bc i am a loving spouse that knows that she needs her rest]
[past]
if the story's over
Has anyone here played Final Fantasy VII Remake???
Does anyone remember when Cloud, Aerith and Tifa approached "The Don" telling him to spill the beans or...
Cloud: I'll cut it off 😡
Aerith: or I'll rip them off 😇
Tifa: or I'll crush them 😈
I just need an art done [and maybe I'll be the one to do it, though it won't be as good as I would like i will still try] But I need it to be "Dick" laying in bed with Sae-hee quoting Cloud, Rumi quoting Aerith, and Zoey quoting Tifa. [But instead of them wanting info it's them wanting him to BACK THE FUCK OFF!!!]
Thank you. I uuuhhh have a lot of feelings, I might sketch something up tonight if I find the motivation. [forgot to take my meds when i woke up 🙃]
I was bored
*genuinely absorbed zero information* got it
*Genuinely absorbed all the information* What?
art books on the internet archive for you
morpho books
figure drawing for all it's worth (+ creative illustration)
framed ink
will eisner comics and sequential art
will eisner graphic storytelling and visual narrative
understanding comics (+ making comics)
folder of various animation production art
burne hogarth drawing dynamic hands
perspective for comic book artists
michael mattesi force drawing
the animator's survival kit
color and light james gurney
be free
I've recommended this one before, but for all the non-human vertebrate likers out there... the art of animal drawing
Part 6/6 of Mira's First Scheme to get out of the friendzone with her bandmates. The 'Afterwards' was entirely unplanned and kinda just happened. Enjoy!
Z: Maybe she ran out of soap in the gym shower? [She didn't]
Artist Note: Rumi...Rumi? Don't stare too long, dinner is still on the stove >.> [its ok, the sensitive fire alarm lets them know its getting just a tiny bit smokey in here, dinner is saved]
[Afterwards:
M [as she joins after her shower]: Is our dinner still edible or was it cremated? [She jokes, poking fun at Rumi who has only come close to burning down the kitchen once and that was ten years ago. But she should know by now that she'll never live it down.]
R: [Rolling her eyes] Dinner survived, but the floor didn't. You can thank Zo, for cleaning up ur sweat. [R doesnt look up as she takes a bite, almost annoyed]
M: [kisses Zoey's cheek] Thanks Zo.
Z: Mhm O.O [coughs into her fist to stifle her giggle, then begins stuffing her face like she's starving. Anything to take her mind off of Mira's soft lips on her flushed cheeks]
R: [looking at Mira with a raised brow as the dancer eats with a smile on her face looking like the cat that got the cream] So... anything on your mind Mira? You're acting... weird.
M: No, just enjoying dinner. It did turn out really good. You did so well and we didn't have to put out any fires. [She gave a cocky smirk as she tilted her head, as if she were challenging Rumi to retort]
R: I wouldn't have gotten distracted if you didn't come up here looking like-! [Her voice caught in her throat as she realized what she was about to say and how it could be considered weird to be thirsting over your friend and bandmate who you were still trying to mend your relationship with because of years of past mistakes...]
M: Looking like what? Do tell...
Z: [Frozen with a bite in her mouth as she had stopped chewing. She may have also gotten distracted by Mira's chiseled midriff, but surely Mira didn't come up here looking like that to egg them on right? I mean they were friends, bandmates, they had been training together for so long and have seen each other with bare stomachs before, why was this different. Maybe it was just because her and Rumi weren't at the gym with her and they weren't expecting it...or maybe because Mira had been getting more...affectionate? touchy? sometimes flirty? Zoey finally swallowed her bite and opened her mouth to finish Rumi's statement. But their leader glared at her and her mouth snapped shut as she raised her hands in defense and took her, now empty, plate to the sink.]
R: [Rolling her eyes at Mira's goading expression] A prima donna who needs to learn to shower at the gym after a work out. [She took her last two bites and shoved them in her mouth before scooping up her plate and standing]
M: [A bit of anger rose in her chest] I shower at the gym literally every time except today. And I could have easily cleaned the floor when I got out. I don't need special treatment. [She replied with a bite to her words]
R: You had to know that Zoey was going to clean it up though, she does everything to help and never puts herself first.
[Okay it wasn't that serious, and each of the girls knew it wasn't. Especially Zoey who was now standing in the open area between the kitchen and the dining table.]
Z: Guys, stop. [Zoey's voice was stern but she was more in disbelief at how actually dumb this argument was] Are you seriously arguing about the fact that Mira irl thirst trapped us, and I just so happened to clean up the few drops of sweat that fell to the floor. Which was literally just such a small area, could count them on one hand and took all of five seconds. Am I a people pleaser, yeah and I'm working on it, but I'm also not the only one that cleans up the other two's messes, so that's an irrelevant point. Ru, you know just as well as I do that Mira isn't a prima donna, I think you said that because there's still some underlying feelings you haven't worked through yet. Have you scheduled with the therapist yet?
R: [Still holding her plate and scratching at it softly, looking guilty] No, not yet.
Z: Okay, we'll all do some research tonight, together, during couch time, and schedule appointments together.
M: Wait, why do I-
Z: Mir, your first reaction was to retaliate and Rumi isn't the only one that has trauma. I'm saying this because I care about both of you, we're all going to get professional help.
R: You know as the leader I can-
Z: As the caring friend that I am, respectfully, I'm sure Bobby would love to hear the rest of that statement.
R: [Falls silent immediately and takes her plate to the sink before rejoining them] I'm uhhh...I'm sorry, Mir. Sometimes I think I forget that I don't have to keep you both at a distance anymore. I know you're not a prima donna and you don't need special treatment, you're very...capable. [She finished her statement grabbing Mira's plate to take to the sink and finish cleaning up dinner.]
M: Hey, wait, [She follows her to the kitchen] If I'm capable then let me clean up dinner [She said as she looked at Rumi with a soft smile]
R: It's fine, I-
M: You cooked, we'll clean. Those are the rules of dinner, remember?
Z: [Nods as she takes the plate out of Rumi's hand and places it in the sink, then both her and Mira pushed Rumi into the living room and onto the couch]
M: [Before returning to the kitchen to finish cleaning she looks at Rumi, knowing what she has to say] Sorry that I snapped back...I did kind of...bite the hand that feeds, so to speak
R: [Smiling softly] It's okay, we both kinda acted out of line, but we'll figure things out.
M: [Nodding as she thinks about spilling her feelings to her best friend, to both of her best friends] I- um, wanna watch some Dropout for couch time tonight?
R: Yeah, but I thought you didn't care for most of their stu-
M: It's grown on me [She cuts her off to say her piece then joins Zoey to clean. She may have told Rumi a couple of years ago that she didn't like most of Dropouts content but, truth was, she loved it. Yeah it was funny, creative, and on occasion really heartwarming; she genuinely liked it. But what she really loved about it was the sweet sound of laughter from her friends when a really funny joke or bit made them lose it. The fact that Rumi would cover her mouth if she snorted and hit Mira with a pillow when she gave her that chastising look. Or when Zoey would pause before a prompt was attempted and would act it out herself then make the other two rate her's versus the Dropout team's. Zoey of course always won, but sometimes it was a close call, gotta keep her humble you know.]
[Life was good, even if this plan kinda backfired, she convinced herself of one thing.....]
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[Her girls totally checked out her ass as she walked away.]
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Cats :3
Idk what I'm doing man...
i know how to make art……….. i LIKE making art………. making art is fun……………. i feel fulfilled when i make art……………………..
[WIP] Making character ref sheets for the Huntr/x girlies, starting with Zoey. I feel like i always struggled with her the most so im working on her first.
Part 5:
Rumi - *gay panicking*
Mira - *resisting kissing her cheek*
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Ok, consider;
Superhero Mira, pressured on all sides to start killing villains by her peers (most of whom do so) her parents (legacy hero’s) her brother (who is a jerk) and the media.
Civilian (no powers) Zoey is the only one who tells her not to kill the villains, instead arresting them and putting them through the courts via gadgets she makes/info about their powers.
Rumi who’s a “Supervillain” (who targets corrupt hero’s and takes away their powers) runs into a burning building and saves Zoey. (Zoey was caught in the crossfire between Mira and Rumi.)
Zoey is obviously working with one of the hero’s, so Rumi takes as much of her gear as she can along with Zoey to get info. (She intimidates but won’t hurt her.)
Mira assumes she kidnapped Zoey and is planning on torturing her. She ends up finding them a week later where Rumi is literally on her knees begging Zoey to leave her secret lair, no, stop, why are you taking apart my sunlamp, WHERE DID YOU GET URANIUM?? Stuff like that.
So Mira ends up just casually walking up behind Rumi and hugging her (her flame powers would let her burn Rumi to a cinder, and Rumi’s teleport wouldn’t work while someone’s holding her). She asks Zoey if she’s ok, and Zoey starts rambling about how nice Rumi is and how she refused to torture Zoey “even though she wanted info about *insert transparently corrupt hero’s name here* which I do have.”
For Mira it clicks really fast that Rumi isn’t targeting hero’s as a whole, specifically corrupt ones after she sees the meticulous notes Rumi has. (She let go of Rumi and started rifling through them despite her protests.)
(“Did you color code your notes about hero’s costumes?”
Rumi, who is blushing and stuttering and trying to grab the papers Mira is holding out of her reach and flustered in a way Mira’s never seen:)
Basically, the two of them adopt Rumi into their little group of “no-kill hero’s-villains-civilians”.
I dunno, I just think it’d be really funny cus before this all happened Rumi was known to be terrifying for the way she’d cripple or strip hero’s of their powers, with the exception of Mira or hero’s she knows are actually good people.
Ooohhh I'm getting ideas, the last time I drew a hero it was Miles Morales Spider-man. I kinda miss it and thinking about drawing Mira/Rumi/Zoey in this AU [with their respective titles of hero/villain/civillian, would be so cool]