you smile and it lightens my insides
you bring me the joy i never felt before. I believe in the truth you opened my eyes
amist the smoke clouds fog, lighting stroms, hail, snow, heavy wind, and lots of rain. there I am stanidng. Im standing after enduring earthquakes, tsuanmis, trecerous rwinds and im all alone. the world is a disaster this is not my home. but live like a shimmer of glimmer in the dead dark of the night you came in and illuminated my life. you raised my up and showed me love when all i had to do was be me. i really fucking appreciate that becuase you know im not normal and my brains a little insane.
tell the that stuff you told me about how you found the one, you only need me. when you say that i believe you dont just say that stuff because it sounds good. i need your word to mena something your my number one fan, youre bigger part then a lot of my own fam...
if tomororw doesnt bring what you want it to bring, at least make sure youre putting some work in to push you and move you closer towards your goals
I love you. I may get frustaarted or sometimes seem to s distant. its not that im not thinking of you every day, I do. Theres just always a lot of stuff that occupies my mind and distracts me from being happy. There are a lot of people who make me feel that their problems are my fault. Its a little overwhelming and certainly can be stressful.
you understand my love for you has expotentially grown, increased
and intensified over the years. november 23 marks our two year anniversay it feels like it has been so much longer. The future has so much more in store for us.
you should undertand you are my only love, theres no other woman who can take your place in my heart. i love you so much cause you helped me before i fell apart. i was only 23 felt like i was crawling in the dark.
theres enough light in the world to illuminate, all the dark places in the world, finally someone said it.
the darkness can be so debilitating when you feel depressed i dont want to wake up or get out of bed
As if the world isn’t already cold
life filled empty promises is what im sold
this world is always changing, hearts never told
dont get stuck in before you know youll be old
your dealt your cards and im delt mine
you got the royal flush and i just got stuck with a pair nine
ask two tmes and ill put you in line....
Im alivie but I feel like its empty
I want to feel fufilled and successful finally
who said that I have to listen to who you want me to be?
this is my life these are my dreams only I hold the key
trust me when I tell you this is my life dont you see..
Im not your slave and im done paying for your time my fee.
Im worth so much more yet you treat me like crap
im a human like you you should respect me not make it feel liek a trap
what goes around comes back around
and if its not tomorrow then it will tomorrow
but who is going to be there on your judgement day?
its not going to be me, im not going to wait n stay
if you ever need my help i wont give it to you
ill never forgot but i still appreciate things you did
im so exhausted i just want to lay to rest
