Cold Cherry Blossoms

Female/Minor

[gayvampyr]

it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kids’ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like “enjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best it’s gonna get”. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worse thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? i’m tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 she’ll be so depressed she’s just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids don’t need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, it’s a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future that’s worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and i’m about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. i’m sorry you hate your life but you don’t get to dump your issues on these kids. don’t piss me off and leave these babies alone!

[tsuraraicedit]

The difficulty of being a foodie through and through but literally going into nappy mode after one plate. Chinese buffet are my biggest lovers and opps because why do they have to prove how little it takes to make me full.

[mx-nymphty]

But the nap afterwards though 🤤

[tsuraraicedit]

OMMMMGGGG!!! It's like✨✨HEAVENLY✨✨!!!!! You have to cherish it.

In the moment, waking up is so bad cause now your nap is ruined. But when your awake, you feel drunk or something like reality is still loading and is buffering. Also, you're sleeping in the most uncomfortable position know to man; now, you're waking up with the most intense back pain.

[oobbbear]

[tsuraraicedit]

The difficulty of being a foodie through and through but literally going into nappy mode after one plate. Chinese buffet are my biggest lovers and opps because why do they have to prove how little it takes to make me full.

[tsuraraicedit]

I know that elves have the potential to be interesting but they don't have an appealing features other than their long ears. Same goes for goblins and orcs who have the addition of being green and small(for goblins) and tall, muscular (for orcs). I am not interested in monsters or humanoid monsters that don't have traits that push them to being inhuman.

[anxietyproblem]

[tamako-ghost]

one of many few headcanon i has for hyuse is that he often listens to audio books. they are one of few meeden things hyuse finds pleasant bcs its in audio form and his horn could translate them for him.

huyse was very frustrated when yotaro shares his favourite children stories (in book form) to hyuse and he could not understand japanese. usami is the one suggested audio book as replacement. which leading to hyuse's curiousity and finding more books to listen to.

he would find a lot of meeden classics interesting and suit his tastes. i think his favourite would be ''pride and prejudice'', ''jane eyre'', ''sherlock holmes'', ''the three musketeers'' and ''musashi''.

[tsuraraicedit]

I would love to do art fight BUT when you have struggled with drawing for years due to deep rooted imposter symdrone and perfectionism, it is something that won't be overriden in a night.

[tsuraraicedit]

the only reason I haven't cut myself is because I'm scared.

[tsuraraicedit]

I hate being in my head. There are so many days where I wish I didn't try at all.

[tsuraraicedit]

Vaping sounds so good right now. (Even though I don't vape)

I often wish that I could just self destruct

[tsuraraicedit]

I would like to be represented in media but would not like to be the one represented. I always wonder how people have characters that they relate to and feel deeply seen by.

[tsuraraicedit]

Monster Species Tier List

Note: I made my selections tier is based off how attractive I find them.

Hey everyone, I know that I am exposing myself for this tier list ranking. If anyone wants for me to explain my thoughts on my selections, I would love to. A lot of these species are in a real grey area so putting them in a spot was difficult.

If you are wondering what the difference between the different tiers, here it is.

P.S: "Has Not Seen Enough to Have an Informed Opinion" means like "I haven't seen enough of [insert monster species here] to have a solid opinion on them".

"Haven't Seen Enough to Have an Informed Opinion BUT would LOVE it" means "I haven't seen enough of [insert monster species here] BUT based off of the ones that I have seen: I would love them to where I could give them a solid ranking."

[tsuraraicedit]

Eros- Julius Kronberg

Thanks you so much!!

But look at Eros... Trying so hard to aura farm know damn well Aphrodite is on his case.

Anyway!! I love how Kronberg is able to smoothly create a warm to cool gradient that affects the whole piece including the subject.

Thanks for spreading some Eros this pride month!!

[tsuraraicedit]

Medusa's Characterization: Part 1 - Appearance

Hello, everybody!!!

In this series, I will be focusing on different parts of the *Gorgon's characterization for my (*potential) Medusa x Poseidon fan fiction.

Trying to come up with a more monstrous appearance but one that find attractive is ...proving difficult.

With her appearance, I want for it to be a mix of mythological accuracy, real animals, and my personal fav (monsterfucker hotness).

Starting from the top down

Hair: A mix of black curly and wavy hair along with yellow bellied snakes blending into her natural regular hair strands. These snakes have the ability to turn anything into stone while the rest of her hair is dormant. Those dormant snakes that are her natural hair have the ability to turn anything into coral unlike the snakes that are constantly out in the open.

Skin: Vertically divided into the black scaly top and the golden underbelly

Eyes: Piercing snake eyes with a third eyelid. She can switch between her snake eyes and bird eyes.

Nose: A boar's nose (which allows for the flared nostrils she has)

Face: She has three different white v-shaped lines lines on her face. Similar to a Razorbill

1: Staring from the end of her tear duct finishing to the

2: A new one connecting from the ends to the tip of her top lip

3: From the tip if her bottom lip to other sides of her jawline

Teeth: Her teeth will look similar to those seen on Oni masks.

Hands: Webbed with bronze claws.

Body??: She is lean with extremely muscular and powerful legs. Her legs allow her to easily propel her body underwater. Her lean body(like she doesn't have any boobs nor ass cause she is cold-blooded)

Wings: Her wings are black on the top and white underneath. Overtime her feathers harden and turn into bronze so she has to pluck them out for the new growth to come in. Her feathers extend to her back as well.

Feet: Webbed

Fun Fact: She has no ear lobes.

* If the fic isn't out then you can view this as my interpretation of Medusa's appearance.

* I will get to Stheno and Euryale. I just am having a hard time of coming up with ideas for their appearance.

?? ----> I don't know whether this would be accurate or not.

Please tell me what you think!! If you have any ideas, criticisms, or thoughts, I would love to know!!

[tsuraraicedit]

"I love myself." Has got to be the biggest lie I have to tell myself. I feel like that is such BS.

I just am done with trying to do any creative endeavors. "You should just do it for yourself." when I have a hard time caring about myself, why would that matter?

After not being it for months, I relapsed on C.ah because I am just tired and just wanted to have someone to talk to.

[tsuraraicedit]

Happy Pride!!!