it's unendurable, unendurable

lis! she/her

[librarycards]

i am just moved by everything now. i'm porous and everything gets inside me

[anarqueeen]

yeah the doctor said they found the source of my guilt and quiet agony deep within my core. Yeah turns out there really is something physically and fundamentally wrong with me that I've been carrying my entire life. No they said they're not gonna remove it. Said its an "elective surgery" so insurance won't cover it. Anyway how are you

[autistic-bird-beeps]

[snoopyoftheday]

snoopy of the day

[vintage-tigre]

Art by Worry Lines

[offshoreoilrig]

istheveilbetweenworldsthinrightnow.com

Veil status: normal

Tomorrow's veil: normal to thick

Download the app for convenient, add-free updates on the invisible barrier separating the material realm from the astral plane

[papayajuan2019]

choosing to engage with my despair in new and playful ways

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[quietwingsinthesky]

the dynamic between two people who love a third person so much and come to understand each other because of that is so important to me. you would put them first, and so would i. you understand why we have to save them from themself. i trust you with their life, and so, that means more than if i trusted you with mine. the love doesn't have to be the same, but it's powerful enough that you understand why you're not the only satellite drawn into their orbit.

[lakevida]

just experienced a brief desire this is so scary

[msvhs-deactivated20251231]

favourite covers of banana yoshimoto's books for @mhtyr !!!! from my collection!!!!! i wanted to put more but i have more than twenty books... i had to choose <3

[gnossienne]

Kimberly Blaeser, "Rituals, Yours—and Mine"

[gatheringbones]

[“When I used to teach creative writing, I would tell the students to make their characters want something right away—even if it’s only a glass of water. Characters paralyzed by the meaningless of modern life still have to drink water from time to time. One of my students wrote a story about a nun who got a piece of dental floss stuck between her lower left molars, and who couldn’t get it out all day long. I thought that was wonderful. The story dealt with issues a lot more important than dental floss, but what kept readers going was anxiety about when the dental floss would finally be removed. Nobody could read that story without fishing around in his mouth with a finger. Now, there’s an admirable practical joke for you. When you exclude plot, when you exclude anyone’s wanting anything, you exclude the reader, which is a mean-spirited thing to do.”]

kurt vonnegut

[bipolar4autistic]

let’s just get married…

[weltenwellen]

Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

[alivehouse]

what do you mean you havent used mindfulness techniques to accept the state of the torture labyrinth as is yet. its like youre not even trying

[pisshandkerchief]

what are they going to do about the fact that you can never go back