a girl & her monster

i have enjoyed a perfect exhilaration. i am glad to the brink of fear. (adult, they/them.)

[hypersp-ce]

Homura I drew for my friend Duruznik on twitter a couple of days ago!

[villainmode]

tumblr needs to start sexualizing the prey loyalty of solitary wasps

[villainmode]

delaying takeoff for two hours after everyone's already boarded is a scheme by big airplane food to get me to buy a stupid snack box

[myfairynuffstuff]

Paula Overbay (b.1940) - Luminescence V. 2022. Acrylic on paper.

[scamcall]

sleeping beauty

[villainmode]

i'm going back to the bay for a couple months and i won't be bringing my desktop which means i had to pick between no tumblr vs. tumblr on phone. i have chosen violence

[villainmode]

getting reparented by the couple you were trying to have a threesome with

[avi-mation]

Earth’s Scapegoat and her Sacrificial Lamb

[creekfiend]

death shatters reality like a fist through a pane of glass. if someone tells me a story about death and portrays whatever is broken as simple or comprehensible or repairable, and there's no unpleasant shards of glass sticking out in weird places to be stepped on randomly by someone months or years later. what are you even doing. what do you think death is. death is unreality! it should feel unreal! grief is grappling with the unreality and the linear nature of time. no backsies. nothing can be undone.

[creekfiend]

it's like this sweet spot where it's unreality but it's also SOOO mundane. like, death is unreality, and at the same time, death is one of the most real things, arguably? and I think that much of this fact is simply due to like. human nature bumping up against Reality in a way where it's very difficult to Intelligent Social Primate Self-Narrativize our way out of it.

[sexhaver]

found someone on reddit who says they have a "special interest" in porn parodies of major IPs but they seem extremely deadass about it. apparently their metric for whether a story has enough women in it is if the porn parody needs to genderbend a male character to have the gender ratios work out. on a related note Jesse is a woman in the main Breaking Bad porn parody, which allegedly has Walt as a film studies professor in CA when the governor outlaws porn so his "breaking bad" moment is shooting porn with Jesse

[memeuplift]

[weepingwidar]

Aline Verstraten (Belgian, 1996) - Hortus Concluses (2020)

[stroebe2]

good night guys

[cryptotheism]

Parading his big stupid unmoving chrome body around like a sainted reliquary

[saltoncity]

girl is that a knife in your hand or are you jerking off your sharp detachable penis in my stomach

[villainmode]

affirmations they will not kill me at grad school

[villainmode]

deadline push tonight which means i did a full day's work, must eat dinner & proceed to do another full day's work after 6pm. crying & despair. but then tomorrow i get to lie out on the grass under the sun and eat ice cream and feel accomplished. but also my ex's best friend is trying to fuck me* and we have hang out plans tomorrow which is triggering an uninterpretable surge of both comfort and fear. so multiple lines of emotion are being processed, simultaneously, at the moment