It's been a while, Tumblr.
There's a lot going on in my life this year that escalated. I haven't been physically able to draw or write at all for months. My keyboard use has been limited. Holding and gripping objects has been painful.
My breathing got worse lately too. I have issues with my left leg being stiff and hurting more often than my right leg... But normal hip x-rays. I'm so freaking tired almost all the time. Low energy on most days.
I was feeling hopeful when starting a treatment to stop my monthly cycles. I had improvements. I applied to local stores, feeling like things were looking up for me. That was back in January/February.
The physical issues I'm having right now aren't anything new, but they've noticeably gotten worse with my higher levels of stress too because of, well, everything happening in this country as well as at home. I've been fearing for my future and life/livelihood.
I'm trying to keep it together mentally and keep the details away from public eyes. I still want to keep it that way.
There's one major update though, and it's that I got determined to get a referral to a rheumatologist recently.
After tons of tests (so much blood taken...), yesterday was my follow-up call for the verdict.
So, I've got Lupus. SLE specifically.
It's been exhausting having like, 3 or so doctor appointments a month. (Thankfully all covered by financial aid)
My Rheumatologist has a treatment plan in place, and I have a lot to consider now.
I can't work at on-site jobs. Still got no income. I'm stuck, unsure what jobs and careers I can get right now. Heck, I already mentioned here that I can't even do artwork or other things atm! It's too painful! The pain in my hands, wrists, fingers... It's been seriously a nightmare.
I have low-impact exercise and stretch routines thanks to physical and occupational therapists. I'm trying to keep up with those.
It's just been really rough. Idk when I'll have independence in my life. I really need it though. I need to get out of where I am.
So tired. Ugh. We'll see where my life goes from here.
I hope to recover sooner and get back to art commissions. I know some have been patiently waiting on me for months. Thank you.
















